Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction ❯ Hiei's Mistake ❯ Chapter 2
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By: dragonfoxloversforever 
Anime/Manga: Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst / Hentai | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 11.21.2003 | Pages: 2 | Words: 1.9K | Visits: 788 | Status: Work In Progress
Anime/Manga: Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst / Hentai | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 11.21.2003 | Pages: 2 | Words: 1.9K | Visits: 788 | Status: Work In Progress
Still puzzled by Hiei’s strange departure, Yusuke went back to the waiting room. Keiko, her eyes still filled with unshed tears, walked over to him. She wrapped her arms around her husband- oddly enough though, it made him uncomfortable. He gently pulled away from her.
" Keiko...I need to talk to Kuwa," he said, carefully choosing his words, and walked over to his friend.
Kuwabara was holding his girlfriend, Yukina. The ice maiden was obviously still upset that Kurama had been run over.
Seeing this he decided not to bother them and to go see his other friend. Even if Kurama didn’t want to see him, he felt bad and wanted to patch things up.
After all-it was only sex. Hiei and him felt nothing for each other. It was just something fun to do while their partners were at work.
The smell of the hospital hit him full force, causing him to sneeze. He walked down the hall to the room where Kurama was resting. He shook his head and pushed open the door.
On the bed Kurama was sleeping- both of his green eyes were closed. Just looking at him made Yusuke sad and even guiltier. After all-he hadn’t known that Kurama was going to be home so soon.
With a sigh and a heavy heart he went and sat down next to the bed. His brown-eyed gaze looked at his friend’s angelic features.
" I’m sorry, Kurama," he said solemnly to the other boy, trying to express all of his regret in that one small statement.
Green eyes snapped open. They were unusually cold and harsh. Kurama's mouth was set in a snarl. He looks like he’s looking at an enemy! Yusuke thought.
" Get out now,” Kurama said to him, his voice colder than ice.
" Kurama..."
" Now, or I will kill you," He said, cold anger making its way through his voice.
" Kami-Sama! Just listen to me, okay?" Yusuke begged, “Hiei loves you!”
" Oh- Yeah right. So that’s why you two were fucking like animals in our apartment!!" he said, getting out of the bed.
Keiko had gone to look for Yusuke when she heard Kurama yelling. She opened the door to find out why.
Kurama-san was out of his bed. He ripped the IV cords out of his arm and glared at Yusuke. But why?
Yusuke was just standing there looking mad and-guilty?
" I hate you both!!!” he screamed at Yusuke, “ Hiei is MY mate!!! MINE!! I do NOT share!! Now I even look at him, or you!! All I can see and hear is your moans and your legs wrapped around his body! Yusuke, for the last and final time- leave so I don’t have to kill you!!" Contradicting his words, tears were streaming down his cheeks.
" Whatever Kurama. When you are ready to listen you know where I live." Yusuke responded coolly, dismissing the outburst with little more than a shrug.
She stood there listening to everything that was said. Hiei and Yusuke? No- she must have heard wrong.
…Or Kurama did not see what he thought he did. Yusuke would never cheat on her. Not with Hiei. Not with anyone…
She then left and found the others out in the waiting room. She told everyone that they should go home and that she and Yusuke would be leaving shortly. Kurama needed rest and time to heal.
She watched as everyone left. Then Yusuke came up to her. He placed one hand on her shoulder. She looked up at him to be rewarded with a smile. It was this same smile that she fell in love with. Then she chose not to mention what she heard. She would forget it.
She knew that he loved her and that was all that mattered.
~~~ In the room~~~
The doctor came in and looked him over again. Kurama just wanted to leave. He wanted space and time to think. He felt so alone. Like the ground was missing and he was free falling into nothingness.
At the doctor’s permission he signed the papers and was released. He got dressed and left. He made his way outside. The air was chilly and all it did was make the pain in his chest grow.
Hands in his pockets, he made his way home. The home where he had spent
ten wonderful months- the best of his life.
Tears made their way down his face, but he paid them no mind.
He climbed the stairs slowly, his head hung low. Unlocking his front door he made his way inside- greeted by thick, painful silence.
The tears fell faster, now like rain in a typhoon.
Looking around, he saw a small knapsack by the trash. Curious, he picked it up and made his way to the couch.
As he went through it, he noticed that it contained all of the clothing Hiei had for his time in the Ningenkai, as well as some other personal items- the bottle of cologne he sometimes wore and some other odds and ends. Kurama grabbed Hiei’s favorite ningen shirt- a blue muscle shirt- and clutched it. Tears went through his body and he buried his face in it.
It felt like Hiei had died. No- worse because Hiei had not only betrayed him, but had thrown out all of his Ningenkai possessions- indicating he obviously wouldn’t return.
Kurama cried himself to sleep, lost in the pain of the events of the day.
The next morning, Kurama woke up to nothingness. He felt like a part of him was missing. Hiei… his body called, but his mind refused to admit it.
He had to work today but called in sick. The last thing he wanted was to see anyone. Still holding Hiei’s shirt he went and poured some water for himself. He looked down at the shirt in his hand and tears started again, causing him to drop the glass.
The fox fell to the ground in pain. His eyes landed on the table and he was
taken back in time- back to when his world was right.
~~~Flash back~~~
Kurama came in from work. He back hurt and he wanted to take a bath. He missed Hiei but hopefully soon his firefly would be home.
As soon as he took off his shoes a hand grabbed him. Shocked green met calm ruby and a smile formed on Kurama's face. Both men wrapped their arms around the other. It felt so good to be held in those strong arms. The whole day went away and all he thought of was the man in his arms.
Kurama bent down to kiss his mate. Hiei met him half way and they gave each other a long passion filled kiss. Tongues rubbed, licked, and caressed the other’s mouth. They kissed till both needed air.
" How long are you home for?" he asked the shorter man.
" Till she calls me fox,” he said, pulling the other back down for another kiss.
Kurama picked him up and felt those strong legs wrap around him.
Hiei broke the kiss and started to kiss his fox’s skin. Nothing in all three worlds tasted as good as him- not even sweet snow. How he missed this crazy, oversexed fox. One hand then went to start undoing buttons.
Kurama moaned as he felt Hiei kissing his neck. He looked around for a place to set his most treasured prize down at. He then went to the table that was the closest thing.
Kurama was shocked when Hiei got down off him and ripped of his clothing.
Soon both where naked and kissing again. Kurama felt Hiei's erection rubbing against his.
Hiei moved his hips so that their manhood’s would rub and make friction. He let out a moan as he bit his fox’s neck, leaving two small punctures from his fangs.
Kurama's hands were rubbing Hiei's back and he was moaning at the feel of his small lover on him. Although Hiei was light- barely 85 pounds- his weight on aroused skin was very erotic.
Hiei lifted his right hand and placed two fingers near Kurama's mouth.
" Suck," he commanded.
Kurama obeyed and sucked on the fingers, loving the taste and feel of those long, skinny fingers.
Hiei closed his red eyes and moaned. How can just that feel so good? He was still making sure to move his hips. It still scared him how mush he loved and needed this man. Never in his life had he needed anyone.
He removed his fingers and stuck them in his fox’s hole, stretching it out. Soon he felt the fox was ready and in one thrust Hiei sheathed himself inside Kurama. He moaned and clutched Kurama's hips.
Damn it feels good. Hiei thought.
Kurama started to move, singling he was ready. They both then got lost in the feel of the other. Only feeling, tasting and caring about the other. Hearts, souls, and bodies were one- reaching their climaxes and soaring higher than that fiery girl from the Reikai ever could.
~~~end of flash back~~
Kurama clutched his chest and wept. He cried till he felt wore out and it hurt to cry anymore. He slowly got up, stepping on the broken glass but not really caring.
He got out a bottle of wine, he had been saving- for their anniversary. He then began to drink down the whole bottle.
As he drunk, he made his way to their- no- his room. But then, he saw a piece of paper folded on his pillow and went to look at it.
As he picked it up, another, smaller paper fell from the inside of one of the folds. Kurama bent down to pick it up, but choked as soon as he saw it.
It was Hiei’s favorite picture- one of himself and Hiei at the beach from five months ago. This was the only picture he had ever smiled in. He knew without looking what was on the back- the kanji’s for ‘Ai shiteru.’ I love you.
Kurama fell to his knees, dropping the photo onto the bed and fighting back more tears. After a few minutes, he recovered enough to look at the note.
Kurama opened the note and read the message. As he read, his eyes softened and tears began to fall again. As he read the last words, he rested his head in his arms and sobbed, a terrible pain tearing at his already battered heart.
What have I done?
" Keiko...I need to talk to Kuwa," he said, carefully choosing his words, and walked over to his friend.
Kuwabara was holding his girlfriend, Yukina. The ice maiden was obviously still upset that Kurama had been run over.
Seeing this he decided not to bother them and to go see his other friend. Even if Kurama didn’t want to see him, he felt bad and wanted to patch things up.
After all-it was only sex. Hiei and him felt nothing for each other. It was just something fun to do while their partners were at work.
The smell of the hospital hit him full force, causing him to sneeze. He walked down the hall to the room where Kurama was resting. He shook his head and pushed open the door.
On the bed Kurama was sleeping- both of his green eyes were closed. Just looking at him made Yusuke sad and even guiltier. After all-he hadn’t known that Kurama was going to be home so soon.
With a sigh and a heavy heart he went and sat down next to the bed. His brown-eyed gaze looked at his friend’s angelic features.
" I’m sorry, Kurama," he said solemnly to the other boy, trying to express all of his regret in that one small statement.
Green eyes snapped open. They were unusually cold and harsh. Kurama's mouth was set in a snarl. He looks like he’s looking at an enemy! Yusuke thought.
" Get out now,” Kurama said to him, his voice colder than ice.
" Kurama..."
" Now, or I will kill you," He said, cold anger making its way through his voice.
" Kami-Sama! Just listen to me, okay?" Yusuke begged, “Hiei loves you!”
" Oh- Yeah right. So that’s why you two were fucking like animals in our apartment!!" he said, getting out of the bed.
Keiko had gone to look for Yusuke when she heard Kurama yelling. She opened the door to find out why.
Kurama-san was out of his bed. He ripped the IV cords out of his arm and glared at Yusuke. But why?
Yusuke was just standing there looking mad and-guilty?
" I hate you both!!!” he screamed at Yusuke, “ Hiei is MY mate!!! MINE!! I do NOT share!! Now I even look at him, or you!! All I can see and hear is your moans and your legs wrapped around his body! Yusuke, for the last and final time- leave so I don’t have to kill you!!" Contradicting his words, tears were streaming down his cheeks.
" Whatever Kurama. When you are ready to listen you know where I live." Yusuke responded coolly, dismissing the outburst with little more than a shrug.
She stood there listening to everything that was said. Hiei and Yusuke? No- she must have heard wrong.
…Or Kurama did not see what he thought he did. Yusuke would never cheat on her. Not with Hiei. Not with anyone…
She then left and found the others out in the waiting room. She told everyone that they should go home and that she and Yusuke would be leaving shortly. Kurama needed rest and time to heal.
She watched as everyone left. Then Yusuke came up to her. He placed one hand on her shoulder. She looked up at him to be rewarded with a smile. It was this same smile that she fell in love with. Then she chose not to mention what she heard. She would forget it.
She knew that he loved her and that was all that mattered.
~~~ In the room~~~
The doctor came in and looked him over again. Kurama just wanted to leave. He wanted space and time to think. He felt so alone. Like the ground was missing and he was free falling into nothingness.
At the doctor’s permission he signed the papers and was released. He got dressed and left. He made his way outside. The air was chilly and all it did was make the pain in his chest grow.
Hands in his pockets, he made his way home. The home where he had spent
ten wonderful months- the best of his life.
Tears made their way down his face, but he paid them no mind.
He climbed the stairs slowly, his head hung low. Unlocking his front door he made his way inside- greeted by thick, painful silence.
The tears fell faster, now like rain in a typhoon.
Looking around, he saw a small knapsack by the trash. Curious, he picked it up and made his way to the couch.
As he went through it, he noticed that it contained all of the clothing Hiei had for his time in the Ningenkai, as well as some other personal items- the bottle of cologne he sometimes wore and some other odds and ends. Kurama grabbed Hiei’s favorite ningen shirt- a blue muscle shirt- and clutched it. Tears went through his body and he buried his face in it.
It felt like Hiei had died. No- worse because Hiei had not only betrayed him, but had thrown out all of his Ningenkai possessions- indicating he obviously wouldn’t return.
Kurama cried himself to sleep, lost in the pain of the events of the day.
The next morning, Kurama woke up to nothingness. He felt like a part of him was missing. Hiei… his body called, but his mind refused to admit it.
He had to work today but called in sick. The last thing he wanted was to see anyone. Still holding Hiei’s shirt he went and poured some water for himself. He looked down at the shirt in his hand and tears started again, causing him to drop the glass.
The fox fell to the ground in pain. His eyes landed on the table and he was
taken back in time- back to when his world was right.
~~~Flash back~~~
Kurama came in from work. He back hurt and he wanted to take a bath. He missed Hiei but hopefully soon his firefly would be home.
As soon as he took off his shoes a hand grabbed him. Shocked green met calm ruby and a smile formed on Kurama's face. Both men wrapped their arms around the other. It felt so good to be held in those strong arms. The whole day went away and all he thought of was the man in his arms.
Kurama bent down to kiss his mate. Hiei met him half way and they gave each other a long passion filled kiss. Tongues rubbed, licked, and caressed the other’s mouth. They kissed till both needed air.
" How long are you home for?" he asked the shorter man.
" Till she calls me fox,” he said, pulling the other back down for another kiss.
Kurama picked him up and felt those strong legs wrap around him.
Hiei broke the kiss and started to kiss his fox’s skin. Nothing in all three worlds tasted as good as him- not even sweet snow. How he missed this crazy, oversexed fox. One hand then went to start undoing buttons.
Kurama moaned as he felt Hiei kissing his neck. He looked around for a place to set his most treasured prize down at. He then went to the table that was the closest thing.
Kurama was shocked when Hiei got down off him and ripped of his clothing.
Soon both where naked and kissing again. Kurama felt Hiei's erection rubbing against his.
Hiei moved his hips so that their manhood’s would rub and make friction. He let out a moan as he bit his fox’s neck, leaving two small punctures from his fangs.
Kurama's hands were rubbing Hiei's back and he was moaning at the feel of his small lover on him. Although Hiei was light- barely 85 pounds- his weight on aroused skin was very erotic.
Hiei lifted his right hand and placed two fingers near Kurama's mouth.
" Suck," he commanded.
Kurama obeyed and sucked on the fingers, loving the taste and feel of those long, skinny fingers.
Hiei closed his red eyes and moaned. How can just that feel so good? He was still making sure to move his hips. It still scared him how mush he loved and needed this man. Never in his life had he needed anyone.
He removed his fingers and stuck them in his fox’s hole, stretching it out. Soon he felt the fox was ready and in one thrust Hiei sheathed himself inside Kurama. He moaned and clutched Kurama's hips.
Damn it feels good. Hiei thought.
Kurama started to move, singling he was ready. They both then got lost in the feel of the other. Only feeling, tasting and caring about the other. Hearts, souls, and bodies were one- reaching their climaxes and soaring higher than that fiery girl from the Reikai ever could.
~~~end of flash back~~
Kurama clutched his chest and wept. He cried till he felt wore out and it hurt to cry anymore. He slowly got up, stepping on the broken glass but not really caring.
He got out a bottle of wine, he had been saving- for their anniversary. He then began to drink down the whole bottle.
As he drunk, he made his way to their- no- his room. But then, he saw a piece of paper folded on his pillow and went to look at it.
As he picked it up, another, smaller paper fell from the inside of one of the folds. Kurama bent down to pick it up, but choked as soon as he saw it.
It was Hiei’s favorite picture- one of himself and Hiei at the beach from five months ago. This was the only picture he had ever smiled in. He knew without looking what was on the back- the kanji’s for ‘Ai shiteru.’ I love you.
Kurama fell to his knees, dropping the photo onto the bed and fighting back more tears. After a few minutes, he recovered enough to look at the note.
Kurama opened the note and read the message. As he read, his eyes softened and tears began to fall again. As he read the last words, he rested his head in his arms and sobbed, a terrible pain tearing at his already battered heart.
What have I done?