Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ One's Desire ❯ The Truth Is Told ( Chapter 3 )

Insanity Gurl: Ooh… cliffhanger! ^-^

Bakura: -_-;

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Ryou: O_O I like Bakura?

Insanity Gurl: No.

Ryou: *Sighs of relief* Phew

Insanity Gurl: YOU WUV HIM!

Ryou: O_O

Bakura: O_O

Insanity Gurl: ^_^ Remember!

// Hikari to yami //

/ Yami to hikari /

Insanity Gurl: *Starts fanfic*

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~ Bakura's POV ~

My eyes widen from those sudden words, as I pull back from the warm embrace and look straight into my hikari's eyes. Does he really mean this? How can he expect me to react…? His eyes are glazed and watered. He is being serious… But I…

"Ryou… how long?" I'm not going to go soft on him. If it was sooner why didn't he tell me? Great. Now I feel guilty that he's killing himself because of me.

"A few months now…" he sniffs in between his words, as I've lost everything I could. I can't yell or scream at him. I just want to hold him closer to me, and keep him happy and warm. Damn I hate teenager hormones. I can't live with myself knowing that I can't love my hikari the way he loves me. I take a step off the bed, continuing to lock my eyes with his mixed emotion ones.

I shake my head. I can't take it. It is unfair to him. I have to stay far away from him. The farther the better. His friends will be there to look after him.

"Bakura… I'm so sorry I didn't tell you sooner…" he whispers as tears fall from his eyes, and I watch him absent-mindedly. His pale cheeks now soaked, his eyes are glazed. No. I can't give him that. I can't give him that love he wants.

I turn around fighting back the urge to tell him the truth, but I keep my head forward and my back straight as I take one quick glance at my hikari, and run through the hospital. I push my way through the people with mixed thoughts, intertwined with my emotions. I hold back the pathetic tears; I race down the stairs and out into the unknown world.

I take a look up the building to where Ryou's ward is, and shake my head. No. I will not go back. I continue to run… anywhere would be great. Somewhere out of domino is probably better. Then Ryou can be with someone who deserves him more than I do.

//Bakura…Bakura? Bakura please! //

I shake it off. I won't talk to him. I block off our mind link and continue to keep my steady pace.

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It's dark and cold and I'm waiting outside the train station. Am I really going to go through with this? The train finally pulls up, and I slowly drag myself into the train. I let out a small sigh and collapse down onto the seat. I bury my face in the palm of my hands and just think to myself. I'll be fine. I can steal the money. Get the food. Probably find an apartment of something to live. The train begins to move, and I can't go back now. I take a deep breath and hold it all in. This is all right I guess. I'm not afraid of being alone. I'm afraid of what my hikari is going to do without me.

Damn. I can't keep having these thoughts! I shrug it off, I might as well take a nap. It's not like I'm going anywhere important. So I'll just wait, and sooner or later I fall asleep.

~ Ryou's POV ~

I stare down at my sheets that are totally drenched in tears. I can't talk to him. He's blocked off our mind link and I can't talk to him any other way. Nor could I race after him… I just want to tell him I'm sorry. I didn't expect him to take it well… I thought he might have slapped me to get rid of these thoughts but he just ran away.

So now I'm really all alone. I wonder if he'll come back… Even if he doesn't love me back I just want him to stay by me. I just want him near me… I wonder where he might be…

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Insanity Gurl: Ok I did that quick because my friend was coming over!! >.< Sorry if it's rushed!

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