Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ New Beginnings ❯ Chapter 1 ( Chapter 1 )

New Beginnings

A/N: This is Yaoi! It's also a Lemon! Pairing Joey/Ryou/Yami Bakura. This story starts a little bit before my other story Pressure's timeline, it will eventually coincide with it directly.

Disclaimer: I don't own Yu-gi-oh or it's characters.

Chapter 1

Joey sighed and leaned back against the tree; gold, brown and red leaves falling around him. He chuckled to himself picking up a few, `they remind me of Yugi's hair.' His laughter died on his lips though as he looked over towards the other two people with him.

`There at it again, have they know shame. She is my girlfriend after all but they way the act you would think she was his' He watched as Mai and Honda were goofing around with each other.

The whole group had decided to spend some time after school at the park. Joey and Mai had planned to take a walk around the lake and Honda had invited himself along. Joey had tried to explain that he wanted time alone with Mai but she had interrupted saying that she didn't mind.

`I mean come on what is up with this, have some respect here. Well who needs them I will go find the others.' Their walk had turned into Honda and Mai picking on each other. He had grabbed her hat that she had on and took off running with it playing keep away. She was currently leaning against him trying to get it back while he just kept holding it higher and higher.

Huffing Joey walked back to where the others were. The leaves crackled at his feet, he normally loved fall it always made him feel alive, but right now he was just to confused. `If they wanted each other at least they could come out and tell me face to face, I do have a right to know. Maybe I'm just assuming too much, I mean would Honda do that to me? Would she do that to me?'

He found the others sitting on some picnic tables talking. Yugi, Yami and Anzu were snuggled up together with Yami in the middle. Joey shook his head, `poor Yug, Anzu will never give him the attention he needs.' He sat down next to Ryou who had been spacing out a little. Joey guessed probably talking to his other, he shuddered a little thinking about Yami Bakura that was one guy he would not even try to figure out.

Ryou turned and smiled at him, Joey couldn't help but smile back. He noticed that Yugi and the two with him were in some kind of discussion. "What are they talking about?"

Ryou shrugged, "I don't know really, I wasn't paying to much attention to them."

Ryou gave a small sigh he had been feeling alone again lately especially at school. This year it had been so different not having Seto there to talk to. He liked Seto, as a good friend and felt that he could open up to him about things he couldn't with other people. But Seto had gone to another school and they never saw him anymore.

Hearing the sigh Joey turned to him, "What's wrong Ryou?"

"Oh nothing really, I was just wondering what Seto was up to."

"Kaiba! Knowing him it probably involves something slimy. I never understood how a nice guy like you could be friends with him."

Ryou looked him over frowning, "I just gave him a chance is all, and you really should try it sometimes instead of being so closed minded." He then jumped up and stormed off leaving a very stunned Joey sitting at the table.

Walking home Ryou folded his arms against his chest and tried to figure out what made him so upset. It was so unlike him, he liked Seto well enough as a friend but he also knew that Seto wasn't the easiest person to get along with. He really couldn't blame Joey too much; he looked down at his ring. He wondered if it he was just sensitive because Seto reminded him of his Yami, he always thought that was why they got along so well.

He smiled thinking of his Yami; they had come to somewhat a truce a few months ago. Yami Bakura agreed to behave and Ryou agreed not to destroy himself and the ring. It really had come down to that, for years he had tortured him mentally, but it eventually got physical. Once that started Ryou was not going to live that way and he gave him an ultimatum; to his surprise his Yami had actually agreed.

Deep in his heart he knew his Yami cared about him, but he also knew that he would die before admitting it. Ryou on the other hand loved him desperately but wouldn't dare show it at what it would cost in their relationship. He sometimes envied Yugi's and Yami's closeness, he had an idea that they were probably physical together. He wanted that with his Yami, he wanted to be held and loved but he also knew he was dreaming.

The only times that his Yami ever held him was when he would wake at night with one of his memories. Yami Bakura did not have an easy life before he was sealed in the ring and Ryou got the full wrath of it at times. He cherished those nights feeling those strong arms wrap around him holding him close. He would kiss his forehead trying to get him to go back to sleep. As soon as he would though he would always return to his soul room and be completely distant the next day as if he was embarrassed about these displays of emotion.

His thoughts were interrupted as he heard footsteps running behind him. He turned to see Joey running at him waiving so he stopped waiting for him feeling bad about how he acted earlier. As he watched Joey run he couldn't help but admire him. The golden hair boy turned a lot of heads everywhere he went and Ryou was no exception. The difference was though Ryou knew him quite well and it was his loving personality that attracted Ryou to him the most.

He quickly turned his head blushing at the thought. `I can't be thinking these thoughts about him, he is one of my closest friends.'

//Looks like Joey has another admire// Yami Bakura said laughing making Ryou feel that much more embarrassed.

Ryou rolled his eyes, not matter how much he cared for his Yami, the fact remained he was still a pain in the ass. /Oh hush you…/ He thought back then added /I haven't heard from you all day is everything okay?/

//Of course it is why wouldn't it be? //

Ryou sighed /Not that you would admit to anything would you?/

They would have continued but Joey had reached them gasping for breath. Ryou watched him as he took big gulps trying to get enough oxygen so he could speak. "Thank's for waiting I thought I was going to miss you before you got home."

Ryou looked at his feet "Look Joey I'm sorry I lost my temper back there really I am."

Joey grinned at him, "Hey don't worry about it, you were sticking up for a friend and that's a good thing." He then muttered, "Even if that friend is Kaiba."

Ryou laughed and crossed his arms.

"So your not mad at me?" Joey asked, his eyes pleading.

Ryou shook his head "Not, if you're not at me."

"Hey cool that's cool. I guess I have been on edge lately."

"Yes I have noticed that what's up with you?" Ryou asked concerned.

"You know things, I really don't want to talk about it." Joey dismissed it.

"You really should you know, if not to me then to Honda or somebody."

Joey grimaced at what Ryou said, he had went to go find Mai and Honda before leaving the park and couldn't find them anywhere. He was trying not to think the worse but it wasn't easy.

Joey sighed maybe talking to someone would help, "I don't know…it's kind of personal you know."

Ryou smiled at him "Hmmm, I know! Do you have to go home anytime soon." It was a school night after all but it was only five-thirty.

Joey shrugged, "Well not really, the old man doesn't pay much attention to when I come and go."

Ryou frowned at this; he knew Joey's life with his father wasn't easy. The old man was a drunk and Joey was practically raising himself. "Well let's do this then if you want, come back with me to my house, my father is out of town this week and I hate eating alone. Then in exchange for helping you with your history report you will tell me what's wrong."

Joey brightened; he liked Ryou, a lot. There weren't to many people in the world like him and he considered him one of his best friends. "Wow! Food and help with my homework count me in."

Ryou laughed, "Come on then.

"Coming, but hey who's cooking?"

"I am of course." Ryou winked.

"Cool, you're a great cook you know. "

//Yes just the regular Martha Stewart aren't you?//

/ Hey I don't put you down about your hobbies./ Truthfully though he didn't want to think about what his Yami did in his spare time.

//I wouldn't call cooking a hobby Ryou it's work… women's work at that.//

/Yeah I guess you would think that way wouldn't you. / He just heard the dark chuckle in the back of his mind. Ryou rolled his eyes smiling and bit back the laugh at the strange look Joey was giving him.

"Oh come on you." He said tugging his arm.

They soon got to Ryou's house and Joey put his book bag next to Ryou's by the door and excused himself to the bathroom. He had been to Ryou's house before and was always amazed at neat artifacts that were scattered around it.

Ryou was in the kitchen busy looking for something to fix when his ring glowed. He looked up find his Yami standing beside him smirking. Ryou was a little surprised it had been a few days since he had manifested himself and believe or not he missed him.

"So sweetheart what's for dinner?" He joked.

"Not funny," he said then looking back in the freezer. "What do you think I should fix?"

Yami Bakura snorted moving Ryou out of the way. A few minutes later he came out with some frozen fresh fish. Ryou was surprised but didn't say anything just nodded a thank you.

He got a little concern though when his Yami took off out of the kitchen. He hoped that he wouldn't cause Joey in trouble.

Joey was walking down the hall looking at this and that when he bumped into Ryou…well at least he thought it was Ryou. He turned to apologize and he jumped back about three feet. Yami Bakura smirked at him.

"Yami Bakura! How have you been?" He said a little unsure.

"Very well and yourself?" He said smiling.

This threw Joey off. Why was Ryou's Yami being nice to him?

"Pretty good," he started to say before finding Yami Bakura holding him close to his face. "Ryou is cooking for you and you better enjoy it."

Joey just nodded his head not being able to speak. Ryou who had decided to check on him yelped when he saw them.

"Yami! Put him down right now" he said, then seeing the dark look he was getting he added, "uh please."

Yami Bakura let Joey go and went to stand next to him. He didn't know why but the presence of the other one was making him feel threatened and he didn't like it one bit.

Ryou gave him a strange look and turned back to Joey, "Are you alright?"

"Oh he is fine, it's not like I hurt him or anything." Yami Bakura snapped.

"I was asking Joey…" Yami Bakura scowled and the ring flash with him going back inside.

"That was odd." Ryou said

"Tell me about it, but yeah I'm fine. I think in his own way he was looking out for you, but it's hard to tell with him."

Ryou smiled, "come on get your books and lets go to the kitchen table. I can keep track of dinner while doing homework."

Joey fetched his and Ryou's books and came back to find that Ryou had already sat down. He had a spaced out look and figured he was trying to talk to his Yami.

/Yami please talk to me I am worried about you. /

//LEAVE ME ALONE! I told you already nothing is wrong. //

/Well if you say so, but you know…/

//LEAVE!//

Ryou left him alone without another word not wanting to anger him further. Inside his soul room Yami Bakura paced back and forth. He was getting way to soft for his liking, but right now things couldn't be helped. He sighed; Ryou was so trusting and forgiving.

He had made up his mind a while ago that if needed he would protect them both even if it was against the wishes of Ryou. He would not allow his weakness to destroy them. It bothered him though because a small part of him wanted Ryou happy, he liked to hear him happy. He convinced himself that when Ryou was happy then it made his life a little more bearable not having to listen to him, deep down inside though he knew he was fooling himself.

"So what's up with that Yami of yours?" Joey asked sitting down beside the white haired teen.

"Nothing why?" He asked innocently. Will they never learn not to ask questions where he is concerned?

"Oh I was just wondering if that was normal and all, hey what's the answer to problem eighteen?"

"Figure it out yourself I won't be there to answer it on the test," Ryou said ignoring the rest of what Joey had said purpose.

"Man! Aren't you a hard one to study with, when I study with Honda…" Joey trailed off at the thought. `Honda, where do you and Mai go.'

Ryou looked up seeing a weird expression on Joey's face. He put a hand on his arm concerned, "Joey?"

Joey seemed to snap out of it. "Huh?"

"You were saying something about Honda." Ryou said, now that he had his attention he moved his hand away and picked up his notebook.

"Oh it's nothing heh…so you ARE going to help me with my history report later right?"

"Only if you tell me what's wrong remember." Ryou said not looking up from trying to decipher his notes from his chemistry class.

"Yeah I know, what about after dinner."

Ryou nodded. "Very good it should be done in a few minutes anyway."

Joey sniffed, "Yeah I can tell I can't wait Ryou. If this taste as good as it smells…"

"I hope it does." Ryou said.

They went on doing their homework for a few more minutes before Ryou went back into the kitchen. Joey watched him walk over to the kitchen resting his head on his hand. He liked being here, he liked being with Ryou; he didn't feel like he always had to impress him or watch what he said around him. As cultured as he was he could take anything with just a nod and a smile.

"It's Done!" Ryou said from the kitchen and Joey jumped up running in. He couldn't believe his eyes, there was some kind of fish in a lemony sauce, with white fluffy rice and some steamed vegetables.

"Oh wow! I haven't eaten like this in awhile. " Joey was practically drooling.

Embarrassed Ryou blushed, "Don't start thanking me yet, you still have to taste it. The sauce on the fish is my own recipe I am trying out on you."

Joey nodded and grabbed his plate and headed back to the table. They put their books to the side so they wouldn't get messed up. Ryou sat across from him suddenly worried and thought that maybe he should have used a traditional sauce.

Joey forked the fish and looked up and almost laughed. Ryou was staring at him expectantly; he shrugged and put it in his mouth. Joey couldn't believe it, it was probably the best tasting thing that he ever had. It was spicy and lemony with just a small hint of ginger.

"Oh wow! Oh wow! Oh wow! Oh wow! Ryou this is absolutely delicious, I have never tasted anything like this!!!"

Ryou turned red and thanked him shyly before starting to dig into his own. He watched Joey devour his making little moaning noises. `Well I guess he likes it.'

// You sure made HIM happy didn't you Martha?// A sneering voice came.

/Yami! What is up with you today? Are you sure your okay?/

// Of course I am, are you still nagging?//

Ryou gave a mental sigh /No... No… of course not./

They soon finished their meal and Joey looked like he was going to cry, he wanted more. Seeing the pitiful expression Ryou joked, "Well you could always go and lick the pan."

Joey though thought it was a great idea and jumped up running into the kitchen leaving a dumbfounded Ryou behind him. Sighing he said to himself "I should know better than to say stuff like that to him by now." He then jumped and ran after him yelling, "I was just kidding and don't you dare lick my PAN!"

Joey had stopped and turned around to say something causing Ryou to crash into him. They tumbled into the kitchen with Ryou sprawled on top of Joey.

They were stunned for a moment before they noticed their position. Ryou found unfortunately that he liked being here way too much and jumped up before Joey could tell too. He was just thankful that he had his shirt tucked out.

He could hear his Yami chuckling, //Smooth//

/Oh hush/

"Heh sorry about that Ryou, I guess I didn't see you coming." Joey was blushing too and was trying to ignore the heat he was feeling through out his body.

Ryou smiled, "No harm done."

"Now where's that pan?" Joey reached for Ryou's cooking pan only to have his hand slapped. He turned and looked at his friend.

"I was kidding Joey, I don't want you licking my pans thank you very much."

"But…but! I want to taste more of that!"

Ryou sighed and handed him the pan turning his back on him so he didn't have to watch. He could hear him lapping at it and he couldn't help but giggle.

"What?" Joey asked between licks.

He turned around and lost it. Joey had sauce on his cheeks and nose. Some was also dangling from his bangs.

"What!?"

Ryou was laughing so hard he couldn't talk instead he grabbed Joey's sleeve and dragged him into the bathroom pointing to the mirror. He looked at himself and his mouth dropped, Ryou reached into the closet and handed him a washcloth.

Joey quickly washed his face then looked to see a laughing Ryou with tears still in his eyes. Joey tried to glare back at him but the corners of his mouth kept turning up.

Ryou trying to regain some semblance of control attempted to stifle his laughter, "I am so sorry Joey but it just struck me as funny!" Noticing he missed some on his forehead he grabbed the washcloth leaned forward and wiped it off. "There." He said softly.

Joey got really warm having Ryou this close to him and realized he could smell him. He smelled very clean almost like he had just stepped straight out of the shower, he found himself inhaling deeply.

Ryou stopped when he realized what he was doing and just smiled at his friend. "Come on I think we have had enough fun at your expense let's go to the living room for a bit."

"Don't you mean YOUR fun," he growled. When they passed by the kitchen Joey looked in, "Um shouldn't we clean the kitchen…"

"OH don't worry about that I will get it later, it won't take me long." Joey just shrugged and followed Ryou.

They went into the living room and sat down on the couch. Ryou turned to Joey, "OK now tell me what's been wrong."

"Right to the point huh Ryou. Well where do I start."

//Your not only Martha Stewart but now Dear Abby?//

/You watch too much daytime TV for your own good/ Ryou huffed.

"How about from the beginning." Ryou suggested leaning back in the corner of the couch. He tucked his legs up under him watching the blonde.

"It's not that simple, Okay here goes but your probably going to think I'm paranoid or something like that."

"Trust me and just tell me. Believe me I don't have the right to judge anyone on their mental stability." Ryou joked.

"It's just lately I feel that Mai and Honda have gotten too close. I tried to ignore it and thought it would go away but it didn't and today was probably the worse. I had always just tried to chalk it up that I was somewhat jealous or whatever but the way they were acting together really hurt. I know Honda wouldn't hurt me on purpose or anything but I still can't get over it. They then disappeared before I left the park…" Joey trailed off not finishing he just looked at Ryou.

Ryou smiled sadly "Your not crazy Joey, I noticed the same thing. It's just not my place to say anything especially when I wasn't sure what was going on. What are you going to do about it?"

"I don't know, what should I do?"

Ryou thought for a moment, "you should defiantly talk to them. It may make you feel better, but then again…Joey what will you do if something is going on between them."

Joey sighed, "I don't know Ryou, actually I don't think I would be all that hurt except that they went behind my back. I like Mai and all but I have known for awhile she isn't the ONE, you know the person I will spend the rest of my life with."

"Talk to them tomorrow, let them know how you feel."

Joey nodded, "Yeah I guess your right, just wish me luck."

Ryou smiled then looked at the clock. "Well if we want to get that history project of yours finished then we better get started. And Joey…"

`Yeah"

"If you ever need to talk, find me I will always listen" Joey couldn't help but smile, "thanks Ryou, it used to be I would spill my guts to Yugi all the time but with the problems he is having with Anzu I don't feel like burdening him with mine." Ryou just nodded and headed over to the table.

Two hours and fifteen scoldings from Ryou later Joey finally had his project finished. "Wow! Whoever thought that Greek history would be so… so… long."

Ryou laughed a little sitting back, he was tired. He glanced at the clock nine o'clock! "Joey wow look at the time!"

"Man you have got to be kidding me?"

"Your not going to get in trouble are you?"

"Nah the old man doesn't get home until eleven" he then saw Ryou yawn a little and rubbing his eyes. Joey couldn't help but think how cute he was when he did this. "I am sure you probably want to get some sleep."

Ryou smiled sheepishly "I am pretty tired."

He helped Joey pack his books up and turned to walk him to the door. But instead Joey went into the kitchen. "What are you doing?" Ryou asked.

"I just remembered we haven't done the dishes yet and I am not leaving you here this late without helping you clean them."

Ryou laughed, "Really it's okay I can take care of them."

Joey turned around and looked at him, "has anyone ever told you that you are to kindhearted."

"All the time" Ryou said laughing holding up his ring.

Well I'm not leaving until this kitchen is clean, that's the most I can do for what you have done tonight."

Ryou sighed and walked into the kitchen with Joey. It didn't take long for the two boys to get the dishes rinsed and in the dishwasher. Joey cleaned the counters while Ryou scrubbed the pan, which didn't take very long thanks to a certain blonde already cleaning it with his tongue.

Finally it was done and Ryou was standing at the door with Joey, "Thanks for helping Joey."

"Hey, no problem! That's the least I could do." He smiled brightly at Ryou and for the first time he realized how dark his eyes were. They weren't like his own, they reminded Joey for a moment of a cup of hot coco, warm and soothing, he wondered for a moment if they could just be as steamy. He shook his head where did that come from.

Ryou who had noticed Joey looking in his eyes blushed. `What is he doing?'

//That's what I want to know!// Said a very possessive Yami Bakura.

He ignored the voice and opened the door breaking Joey out of his thoughts. "I will see you tomorrow in school."

`Yep see you there." And Joey left still trying to figure out what just happened to him.

Ryou smiled and locked the door yawning again. He turned off the lights and headed down the hall to his room. Padding over to the dresser he pulled out some pajamas and headed to the shower. Turning on so that it was nice and hot, he slipped in sighing.

He was so content that he didn't notice his ring glow and almost jumped out of his skin when he felt a presence behind him. He turned around giving his Yami a strange look. Yami Bakura didn't say anything though; instead he just glared at his other.

"What?" Ryou asked confused.

Yami Bakura had a strange look in his eye; he had seen the way the other boy had looked at HIS Ryou. He was feeling very possessive tonight and was getting even more so as he watched the water make it's way down Ryou's soft face.

Ryou himself didn't know what was going on with his Yami, he sure had been acting strange and this was the strangest yet. So he wasn't prepared when he grabbed his shoulders turning him around so his back faced him. He felt him lean his head back in the water; he jumped when he felt him put shampoo on his hair. Ryou was a little freaked `He's washing my hair? WHY?'

All questions fled away from his mind as soon as he felt strong fingers lathing his hair. He could almost fall asleep with him doing this. It was still strange though and it bothered Ryou.

"Yami? What is going on with you? I wish you would talk to me and …"

"Shhhh Ryou, you talk to much sometimes."

Ryou nodded and sighed, not knowing what was causing this but not caring. This was only something that happened in his dreams and he wasn't going to miss it. Yami Bakura leaned his head back again gently rinsing the shampoo from his hair. He felt fingers lightly brush across his neck and he couldn't help but shiver.

He reached for the soap and started at Ryou's shoulder lathering it up in his hands. He started washing the smaller one loving the way it would glisten against his pale skin. Unconsciously Ryou leaned back into him. Yami Bakura smiled a little and continued letting his hands glided down the softer ones arms. `He may be weak, but he is beautiful.'

He started running his hands over Ryou's chest and he felt him gasp. No one had ever touched him this way before. Ryou had girlfriends before but he would never allow them to touch him like this, he was just to self-conscious. He couldn't help but enjoy the feeling though of what the dark one was doing, but his Yami didn't linger anywhere to long, instead he quickly rinsed him off. Yami Bakura was tired of the shower growing impatient.

Ryou was surprised when he turned the water off and grabbed the towel. He gently rubbed Ryou down then wrapping it around him to keep him warm leading him out of the shower. Ryou really didn't know what to do, so he did as Yami Bakura wanted.

They walked back to the bedroom Ryou shivering a little despite the towel, it was a little cold in the house. They hadn't turned the heat on yet because the fall days were still so warm, but the nights were getting chilly.

When they reached the bedroom he was startled when Yami Bakura suddenly spun him around and pulled him towards him. Looking deep in his eyes Ryou was very aware of how close they were. He gently pushed him backwards towards the bed and laid him down on it crawling after him.

Yami Bakura could feel Ryou's heart racing and he loved it, he had the gentle one excited and scared at once. He reached up touching his lips with his fingers tracing them. Finally he whispered, "You will give yourself to me tonight."

Ryou's eyes went wide, what had brought his on? He nodded his head nervous.

"Don't worry Ryou, believe it or not I do know how to be gentle. You deserve gentleness the first time and I will be the one to give it to you."

Ryou smiled at him and kissed the finger that was at his lips, it was all the acknowledgment that Yami Bakura needed. He slowly lowered his face to Ryou's and kissed his soft lips. Yami Bakura was now the one shivering a little as he slipped his tongue into them.

Ryou's moaned into his Yami's mouth, he couldn't believe his Yami was doing this. He had wanted this for so long and he was going to enjoy this as much as possible, who knew when it would happen again.

Tasting Ryou, Yami Bakura couldn't get enough of him. He reminded him of cinnamon and honey, he could almost be content into just losing himself into this kiss all night. He felt Ryou hesitantly bring his hands up to wrap around his neck. In response he rubbed his hand down those arms, he loved the way he would respond to his touch.

He soon left Ryou's lips to kiss down his face until he got to his still damp neck. How he loved the smell of him, when he would hold him at nights sometimes the smell would linger around him for days afterwards. He tasted Ryou's neck and bit at it. He heard the smaller one moan and it only encouraged him more. He nipped at his neck again while letting his hand wander over his chest.

Ryou was very willing and whatever his Yami wanted he would give him. He wanted to make him happy as he has tried to do for so very long. When he felt his fingers dance across his chest he moaned. It was sending chills down him.

He could hear Yami Bakura chuckle a little as he started kissing around his neck to the other side. He was now lying flat on top of Ryou and he could tell the other was as excited as him. "You are so beautiful," he whispered.

Ryou blushed and held on to him tighter. He then felt Yami Bakura grab his wrists and bring them up above his head. Ryou looked at him puzzled but Yami Bakura ignored him. Instead he started kissing down his chest while still holding Ryou down so he couldn't move his arms.

Ryou gasped as his Yami found one of his nipples, he bit it almost too hard then used his tongue to sooth it, the feeling it produced made Ryou whimper. He would then switch to the other, doing this while he had started grinding himself on Ryou enjoying the feeling of them rubbing against each other.

He looked up in the soft ones face and stopped. He had never seen Ryou in such a state and he wanted to put in to memory. His eyes half closed and his normal pale cheeks flushed. His lips were swollen from his kisses and his breaths were little pants.

He let go of Ryou's wrist running his hands down his arms until he got to his chest. Ryou then lowered his hands and put them to Yami Bakura's face. He traced the side of his face softly then went over his lips to the other side. He ran his fingers through Yami Bakura's soft white hair loving the feel of it.

Yami Bakura was like a deer caught in the headlights at his gentle touches. How he could easily get used to this, to be touched like this. He shook his head; no he wouldn't go soft now. He brought his face to Ryou's giving him a bruising kiss while tangling his fingers in his hair. Shoving his tongue in and ever so often nipping at his lips.

Ryou wrapped his own hands around Yami Bakura's neck holding him close and moving his hips to match his Yami's Yami Bakura pulled back staring at him. "Are you ready? He whispered."

Ryou nodded his head wanting this more then he ever wanted anything in his life. Yami Bakura got up off of him and went over to Ryou's desk grabbing some lotion that was there. Ryou liked to keep lotion on his hands to keep his delicate skin from chapping and his Yami just found another use for it. He came back over pouring some in his hand and he leaned down taking Ryou in his mouth.

Ryou arched his hips towards the warmth wanting more. He needed more of this, having never felt anything like it. Yami Bakura was sucking as hard as he could taking Ryou all the way in before pulling back out. Yami moaned as he felt move a little against him, he then slipped one finger into him slowly. He felt Ryou tense and he stopped.

"Ryou if you tense like this it will hurt, now try and relax." He said huskily.

Ryou nodded and tried to do as his Yami said. He moved his finger slowly in and out before adding another finger. Ryou tried not to tense back up but everything felt so weird that he was a little scared. Yami Bakura never took his eyes off of him watching for any sign that he needed to stop again.

After a few seconds it started to feel good until he added the third finger and he gasped. There was some pain and he tried to ignore it, he suddenly felt that hot warmth again. Yami Bakura had taken him back in his mouth to try and get him to relax. Ryou moaned out as he continued to suck him harder.

He then removed his mouth and fingers grabbing the lotion he rubbed himself down. He positioned himself over him looking at Ryou. "I want you" Ryou whispered and Yami Bakura had to close his eyes pushing any amount of emotion back down into the vault he had them all locked in. He smiled a little and started to enter his softer one.

Ryou gasped at the pain and the feeling of it all. It was more intimate then he had ever been with anyone and he couldn't think of anyone else he would rather be with. He clutched the sheets squeezing his eyes closed against the agony. Tears leaked out of his eyes before he knew it. Yami Bakura seeing this had very mixed emotions and stopped.

Part of him was turned on at his pain but another part hated it. Sighing he ran a finger over the tears. "Do you want me to stop?"

Ryou shook his head closing his eyes tighter, "No, keep going please! Don't stop."

Yami Bakura nodded and entered him fully hissing at how tight Ryou was. Ryou couldn't help but cry out in pain and Yami Bakura swore under his breath. He held as still as he could using all of his will power not to just take him as hard as he would have liked to, it would have been to painful for Ryou to handle.

After a few moments the pain died down a little and Ryou smiled at Yami Bakura who had an unreadable expression on his face. Yami Bakura nodded and started to move closing his eyes to the pleasure that was being sent through him. He knew that he would feel good but he wasn't prepared for this.

He was so tight and so willing to please; he felt Ryou timidly thrust his hips to meet him and it drove him wild. He reached down grabbing the hips holding them still he thrust hard into him. At that angle he hit a spot that sent stars flashing in Ryou's eyes. He groaned loudly and Yami Bakura smirked slamming into him again at that angle.

Ryou rolled his head back screaming in pleasure at the feeling. Yami Bakura didn't need much more encouragement then that before he picked up his speed and really started going at it. Holding onto Ryou's hips in a bruising grip. Ryou was powerless under his Yami's commanding nature; he just closed his eyes and let Yami Bakura take him to higher realms of pleasure.

He bit his lips when he felt the darker one grab him pumping him hard. He was feeling a tension building in him that felt incredible.

Yami Bakura close to his own release watched Ryou as he was using his hand to pleasure him. The little one was totally submissive to him and he could tell that he was close. He wanted to hear him cry out, to hear the pleasure in his voice. He knew that he had caused Ryou pain before and probably will in the future but at that moment he wanted the opposite.

Ryou trembled and then finally released violently under his other's menstruations. He couldn't help but cry out as the waves of pleasure crashed over him.

Watching as Ryou thrashed his head and tense around him brought him over his own edge. Gritting his teeth he grabbed Ryou's hips and slammed into them a couple of times releasing in him. It took a moment before he could regain control of himself. He looked down at Ryou who was looking at him in wonder.

Yami Bakura loved the glow around him and he let his shield down for a moment as he slowly crawled off of him to sit beside him. He pulled him into an embrace and Ryou had never felt so in love before. He would not dare say it though he knew his Yami would not appreciate such displays of emotion.

Lovingly Yami Bakura stroked Ryou's hair kissing him on top of the head. He then whispered to him, "Let me go get a wash cloth to clean you up. You need some sleep sweet one, tomorrow you will be sore."

He gently put Ryou down on the bed and went to the bathroom. He cleaned himself up quickly while he was in there and then brought back a wet cloth cleaning him. He checked to make sure that he didn't seriously hurt him and frowned at the small amount of blood. Unfortunately it was to be expected.

He then curled up beside a shocked Ryou and pulled the blankets around them. Ryou snuggled up into his arms whispering. "Can you promise me something?"

Yami Bakura sighed still rubbing his hands through his lover's hair, "depends on what is it."

"Can you be here in the morning? I want to wake up next to you?"

Yami Bakura thought about it then nodded, "for this one night I will do that. Just don't expect me to do it anymore."

"That's all I would ask of you," he said before falling asleep.

Yami Bakura rolled his eyes and hugged him closer kissing the top of his head before closing his eyes falling asleep himself.

TBC

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Well Chapter 2 is right around the corner and as always thanks for reading!