Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction ❯ Conscience ❯ The Conscience of a Loner ( Chapter 1 )
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By: Otaku Freak Kiken 
The conscience speaks!
Anime/Manga: Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 01.31.2004 | Pages: 1 | Words: 886 | Visits: 275 | Status: Completed
The conscience speaks!
Anime/Manga: Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 01.31.2004 | Pages: 1 | Words: 886 | Visits: 275 | Status: Completed
Conscience
By Otaku Freak Kiken
Go away... Leave me alone. You never counseled me before, but why do you beg me for guidance now? Heh, I mean nothing to you... Never have, never will, but I seem to be your cushion to fall back on. Why?
I’ve been stone cold since you were born. Never warm or temperate, only frozen to the core with loneliness. Depression. What a common emotion within me. You’ve always been like this. A loner. No one’s companion. Only an acquaintance. Possibly your family member and your so-called “friend” kept you thriving, and the little help from the others made it worthwhile, I suppose.
Arrogance. Why do you hold onto your pride so dearly? It serves you no good if you use it as a tool of destruction. Destruction. There’s another point. You destroy whatever and whoever you can for... FUN... The disturbing part of that whole thing is you ENJOY it, almost like it’s your life. I find it revolting, but, like I said before, you’ve never listened to me anyway, so why should you now?
You feel desperate. I wouldn’t blame you. After all those trials in your life, I’m surprised you’re still alive. Don’t let this last issue pull you further down. Even if YOU don’t care, someone else does. Yes, other people have feelings towards you, maybe you’ve noticed. Don’t feel so alone.
If you do this to yourself, it’s just going to make it harder on the others. You know that. So what if you have nothing to live for, according to your beliefs? Live for the ones who love you! Who need you! They’re counting on you! They believe in what you can do, in what you can succeed in! Listen to me now! They’re always there for you, like I am! Trust me, I know...
So what if Yukina is angry? It was the right thing to do to tell her! She still loves you! She is only mad because you waited so long, and for all the things you’ve done. Anyone would be mad for those reasons. If you do this, she’s definitely not going to be happy.
It doesn’t matter if Kurama has been ignoring you lately. He’s got a lot on his mind. Everyone does. If he’s a true friend, like I’ve told you countless times, he’ll come around and acknowledge you again. In due time. Don’t worry, this’ll pass.
Yusuke isn’t annoyed by you! He’s just joking with you. Loosen up a little, because he’s the kidding type. You’re just fun to pick on, that’s all. You’re too easy. If you let this get to you, you need to chill out a little. He needs his space right now, though... Grieving over Genkai is still overwhelming him at this moment.
Kuwabara isn’t always stupid. He can be a good guy, if you give him a chance. I know you’re protective of your sister, but he’s not going to harm her. I know you’ll, without doubt, avenge her if he does... But I highly doubt anything will come upon her. Calm down.
I know Koenma is expecting a lot out of everyone now, but it isn’t as bad as you think. Even if a team member dies, the team is STILL a TEAM. Working together, you can still defeat whoever you need to. Keep your faith in them... you’ll need them whether you like it or not.
Depend on them. They depend on you. If you don’t know how, LEARN. It’s a trait in life that is vital. Dependence on other living beings. Ningen or not, if you learn this, you’ll do much better.
You still want to do this, huh? Why? I just explain to you why you shouldn’t. Please, put the katana away... This isn’t the answer. Everyone’s going to hate you for this, I hope you know! I’m going to diminish! I’ll cease to exist!
I can’t stop you. It’s your choice. I can only watch. Only a bystander, an onlooker of your whole life. Go ahead, if you like. I won’t do anything. Into the back of your mind I’ll go, as always, awaiting your change of mind before you do something foolish. Goodbye. I wish you would have listened. I’m sorry for you... So-long, friend. Adieu, Hiei...
Hello-ses! I haven’t written for a while, so this is the newest update! Please tell me what you think! I know this isn’t that long, but oh well. The next chapter is in the process of being written as you read this, so don’t worry, if you were wondering what happens next. This is just something I thought of off the top of my muddled mind. I found it interesting. What do you guys think?
By Otaku Freak Kiken
Go away... Leave me alone. You never counseled me before, but why do you beg me for guidance now? Heh, I mean nothing to you... Never have, never will, but I seem to be your cushion to fall back on. Why?
I’ve been stone cold since you were born. Never warm or temperate, only frozen to the core with loneliness. Depression. What a common emotion within me. You’ve always been like this. A loner. No one’s companion. Only an acquaintance. Possibly your family member and your so-called “friend” kept you thriving, and the little help from the others made it worthwhile, I suppose.
Arrogance. Why do you hold onto your pride so dearly? It serves you no good if you use it as a tool of destruction. Destruction. There’s another point. You destroy whatever and whoever you can for... FUN... The disturbing part of that whole thing is you ENJOY it, almost like it’s your life. I find it revolting, but, like I said before, you’ve never listened to me anyway, so why should you now?
You feel desperate. I wouldn’t blame you. After all those trials in your life, I’m surprised you’re still alive. Don’t let this last issue pull you further down. Even if YOU don’t care, someone else does. Yes, other people have feelings towards you, maybe you’ve noticed. Don’t feel so alone.
If you do this to yourself, it’s just going to make it harder on the others. You know that. So what if you have nothing to live for, according to your beliefs? Live for the ones who love you! Who need you! They’re counting on you! They believe in what you can do, in what you can succeed in! Listen to me now! They’re always there for you, like I am! Trust me, I know...
So what if Yukina is angry? It was the right thing to do to tell her! She still loves you! She is only mad because you waited so long, and for all the things you’ve done. Anyone would be mad for those reasons. If you do this, she’s definitely not going to be happy.
It doesn’t matter if Kurama has been ignoring you lately. He’s got a lot on his mind. Everyone does. If he’s a true friend, like I’ve told you countless times, he’ll come around and acknowledge you again. In due time. Don’t worry, this’ll pass.
Yusuke isn’t annoyed by you! He’s just joking with you. Loosen up a little, because he’s the kidding type. You’re just fun to pick on, that’s all. You’re too easy. If you let this get to you, you need to chill out a little. He needs his space right now, though... Grieving over Genkai is still overwhelming him at this moment.
Kuwabara isn’t always stupid. He can be a good guy, if you give him a chance. I know you’re protective of your sister, but he’s not going to harm her. I know you’ll, without doubt, avenge her if he does... But I highly doubt anything will come upon her. Calm down.
I know Koenma is expecting a lot out of everyone now, but it isn’t as bad as you think. Even if a team member dies, the team is STILL a TEAM. Working together, you can still defeat whoever you need to. Keep your faith in them... you’ll need them whether you like it or not.
Depend on them. They depend on you. If you don’t know how, LEARN. It’s a trait in life that is vital. Dependence on other living beings. Ningen or not, if you learn this, you’ll do much better.
You still want to do this, huh? Why? I just explain to you why you shouldn’t. Please, put the katana away... This isn’t the answer. Everyone’s going to hate you for this, I hope you know! I’m going to diminish! I’ll cease to exist!
I can’t stop you. It’s your choice. I can only watch. Only a bystander, an onlooker of your whole life. Go ahead, if you like. I won’t do anything. Into the back of your mind I’ll go, as always, awaiting your change of mind before you do something foolish. Goodbye. I wish you would have listened. I’m sorry for you... So-long, friend. Adieu, Hiei...
Hello-ses! I haven’t written for a while, so this is the newest update! Please tell me what you think! I know this isn’t that long, but oh well. The next chapter is in the process of being written as you read this, so don’t worry, if you were wondering what happens next. This is just something I thought of off the top of my muddled mind. I found it interesting. What do you guys think?