Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Trying Times ❯ Trying Times ( Chapter 1 )

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]
don't own Yugioh or the characters from which I use.Rating: Ma for later chaptersParing: Seto/ Mokuba. That means man on man no like no read!Summary: Mokuba loves Seto in a way he's not supposed to. Yet he loves him that way anyway. So he try's to tell Seto but when he was about to, Seto introduces him to his "girlfriend." What will Mokuba do now?Trying TimesChapter 1:Mokuba's povI love him, and even though I know it's wrong I can't stop from feeling this way. I've tried everything from dating others to avoiding Seto. Well that's what I have been doing for the past week in a half! I hate it and I know it's hurting Seto also. He tried to ask me if everything was ok the other day but all I did was shrug him off and told him to mind his own business! I knew saying that would hurt him and that he was only trying to help, but I'm hurting too damn it! I hurt every time I see him and yet can't tell him how I feel because the damn world thinks it's wrong! Well I just don't give a damn anymore!I want to tell him how I feel, no I have to tell him how I feel. I can't stand the wall that's slowly being built between us. I have to brake it before it's too tall for me to get over.Yet how could I tell him? What was I going to say? When was I going to say it? Would he return my feelings? Would he hate me? Would this ruin any relations we have left? Would he just leave and never come back?Thoughts like these have been keeping me up for the past week. Constantly racing through my mind. When I did fall asleep, I would dream of a black world where I could never reach Seto. He just keeps getting further and further away while shaking his head. When I saw him I would remember the dream and the fear I felt. The fear of losing him. Yet I'll loose him if I don't tell him anyway. I'll do it tonight, I have to!Seto's pov:Why does he keep avoiding me? I love him so much yet lately he's been acting weird. First he starts dating every women he can find then he stops coming near me. I don't get it, but I think he might suspect that I love him more than just a brother and hates it. I've given him his space and any other thing he's ever wanted. Yet it seems as if he fears coming near me. Like I would ever hurt him. He's my life and my love, I could never harm him!Maybe it's just that he doesn't like the fact that I love him like that and now he can't stand to be near me. God I hope that's not it. Luckily for me I've got a plan. Lisa my sectary likes me, so I've decided to let her be my girlfriend in the public's eye and my brothers. Hopefully this will make him second guess himself on how I love him. Then maybe, just maybe things will go back to normal.I hear the doorbell ring. It's five minutes to 7:00 pm. That's when we sit down to dinner, the only time I ever see him anymore. I told her to come by so I could introduce her to my brother first. I may never really love her, but it'll keep Mokuba happy and safe. I'll do what ever it takes to make sure Mokuba is happy. Making Lisa happy should be easy enough. A couple of kisses and buying her whatever she wants should keep her too occupied to notice anything unusual. I go to answer the door and show her to the kitchen.-SO WHAT DO YOU THINK? Well leave a review on your way out. Rating is for later chapters. Reviewers get Santa shaped cookies. Sorry about the shortness of this chapter but I just wanted to give you an intro into their problem before I start all the drama!