Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Tempt ❯ Tempt ( Chapter 1 )
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
By: EmeraldRains 
Warnings- angst, M/M, violence
Anime/Manga: Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst / Hentai | Type: Yaoi | Uploaded On: 12.10.2005 | Pages: 2 | Words: 1.9K | Visits: 602 | Status: Work In Progress
Warnings- angst, M/M, violence
Anime/Manga: Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst / Hentai | Type: Yaoi | Uploaded On: 12.10.2005 | Pages: 2 | Words: 1.9K | Visits: 602 | Status: Work In Progress
The Calling sings We're Forgiven and I own nothing
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~Well, I would like to think The world hasn't seen That all the best is still to come, And I know life ain't easy~
I never understood why he sleeps like that.
All curled up on his side with his arms over his head. Almost like he's afraid of something.
What kind of life is it when you can't even relax in your sleep.
If he was at his own apartment I'd understand. Jou's father is nothing if not cruel. Although he's told me so many times "It wasn't always like that Ryou. He used to be okay." And I believe him. Because Jou wouldn't lie to me.
I hope.
~I pass them sleeping on the streets Their bloodstained hands and dirty feet And I can't ignore them Any more then I already have~
How many times has he shown up on my doorstep bruised and bloody? Not always at his fathers hands though. No, Jou has enough problems outside of his home as well.
His whole life he's lived to fight. It was the only thing he understood for so long. I wish, I wish that it wasn't so but it's too late to change the past.
I'm afraid every time he leaves my arms. I'm afraid that he won't come back to me. That he'll get killed or run away or worse that he'll realize that I'm not strong enough for both of us.
Anyone else would have ran away by now. Or killed themselves. But Jou's stubborn. Thank the gods Jou's stubborn. He lives to prove that they can't break him. That they can't control every part of his life. And I'm thankful for that because if I lost him...If I lost him I wouldn't have a reason to try anymore.
~So we laugh, and we smile and we play our games of sweet denial But don't tell me we're forgiven If we hold, all our breath If we kneel right down and just repent You can't tell me we're forgiven~
He's had a hard day today. I could tell the moment I saw him walking down the street kicking loose rocks out of his path. He looked so lost. Like a little kid who's been told that they can't go home because it's no longer there.
The rain had plastered his hair to his forehead and neck and he was soaking. But he didn't notice. He hardly ever notices anything like that unless I point it out to him. So I did the only thing I know how to do. I dragged him into my house and got him to dry off.
~Start with me I cannot lie When my heart doesn't follow my eyes Turn away from all the suffering That surrounds Our time on this earth For some their life has been a curse I say I'm sorry and I should change You know it just could be me someday~
I couldn't stand it when he turned those amber eyes on me. I want to do so much for him and I can't. So I did the one thing I knew would take his mind off of things for a few precious moments
I gathered him in my arms and rained soft kisses across his face. I felt more than heard him sigh and lowered my lips to his neck kissing and sucking gently. He tilted his head back and to the side, whimpering as he always did when my mouth found that soft place where his pulse beat just below the skin. His hand came up and twisted in my hair pulling urgently telling me without words what he wanted.
I hated this part but he needed it and so I would swallow my doubts and do it for him. I opened my mouth and bit. Gently at first but then harder as a moan was torn from his throat.
He pushed me away suddenly and I almost lost my balance but he caught me and I smiled wondering what was going on.
He dropped to his knees and I barely had the time to make a soft protest before my jeans were undone and pushed over my hips and down followed by my boxers.
~So we laugh, and we smile and we play our games of sweet denial But don't tell me we're forgiven If we hold, all our breath If we kneel right down and just repent You can't tell me we're forgiven~
He mouthed at my balls and I groaned lacing my fingers in that soft blonde hair. He looked up and I wanted to tell him that he doesn't have to that I'll understand if he stops but my voice died in my throat and I just stared at him.
I still haven't gotten over the fact that he's actually with me. Not Yugi or Tristan or even Seto. I tightened my grip and shake my head and oh the pain in those eyes nearly kill me. He thinks I'm mad. That he's done something wrong and that's not it but if I tell him...
I forced myself to let go of his hair and placed my hands on his shoulders instead pulling him forward again letting him do what he wants.
He paused as if considering what he was doing then went back to laving my balls with his tongue and I wanted him to do more but I would never rush him. He's like a broken angel and I can't stand the thought of adding another crack to that wall that he's built around his heart.
~There's no way out of here I don't want to die, and leave it all behind Each day part of me disappears But who am I to judge, what's been sent from above~
I cried out as wet heat surrounded the head of my cock and started counting trying to keep from pushing him down and fucking that sweet mouth of his. Can't do that too him.
He tried to take more of my length and gagged and I cried out in pleasure at the feelings. He looked up at me as if wondering what he had done to cause the reaction.
Couldn't do it. Not with him on his knees like that and me pressed against the wall. It was too much like a bad porn movie so I pulled him to his feet and caught his lips thrusting my tongue into his mouth to prevent any questions. I start moving forcing him to follow until the back of my knees hit the edge of the bed. I let myself fall taking him down with me loving the crush of his weight on my chest and hips and wished not for the first time that he would take me. Just once but he's too afraid that he'll hurt me.
I pushed myself back until I my head was at the other edge glad that my bed was large enough for both us to lay like this and not have to worry about falling.
His mouth left mine and I closed my eyes knowing what he was planning but I didn't protest. It's hard to protest something that feels so good. So his mouth covered me again and I grabbed at the sheets tossing my head back and forth. Counting wasn't helping that time so I did the next best thing. I curled up and ran my hand down his back whispering encouraging words knowing he couldn't take me any farther but wanting him to try anyway. He gagged again and I pulled my fingers off of his back and thrust them into my own mouth.
As he brought his head back up I pulled my fingers out of my mouth. He had a rhythm even if he couldn't see it I could. When he went down again I thrust my fingers into him groaning when he cried out around me.
I found the little bundle of nerves that would drive him wild from experience and rubbed it. He thrust back against my fingers crying out with pleasure.
I whined, a habit I had whenever anything got to be too much for me. So close and he was rubbing against the sheets trying to get the friction he needed and I swore I wouldn't come before he did. He cried out again and I moaned until to stop myself from falling over the edge but it was okay because I was taking him with me.
~So we laugh, and we smile and we play our games of sweet denial but don't tell me we're forgiven if we hold, all our breath if we kneel right down and just repent you can't tell me we're forgiven~
We laid there for I don't know how long just catching our breath. His head rested against my thigh and I knew better than to try to get him to lay beside me. He'd move when he was ready to. I jumped when his hot little tongue started to clean the cooling fluid off of my stomach and chest. Soon now. And sure enough he crawled up beside me and laid down.
And here we are again. Him curled up like the world is trying to crush him and me fighting the urge to pull him into my embrace yet again. It would wake him up and when he wakes up suddenly he wakes up fighting. I learned after the first busted lip not to touch him unless he was expecting it. He felt bad but it wasn't his fault.
He's waking up now. And I move away a little bit in case he's had that dream again but his eyes flutter open and he looks confused so I reach over and brush his hair out of his face.
I wonder if anything will ever change or if we'll just drag each other down but now his mouth is against mine again and he's licking at my lips and oh this is the first time he's ever wanted to dominate our kiss and I gladly let him shuddering when his hand drifts down to circle my waist and pull me closer to his warmth.
And I know without any doubt that I'll never be able to let him go. And love and pain are balanced out yet again. I'm sorry Jou. Sorry I can't give you everything you need but I'll do what I can. I'll love you the way you need it. I swear I will.
~We can't laugh We can't smile When so much just ain't right It can't go on forever... If we hold, our breath If we kneel down and repent You can't tell me we're forgiven, no, You can't tell me we're forgiven~
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ I also have this on AFF.net but the problem is everyone reads and no one reviews there.
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~Well, I would like to think The world hasn't seen That all the best is still to come, And I know life ain't easy~
I never understood why he sleeps like that.
All curled up on his side with his arms over his head. Almost like he's afraid of something.
What kind of life is it when you can't even relax in your sleep.
If he was at his own apartment I'd understand. Jou's father is nothing if not cruel. Although he's told me so many times "It wasn't always like that Ryou. He used to be okay." And I believe him. Because Jou wouldn't lie to me.
I hope.
~I pass them sleeping on the streets Their bloodstained hands and dirty feet And I can't ignore them Any more then I already have~
How many times has he shown up on my doorstep bruised and bloody? Not always at his fathers hands though. No, Jou has enough problems outside of his home as well.
His whole life he's lived to fight. It was the only thing he understood for so long. I wish, I wish that it wasn't so but it's too late to change the past.
I'm afraid every time he leaves my arms. I'm afraid that he won't come back to me. That he'll get killed or run away or worse that he'll realize that I'm not strong enough for both of us.
Anyone else would have ran away by now. Or killed themselves. But Jou's stubborn. Thank the gods Jou's stubborn. He lives to prove that they can't break him. That they can't control every part of his life. And I'm thankful for that because if I lost him...If I lost him I wouldn't have a reason to try anymore.
~So we laugh, and we smile and we play our games of sweet denial But don't tell me we're forgiven If we hold, all our breath If we kneel right down and just repent You can't tell me we're forgiven~
He's had a hard day today. I could tell the moment I saw him walking down the street kicking loose rocks out of his path. He looked so lost. Like a little kid who's been told that they can't go home because it's no longer there.
The rain had plastered his hair to his forehead and neck and he was soaking. But he didn't notice. He hardly ever notices anything like that unless I point it out to him. So I did the only thing I know how to do. I dragged him into my house and got him to dry off.
~Start with me I cannot lie When my heart doesn't follow my eyes Turn away from all the suffering That surrounds Our time on this earth For some their life has been a curse I say I'm sorry and I should change You know it just could be me someday~
I couldn't stand it when he turned those amber eyes on me. I want to do so much for him and I can't. So I did the one thing I knew would take his mind off of things for a few precious moments
I gathered him in my arms and rained soft kisses across his face. I felt more than heard him sigh and lowered my lips to his neck kissing and sucking gently. He tilted his head back and to the side, whimpering as he always did when my mouth found that soft place where his pulse beat just below the skin. His hand came up and twisted in my hair pulling urgently telling me without words what he wanted.
I hated this part but he needed it and so I would swallow my doubts and do it for him. I opened my mouth and bit. Gently at first but then harder as a moan was torn from his throat.
He pushed me away suddenly and I almost lost my balance but he caught me and I smiled wondering what was going on.
He dropped to his knees and I barely had the time to make a soft protest before my jeans were undone and pushed over my hips and down followed by my boxers.
~So we laugh, and we smile and we play our games of sweet denial But don't tell me we're forgiven If we hold, all our breath If we kneel right down and just repent You can't tell me we're forgiven~
He mouthed at my balls and I groaned lacing my fingers in that soft blonde hair. He looked up and I wanted to tell him that he doesn't have to that I'll understand if he stops but my voice died in my throat and I just stared at him.
I still haven't gotten over the fact that he's actually with me. Not Yugi or Tristan or even Seto. I tightened my grip and shake my head and oh the pain in those eyes nearly kill me. He thinks I'm mad. That he's done something wrong and that's not it but if I tell him...
I forced myself to let go of his hair and placed my hands on his shoulders instead pulling him forward again letting him do what he wants.
He paused as if considering what he was doing then went back to laving my balls with his tongue and I wanted him to do more but I would never rush him. He's like a broken angel and I can't stand the thought of adding another crack to that wall that he's built around his heart.
~There's no way out of here I don't want to die, and leave it all behind Each day part of me disappears But who am I to judge, what's been sent from above~
I cried out as wet heat surrounded the head of my cock and started counting trying to keep from pushing him down and fucking that sweet mouth of his. Can't do that too him.
He tried to take more of my length and gagged and I cried out in pleasure at the feelings. He looked up at me as if wondering what he had done to cause the reaction.
Couldn't do it. Not with him on his knees like that and me pressed against the wall. It was too much like a bad porn movie so I pulled him to his feet and caught his lips thrusting my tongue into his mouth to prevent any questions. I start moving forcing him to follow until the back of my knees hit the edge of the bed. I let myself fall taking him down with me loving the crush of his weight on my chest and hips and wished not for the first time that he would take me. Just once but he's too afraid that he'll hurt me.
I pushed myself back until I my head was at the other edge glad that my bed was large enough for both us to lay like this and not have to worry about falling.
His mouth left mine and I closed my eyes knowing what he was planning but I didn't protest. It's hard to protest something that feels so good. So his mouth covered me again and I grabbed at the sheets tossing my head back and forth. Counting wasn't helping that time so I did the next best thing. I curled up and ran my hand down his back whispering encouraging words knowing he couldn't take me any farther but wanting him to try anyway. He gagged again and I pulled my fingers off of his back and thrust them into my own mouth.
As he brought his head back up I pulled my fingers out of my mouth. He had a rhythm even if he couldn't see it I could. When he went down again I thrust my fingers into him groaning when he cried out around me.
I found the little bundle of nerves that would drive him wild from experience and rubbed it. He thrust back against my fingers crying out with pleasure.
I whined, a habit I had whenever anything got to be too much for me. So close and he was rubbing against the sheets trying to get the friction he needed and I swore I wouldn't come before he did. He cried out again and I moaned until to stop myself from falling over the edge but it was okay because I was taking him with me.
~So we laugh, and we smile and we play our games of sweet denial but don't tell me we're forgiven if we hold, all our breath if we kneel right down and just repent you can't tell me we're forgiven~
We laid there for I don't know how long just catching our breath. His head rested against my thigh and I knew better than to try to get him to lay beside me. He'd move when he was ready to. I jumped when his hot little tongue started to clean the cooling fluid off of my stomach and chest. Soon now. And sure enough he crawled up beside me and laid down.
And here we are again. Him curled up like the world is trying to crush him and me fighting the urge to pull him into my embrace yet again. It would wake him up and when he wakes up suddenly he wakes up fighting. I learned after the first busted lip not to touch him unless he was expecting it. He felt bad but it wasn't his fault.
He's waking up now. And I move away a little bit in case he's had that dream again but his eyes flutter open and he looks confused so I reach over and brush his hair out of his face.
I wonder if anything will ever change or if we'll just drag each other down but now his mouth is against mine again and he's licking at my lips and oh this is the first time he's ever wanted to dominate our kiss and I gladly let him shuddering when his hand drifts down to circle my waist and pull me closer to his warmth.
And I know without any doubt that I'll never be able to let him go. And love and pain are balanced out yet again. I'm sorry Jou. Sorry I can't give you everything you need but I'll do what I can. I'll love you the way you need it. I swear I will.
~We can't laugh We can't smile When so much just ain't right It can't go on forever... If we hold, our breath If we kneel down and repent You can't tell me we're forgiven, no, You can't tell me we're forgiven~
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ I also have this on AFF.net but the problem is everyone reads and no one reviews there.