Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Can't Hide What I Feel ❯ CEWIF-Cahpter 17 ( Chapter 17 )
Well here is the 17th and final chapter to "Cant Erase What I Feel" I hope you like it do ENJOY!
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Joey without thinking took a step closer to Ryou who immediately took a step back. Joey nodded his head understanding that Ryou might want to talk but being closer than three feet apart was out of the question.
"I, I wont hurt you Ryou…I just want to talk." Joey said
"All right." Ryou said not moving
"I know that nothing I say can change what I've done but I want you to know that all of this was my fault, and I really am sorry although I know it does nothing for you now…I never meant to hurt you Ryou." Joey said gravely
"You say you didn't mean it…but then why?" Ryou asked
"Anger, jealously, delusion, misconception…everything you did didn't make sense and I had totally lost it." Joey admitted grimly
"I tried to explain my actions to you though…you refused to listen to me, you didn't give me a chance to even explain myself." Ryou paused and looked away "All this could have been avoided so easily if you had just taken the time to listen." Ryou whispered
"I…I know Ryou, but I cant change anything now if I could I would make sure me and you never even ended up together, that way I would have never hurt you." Joey felt tears well up in his eyes but pushed them back. "I'm sorry." He said quietly
"You're forgiven." Ryou said looking back up at him to meet shocked eyes
"You…you forgive me?" Joey asked in doubt
"Yes, I was waiting for you to confront me…to tell me you were sorry and that this suffering wasn't all my fault." Ryou said
"It wasn't at all your fault Ryou, I want to take full responsibility for everything that has happened…I need too." Joey said
"You already have though…you have put yourself through more self-punishment than needed. I want to forget all about this and move on, no one knows but Seto, Bakura, Yami and us…and I want it to stay that way." Ryou said
"Seto knows?" Joey asked
"Y-yes and we…" Ryou began
"Don't worry about it Ryou…I'd be lying if I said I wasn't upset but you deserve so much better than me, and I also know that Seto will treat you right. He has a bad reputation but he is really a good guy." Joey said
"Thank you." Ryou said
"For what…I have done nothing to deserve any kind of thanks." Joey exhaled
"Yes you have…without you confronting me I would have never gotten over all this. You have done more for me than you will ever know." Ryou said smiling slightly taking a step closer to Joey
"May I?" Joey asked
Ryou nodded silently as Joey embraced him hugging him delicately as if he would break. Ryou returned the hug and pulled away from him cautiously.
"Can…can we still be friends?" Ryou asked curiously
"It's up to you, I can understand if you never want to see me again." Joey said looking at his feet silently.
"Please? The others don't have to know anything, we can move on." Ryou said
"Yeah nothing would make me happier." Joey said
The two exchanged goodbyes and Ryou made his way to his house where he found Bakura and Yami talking softly to one another. Ryou was obviously shocked
"Why aren't you yelling?" He asked startling them both slightly for they didn't hear him come inside
"Ryou!" Bakura yelled bringing him into a strong embrace
"Yami…oxygen is becoming an issue…" He gasped
"Sorry…are you all right?" He asked concerned
"I'm fine…I'm surprised you didn't kill Joey." Ryou said
"You meet up with him?" Yami asked
"Yes, we talked and…I think everything will be okay now." Ryou smiled sincerely at them "I was still surprised to find him in one piece though." Ryou said
"You have Yami to thank for that." Bakura grumbled slightly
Ryou gave Yami a smile that said thank you "I have a small request for you two." Ryou said a bit nervously.
"What?" Yami asked
"Don't tell anyone anything about all this…they don't need to know so I would prefer they wouldn't." Ryou said
"All right, you have my word." Yami said
"Bakura?" Ryou asked softly
"Fine…I wont say a word." Bakura said
"Also don't kill him, either of you." Ryou said looking to Bakura then Yami
They both nodded their heads in agreement and Ryou smiled broadly. He stayed a while longer and packed another bag to take to Setos and soon left.
Seto sat impatiently at the top of the stairs waiting for Ryou anxiously. Once Ryou walked inside Seto flew down the stairs and hugged him strongly. Ryou ignored the fact that he could barely breath and hugged him back.
"You were gone longer than I thought, I began to worry." Seto said softening his rip but not letting go.
"I'm sorry, I stopped at home to pick up a few things, and to talk to Bakura and Yami." Ryou paused "I…I spoke to Joey" Ryou said looking away form him
"Are you all right? He didn't hurt you or anything right?" Seto asked
"No, we just talked…and everything seems okay…just don't speak about this to the others and everything will stay that way too." Ryou said looking hopeful
"I wouldn't breath a word." Seto said kissing Ryou softly
Ryou smiled into the kiss pulling Seto closer to him. Seto lifted Ryou into his arms never breaking the kiss and carried him into their bedroom laying Ryou tenderly down upon the bed. Ryou protested slightly when Seto broke the kiss but smiled anyway when he began to lavish kissed upon his face and neck, unbuttoning his shirt and moving slowly down his chest. Ryou moaned when Seto gently bit his nipples and rolled them with his fingers causing Ryou to arch and moan in pleasure even more. Seto was thankful that Ryou had taken off that damned sweater it always delayed him. Seto unbuttoned Ryou's pants removing them quickly as he took Ryou's length into his mouth. Ryou arched at the sudden pleasure that ran through his body as he closed his eyes enjoying the feeling of Setos mouth. Seto began to bring Ryou to the edge and back without letting him release once. He loved to tease Ryou he made the most adorable sounds. Ryou whined at Seto as he would gently run his hand along Ryou's erection but still would not keep his hand there long enough to let him release. Ryou had, had enough as he pulled Seto into a kiss thrusting his hip against Setos, not wanting to wait any longer. Seto complied shedding his own clothing and laying down on top of Ryou again. He kissed Ryou roughly; something Ryou was used too by now, he could take more than most thought he didn't want to be handled like a china doll but a person. Seto broke the kiss so that he could breathe better as he gently pushed a finger inside Ryou who gasped. Ryou shut his eyes, he almost wished Seto would skip preparing him but knew it would hurt like hell if he didn't so he laid back grabbing the sheet to release some of his adrenaline. Seto slowly drew his finger in and out of Ryou until he felt he was ready for a second and a third, he smiled as Ryou shifted underneath him moaning with every movement. Seto moved his fingers in a scissor motion to loosen him up Ryou whimpered slightly thrusting his hips trying to gain more contact. Seto once again deeply kissed Ryou, removing his fingers and replacing them with his erection. Seto groaned at the feeling, Ryou was so tight the heat was a wonderful feeling he loved. Ryou slightly whimpered as a tear escaped his eye that Seto noticed immediately.
"Did I hurt you?" He asked sympathetically stopping his movements
"N-no…god don't stop." He breathed throwing his head back
Seto nodded and continued going a bit slower so not to hurt him. Seto held his position for a while long enough for Ryou to get used to the feeling and adjust as he pumped slowly in and out of Ryou moaning in pleasure. Oh god, Seto said to himself as he took Ryou into his arms moving faster upon him, so hot, so tight, such bliss this is, Seto was in heaven. Seto continued, going faster as and took Ryou's length into his hand matching the rhythm with his thrusts. Ryou pulled Seto closer to him while he thrust deeper and harder into Ryou every time. Seto grabbed Ryou by the hips pulling into him only magnifying the ecstasy that ran through Ryou's body. Seto had never felt such perfection as he continued not wanting to ever stop hoping he could draw this out as long as possible not wanting to ever stop these waves of pleasure he felt he had an angel with him. With one final thrust Seto exploded into Ryou and Ryou soon followed. Seto breathed heavily, exhausted not willing to pull out of Ryou just yet. Ryou whimpered slightly when Seto finally pulled out of him.
"Are you all right?" Seto asked concerned
"Fine, I'm just fine." Ryou said with a smile
The two feel asleep shortly after entwined in each other's arms
~THE END~
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