Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Thankful ❯ Thankful ( Chapter 1 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

I think we all know by now that I don’t own yugioh so why are we even still reading this part? Well all that this means is that no lawyers can sue me so ha!
Pairing: Bakura/Ryou/Malik/Marik
Rating: MA
Summery: Ryou feels unappreciated. Malik wants to travel around the world until he cant stand it anymore. So when these two leave the relationship to do what they want to, what will Bakura and Marik do to get them back? And why is Marik being so possessive anyway? Will this foursome ever be together again?

Ok so here is my Thanksgiving present to all. I hope you enjoy. Please leave a review on your way out.

Chapter 1:Ryou’s pov
I was working all day long on this meal. It was thanksgiving after all and every one feasts on thanksgiving day. I was trying so hard not to let my feeling show. The worse part is that I don’t have to try very hard. Lately all I have to do is be there and it’s ok with them. So long as they have there food and someone to play with at night nothing else mattered. It wasn’t always like that, when we first started to go out with each other if I was frowning they would be looking for the source of my unhappiness to make it better. Or just get rid of it.

Now I’m not so sure they even notice me. I’ve tried so hard not to let my spirits get down. There with me and they want me; I keep telling myself that’s enough. Yet love shouldn’t be settling for what’s there. Love should be, being with the person who you love the most. Well in my case it’s the persons I love the most. I still cant figure out what makes me stay with them. They’ve been so hurtful to me lately.

It seems that I cant do anything to get them to even look my way. All they ever want is food or sex. I smile as Bakura enters the kitchen where I’m making thanksgiving dinner. He grabs a piece of meat and kisses my cheek before he left again. Not even one word to me. I know I should tell them that I’m thinking about just leaving, but this is thanksgiving and I don’t want to ruin it for them. I’ll just have to wait a little long.

I’m not complaining about the wait. I’m actually nervous about it. I don’t want to leave Bakura, Malik, or Marik. I want to be with them forever, but the way things have been going all that’s going to happen is that I’ll become like a servant in this relationship. I wish I knew how to fix what is wrong, but there’s a few problems with that. One being I don’t even know what the problem is.

I sigh as I start to set the table. Maybe tonight’s dinner will show them what there missing though I doubt it. I place the turkey at the head of the table as they all come in the kitchen. Marik cuts and serves us all and then himself. He then takes his plate and leaves the room and the other do the same. I’m left at the table alone without so much as a thanks. I’m thankful for the time I had wit the ones I had loved.

I sigh and get up to put my plate in the microwave. I then walk up to our bedroom while there all in the front room watching tv. to pack my clothes. It’s better this way, they don’t know what I’m doing so there’s no fight and I have time to just sit there and think about everything and nothing at the same time. I wanted to wait until tomorrow so as not to ruin the day but what’s the use when they don’t even care for the day?!

I fell tears drop down my eye’s as I remember the way it use to be. When I never would have even thought of leaving them. When I would wake up to my three beautiful lovers. When I would get thanks just for being there. When I was loved just for being me. I have none of that now and so I see no reason to stay. I see no reason to love.

I pick up my bag and head down the stairs to the living room hall area. I would have to go past them to leave. I walk into the kitchen and pick up the phone and call a taxi to take me to a hotel for the night. They’d be here in 10 minutes the person on the phone said. I wait for a few minutes before I walk into the living room fully.

“I’m leaving. I cant stand the way our relationship has gone and I won’t be a part of it anymore.” I say with tears poring down my face. “I’m so sorry that it has to end this way.” They sat there in shock for a few minutes as I walked out the door and into the taxi which had just arrived. I heard them calling my name out as I drove away. I didn’t look back nor would I. I looked up to the sky instead, it looked like it was about to storm. I was right, soon there was a down poor. It was almost as if the weather was mirroring my emotions. I don’t know how I will survive without them, but I wasn’t doing any better with them. I loved them and now I left them.

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