Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Love and Lost ❯ Love and Lost-Chapter 3 ( Chapter 3 )

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Seto's P.O.V.

I frowned when I saw Ryou awake and pulling on his jeans. For some reason I had an overwhelming desire for him to stay as I sat up in bed.

"Leaving so soon?" I asked slightly bored so I didn't let on that I actually cared.

"I need to go home, it's getting late." Ryou said in a soft sweet tone I had come accustomed to adore.

"You know…you can stay if you want…" I said trailing off slightly surprised that those words had come out of my mouth…why did I just invite him to stay with me? He seemed shocked as well but for some reason but he declined my offer.

"My wallets on the dresser, call a cab I don't want you walking." I said laying back down, a little discouraged that he had actually refused me.

"That's all right, I have money." He said leaving the room quickly and he also seemed upset, but why I didn't know.

I lay in bed for almost thirty minutes just thinking about Ryou, this relationship we had…if you could call it a relationship…was just what I wanted and needed. I didn't have time for romantic advances and Ryou was beautiful, smart, and best of all willing to let me have my way with him. I lavished affection on him there was no doubt about that but I unfortunately had a vile temper with him as well. I would never explode in public but he was able to take my ranting and screaming for hours he was easy to vent upon and it helped relax and un-stress me. Not to mention the sex was amazing he would even allow me to bound him hand and foot and leave him like that for hours…he was perfect and I most certainly didn't want to lose him. I just realized while I was lying in bed that he didn't use the phone…that meant he was walking. I growled as I got up putting on my clothes and trench coat as I called my driver to the front. The neighbor hood he had to walk through was dangerous and he was a perfect victim for being mugged or worse yet rape…I would kill anyone who dared to touch him like that! Did I really just think that? I hate myself sometimes for how I treat him, he deserves so much better than myself but the problem is I don't want anyone else touching him…if I can't have him why should someone else.

I went outside where my driver was waiting and I climbed in the back telling him where to drive since I knew the route Ryou would take to get home. I didn't plan to stop and pick him up, just make sure he was doing okay on his own. I finally saw him and we passed but I also saw something I didn't like, of all people he could run into, he was walking with Jou Wheeler but he was also holding his hand. I should have let it go and kept driving but for some reason it made me angry as I told my driver to back up. When I stepped out of the car Ryou quickly withdrew his hand from Joey's causing me to glare.

"What the hell do you want moneybags?" Jou growled at me

"…Ryou…a word?" I asked smoothly totally disregarding the question that Jou asked.

For some strange reason Jou stepped in of Ryou almost like I was going to hurt Ryou or something which I wouldn't granted I was a little rough with him sometimes but I would never intentionally cause him harm.

"We were talking you know, it would be nice if you would come back some other time. What the hell do ya want with him anyway?" Jou asked me, his words heated.

"Jou…" Ryou's soft voice said. "It's okay, I'm out of your neighborhood." he licked his lips giving me a tempting view of his tongue "Maybe you should go home?" He said making it more of a statement than a question. "Please." He said softly.

Jou glared at me, but I remained cool and calm before he shook his head walking off. I however, instantly lost that clam exterior of mine once Jou was out of sight as I shoved Ryou a bit roughly into the limo.

"Seto!" he said startled and fell onto the couch-like seats in the limo as he looked at me startled.

"Drive." I said simply to the driver as I rolled up the window that separated us and glared at Ryou. I know I shouldn't be angry with him but I didn't like the fact he and Jou were holding hands.

"I though you said you had money?! What the hell were you thinking? You could have been mugged or killed or something considering the time and distance from home you are…baka." I growled sitting back in the seats. "And why were you with that mutt of all people?!" I roared.

"He…Jou was just walking me home, as you said it was late and a long way from home." He paused "Jou was concerned." Ryou said solemnly.

"And I'm not? I have work tomorrow and I come out looking for you even with that." I said obviously irritated.

"If it's so much of an inconvenience then why do it?" Ryou asked "Why are you so angry?" He asked curiously.

I turned my face away from him; honestly, I didn't know why I was so angry with him so I changed the subject. "Why were you holding his hand? Why did he act like I was going to hurt you?" I asked a scowl on my face.

He frowned "I don't know why he acted like that, as for the hand holding…" He suddenly stopped "Wait why does it matter to you?" He asked. "You made it perfectly clear that our so called 'relationship' is purely physical and we are allowed to see anyone we please." He said

That little outburst caught me off guard but it made me question him "Are you seeing him?" I asked my voice becoming cold.

"…No, but…" Ryou stalled

I silenced Ryou by crashing my lips against his, I didn't care anymore I just wanted him to shut up already before we both did something or said something stupid…I didn't want to ruin what we had. I know it sounds odd but what we have is the closest I will probably be able to get to Ryou, I'm not good at showing my emotions so unfortunately I probably couldn't have a relationship with someone like Ryou. He must have realized what I was doing, distracting him, and he pushed me off him.

"Why do you care?!" He yelled at me, which surprised me greatly.

"I don't, you can see whoever you damn well please even if it is the mutt." I growled, I wished I could pour my heart out for the boy but I couldn't he would be miserable if we actually got together…it's better this way. I realized we were heading back to my mansion and apparently so did Ryou.

"Seto I want to go home, I don't want to stay the night with you." He said lowering his head.

I again wanted him to stay and I didn't know why. "You lied to me Ryou, think of staying with me as a forgiveness price." I said taking his hand roughly and pulling him from the limo practically pushing Ryou inside the mansion. He was obviously uneasy about the situation and it made me angry considering I really had done nothing to hurt him so why he seemed so upset was beyond me, my mood was getting worse by the second. I went to the second floor and into my black room, he knew that each room always reflected my mood and he was obviously unnerved by this room… I had only used this room once before which was when he and Bakura were supposed to kiss for five minutes but it turned into a thirty minute make out session. I knew he tried to get away at some points and Bakura was simply too strong for him but that didn't mean at some points he was thoroughly enjoying himself. I wanted him tonight to be screaming my name, true we already have had our 'session' today but I wanted him again. A bath would do us both good…maybe a little shower session was in order.

There is a little bit of Seto-bashing in this fic, just a little! I hope you are liking it so far, do not get mad at the POV changes because they will happen quite frequently between Seto, Ryou, and third person. Anyway, I hope you like it so far!

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