Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ No One Cares ❯ Chapter 1 ( Chapter 1 )
No One Cares
Well this is my try at a suicide story. Someone believes that no one cares for him. People exclude him from everything and forget about him. Your job is to figure out who the someone is. Well as always I don't own Yu-Gi-Oh so you better not sue.
Chapter 1: I Just Want to Die
I sit on my floor starring at the knife I had been given as a gift. I can't remember who gave me it, but whoever it was shouldn't have. " No one cares," I think as I stare at the glittering metal of the blade. It was a big knife, more of a scimitar in design. " No one would miss me," I think.
" But, still is this how I want it to end?" I ask myself.
" I mean there's still so much I could do," I think to myself.
I look at the knife again and shake my head. " I'm not backing down now," I think. I think of what had brought this on and pick up the letter I had written.
Dear Hikari,
I can't deal with living in this world anymore. By the time you find this I will be dead. Remember I loved you, but I couldn't take it anymore.
I read it thru and nodded. Yes that's all sweet and simple. I hope my Hikari wouldn't be in too much pain when he found me. Anyway he is growing up and he didn't need me hanging around anymore.
" Don't do it someone will miss you," the still logical part of my brain thinks. " No one cares," I think. " What about your friends?" thinks the logical part. " What friends," I answer back. " Joey, Tae, Tristan, Mai, and all of them," thinks the logical part.
" They're not my friends," I think. Something wet is running down my cheeks and a touch my face. I'm crying, but why would I be crying. " Because you know, it's untrue that no one cares," answers the logical part of my brain. " No," I think out loud. Suddenly I pick up the knife and slash my wrist. " If you really wanted to die, you'd cut deeper," thinks the logical part of my brain.
I push on the knife harder as I watch the blood flow out of my wrist. " It'll be all over soon," I think. I start to feel dizzy and lay down on the bed wondering how long. Suddenly I hear the door open and my eyes pop open. " He's not supposed to be home until five," I think. I hear him walking up stairs and he opens my bedroom door and gasps. " Why?" asks my Hikari in shock. " N..o one cares," I whisper.
" That's not true," says my Hikari. " Then why?" I ask. " Why what?" asks my Hikari. " Why did you leave me and forget me?" I ask. I know I am failing fast. It's already harder to breathe. " I'm calling 911," said my Hikari. " I'm already gone Hikari," I say. " No, you can't be," whispers my Hikari.
I wonder did he really care about me. I hear my Hikari run downstairs and pick up the phone and dial 911. " They'll be here in two minutes," says my Hikari. " I've lost too much blood," I whisper. " I'm sorry," whispers my Hikari. " I know," I say and close my eyes. " Good bye Hikari," I whisper and start to drift off and I hear the ambulance. " They're too late," I think, but suddenly I feel something on my face. He's crying, my Hikari's crying.
" Please help him. It's my fault," whispers my Hikari. I hear a familiar voice and open my eye's weakly. There stood that blond haired a purple eyed Rod holder Marik. " We'll do our best," said Marik as he wheeled me into the ambulance. I hear my Hikari sobbing off in the distance. I hear someone's voice trying to comfort him and I wonder who it is.
" Of all things why did you have to go this far?" asks Marik as he hooks me up to an IV. I hear him mumble something about a transfusion. " You're just lucky I was on call," says Marik. He's a trained nurse which was something none of us saw coming, but then again with his mind manipulation and healing powers it's perfect for him.
" Who was comforting my Hikari," I ask tho I can't even recognize my own voice. " Malik and Ryou," says Marik. " Malik and Ryou," I say quietly and drift off into darkness.
When I finally wake up and open my eyes I am starring into the overly lighted ceiling of a hospital. " Finally you've been out for three days," says my Hikari. A look at him and his eyes are red. It's obvious he has been crying and I feel a tear run down my face.
" Well I guess I'm not in heaven or the other place," I say. " Nope, but if Marik hadn't been on call you sure would be," said a dark menacing voice. " Nice to see you too, Bakura," I say. " If you ever try a stunt like that again I will kill you," says Bakura. I notice a low chuckle from behind Bakura and I see Duke. " So who's all here?" I ask. " Tae, Joey, Tristan, Ryou, Malik, Marik, Duke, Mokuba, Seto, your Hikari, and Shaddi," says Bakura. " What you're not here?" I ask. " Even when you're sick you have the most annoying sense of humor," said Bakura. " Thanks Tomb Robber," I say. " Your welcome," said Bakura.
So who is it? I think you can figure this one out pretty easily. If you can't then you're very blunt.