Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Can't Hide What I Feel ❯ CEWIF-Chapter 6 ( Chapter 6 )

Yeah! Chapter 6! Love & Pain might not be continued for a little while, I'm trying to concentrate on this one for now but I'll give you the heads up when I decide to start up on it again! Anyway this chapter is mainly just the rape scene so no flames you know what you are getting yourself into before you even got to this chapter, for the others enjoy!

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Ryou struggled with Joey, but Joey was much stronger than Ryou and he soon had him pinned to the floor. He brought Ryou into another bruising kiss. Joey pinned Ryou's arms above his head and used his legs to keep Ryou's legs down. Ryou could scarcely breath he wanted so badly to call for help but Bakura couldn't hear him…and the one person he trusted most in the world was the one hurting him. Ryou thrashed his head breaking the kiss, and gasped for air as Joey lifted his chin. Ryou was about to scream but Joey covered his mouth, easily holding both of Ryou's wrists with one hand.

"Screaming is pointless Ryou, no one can hear you…I don't know where Bakura is but if he was going to rescue you he would have been here by now. Were all alone, so don't try to get away." Joey said

Joey let go of Ryou's wrists and begun to undo his belt buckle. Ryou tried to stop him by trying to pull away and nearly succeeding but Joey wasn't going to allow him to get far. He tackled him halfway up the stairs before he could reach his bedroom.

"If you wanted to do this in the bedroom you had just said so." Joey said as he dragged Ryou into his room as Ryou tried to pull away.

He carelessly threw Ryou on the bed and pinned him down before he had a chance to get back up. Ryou didn't care if Joey was stronger he refused to let him do this without a fight. Joey grew impatient as he slapped Ryou across the face as hard as he could causing tears to fall from the young boys eyes.

"Fine." Joey growled

He moved off and away from Ryou only to return quickly, Ryou didn't understand at first until his wrists were being bound to the headboard. Ryou came to realization to late as Joey finished restraining his arms.

"I didn't want to restrain you, but you left me with little choice. The more you struggle

the less movement you'll find yourself able to make!" Joey spat

He brought Ryou into another kiss. Tears fell from Ryou's tightly closed eyes freely he was unable to stop them or slow them down. He didn't want to believe that Joey was doing this to him, he tried to block out his hands his lips everything but couldn't.

"Joey please don't!" Ryou pleaded as a last resort. "Please?" Ryou asked

Joey starred for a moment at Ryou's already tear stained face, but his gaze was cold and uncaring as if he wasn't even the same person anymore.

"You will feel my love Ryou, do I need to gag you as well?" He asked coldly.

Ryou shook his head no as he tightly closed his eyes. Why is this happening? Why to me? Why from the one person that I love most in my life? Ryou trembled as Joey began to remove his clothing as the cold air made chills run down his spine. Ryou began to cry again unable to keep himself from not doing so. Joey cut Ryou's shirt from his body not wanting to untie him. Ryou couldn't help but blush a deep red as Joey just sat there and stared at his naked form. He ran his cold hands down Ryou's form slowly causing chills to run throughout his body as he did so. Joey kissed Ryou on the lips, then down his neck, chest, stomach, until he drew Ryou's length inside his mouth. Ryou gasped trying not to take pleasure in his actions, but his body betrayed his mind, as every time Joey pulled away he would thrust for more of the feeling although he truly didn't want to.

Joey smiled evilly "So you don't totally object to this do you?" He said smugly

"Joey please…" Ryou began

Joey thrust two fingers inside Ryou's entrance, causing him to scream at the intrusion and stop any following words.

"I'm sorry…" Joey said, "Did I break your concentration?" He asked smugly

Ryou tried to pull his body away from Joey but there wasn't anywhere he could go, being bound to the headboard. He pulled and twisted his wrists in the restrains trying to break free, he could feel his wrists start to burn in pain; Joey stopped him from damaging his wrists further.

"If you want to ruin your wrists fine, but you wont ever break those restraints, besides you should conserve your energy…were not finished yet." Joey said

Tears flooded down Ryou's cheeks as Joey worked his fingers in and out of him, until Ryou begged Joey to stop. Joey only smiled as he added a second and third finger inside Ryou, who cried even more at the feeling.

"You look so beautiful when you cry Ryou…" Joey said kissing him passionately

He removed his clothes and replaced his fingers with his erection in one hard thrust. Ryou screamed loudly at this. The so-called preparation Joey had just done was worthless if he refused to be gentle with him.

"Joey stop!" Ryou pleaded, "…It hurts…please…" Ryou broke down into sobs

Joey however didn't pay any mind to Ryou's pleas or tears as he continued. He offered no time for Ryou to get used to the feeling or adjust as he pumped slowly in and out of Ryou who cried with every thrust. Oh, god Joey said as he begun to move faster upon him, so hot, so tight, such bliss this is, Joey was in heaven. Ryou felt as if he had been thrown into hell by the very hands that healed him. Everything in Ryou's life was going downhill till Joey came into his life…he took his scars away but now he was only making new ones. Ryou was not ready in body or mind for contact such as this…and Ryou could do nothing to stop him as Joey thrust deeper and harder into him every time. Joey grabbed him by the hips pulling Ryou into him only increasing the pain throughout Ryou's body. Joey had never felt such beauty as he continued not wanting to ever stop hoping he could draw this out as long as possible not caring what damage he did to Ryou who cried beneath him. Ryou thought he would die if the pain continued and the pain did continue but he did not die. With one final thrust Joey exploded into Ryou collapsing on top of him breathing heavily, exhausted.

He waited until his rapid breathing had calmed some before he moved away from Ryou. Ryou hurt all over every bone in his body ached his arms has lost feeling from being elevated and he was bleeding he could feel the blood all over his inner thighs as he tried to hide his face because of the shame he felt, true he didn't let Joey do this but he didn't really do anything to stop him either, all of his efforts were in vain anyway. He felt so weak so helpless he couldn't stop crying and it was no comfort to know all things were magnified in this state. Joey put his clothes back on as he walked over to Ryou untying his arms and kissed him gently on the forehead.

"See you tomorrow love." Joey said as he left Ryou alone.

Love? Ryou thought to himself. Is that what he thinks this was! He thinks he was showing me his love! Ryou sobbed into his hands, the salt from his tears stung his wrists as he looked upon them. Although Joey had stopped him earlier he was still struggling with them the whole time, and had rubbed his skin almost raw…in a few spots he was bleeding too. He pulled his body from the bed trying to stand but he fell to the floor quickly. His legs felt numb as he crawled his way into the bathroom running a bath. HE made the water as hot as he could stand it before he got inside. The water burned his body and sent knives of pain through his legs. His wrists were raw and bleeding, his face was black and blue from where Joey had slapped him, along with the pain between his legs and bruised thighs. Ryou cried as he washed himself trying to rid himself of everything he felt.

Although his legs still felt numb he pulled the sheets from his bed and placed new ones on the bed. He threw the old ones away, not ever wanting to see them again. He was about to climb into bed, but he started to cry again and pushed himself away. He walked downstairs and curled himself into a ball near the couch as he trembled. He cried himself to sleep.

Cruel, I know but he is the perfect candidate for such abuse even though he doesn't deserve it. No Joey is not possessed or anything he's just an ass and who knows maybe someone can kick his ass for Ryou…if he decides to tell anybody that is…I hope you liked it too, Please Review!