Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Trying Times ❯ Trying Times ( Chapter 2 )

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]
I think we all know by now that I don’t own yugioh so why are we even still reading this part? Well all that this means is that no lawyers can sue me so ha!
Pairing: Bakura/Ryou/Malik/Marik
Rating: MA
Summery: Ryou feels unappreciated. Malik wants to travel around the world until he cant stand it anymore. So when these two leave the relationship to do what they want to, what will Bakura and Marik do to get them back? And why is Marik being so possessive anyway? Will this foursome ever be together again?

Thankful

Chapter 2: Malik’s pov
He left. Just like that, he left. I can’t believe it! Well I guess I can see as how I left to. What I cant believe id why he left. He said he didn’t like the way our relationship was. I don’t blame him for being mad, but to leave just for that. Well I’m just being hypocritical, after all he had a reason for leaving. I left right after he did yet I feel emptier now then I did before.

I left because I never did like to stay in one place to long. With them though it was different. Yet I want to leave them to travel. Well I’m not sure how long this will last. I love them all so much that I just want to call them and tell them I’m sorry for leaving. I wonder if they’d come get me? I’ve only been gone for 3 days and I already hate it!

I don’t really know why I even left. I guess I just wanted so space. Yet I hate the space at the same time, because I don’t want my loves so far from me. I just want to keep running forever. These feelings are dangerous, for they could hold me to one spot. Cage me to one place, I don’t like to be caged so I run before the door swings shut. Yet this time I’m not sure if running will help. For every mile I get further away all I want to do is return. What should I do? I know not the answer yet I’m always looking, always seeking.

I sigh as I toss in a hotel bed, trying to stop thinking. Have you ever tried not thinking? Well if you get any further then I did let me know. For even now I think. I think about how much I want and love them. I think about how much I need them. I think about how much I’m scared of them; of how I’m scared of the door swinging shut behind me. What am I to do? I know not the answer yet I seek it every minute of every day that I’m away from them.

Maybe that’s it, that I’m not meant to be free. I’m meant to be tied down. I’m meant to be chained down. I full of fear so I run, yet I know not where I run to. Where can I hid? Nowhere, I’m not even sure I want to run anymore. I’m just so full of fear. What if I’m hurt by them? I just remembered that they even helped me rid myself of the fear that I feel now. The fear that I don’t belong, that I’m not loved. They told me to think of a fearless rhyme. I knew none so they shared there’s.

Locked in,Boxed in, Full of fear.My panic grows manic till I can't hear.In need of a reprieve so that I can breathe.Remove my fear,Please make it leave


I mumble it over and over again. Yet for some reason I cant make this feeling go away. It never dose. I don’t understand why its even here. I guess I do understand why I left even if only a little. The only thing I’m really afraid of is them leaving me. So I cut my losses and left them first so that way I wouldn’t hurt so bad.

That’s the problem though, I don’t know it they would ever leave me. I know they say they never would. So why do I keep running away? Why cant I accept it for what it is? I flop again as I try to once more shut myself off from, well myself. Slowly I give way to slumbers beckoning call but not without one last thought on my lovers lost.

--next day--
I awake to a pounding on the door. “Malik let us in!” I was about to ignore it and go back to bed, when I realized something. No body here should know my name. I jump up when I hear it again. It’s Bakura and Marik! Wait how did they find me! I didn’t even tell them I was leaving, I just packed my things and left. They pounded on the door again, what could I do? I walked slowly to the door and opened it.

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Wow that was a lot of thinking for me! Lol Well anyway what do you want to happen? Should they get back together? Should they fight? Should they brake up, well stay broken up? Review me and tell me what you want! You never know it might be your lucky day and I’ll post what you want to happen up on my story! And I’m giving out Oreo pies to ppl who review! Oh and I don’t own the rhyme it’s from Charmed k so you cant sue me ha!