Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction ❯ Hiei's Mistake ❯ Chapter 3
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
What have I done?
This thought raced through the kitsune’s mind. Sadness and hopelessness took over. His greens eyes scanned the note again, tears brimming up and over flowing onto the dried tracks from tears already shed. He had realized something that shattered his world all over again.
He loved Hiei and always would.
Did he really mean what he had said? Is this what he truly wanted? For his once beloved koi to die? Fear and a deep despair flew through his veins.
On the note was a hand-drawn rendering of a fierce, graceful, most beautiful black dragon. It had intense ruby eyes and looked just like a certain Jaganshi the kitsune knew. It had a look of undeniable power. The look that made one think that nothing could ever hurt it. Such a powerful, awesome creature with great depth. But its eyes belied something different… defeat.
In its chest was a single blood red rose, remarkably similar to his own favorite breed. Its stem was piercing the heart of the fierce Black Dragon, causing a slow and painful death. The life blood of the creature already covered the rose.
On the bottom right under the hand drawn picture was a short message. This message sent chills down his spine and sent Kurama into a fit of tears. Just one simple sentence shattered what little was left of his heart. It tore his soul- no his soul was already long gone. For one could never live without it. His was linked to his mate ‘till death.
As you wish
It was written in blood. Hiei's blood to be exact. Kurama soon lost all thought and cried himself to a nightmare filled sleep.
~~~Makai~~~
Hiei was in a tree. His black tear gems littered the ground below him. Once again he found himself alone- utterly alone.
No more hugs, kisses, or a warm body to wrap around on a cold night. He not only lost his lover but his best friend. All because he got caught.
No it was Karma. That had to be it, right? The Forbidden Child could not stay happy and loved. No, he was to die alone. He let out a pain-filled sigh.
The unanswerable question of ‘What comes next?’ filled his mind. Kurama wanted him dead so should he not fulfill his beloved soul-mate’s request?
For he was the one who cheated. He was the one who caused such sadness and hurt to cross his fox’s face.
Red eyes were dimmed by pain. He had grown used to having someone to turn to. He had long ago forgot what to do when alone. He felt so lost. Much like the weak child he once was.
His thoughts kept returning to his red-haired lover. If by dying he would make things right, he would.
For Kurama, he would do anything.
Ai shiteru, my fox… he thought as s fitful sleep claimed him.
~~~Moring in the ninginkai~~
Kurama could barely open his eyes. They both were so swelled form tears and felt so heavy. Much like his heart. His head pounded and his chest hurt. He moved his tounge to lick his lips and found his throat as dry as a dessert.
Frankly, he felt like shit.
Slowly, he dropped the note that was still clutched in his hand but grabbed the picture. He looked at Hiei's unguarded, happy gaze.
How he wished that he was here.
Slowly he took a shower and got ready for class. He left the house in a very uncaring mood. All he wanted was his Hiei.
His cruel eyes landed on lovers as they walked passed him. His eyes filed with tears he thought he could no longer shed. Needless to say that day was a waste at school- it didn’t help that girls kept surrounding him to try and comfort him.
Kurama soon went over everything in his mind. Soon his grief was replaced by bitter anger.
Why should he suffer when he was not the one to sleep around. Angry thoughts entered his mind and he wondered how many other of his so-called ‘friends’ slept with his demon behind his back! Was he, the great Youko Kurama, being laughed at behind closed doors?
Soon a mad, determined fox came home. He went and changed into an increadably sexy outfit.
Smiling, he thought, Why the hell not?
He laughed and walked down the street to a bar nearby, hardening his heart to a certain betraying Jaganshi’s message.
This thought raced through the kitsune’s mind. Sadness and hopelessness took over. His greens eyes scanned the note again, tears brimming up and over flowing onto the dried tracks from tears already shed. He had realized something that shattered his world all over again.
He loved Hiei and always would.
Did he really mean what he had said? Is this what he truly wanted? For his once beloved koi to die? Fear and a deep despair flew through his veins.
On the note was a hand-drawn rendering of a fierce, graceful, most beautiful black dragon. It had intense ruby eyes and looked just like a certain Jaganshi the kitsune knew. It had a look of undeniable power. The look that made one think that nothing could ever hurt it. Such a powerful, awesome creature with great depth. But its eyes belied something different… defeat.
In its chest was a single blood red rose, remarkably similar to his own favorite breed. Its stem was piercing the heart of the fierce Black Dragon, causing a slow and painful death. The life blood of the creature already covered the rose.
On the bottom right under the hand drawn picture was a short message. This message sent chills down his spine and sent Kurama into a fit of tears. Just one simple sentence shattered what little was left of his heart. It tore his soul- no his soul was already long gone. For one could never live without it. His was linked to his mate ‘till death.
As you wish
It was written in blood. Hiei's blood to be exact. Kurama soon lost all thought and cried himself to a nightmare filled sleep.
~~~Makai~~~
Hiei was in a tree. His black tear gems littered the ground below him. Once again he found himself alone- utterly alone.
No more hugs, kisses, or a warm body to wrap around on a cold night. He not only lost his lover but his best friend. All because he got caught.
No it was Karma. That had to be it, right? The Forbidden Child could not stay happy and loved. No, he was to die alone. He let out a pain-filled sigh.
The unanswerable question of ‘What comes next?’ filled his mind. Kurama wanted him dead so should he not fulfill his beloved soul-mate’s request?
For he was the one who cheated. He was the one who caused such sadness and hurt to cross his fox’s face.
Red eyes were dimmed by pain. He had grown used to having someone to turn to. He had long ago forgot what to do when alone. He felt so lost. Much like the weak child he once was.
His thoughts kept returning to his red-haired lover. If by dying he would make things right, he would.
For Kurama, he would do anything.
Ai shiteru, my fox… he thought as s fitful sleep claimed him.
~~~Moring in the ninginkai~~
Kurama could barely open his eyes. They both were so swelled form tears and felt so heavy. Much like his heart. His head pounded and his chest hurt. He moved his tounge to lick his lips and found his throat as dry as a dessert.
Frankly, he felt like shit.
Slowly, he dropped the note that was still clutched in his hand but grabbed the picture. He looked at Hiei's unguarded, happy gaze.
How he wished that he was here.
Slowly he took a shower and got ready for class. He left the house in a very uncaring mood. All he wanted was his Hiei.
His cruel eyes landed on lovers as they walked passed him. His eyes filed with tears he thought he could no longer shed. Needless to say that day was a waste at school- it didn’t help that girls kept surrounding him to try and comfort him.
Kurama soon went over everything in his mind. Soon his grief was replaced by bitter anger.
Why should he suffer when he was not the one to sleep around. Angry thoughts entered his mind and he wondered how many other of his so-called ‘friends’ slept with his demon behind his back! Was he, the great Youko Kurama, being laughed at behind closed doors?
Soon a mad, determined fox came home. He went and changed into an increadably sexy outfit.
Smiling, he thought, Why the hell not?
He laughed and walked down the street to a bar nearby, hardening his heart to a certain betraying Jaganshi’s message.