Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction ❯ Blades and Blood Petals ❯ Taking Over Me ( Chapter 3 )

Taking Over Me

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Summary: ok this is the sequel to Un-Break My Heart, here by request. Thanks for the reviews! ^_^ I feel so special people read my fics! Ok storyline time: Kurama was in his classroom when an earthquake hit and he severely hurt his head when some of the ceiling fell on him. Now he's better, but he can't remember a thing, not even Hiei. Now Hiei must find a way to make him remember their love.

::thoughts::

// dreams //

Hiei paced around the room nervously. ::the doctors say he doesn't remember anything, but how is that possible? How can he forget EVERYTHING? If he forgot everything then he forgot me! How could this be happening? He said he'd never leave me! He might not be leaving me physically but if he's forgotten about our love then he has left me!:: Downstairs he heard a key being put into a lock, turn, then the front door opening. Peeping out from the doorway to Kurama's room he watched as Shiori and her son walk in. Kurama looked around as a young child would if he were in a brand new toy store. :: Kuso he has forgotten everything::

"Excuse me ma'am but where are we?"

"We are home. And I am your mother, Minamono Shiori. Do you remember what your name is?"

"Gomen nasai I'm afraid I do not," Kurama said with a faint, embarrassed blush spreading across his smooth cheeks.

"You are my son, Minamon Shuichi. I do believe you're friends call you Kurama though I don't know why. One of them is here right now in fact. Hiei-san!" she called upstairs.

"We're here! Come on down and introduce yourself to Shuichi!"

Hesitating, the small fire demon shuffled out of Kurama's room, his heart fluttering madly. ::maybe by some miracle he will remember me:: Walking down the stairs, he had to repress the urge to run full speed to his love and throw his small arms around him and kiss him for hours. He entered the living room, where Kurama and his mother were.

"Ah there you are Hiei. Shuichi, this is your good friend Hiei. Do you remember Hiei?" Shiori questioned.

Kurama furrowed his eyebrows, obviously trying to remember. "Gomen nasai Hiei-san, I'm afraid I do not remember you. But you do seem very familiar."

Hiei's heart stopped. The world around him seemed to go black. Kurama didn't remember him at all. Except for him seeming `familiar'. He looked over franticly at Shiori, who found out about his relationship with her son two months ago. Since then he had been part of the family. She understood and said

"Shuichi dear, why don't you and Hiei go up to your room? Then you two can catch up on things. I have to go to work so I expect the house intact when I get back."

Hiei smirked at her joke. Kurama looked confused. " Why would the house not be intact when you get back?"

Hiei grabbed his arm. " C'mon fox, lets go talk."

Kurama just looked more confused. "Fox?"

Hiei sighed. "Just c'mon."

Once they arrived at Kurama's room, Hiei sat Kurama on the bed and stood directly in front of him.

"You honestly don't remember me at all? All the fun things we've done?" he questioned.

Kurama looked saddened. "I'm sorry I honestly don't remember you. Would you please tell me everything about yourself? Do I have other friends? What is my life like? How do I act? Why can't I remember anything?"

Hiei looked out the window and sighed. ::Maybe it would be better if he didn't know we were lovers. Who knows he will react if he knew.::

"We….we are best friends. We have two other best friends, Urimeshi Yusuke and Kazuma Kuwabara. We are part of a detective agency, but your mother doesn't know that. We'll go see Yusuke and Kuwabara later." he said trying his best to mask the growing sadness in his heart.

You don't remember me but I remember you

I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you

But who can decide what they dream?

And dream I do..

Kurama frowned again. ::Hiei. That name seems so familiar, why can't I remember it?:: He grabbed his head in his frustration. Hiei was suddenly by his side putting his hand on his shoulder.

"What's wrong? Are you alright?"

Kurama looked at him, his forest green eyes glittering. "I am fine. I'm just so frustrated! I can't remember you, yet your name is nagging at my head, as though I should remember you above everything else. But I can't! I want to remember so badly but I can't!" With that final statement he broke down into tears on his bed. Hiei, not wanting to give away his love for him, could only sit next to him helplessly and pat him on the shoulder.

After a few moments the red head fell asleep and fell with his head on Hiei's lap. Softly stroking his lover's hair, he whispered to no one in particular, "What will become of us now? Will you ever remember our feelings for one another? I suppose you will remember eventually, but what then? You are different now. Will you accept it and return it to me as you did before? Or will you turn away, and leave me on my own again in this cruel world? If you should abandon me I do not think I will be able to live. I've grown so dependent on your love, fox, what will I ever do without it? I would give up my life without hesitation just so that you would be happy. Kurama, I love you."

With that final statement he began to softly weep, tears falling down his face, hardening into black tear gems, and then falling silently onto the bed.

I believe in you

I'll give up everything just to find you

I have to be with you

To live to breath

You're taking over me

Kurama began to turn in his sleep, troubled by a disturbing dream. Hiei looked down, his blood red eyes still brimming with tears. Seeing his love's troubled face, he bent down and softly whispered into his ear.

" Shhh. Don't be afraid. I'm still here. I'll always be here. Please remember this, even if it is the only thing that you will ever remember. Please, remember that I love you, and that I will always love you. I will never leave you, just as you promised you would never leave me. I will always be with you, till death do us part."

Kurama ceased his turning and a look of peace came over his features. Suddenly an alien sound entered the room. Hiei, looking up, saw that the radio had somehow turned itself on, and it was playing a sad song about forgotten love. :: Hn, how ironic. Even fate is laughing its cruel laugh at me.:: Hiei thought bitterly as he listened to the equally bitter words of the song which depicted so well the remorse that he felt in his heart.

Have you forgotten all I know

And all we had?

You saw me mourning my love for you

And touched my hand

I knew you loved me then

//He was standing alone on a rainy night in a park. He saw someone with red hair slowly walking. Quickly walking over to them he tried to and ask them where he was, but when he put his hand on their shoulder it slipped clean through them. :: What the hell is happening? Am I a ghost?:: Kurama wondered. Suddenly the person slammed his fist into a tree beside him, and began to speak, and Kurama was shocked when he heard that it was his own voice speaking.

"Why? Why does the one person I've ever loved hate me? Why was I so stupid to believe that he would love me? Why? Why?"

Kurama watched as the other him sank to his knees and wept. He then saw black, tear shaped pebbles come raining down from the tree that his twin had just punched. One hit his double. He looked at it, as if not knowing what it was, then suddenly his eyes widened and he looked up in the tree to see a boy with black hair that stood straight up and red eyes weeping as well in the tree. Kurama's own eyes widened. ::Hiei? What is he doing here? And how is he crying those strange pebbles?:: His double began to climb the tree, and in a few moments he was beside the dark boy, and had gently put his arm around him, just as Hiei had done when he was crying.

Hiei finally spoke after a few moments. "Why fox? Why me? You could have any person in any of the three worlds but you picked me, the Forbidden Child. Why?"

His double spoke in response. "Because I love you for you, not what you are called."

Hiei began to cry those strange pebbles again, and Kurama's double hugged him. Suddenly the storm departed, revealing pale moonlight. His double spoke again. "Hiei, don't run from your own heart. If you truly don't love me then I will leave. But if you do love me as I believe you do, then please tell me. Without you I just can't go on.

Hiei looked up. "A…ai shiteru," he whispered softly, and leaned forward and kissed Kurama's double.

After a moment he broke off the kiss and said, "I don't know what to do Kurama. For the first time I'm afraid for someone other than Yukina."

His double pulled him close. "I won't ever leave you Hiei. I promise. I'll never leave you."

Suddenly the vision swirled away.

I believe in you

I'll give up everything just to find you

I have to be with you

To live to breath

You're taking over me

//Suddenly more visions swirled in front of Kurama, mostly depicting himself and Hiei, though some depicted a tall orange haired boy who had a pushed in face, and a shorter, black haired boy who's hair was gelled up. He saw himself fighting a giant stone creature using a whip made from the stem of a rose. He saw himself fight a strange man with long black hair, only half of the time he was taller, with silver hair and a fox tail and ears. He then saw Hiei fight a tall man with blue hair, who he defeated by absorbing a gigantic black dragon. He then saw himself and Hiei strolling down the same park he had seen before, talking about nothing in particular, and every once in a while they'd exchange loving looks.

Kurama grabbed his head and fell to his knees. ::What is all of this? Are these, are these my memories?::

Suddenly he heard a soft voice comforting him. "Shh. Don't be afraid. I'm still here. I'll always be here. Please remember this, even if it is the only thing that you will ever remember. Please, remember that I love you, and that I will always love you. I will never leave you, just as you promised you would never leave me. I will always be with you, till death do us part."

He looked around to see the source of the voice. He saw no one. He was still alone, yet that soft voice made him feel safe. He looked to his right, and saw a lone mirror. He walked over to it, and looked into it. He saw himself, then suddenly he saw the face of Hiei standing beside him and put his hand on his shoulder.

"I love you, fox. I always will."

Kurama turned to the smaller boy, and discovered that he was gone. He slowly sank to the ground. "I love you too Hiei. All I want is to be with you for the rest of my life."

Slowly, he fell asleep once again.//

I look in the mirror and see your face

If I look deep enough

So many things inside that are just like

You are taking over me

Kurama slowly opened his eyes to see Hiei bent over him with his eyes closed. Looking around he saw black hiruseki stones littering his bed. He reached up to touch his lover's face. Hiei's eyes snapped open to see Kurama smiling slightly. Kurama slowly sat up and sat facing Hiei.

"I remember now."

That was all he had to say for Hiei's eyes to brim once again with happy tears. Bursting into tears of joy, he embraced his lover, sobbing into his chest. Kurama closed his eyes has he softly laid his head atop Hiei's, taking in the sweet scent of his lover's hair.

After a moment he spoke again. " I promised I would never leave you Hiei. And I never will. I love you, and I always will."

With that said he gently pulled Hiei's chin up so he was looking up at him, and slowly kissed him.

I believe in you

I'll give up everything just to find you

I have to be with you

To live to breath

You're taking over me

After a moment Kurama broke off the kiss, and hugged Hiei tightly to his chest. Hiei closed his eyes as a look of bliss enveloped his features.

"I love you fox."

Kurama looked down at his lover. "I love you too Hiei."

Hiei sighed in content, and fell asleep in his lover's arms. After a moment Kurama followed him.

I believe in you

I'll give up everything just to find you

I have to be with you

To live to breath

You're taking over me

An hour later Shiori walked into the room to see her son and Hiei fast asleep in each other's arms. ::So they really do love each other. Good, finally Shuichi has someone to look after him after I'm gone.:: Smiling, she softly closed the door behind her. The two lovers slept on, oblivious of the human woman who had just left the room, carrying a doctor's note in her hand.

Darkdemonchild: ^_^ isn't that cute. Muhhahahahaha now I have leverage for another sequel! Maybe I'll have a whole series or something. Hehehehehehehe. Ok I must remember to never have German Christmas cookies again. ^_^ as always, please please PLEASE review! ^_~