Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Regret ❯ Regret-Chapter 7 ( Chapter 7 )

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Ryou awoke feeling a little better than he had before he fell asleep, but still felt horrible on the inside.

"You know, I have never appreciated being lied to."

He just wanted to make Marik happy, he didn't want to hurt him that's why he didn't say anything…he seemed happy too, at least for a little while. He sat up in bed ignoring his body's rejection to movement as he went into the bathroom to take a shower.

Marik stood leaning against the ship rails, staring out unto the vast ocean, like he had been since he left Ryou's room the night before. He couldn't help thinking, like he had been repeatedly this night, about whether Ryou truly loved him, or if he was just playing some child's game with him. Well, I can say one thing, he thought. I will not let him treat me this way. I have done too much for him to have him hurt me like this by his lies. In all truth, he didn't even want to see Ryou at the moment. Looking up at the bright sky, he figured Ryou would be awake and at breakfast, the perfect time for him to take his shower and relax. Or at least try to, he amended to himself.

Ryou walked out of the shower drying his thick white hair as he went back to the bed. The red, violet, and white sheets tossed about on the bed, Ryou sighed slipping on one of Marik's shirts unable to find his own. He didn't want to face Marik he was obviously upset about last night, so he might as well make himself useful as he stripped the bed of its sheets...he remembered seeing a laundry room and decided to take them to be washed. He couldn't help but touch the dried bloodstains that were evident on the white sheets; he cringed slightly and looked away placing them in the washing machine and walking back to the room. He looked through the various drawers until he found an extra set of bed sheets placing them on the bead quickly, 'I managed to waste some time at least' Ryou though sitting upon the bed bringing his knees to his chest thinking silently to himself.

Marik walked down the hall, brooding on last night events still. He came to the bedroom door and pushed it open, the sight on the bed making him quit breathing for a moment. Ryou was sitting there, his knees drawn to his chest with his arms hugging them. He seemed to have a serious look upon his face, making, if it was possible, him more beautiful than ever. Ryou quickly looked up as Marik walked into the room and stopped only a few feet in the room. They made eye contact for just one second, and then Marik turned around and strode from the room.

"Wait!" Ryou said glad that Marik stopped from leaving the room completely "I...I'm sorry about last night, I didn't mean to upset you." Ryou said hoping that he would at least answer, even if he did yell at him at him, at least he would say something.

The sound of Ryou's voice was like a knife to the gut. Quick and painful. He stopped for a moment, wondering if he should talk to Ryou. No, he decided, I cannot take any more lies. And he quickly walked through the door, slamming it behind him. Ryou cringed at the sound of the door slamming, closing his eyes feeling worse than ever. He didn't know how to fix this...all he could really do was say he was sorry how else do you apologize? He sighed laying down on the bed. He wanted to follow Marik but he probably didn't want to even look at Ryou so following him probably wouldn't be the best of ideas. He curled up on the bed hugging himself, 'give him a few hours and maybe he'll talk to you' Ryou said softly to himself.

Marik spent the day on deck. Either swimming in the pool or talking to Joey. Even though he had been hoping to have a day like this, a day away from his businesses and the constant worry of his digs, it held no joy for him. The day was wasted, wasted on the troublesome thoughts of Ryou. Of how much Marik had wished he could of spent the day with him. How he wished he could be the one to teach him the joys of swimming and so many other things. However, he thought to himself, Ryou ruined it. Marik looked up at the sky, noticing the sun was already setting. Wow, he thought, is it that late? He sighed. Maybe I should try and take a shower now, he said as he headed down to the bedroom.

Ryou couldn't help but to fall asleep as the hours passed, he had hoped Marik would come down but he never did. His hunger didn't bother him at all, his misery and self-guilt swallowed up any other feeling or emotion he had and he soon fell into a dreamless sleep the only peace he had since he had woken up.

Marik strode into the room, seeing the angelic figure on the bed. He looks so peaceful, he thought to himself. He sighed as he opened a drawer and pulled out a pair of blue boxers. He quickly went into the adjoining bathroom, allowing the room to be filled with steam from the hot water before he went into the shower. He melted upon the tiled wall, letting the water soothe him. God, how nice it would be to be in here with Ryou, he told himself, smiling with the thought. Ryou awoke to the sound of running water, as he sat up in bed. 'Please' he thoughts silently 'don't run off again, listen to me' Ryou thought as he brought his knees to his chest hugging them as he usually did for comfort. He wished Marik wasn't mad at him he wished he could be with him at this very moment but Marik seemed so angry when he last saw him Ryou didn't want to risk making him even angrier. He heard the water shut off and he waited for another chance to say he was sorry. Marik stepped out of the shower, wrapping the towel around his body.

"Ah." He moaned, feeling much more relaxed after the shower.

He quickly dried himself, rubbing the fluffy towel over his skin, and then yanked his clean shorts on. That's better, he thought to himself as he opened the door to the bedroom. He stopped after just one step, seeing the look on Ryou's face. Has he been crying, he asked himself? Ryou opened his mouth but no sound came out. He hated it when his body did this to him, why the hell couldn't he speak? It happened at the most inappropriate time too. He looked away from Marik thinking it might help. Marik mentally shook himself. What does it matter if he cried? He started walking towards the door. Maybe I can sleep in one of the smaller bedrooms, he thought.

"W-wait!" he managed though his body didn't want to react "Please Marik, is this how you want to spend the rest of our time together?" Ryou sighed deeply "I-I'm sorry, I didn't mean to upset you...if you don't want to see me that's fine I'll stay out of your way..." Ryou said hanging his head slightly.

"You didn't mean to?" Marik thundered, stopping dead in his tracks and whirling around to face Ryou. "How can you not mean to hurt someone if you lie to them? And no, I had more pleasant things planned for us, but I refuse to be in the company of liars!"

"I just didn't want to upset you..." Ryou said adverting his gaze from the older man, not knowing what to say every word he said seemed to only make Marik angrier. "This is your room...I'll stay somewhere else." Ryou said standing, afraid to move to close to Marik who was blocking the only way out of the room.

"It's a little late not to upset me, don't you think?" Marik asked, realizing that Ryou had said he was sorry, and that the only reason he was yelling at Ryou was to hurt him. "How could you do this to me?" He asked his voice a little softer. "I have tried everything." He said, seemingly to himself. "And none of it mattered. You don't even care."

"I do care..." Ryou said softly keeping his gaze to the floor "It sounds stupid but that's why I lied, you were so happy...I didn't want to ruin that for you." Ryou sighed "I know all that is irrelevant now but that's why I lied in the first place...it wasn't meant to hurt you, I just didn't want to spoil your mood." Ryou said hugging himself.

"No, instead you made it worse. You just don't understand. If I am hurting you, you have to tell me. I have to know. Moreover, if you just lie about it, it will make me think you just don't love me and don't care whether you enjoy what we do. I hate that feeling." Marik told Ryou softly. "I want to make you happy in bed."

"It was a little late to do anything about it then...and I wish to make you happy as well, it would have upset you if you ended up hurting me...at least I think I would have." Ryou leaned up against the wall "Again I'm sorry...what else do you want me to say?" Ryou asked looking at Marik finally his eyes shinning like diamonds.

"Oh baby, please don't cry." Marik said seeing the tears in Ryou's eyes. He quickly closed the distance in-between them, and wrapped Ryou in a fierce hug.

Ryou smiled as he leaned into the much-wanted embrace, he stood on his tiptoes and wrapped his arms around Marik's neck returning the embrace as he buried his face in the crook of Marik's neck. Marik held Ryou like that, not wanting to let go. He had spent a day of hell away from him, denying himself the one thing he wanted.

"What would you like to do now, my love?" He asked Ryou. "Are you hungry?"

Ryou shook his head no; he just wanted to be held in all truth. "I'm still sorry..." Ryou said pulling away slightly and resting his head on Marik's chest. "I should make it up to you..." Ryou smiled softly "Anything you what of me I will be more than happy to do." Ryou said softly.

"Just promise not to lie to me again. That is enough." Marik told him softly. "I have an idea. Why don't I go get us some snacks, and we can lay on the bed together, munch, and watch movies. Does that sound like a good idea?"

Ryou smiled brightly "I promise." Ryou said hugging him strongly "I'd be content just to lay with you...I like hearing your voice." he said softly.

"It's settled then. Wait here, I will be right back." Marik said as he leaned over and kissed Ryou on the forehead. "The movies are in the cupboards, underneath the TV. Pick something out for us, will you?" And with that, he headed out the door.

Ryou reluctantly let go and sighed relived that everything between them had been resolved. He shuffled over to the cupboards looking at the various movies deciding on 'Quills' Bakura, his older brother who had moved out of the house a few years back, had said it was a good movie.

Marik looked in the refrigerator, surveying his vast selection of food. He found some strawberries, red and ripe, chocolate pudding, and some cool whip. That takes care of dessert, he said, smiling to himself. He looked in the pantry and found chips, cheese dip, and some ham and cheese lunchables. This should do he said, putting everything in a brown paper shopping bag. He picked it up, hurrying back to the bedroom.

Ryou watched the beginning of the movie wincing slightly as a woman was decapitated. He unconsciously grabbed his throat.

"Ouch..." He said trailing off but smiled when Marik walked in.

"Don't worry." Marik told Ryou, grinning slightly. "I wouldn't dare do anything like that to your head." Marik sat the bag filled with food down on the bed. "I got us some treats." He told Ryou as he began to take everything out of the bag.

Ryou smiled, "I would hope so..." He said ignoring how he emphasized the word head. "Sorry I didn't wait, I could find the remote and your VCR's weird to me." Ryou said laying his head down in Marik's lap.

"That's okay, love. I have seen this movie. Sit up and have something to eat." He commanded softly as he handed Ryou a lunchable. "They have those pouch drinks in them." Marik said to Ryou. "I love them."

Ryou giggled slightly at Marik's childish yet cute behavior. He was usually so serious about things...about everything really. He munched quietly on the lunchable his hunger finally coming into existence as he leaned against his lover and sighed happily just to be close to him.

"This is my favorite part." Marik told Ryou. "He makes the maid girl kiss him for his story, giving them both something they deeply want. Females don't really do anything for me, but she is pretty in a way. Nice and innocent. I know they don't tell you now, but she is a virgin, reading his stories like a common whore. All though, he does come up with some nice ideas."

Ryou shrugged "you make it sound like masturbation is whorish, everyone has their own secret ways of satisfying their lust when they don't have a man or woman to do it for them...she reads...and he obviously writes." Ryou said becoming more interested in the movie. "How much older is he anyway?" Ryou said unexpectedly.

"Old enough to be her father, I am sure. And yes, she reads and he writes. Nevertheless, you will see how she isn't so satisfied with it after awhile. Just like, he isn't so satisfied with just writing it. He wants to live it, breath it." Marik stopped for a moment, watching the maid hand over the story to the man on horseback. What did he say, Marik asked himself, thinking back to what Ryou had told him. "You like masturbation, huh? Any chance of letting me watch? It would be better than the movie."

"I...I didn't say that..." Ryou stammered and blushed furiously. "Besides you've already seen me 'please' myself last night." Ryou said diverting his eyes.

"You are right. I did. But why not a nice, long private show?" Marik said as he ran his hand up Ryou's leg, feeling the coarse hair under his hand. "That would be wonderful."

Ryou sighed happily as Marik's warm hands gently caressed his inner thighs making him blush deeply. He kissed Marik's neck and shoulder gently and straddled his waist. "I'm sure it would be great, can't I just please you though?" Ryou said allowing his hands to rest on Marik's hips, "Would that be so bad?" Ryou asked tilting his head to the side.

"It depends." Marik said, giving Ryou a sly smile. "Are you planning on using that sweet little mouth of yours?"

"If that's what you want..." Ryou said kissing him softly and letting his hands slip underneath Marik's shirt to feel his smooth skin.

Marik groaned as Ryou's small fingers made contact with his nipple, then began gasping as Ryou started pinching and twirling the nipple in-between his finger.

"You know that is what I want." He breathed.

Ryou smiled kissing him again pushing him on his back as Marik's strong arms pulled him closer to deepen the kiss. Ryou unbuttoned his shirt trailing kisses down his well-toned torso and stomach and using his teeth to unbutton his pants and unzip them. He stopped momentarily after freeing Marik from his quickly restraining pants, gently running his fingertips across his growing erection.

"For once you tell me what you want." Ryou said teasingly.

Marik immediately grabbed Ryou by the hair, making him cry out. Marik took advantage of Ryou's mouth being wide open, and shoved him down on his up thrust member, making Ryou almost gag.

"Is that a good enough hint for you?" He asked as he started pushing and pulling Ryou's head up and down his hardness.

Ryou would have smiled if his mouth hadn't been preoccupied at the moment. He felt Marik's hands tighten around his hair but they were no longer leading him simply releasing tension, although Ryou didn't mind. Ryou ran his tongue over the head of Marik's penis running it across the slit softly then deep throat-ing him and he gently caressed the underside of his head. All Marik could do was moan. He stared at him, watching Ryou as he took him in his mouth. God, he thought, I now know your true meaning of beauty. Marik began caressing Ryou's hair, unable to do anything else do to the delightful sensations he was causing.

"You are wonderful, you know that?" He said.

Ryou pulled away slightly to smile at him sweetly as he wrapped his hand around the base of his shaft and began sucking upon the head of his penis hard as he stroked the rest of his length and massaged his sac with his other hand.

"Boy, we are a greedy little fellow today. Don't I get to taste you? Marik asked as he began to run his hands on Ryou's back.

Ryou pulled away and smiled at him "If you want me to stop." He said straddling his waist again, "You want me to stop?" He asked softly.

"No, I want you to take off your pants, turn around, and let me give you the same pleasure you are giving me. Do you think you can handle that?" Marik asked, unbuttoning Ryou's pants.

"Yes..." Ryou purred softly in Marik's ear as they discarded the remainder of clothing they hand on the floor.

Ryou knelt beside Marik and pulled him further down the bed, instead of leaving him propped on the pillows, by his legs.

"Did you really expect to reach me up there?" He asked, smiling a knowing smile.

"I can reach you now." Marik said as he grabbed Ryou by his slim hips and placed his buttocks on his chest, making him face the bottom of the bed where he could not see Marik's face.

"Don't let me stop you." He said as he gently pushed Ryou's back, making Ryou get closer to his dick.

Ryou moved himself over Marik, his hard member searching for Marik's mouth. Ryou deep throated Marik quickly before pulling away slowly gently grazing his teeth along the tender flesh and teasing him softly with his tongue before moving upon his shaft slow at fist then faster and faster.

"Ohhh." Marik groaned as he grabbed Ryou's buttocks and shoved his cock in his mouth.

He began sucking Ryou, taking him deep into his mouth. Ryou moaned around Marik's shaft sending vibrations through his penis, as he began to suck harder upon his length allowing his hand to wrap around the base of his dick as he pulled away his hand moved up and as he moved back down upon him in moved down as well. Marik gripped Ryou tighter around his hips, and started moving him up and down into his mouth faster and faster. I want to taste him, he thought. I want to feel it running down my throat. He began to renew his efforts, pounding Ryou into his mouth.

Ryou moaned louder around Marik's enlarged member as he sucked harder, he wanted Marik to come; he wanted the fruits of his labor NOW. He felt his body tense as he exploded inside Marik's mouth. The same instant Marik felt the bitter sweetness of Ryou; he felt now familiar warmth spreading over him as he came in Ryou's mouth. He laid underneath Ryou, panting, feeling the tremors passing through his body as he rubbed his hand up and down Ryou's back. Ryou exhaled deeply trying to swallow as much as he could as Marik shot his essence into Ryou's mouth although some still escaped the corners of his mouth. He pulled away trying to catch his breath when Marik pulled him to his mouth kissing him deeply pulling upon his hair as he did so. Ryou closed his eyes enjoying the attention.

"You are so wonderful, love." Marik told Ryou softly. "Do you realize how hard it is to find someone who will do that?"

Ryou shrugged slightly "Honestly…no" Ryou admitted Marik was his first after all.

"Thank you so much. You don't even come close to understanding how happy you make me. And it just isn't just the sex. You are such a great person to just be around. I love you." Marik told Ryou, kissing his forehead. "You will always be with me."

Ryou rested his head against Marik's chest sighing contently. "I love you too…" He said softly trailing off a bit as he closed his eyes. After a few moments he sprang to his feet dragging Marik along with him. "We need a shower." He said simply as he lead him toward the bathroom.

Marik smiled in an amused sort of way at how open Ryou had become with him. He felt like a child being tugged by a parent. 'How simple life can be' he thought 'and wonderful' he added as he watched Ryou as he bent over to start the water for their shower. Ryou yelped slightly when Marik pulled him into another lustful kiss making him nearly fall over the side of the tub although Marik had his arms around him keeping him from falling. Ryou wrapped his legs around Marik's waist slipping his tongue inside Marik's mouth kissing him deeply, as they stepped inside the shower. Marik slammed Ryou's body against the tile wall with his own body as his kisses became stronger and more demanding. Marik took Ryou's tongue into his mouth, sucking it with fervor. His hands slowly slipped down Ryou's back, and he inserted his middle finger into Ryou's ass. Ryou took a sharp breath as he allowed his hands to roam down Marik's well-toned and muscular chest enjoying his soft yet firm skin. He wrapped his arms around Marik's neck pulling him closer as he ran his hands through Marik's hair pulling slightly when he added a second and third digit inside him. Marik used his free hand to pull down Ryou onto his three fingers, feeling Ryou instinctively pull away from the invasion. He heard Ryou sigh, as he relaxed against Marik. Marik began moving his fingers in and out of him, using the palm of his hand to keep Ryou uplifted. "Do you like this baby?" He asked as he nuzzled his mouth against Ryou's ear. Ryou purred softly as he nodded his head yes before he managed to actually say yes.

"Yes" he said softly as he kissed Marik's forehead softly as his legs loosened around Marik's waist but still held him up. The warm water kept running over their melded bodies, making both Ryou's and Marik's bodies slippery and inviting. Marik felt Ryou's deep, labored breathing against his ear; the effect of the warm breath against his wet ear tantalized his thoughts and made him speechless with desire. "Now that we are here where you wanted, what do you wish for now?" He whispered huskily.

Ryou smiled softly as he kissed Marik's neck and shoulder. "For you to take me, fuck me as you bluntly put it." He said softly kissing the tip of Marik's nose.

"Your wish is my command." Marik said with a grin. He reached around Ryou and grabbed his opposite leg just at the knee, and turned him around. He put his hands underneath Ryou's knees, creating a kind of swing support, as he lifted Ryou up and slowly brought him down on his up thrust cock. After he had gotten the head of his dick in Ryou's tight hole, he stopped, allowing Ryou to adjust to his size.

"Don't stop, I'm fine…" Ryou said softly allowing his head to fall back on Marik's shoulder as he pushed himself further inside Ryou. Ryou locked his arms around Marik's back pulling him closer and further inside him.

"No." Marik told Ryou, as he inched his way inside of him. "I promised not to hurt you." Damn me, Marik thought silently to himself. Why did I make that promise? I'm not even sure I can keep it for too long.

"If you insist." Ryou said softly kissing Marik's cheek as he unlocked his arms and his hands slid down Marik's sides stopping at his hips. He knew Marik didn't want to hurt him but this suspense itself was almost unbearable, damn preparation. Marik started pushing Ryou down further, pushing his way into Ryou's tightness.

"If you be a good boy and let me watch you get yourself off, I may just go faster." Marik told Ryou, groaning at the exquisite sensations Ryou's ass was causing.

Ryou groaned slightly but relaxed against his lover as he slowly began to stroke his own aching member. He rested his head back against Marik's shoulder who lavished kissed along his neck and collarbone as he inched his way further inside Ryou. Marik watched in fascination as Ryou's hand went up and down upon himself, the water running down his chest. He began to move Ryou faster and harder upon himself, the need of his release becoming too great. Ryou began to pump himself faster as Marik's thrusts became harder, as he matched the rhythm with Marik quickly. God how he loved this, the bliss that nothing else in the whole world mattered except this moment and this feeling that they shared together as one…pure ecstasy. Marik tightened his grip upon Ryou's knees, feeling the beginnings of his release. He yelled out, plunging himself into Ryou as far as he could as he emptied himself into him. Ryou came as well spilling his seed upon his chest and hand. He panted heavily as he tried to catch his breath as feather soft kissed were planted n his cheek and lips, he smiled softly and kissed back. Marik watched the mixture of cum and water trailing down Ryou, the sight making him smile with satisfaction. He slowly put Ryou down, noting how shaky his legs were.

"Are you okay love?" He asked Ryou.

"Fine…just a little shaky." Ryou said depending on Marik's strong arms to help him maintain balance.

Ryou allowed the spray of water to wash off any remaining evidence of his release. "We should stop showering together…" Ryou smiled slightly "We only end up doing what we were trying to wash off in the first place."

"Why would we want to do a stupid thing like that, I enjoy looking at your naked wet body." Marik said as he wrapped his arms around Ryou's slender frame.

"Despite how much I enjoy myself, we never get clean." Ryou said relaxing into Marik's embrace. "Last time we tried to shower we ended up in your bed." Ryou said turning around kissing Marik's chest gently.

"If you're so adamant about getting cleaned, why don't I help." Marik said as he reached down for the honeysuckle body wash and the washcloth.

Ryou blushed under the gentle touches of his lover as Marik lathered soap over his chest and abdomen gently nipping at his neck as he did so. Ryou rolled his eyes, he could swear all Marik thought about was sex sometimes…not necessarily a bad thing though he was enjoying himself very much at the moment. Ryou took the washcloth returning the favor to Marik.

"How much longer will we be out to sea?" Ryou asked curiously "Cause despite your…reassurances…my father will still worry about me." Ryou said moving aside to allow the water to wash the soap of Marik's chest as he stepped out to wrap himself in a towel. "Probably just three more days." Marik said as he turned off the water and stepped out of the shower, grabbing a towel. Marik hurried and dried himself following Ryou's example. "Come on love lets go to bed."

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