Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Journey to Heaven ❯ You ( Chapter 41 )

WARNING: ATEN / ROBBIE SHOUENEN-AI!

NOTE: I do not own Evanescence's song “You.” It's a beautiful song…download it if you can.

 

 

Kat: You dissing the M. Fork? I mean, Trident? *snicker*

Red convoy: Glad you like it! *hands Marik plushie*

Marik Ishtar77: mmmm…sexy chappie. *hands naked Malik*

Broken time: I couldn't hurt Malik…..*hands malik plushie*

Shadow of Light: Okay, I'll try to find your email.

Lady Elfskye: Bakura got some of his own back. *hands bakura plushie*

Valea: I need Yami for the rest of the series.

 

Dedication: This chappie is dedicated to my special girl, Kat.

 

 

You

 

 

Bakura sat still as the medics bandaged his wounds from the scorching heat. He growled as the other doctors wheeled Malik back into the Burn Center of the hospital.

“See that Malik is well taken care of or else!” Bakura threatened the doctor angrily.

“Don't worry. He's in good hands,” Isis said as she put her hand on Bakura's shoulders. “This hospital is very good.”

Bakura sighed. “I should have reached Malik earlier! That damn pharaoh slowed me down!”

“Bakura, my brother will be okay. It's not your fault that this happened.”

Bakura turned to her, his eyes glowing a furious red. “I SHOULD have been THERE! Marik entrusted me with Malik's safety and I let him down!”

“The only way that you could have failed, Bakura, is if my brother dies. That won't happen.”

The yami narrowed his eyes and glared at the floor. “Still….he is my responsibility. How am I going to tell moneybags that Maxie was hurt, too? I'm in deep shit.”

“You are not! Stop it, Bakura!”

Bakura shoved the doctor away from him. “Get away from me!” Bakura jumped off of the examining table and walked out of the room. With his hands in his pockets, he walked down the hallway towards the Burn Center.

//Hikari?//

/Marik…..oh! Hi, yami!....oh gods….how's Malik?/

//I'm going to go see.//

/Oh…okay…darling….let me know how he is. Uh…yes…/

Bakura stopped in the hallway and raised his eyebrow. //Umm…Ryou? Are you okay?//

/Gods….yes? Bakura? Bakura, baby, did you say something?/

//Angel, what's going on?//

/Umm……..nothing, love./

Bakura bit his lip against a moan as he felt waves of pleasure slipping between their mindlink.

//It certainly doesn't feel like nothing. Why do I feel Ishtar's hands down my pants?//

/Umm…no reason, darling./

Bakura gasped as he felt his lover's touch. //You can't tell me nothing is going on.//

Bakura bit back a moan as he felt his former lover's hands run up his chest.
//Ryou, you can't tell me nothing is going on. Marik seems to have busy hands.//

/When DOESN'T Marik have busy hands?/

//Good point.//

/Tell me how Malik is when you see him. Marik….oh gods, baby./

//Umm..I think I'll wait until you two are done.//

/O…..kay…..yami…/

Bakura felt a hand on his shoulder.

“Bakura, are you okay?”

“I'm fine, Isis. Why don't you go home? The Millennium Trident and the Scepter of Ra must be placed somewhere safe.”

Isis nodded. “Yes. I'm afraid I may need to return to Odion and have him watch over these Items. He still remains in the pharaoh's tomb.”

“Is that really a smart idea? Hiding these things inside the bastard's tomb?”

“Odion still remains in the tomb and can hide these in places where not even the pharaoh can find them. He knows those tunnels and the clever hiding spaces better than Malik or myself.”

“Why does he stay there if he knows the kind of ruler Yami had been?”

Isis looked down. “Because he has no where else to go. He spent his childhood there and feels a deep connection to it. Personally, I think he refuses to leave because our mother's body still rests where our father had left her.”

“Your father didn't even bury his own wife? Did he read her scriptures from the Book of the Dead to calm her dead spirit?”

Isis shook her head. “I remember our father holding my newborn brother to the sky…..praising Ra that now he had an heir to the Ishtar name. He….My father left my mother to die from giving birth to my brother. I bear Malik no ill will because of that. Our father was the one who did not even give his wife a kiss as she birthed the son he wanted so much.” Isis sighed. “I was too young to save her.”
Bakura turned to the Egyptian woman and grabbed her shoulders. “I know how you feel, Isis. Even now I still long for the old days with Marik in the Oasis. Those were the days…go out, steal from rich aristocrats, raid the tombs of long-forgotten pharaohs, and return to the Oasis with nothing on the mind but making love in the spring. Those were the days, Isis. But times have changed. I can see why Odion doesn't want to leave his mother. I'm going to have a hard time letting go of Ryou when it is his time. I don't know how I'm going to handle that.”

Isis smiled. “You'll still have Marik.”

“I know I will…..but Ryou's the other half of my soul. I can't give him up so easily. Let's go check on Malik and Maxine.”

Bakura and Isis entered the Burn Ward and went to the desk. “How is Malik Ishtar?”

The nurse smiled up at him. “One moment, cutie, I'll check.” She stood up and walked into the adjoining room.

Bakura raised his eyebrow. `Cutie?'

Isis snickered.

The nurse returned. “He's been put into the Recovery Wing.”

“How is he? Is he okay?”

“He's okay. The doctors wrapped up his bandages and gave him something for the pain. He's a little drowsy right now, but he's lucky to have survived that fire. He was lucky to be saved.”

Bakura sighed in relief. “Can I see him?”

“Let me buzz you in. He's third room down on the left hand side.”

“What about the girl who was with him?” Isis asked. “Maxine Chang?”

“She's with Malik Ishtar.”

The nurse opened the door for Bakura and Isis. Bakura walked through the hallway uncertain as to how Malik would appear. Would he be in pain, despite the pills? Would his skin still be covered in blood and blackened in some places?

Would Malik forgive him for not being there on time to rescue him?

Bakura opened the door to Malik's room and cautiously walked inside.

Malik opened his purple eyes slowly and smiled at Bakura's entrance weakly. “Hi, `Kura.”

The yami walked up to the bed and kneeled beside it. “I'm so sorry, Malik.”

Malik shook his head. “Don't be. You saved my life. I'm grateful. Thank you.”

Bakura reached up and brushed Malik's blond hair behind his ear. “I would have cried if I would have lost you, Malik. I don't want to lose another loved one.”

Malik smiled. He reached out and cupped Bakura's cheek in his hand. “

Isis went to Maxine to give her brother some time with the white-haired yami. “How do you feel?”

“I can't believe Yami got the upper hand,” Maxine groaned.

“Don't worry, Maxine. The pharaoh was punished. And the kids' Millennium Items are safe. His plan failed.”

Maxine groaned again. “At least Malik is okay….I hope I didn't let him down. I have shamed myself.”

“No, Maxine, it's not your fault. Malik is alive. The Items are safe. You did more than you think.”

The thief smiled and closed her eyes. “So tired….”

“Rest now, Maxine. We'll come see you in the morning. I'm glad you were not hurt too badly.”

“I had to do my job, Isis. I had to protect…your…brother.”

Maxine's head fell limp against the pillow as she fell asleep.

Isis turned to see Bakura stroking Malik's cheek. The yami's eyes were focused entirely on Malik.

`Amazing…I've only seen Marik give that kind of look towards my brother.'

Bakura stood up and kissed Malik's bandaged forehead. “I'll leave you with your sister. I'll be right outside, love.”

Bakura left the room and closed the door behind him.

He leaned against the wall and rubbed his aching temples. He opened up the link to his husband.

/Marik! Gods….Right there…./

Bakura sighed. “It's going to be a long night.”

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Robbie's POV

 

The words have been drained from this pencil

I waited for Aten to finish his shower. He finds that showering before getting into bed with me really helps him relax.

If it helps him relax, I told him to go ahead.

One week until our wedding.

Aten and I will finally be married.

I've waited for so long for this.

How do you tell someone whom you have loved for so long how you feel?

How can you summarize twelve years of affection and friendship in a little paragraph?

This is going to take a while.

I can do the most complicated things.

I can speak German fluently practically.

I can speak a little Arabic.

I can do almost anything but write my wedding vows!

 

Sweet words that I want to give you

What do I say?

How do I tell him that I love him?

How can I help him see how much he means to me?

I love him so much….and yet I'm speechless.

He's my universe….my everything.

Nobody could ever mean as much to me as Aten does.

And yet…..I can't help but wonder how long I will have with him before his final moments.

I hope Zira is wrong.

I do not want Aten to die.

 

And I can't sleep

I've spent so many nights thinking about that.

No matter how long I have with Aten, it's going to be the best time of our lives.

I want to make everything as perfect as possible.

The water in the shower stopped and I could hear him sigh in relief.

Everytime he slips into bed after one of his showers, his skin is hot and wet.

His body feels like he took a shower in a boiling pot.

But that doesn't matter to me.

No matter what he feels like when he slips next to me, it still feels like heaven.

 

I need to tell you
Goodnight

Aten returned to the room and closed the door to my bedroom behind him. I watched him shed his bathrobe as he approached his side of the bed.

“Coming to bed, Robbie?”

I quickly placed my blank piece of paper into my desk.

Something will come to me regarding my vows.

I think I just need to sleep on it.

 

When we're together, I feel perfect

Aten's POV

Robbie pulled back the covers and slipped into bed beside me. He pulled the covers over both of us and smiled at me.

“One week, Aten. That's it.”

He's right! Wow….I didn't think it'd be so soon.

I returned his smile, feeling both anxious and happy at the same time.

I wanted to be with Robbie.

But I'm anxious….and kind of…scared about the intimacy.

With Robbie, I've always felt complete.

I had a friend I could rely on.

I reached up and started to rub Robbie's chest. He laid there and let me touch his skin.

“I love you, Robbie,” I whispered with a smile.

He smiled back. “Same here, Aten.”

I shifted close to Robbie and placed my head on his chest, listening to his heartbeat.

The rhythmic beating calmed me tremendously.

My hand rested on Robbie's flat stomach.

Robbie put his arms around me and held me quietly.

With our arms wrapped each other, we both sighed with contentment.

We had each other.

There were times when I didn't know if we would ever get a chance to do this again.

With Robbie around, my pain does not feel so unbearable.

With him around, I feel like I'm complete.

 

 

When I'm pulled away from you, I fall apart

I closed my eyes as I felt Robbie stroking my hair. His hands are so gentle.

There's no malice in those fingers.

Yet why do I still shiver?

Why am I still afraid?

This is heaven and this is hell.

Why?

I let my fingers run over his stomach. I slowly explored his skin with my fingers as we quietly laid with each other.

My arm draped over Robbie after I had finished exploring his stomach and chest with my hand. I held him against me and smiled.

I looked up at Robbie and closed my eyes.

Together we kissed.

His breathing had become a little faster and he moaned into our kiss.

 

All you say is sacred to me

Robbie took my hand in his as we kissed. Our fingers locked together as we held hands.

“You're so beautiful, Aten. I'm the luckiest guy around.”

I want to believe that.

I may not completely believe it, but I know that Robbie would never lie to me.

“It means a lot to hear you say that, Robbie….even though you know about….”

Robbie kissed my lips slowly. “Shhh….it's okay, Aten.”

He released my hand and moved his hand towards my face.

I flinched and clutched onto him tightly.

“Shhh…let me get this for you.”

I had not even realized that I had shed a tear. Robbie brushed the tear away with his thumb slowly.

“There we go, beautiful. No more tears.”

 

Your eyes are so blue
I can't look away

My eyes gazed into Robbie's blue sparkling eyes. He has the prettiest eyes that I have ever seen on a boy!

Those eyes reminded me of the ocean….deep and mysterious at times.

I could see myself in those eyes sometimes. They reflected his warm soul.

And yet…those eyes intimidate me.

Those eyes look so much like grandfather's that it scares me when I look too deep into them.

I want to look away.

It's going to take a long time to remember who I am laying beside right now.

This isn't grandfather.

This is Robbie.

 

As we lay in the stillness
You whisper to me

His fingers remained curled around mine as we held each other's hands.

“Aten, I…..I can't wait…to be your husband,” Robbie said as he wiped a tear away.

I smiled. “I know, Robbie. I can't wait, either.”

“I just….I love you so much, Aten,” Robbie continued as he held me close to him.

Why was Robbie pouring his heart out to me?

Robbie kissed my forehead. “I'm sorry….I guess I'm a little emotional tonight.”

“It's okay, Robbie. I feel the same way you do. I guess I have a hard time showing it at times.”

“You're getting better at it, Aten. Give yourself time.”

I let out a sigh and Robbie gave me his usual smile.

“Cheer up, Aten.”

I looked up at Robbie. I had to tell him how I felt.

Amy, marry me
Promise you'll stay with me

“Robbie, I've wanted nothing more than to spend my life with you. I….I don't know what's going to happen in the coming years. I don't know when this heart of mine will give up. But I want you to know that no matter what happens, you'll always be in my heart….and you will always be loved.”
Robbie sniffled. “Oh, Aten….”

“I promise to be with you forever, Robbie.”

I lifted my head and kissed him on the lips. My hand returned to touching him and rubbing his skin.

Robbie pulled back from our kiss slightly. He reached up and stroked my face with his open palm gently. “Aten? Can I touch you?”

 

 

Oh you don't have to ask me

I swallowed hard and closed my eyes. I rested my head on his shoulder and continued to kiss him as I felt his hands drift over my body.

Robbie's hands have always touched me slowly and gently.

Robbie's too good for me, I think.

He doesn't have a cruel bone in his body.

I felt his fingers glide over me as his touch made my skin tingle.

 

You know you're all that I live for

I'd give anything to be with Robbie forever.

I want to be with him. I want to grow old with him.

I want to live each day with him.

Eventually….we will be in the Underworld together….I hope.

I broke my kiss with Robbie slowly and crawled on top of him.

My eyes looked down at him, his hands rubbed my shoulders and kneaded the tense muscles.

“Relax, baby,” Robbie whispered to me.

 

 

You know I'd die just to hold you

I rested my head on Robbie's chest. I could feel his heart racing, his heart beating for me.

My hands were wrapped under his shoulders as I held him.

I close my eyes thinking that I never wanted to ever let Robbie go.

 

Stay with you

I want to freeze time.

In this moment this is where I want to spend the rest of my life.

 

 

Somehow I'll show you
That you are my night sky

I closed my eyes and kissed Robbie's chest gently. I took my time, accommodating myself to his taste and our intimacy.

//You're starting this again, aren't you?//

Not him again….

/I want to do this on my own, Aku. I don't want you to help me. The last time I wanted to make love to Robbie by myself and you took over!/

//I'm here to protect you.//

/Let me do this….on my own./

Robbie closed his eyes and arched his back as he laid under me. I could feel his sex hardening underneath me.

I took a deep breath as I thought of what I wanted to do for Robbie.

The more I did this….the more I tried….the more dirty I felt.

But I want to show Robbie how much I love him.

So why do I feel so dirty still?

 

I've always been right behind you

I kissed Robbie's ribs slowly, aware of my impending destination.

I feel so dirty…so wrong.

Grandfather may be gone, but it's like he's still here.

Touching me.

Stroking me.

……Holding me down.

A slap.

A hit.

All of this ran through my mind as my chin came into contact with the coarse black curly hair surrounding Robbie.

 

 

Now I'll always be right beside you

Robbie's POV

 

I felt something wet drip onto my hip. I looked down and saw Aten hovering over my length. His eyes were wide and bore a look of horror.

He was just looking at my arousal.

He was frozen stiff.

I felt the bed shaking….and it wasn't me causing it.

“Aten?”

“Must….do this….for Robbie.”

“No, Aten…come on,” I said calmly as I sat up.

I tilted Aten's head up. “Come here, baby.”

 

 

So many nights I cried myself to sleep

Aten's POV

I looked into those blue eyes of the one I loved. I quickly wrapped my arms around Robbie and shivered.

I sobbed into his chest.

I failed.

Again.

I couldn't make love to Robbie without the help of my sadistic side.

All this because my grandfather couldn't keep his hands to himself.

All this because my grandfather tortured me to satisfy his sick pleasures.

I've spent countless nights waking up from nightmares and crying myself back to sleep.

“Aten, do you want to talk about it?” Robbie asked me as I choked on my tears.

 

Now that you love me, I love myself

I never knew I could be loved by anyone but Robbie.

“I'm no good as a lover, Robbie! I'm sorry!”

Robbie held me close to him. “No, don't be sorry, Aten. It's not your fault.”

“How can we be married if I can't make love to you? How can we?”

Robbie sighed. “Aten, marriage isn't all just about sex, you know. I want to marry you because I love you.” Robbie pet my hair.

I shivered in Robbie's arms, thinking about what he had said.

Love….

I'm learning to love myself….slowly but surely.

It's not an easy thing….to love yourself and who you are.

 

 

I never thought I would say that

Robbie just held me as I laid on top of him.

I still felt bad that I couldn't make love to Robbie on my own.

I felt guilty….ashamed.

It's not easy to accept that I cannot jump into this yet.

It's not easy to be patient with myself.

 

 

I never thought there'd be you

 

I looked up at Robbie. “I'm sorry. I love you, Robbie. I just need a little time.”

Robbie kissed my forehead. “Come here, Aten. Lay beside me.”

I shifted beside Robbie and he covered both of us with the comforter.

He put his arms around me.

“Go to sleep, baby.”

I shook my head. I couldn't sleep now if I wanted to.

I can't sleep with visions of my grandfather in my head and the fear as to what I had just attempted to do.

“Shhh…you're safe here, Aten,” he yawned.

 

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MARIK X RYOU LEMON

 

Marik rolled over on top of his lover again. The white-haired hikari wrapped his arms around Marik's shoulders with a smile.

“Sweet Isis….again?”

Marik licked his lips. “I can't get enough of you tonight. I want to make love to you, Ryou….again.”

Marik leaned down and kissed Ryou on the lips hungrily. The blond yami grinded against his lover, teasing the other with his length.

Ryou wrapped his legs around Marik's waist, trying to bring him into his body.

Marik sucked on the hikari's neck as he rubbed himself against Ryou, awakening his arousal once more.

The blond yami reached between them and placed his arousal at Ryou's entrance and slipped inside Ryou. The hikari moaned and spread his legs further as his lover penetrated his body again.

He embedded himself into Ryou slowly, feeling Ryou's walls close around him.

Ryou panted heavily as Marik filled him, stretched his body to its limits.

Marik moaned as he moved within the white-haired man's body.

The hikari moaned with each penetration. The bed creaked with Marik's slowly intensifying motions. Ryou thrust against Marik's motions as the yami's thrusting increased.

Marik's body slammed against Ryou, making the hikari see stars.

Marik watched Ryou's body jump with each slam into his body.

Ryou's breaths came in sharp gasps as his body was slammed into the mattress.

“Marik….gods….more…”

Marik covered Ryou's body with his own and slammed into the hikari's body quickly, hitting his prostate repeatedly.

“That's it…baby…..come on,” Marik moaned as he pounded into Ryou's body. “Give in to me, Ryou…..”

Ryou spread his legs further and arched his back as he laid pinned under Marik's strong body.

“Come for me, Ryou….Give it up for me, baby….come on. Come for me.”

Ryou closed his eyes and arched his back. His fingers dug into Marik's skin as he climaxed between he and his lover.

Marik moaned as he felt the essence pour between them.

Marik whimpered as he pounded into his lover, unable to contain himself.

He possessed Ryou in a hungry kiss as he slammed into Ryou one more time.

With a growl, he emptied himself into Ryou's body, filling Ryou's body with his essence.

Ryou held Marik's trembling body against him.

“Marik….sweet isis….love you.”

Marik stroked Ryou's cheek. “Love you, Ryou....angel.”

 

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