Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Trying Times ❯ Trying Times ( Chapter 3 )

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]
I think we all know by now that I don’t own yugioh so why are we even still reading this part? Well all that this means is that no lawyers can sue me so ha!
Pairing: Bakura/Ryou/Malik/Marik
Rating: MA
Summery: Ryou feels unappreciated. Malik wants to travel around the world until he cant stand it anymore. So when these two leave the relationship to do what they want to, what will Bakura and Marik do to get them back? And why is Marik being so possessive anyway? Will this foursome ever be together again?

Thankful

Chapter 3:
Just as I open the door I hear Marik mumble something about evil old lady’s and Bakura say it was his own fault and that he should learn to keep his hands to himself. I nearly laughed my ass off at that and the door started shaking in my hands making them start and ask if I was ok. I just managed to gasp out I was fine and put on a strait face before they saw me. I never was happier or more confused in my entire life as I was at that moment. I loved them and was so glad that they were here with me yet I wanted to run again. Would my mind find no rest in this world?

Well weather or not that that will happen I suppose I do owe them an explanation. I just walk over and sit down on the motel bed. Marik closes the door behind Bakura and then comes to join us. Now when everything’s ok and fine it normal to find Marik hanging off one of us, but he can be serious when the time comes to it. So why do I bring this up at all well its because Marik just pulled Bakura into his lap and growled while looking around the room as if someone was there and trying to hurt Bakura. I looked at Bakura who just shrugged.

“Well I suppose you want to know why I left huh?” I asked after a couple of minutes in silence. They both nodded their heads. I take a big breath and then release it. I open my mouth as if to explain it all away, yet I cant. I don’t understand it myself. I just don’t know. So that’s what I tell them. They both blink, and then Marik shook his head.

“You don’t know why you left?!” He demanded. I shook my head.
“I don’t have any reason, but I have a feeling. It’s just that lately every time were together it feels like I have chains slowly binding me to you’s. I don’t like to be locked up. I cant get locked up again, I won’t allow it!” As I say the last part I realize that I had jumped up and started yelling at them. They were both staring at me like I had grown an extra head.

Bakura pulled out of Marik’s embrace and pulled me into his arms. I buried my head in his shoulder and cried. For the first time in years I cried. I was so scared and still I didn’t know what it was that I fear. How do you fight what you don’t knows there? Bakura pulled my head up so he could look me in the eye. “There’s nothing wrong with being nervosas to be with the ones you love, Malik but you should never let that fear over run you.” He said before he claimed my lips with his own.

He lick my bottom lip with his tongue begging for entrance. I love him, so what more could I do besides give in and open up for him? I moaned when I felt Marik’s hands start to roam around on my chest. I gasped when his finger found my nipples and pinched them. I leaned back on Bakura as Marik set out to the task of removing my shirt. I sighed as I felt his hands slip under my shirt. I wanted more yet at the same time I wanted to run again. To run and never stop, to not get caught up in there web, because I was sure I wouldn’t be able to get out once I was caught. I wasn’t even sure I wanted out.

I felt someone’s hands start to tug at my pants. I pulled away when that fear started to chain me again just as it did every other time we got this close to one another. I heard one of them mumble something then get up and walk around to my side. It was Marik. He smiled and kissed my cheek lightly before he pulled away to look me in the eye. “ Malik are you a virgin?” He asked me calmly. My face must have turned into a tomato! He smirked and nodded at Bakura who let a small smile of his own grace his wonderful lips.

So they knew, that meant nothing! It didn’t change how I felt and they’d respect how I felt or all they would be feeling sore. I raised my fist to show them I meant business. Marik just took my fist and slowly kissed it. I blinked a little confused. “Your not suppose to make me love you when I’m trying to be mad at you.” I said with a pout. Then realizing what I had said I slapped a hand over my own mouth. They both looked at me and smiled, well damn, this wasn’t suppose to happen! Bakura just came and held him from behind.

“we’ll not do anything until your ready, but do you think that maybe what you fear is simply being with us and there being nothing wrong?” Bakura asked him gently.
“Are you calling me self destructive?” I asked him not believing my own ears.
“All I’m say is that your used to things not working in your favor or them even being there to hurt you intentionally. So when something finally goes your way your skittish about it and try to find out how you’ll be hurt even if there’s northing there to hurt you.” He said and kissed me.
“No!” I said stubbornly even though what he said is true. I was hurt for so long I don’t know anything but pain, so what if this is how I’m suppose to feel? Well how would I know I’ve never been in love before! Not that I love them, nope not one itsey tiny winy bit. Nope none at all. Well they all say the first step to recovery is admitting you have a problem.

Oh hell I love them! There happy now! Yet that doesn’t help me stop being afraid. I think I’ll stop running though and try to be happy, after all that couldn’t be that bad if everyone is trying to achieve it right? Besides I don’t think I’ll like my sleeping pattern if I don’t have them by my side. Now we just have to figure out what happened to Ryou and get him back and try to be happy again, as scary as that may be I wouldn’t want to do it with anyone but them.

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