Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Zanshi ❯ Zanshi-Chapter 3 ( Chapter 3 )

I hope you like chapter 3 and again I'm sorry for the late update it wasn't intentional I have had a lot to deal with lately! College is not easy especially near tests! I hope you like chapter 3! ENJOY!!!

Bakura cleared his throat. "My…my life wasn't that bad really, I had it pretty good really. I tried my best not to be manipulated by others and let myself be trampled upon. I was strong I always have been…but Ryou was different." He looked at what he assumed to be a sleeping Ryou. "Our mother's death was really hard on us, all of us including dad." Bakura swallowed looking away from his brother. As Marik waited for Bakura to continue.

"She dies in a car accident with out baby sister, and dad after that took it really hard and he wasn't too fond of his baby boy looking so much like the woman he loved and cherished." Bakura said "I looked like her too but not nearly as much as Ryou did because he was so feminine…so Ryou became the center of his rage and it only got worse." He paused.

"I was seventeen at the time Ryou was thirteen, father began to drink and I had to get a job to make rent we were barely scraping by and life just got harder and harder for me and Ryou." He frowned "I would come home to Ryou who had bruises all over him from another one of father's drunken rages, and we helped each other as much as we could but I could tell the stress was overcoming him and frankly it was becoming too much for me too." Bakura looked again at his brother. As he felt his forehead noticing he had a fever as he began to remove Ryou's clothes. Marik didn't seen to mind at all, he knew the two brother's were close and Bakura was constantly trying to protect him also he hated how Yami would use Ryou as bait…Ryou had been scraped up pretty badly before and Yami could have cared less.

"I came home early one day only to find my own father trying to…rape Ryou. In all honesty he didn't know what he was doing Ryou looked so much like mom that and he was so drunk…He didn't get too far, but enough to traumatize Ryou for life" Bakura trailed off "Father was so ashamed he left to try and get his life in order and as luck would have it he did, he sent us money and I was able to quit my job and we were happy…for a little while at least." Bakura placed a thin cover over Ryou's nude form to conceal his body.

"When father left it only drove Ryou into a depression like he had done something wrong to make father leave, I tried to explain to him it wasn't his fault but he refused to listen to me. Ryou was deprived of love for so long between me and father he sought it in other places. He went to a club one night and meet up with the wrong type of guy and took ecstasy…" He sighed

"You told us to never use that on Ryou…why?" Marik asked

"It makes him remember what happened to him. Also it makes him totally black out almost he doesn't really remember what had happened all he could do was feel…and that's all he wanted to do was feel he hadn't in so long he would take it any way this guy would give it to him…and this guy took advantage of that in all and any way he could." Bakura said bitterly.

"Anyone I know?" Marik said trying to lighten Bakura up a bit, which it actually did.

"He was the one I killed that got me into Zanshi in the first place." Bakura said

"Oh yes, Reichou was most insistent you join us since he saw what happened." He said smiling wickedly at remembrance of how Bakura killed that man.

Ryou blinked slightly shocked he thought that guy was still alive besides it wasn't at all his fault what had happened…Ryou had let him, he wanted him to do whatever he wanted as long as he could have the drug.

"You killed him?" Ryou said in a small weak voice but both heard it turning to him.

"How long have you been awake Ototo?" Bakura said brushing his brother's hair out of his face.

"Since you began…but it's all right if anyone is to know it might as well be you Marik." Ryou said not wanting to say code names they were alone it didn't matter. "You can continue if you want Bakura, I don't mind at all." He said softly feeling a little nauseous.

"Right…" Bakura said hugging his little brother laying down next to him as Marik took the other side of Ryou but was looking into Bakura's eyes as the little Ryou cuddled to his chest making both smile softly at his kitten-like movements.

"As I said he sought love at this club and meet the wrong guy, he got Ryou hooked on it ecstasy soon enough to where Ryou would basically do anything this guy wanted to just get a hit." Bakura paused noticing Ryou was still awake but not objecting to what he said…he was after all telling the truth but nonetheless it is sometimes hard to handle.

"And I guess what hurt the most is that Ryou didn't care when I tried to warn him that what he was doing was dangerous, not to mention he was so young." Bakura said softly Ryou was so young at the time only thirteen and this guy used and abused Ryou any way he could.

Ryou remembered when he was at the club one night with the guy; he led him up into one of the rooms and began to take off Ryou's clothes. And he didn't care or motion to stop him.

~Flashback~

"You are so beautiful…" His voice was gruff and lustful as he ran his hands down Ryou's body taking in every curve as if burning his body to memory.

"Please take me…" Ryou said leaning in closer to the other, he didn't care what affection he received as long as he got it. He felt as if he was floating, the drug taking affect making the simplest of touches drive him insane and only wanting more.

"Be patient, you know I'm always generous toward you. I'll give you what you want all in good time…for now, I want you to please yourself." He said kissing Ryou's neck and nipping at his earlobe and shoving him to the bed roughly.

"I don't want to do that…I simply want…" The other boy cut him off.

"You said you would do whatever I said as long as I gave you a hit first…your not lying to me again are you?" He said tilting his head to the side.

"No!" Ryou said quickly to avoid confrontation with the older, much stronger, man in front of him as he slowly reached for himself and began the act seeming to be shameless while he preformed for the other.

"Good boy…" He said trailing off as he pulled Ryou's hands away from himself and leaned over him taking in the scent of his hair and pinning Ryou's thin arms down.

The other kissed him deeply passing him more of the drug that Ryou so craved and would do anything for, Ryou was soon underneath the man moaning and begging for more as he pounded into Ryou's small body not caring to be gentle. Ryou remembered at some point Bakura had interrupted them accidentally and Ryou still couldn't erase the pained expression on his brother's face as he left them without saying a word. Ryou tried to get up to chase after Bakura, but the man grabbed Ryou by the hair telling they were far from finished and Ryou had to do what he said…he didn't have a choice anymore the man practically owned him body and mind.

~End Flashback~

"I…I never meant to hurt you Niisan." Ryou said softly

"I know, it's okay you're better now anyway we got through all this." Bakura said giving him a reassuring squeeze as he continued.

"One night the guy allowed others to use Ryou as well, and hurt him pretty badly. I had stopped going to the club to pick Ryou up afterward it was hard to deal with on my part seeing my reduced to some ones toy so I didn't bother with it. He called me though, and he sounded in trouble, so I came." Bakura said softly. "He couldn't even walk and he cried so much, I had to take him to the hospital and I had him tested for any and every disease he might have and thankfully they came back all negative but unfortunately they couldn't trace anyone that had done it too him because there were too many…there was no way to distinguish anyone so I told them it was all right and not to worry about it." Bakura sighed "I knew who's fault it really was and I went back to that club and found that bastard…he was bragging about Ryou calling him every vulgar thing you could think of and I made him pay for what he said about you Ryou." Bakura said hugging his little brother strongly.

Ryou scoffed. "You know as well as I do that during that time he had every right to say it…you weren't there Bakura it didn't happen to you. And as much as I hate myself, for it I let him do that to me, and the others…for the drug and just to feel again, I was so desperate for it and reliant upon it I would allow it. I would beg for it even." Ryou said softly wanting to cry over how incredibly pathetic he was.

"It's okay little one." Marik said hugging him along with Bakura.

"Besides Ototo, you admitted you needed help and we set you straight in a year's time, no drugs, no late night club fiascoes…you were back to your old happy self." Bakura said smiling at him.

Ryou frowned "I'm back at square one if you didn't realize, I just don't have to sleep with the supplier." Ryou said bitterly making both Bakura and Marik frown as they looked at each other.

"It will get better my brother, you just need time is all…to heal." Bakura said rubbing his back soothingly.

"I'm not so sure…" Ryou said trailing off burying his head in Bakura's shoulder as Marik and Bakura looked at each other concerned but allowed the younger boy to cry himself to sleep, but tomorrow they would change things for him, they would make him happy again if it killed them.

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