Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Love and Lost ❯ Love and Lost-Chapter 2 ( Chapter 2 )

I know the first chapter is boring, sorry but I liked that song and it worked well with the story but here is a real chapter for you guys ^_^ I hope you like it! The story is told from Ryou's POV and Seto's POV but it will go to normal third person view in later chapters, anyway I hope you enjoy!

Ryou's P.O.V.

I looked at him sleeping he looked so peaceful and serene asleep, it was nice to be so close to him but heart wrenching as well. I never stayed long after he fall's asleep, I can hardly stand it I know our relationship is only one-sided. Don't take it the wrong way I truly love Seto with all my heart, whatever we do I have always allowed and even though I know he is probably just using me…I want to be near him, so I allow it. I don't mind in the least I love the feeling, not to mention it makes him happy so as a result I am happy as well. I slip out of bed as slowly as I can to prevent Seto from waking up he's a very light sleeper and I hate waking him up, I pull on my jeans and hear his cool, strong voice.

"Leaving so soon?" He asked looking at me curiously.

"I need to go home, it's getting late." I say stealing a glance at the clock which read 12:30, Bakura would surly throw a fit for me coming in so late at least he didn't know the truth of where I was going…more importantly why I was going.

"You know you can stay if you want…" He said trailing off slightly

I was shocked at this he never invited me to stay the night…regardless of the tempting offer I refused. I didn't want to become too emotionally attached to him for fear of loosing all my hopes of once finding love but being hopelessly attached to Seto, so I said 'no' to his offer as I pulled on my shirt.

"My wallets on the dresser, call a cab I don't want you walking." He said laying back down sounding…upset almost; no, he couldn't be upset this was Seto.

"That's all right, I have money." I said leaving his room quickly. I hated it when he would offer me money it made me feel like a worthless whore, and I didn't know If he offered it to make me feel that way or if he was being nice to me. I left quickly because one time because he got angry with me for not taking the money asking me 'is my money not good enough for you?!' That hurt worse than anything in the world. Nevertheless, we both got over it. Truth being I didn't have any money but I wouldn't take his I didn't want to be paid, I just wanted to be near him that was enough for me…it's all I would ever get so I had to be satisfied with it.

Unfortunately I had to pass through the slums neighborhood to get back home, I always remember that I have to pass through the slums when I'm already directly in the middle of the place. I felt a hand on my shoulder as I whirled around facing Joey, relived that it was him.

"What the hell are you doing out here at this hour? Don't you have any common sense at all, this place is dangerous." He said sounding really concerned something I wasn't really familiar with between Seto, Bakura, and my father being constantly gone.

"Sorry, I was on my way home, I have to pass through here to get home." I said softly looking down.

"Well…" He paused "Could I walk you home then? Just to make sure you get home all right in all, otherwise I'll be up all night worrying about ya." He said sincerely.

I smiled "Sure, I'd like the company anyway." I said as he took my hand and we walked to my house.

I was a little uneasy about him holding my hand but I shrugged it off, it was warm and…nice to actually have someone care for a change and not have it masked over with other reasons. Jou was being nice because it's who he was, if Seto tried to be nice it was always masked over with hidden intentions, the same for Bakura…you never know the true intentions of Seto or Bakura when they are nice. However, Jou was being nice just for that reason, kindness was in his nature. We talked as we walked as I returned the strong grip he had given my hand and smiled as we talked about school and other meaningless chitchat, it was fun until I saw a black limousine pass us. I thought it was Seto's and my suspicions were confirmed when it backed up and the door opened as Seto stepped out looking at me and Jou accusingly I quickly withdrew my hand form Jou's noticing Seto's glare. Jou didn't look at all pleased either.

"What the hell do you want moneybags?" Jou growled at him.

"…Ryou…a word?" He asked smoothly totally disregarding the question that Joey asked.

For some strange reason Jou stepped in front of me "We were talking you know, it would be nice if you would come back some other time. What the hell do ya want with him anyway?" Jou asked his words heated.

"Jou…" I said stepping out form behind him "It's okay, I'm out of your neighborhood." I licked my dry lips "Maybe you should go home?" I said making more of a statement than a question. "Please." I said

He glared at Seto who still seemed cool and calm before Jou shook his head walking off. Seto instantly lost that clam exterior of his once Jou was out of sight as he shoved me roughly into the limo.

"Seto!" I said startled as I fell into the couch-like seats in the limo looking at him startled.

"Drive." He said simply to the driver as he rolled up the window that separated us and glared at me accusingly as if I had done something wrong, he seemed really angry.

"I though you said you had money?! What the hell were you thinking? You could have been mugged or killed or something considering the time and distance from home you are…baka." He growled sitting back in the seats. "And why were you with that mutt of all people?!" He roared.

"He…Jou was just walking me home, as you said it was late and a long way from home." I paused "He was concerned." I said solemnly.

"And I'm not? I have work tomorrow and I come out looking for you even with that." He said obviously irritated.

"If it's so much of an inconvenience then why do it?" I asked "Why are you so angry?" I asked curiously.

He turned his face away from me. "Why were you holding his hand? Why did he act like I was going to hurt you?" He asked turning around glaring at me.

I frowned "I don't know why he acted like that, as for the hand holding…" I stopped "Wait why does it matter to you?" I asked. "You made it perfectly clear that our so called 'relationship' is purely physical and we are allowed to see anyone we please." I said

"Are you seeing him?" He said his voice sounding like sharp ice.

"…No, but…" I was silenced by his lips crashing against mine, I fell backward onto the seat with him on top of me his hands running slowly down my body making me melt at the contact. I realized what he was doing and I pushed him off. "Why do you care?!" I yelled at him, which seemed to surprise him greatly.

"I don't, you can see whoever you damn well please even if it is the mutt." He growled I looked out the window and realized we were heading back to the mansion.

"Seto I wan tot go home, I don't want to stay the night with you." I said lowering my head.

"You lied to me Ryou, think of staying with me as a forgiveness price." He said taking my hand roughly and pulling me from the limo practically pushing me inside. I was uneasy about this even more so now because he still seemed angry with me even though I didn't do anything in all reality. We walked down the hallways on the second floor me being pulled rather roughly behind him his grip becoming increasingly unbearable as he shoved me into his black room. I frowned at this little turn of events. I had come accustomed to almost all the rooms in the house, which seemed to represent his current mood; I must have really pissed him off for him to throw me into this one. I only saw him angrier when Bakura and me had gotten into a make-out session in a game of truth or dare the five minutes had lasted a little over thirty, by the end I was missing my shirt, and my jeans were unbuttoned before I managed to squirm away form him. Nonetheless, I didn't understand why he was so mad at me.

Well, there it is I hope you like it so far! (sorry to Bakura lovers because he doesn't have a very big part in this fic at all.) Any way questions or comments are welcomed!

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