Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ i am looking ❯ Chorus ( Chapter 4 )

i am looking

>by cody saoyrn

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everywhere resounds the voice of those who preach death; and the earth is full of those to whom death must be preached.

i heard that once.

something else that also meant much to me went like this:

"behold, i am disease," says the evil deed: that is honorableness. but like infection is the petty thought: it creeps and hides, and wants to be nowhere--until the whole body is decayed and withered by the petty infection.

i wish that passage wasn't so important to me.

there are those who deal out punishment to others for their own pleasure. there are those who inflict agony on others for their own good. there are those who see the necessity for others to experience torture.

which one am i?

i am looking

for answers.

i am looking

for resolution.

i am looking

for my soul.

i sit at the gateway for every rogue, and ask: who wishes to deceive me?

if only i had asked myself.

i am looking

for my heart.

i am looking

for my mind.

i am looking…

i recognize my destiny. i am ready. now has my last lonesomeness begun.

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