Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction ❯ If Anyone Falls ❯ Lost ( Chapter 32 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

Another update for those who read my stuff.

Chapter 32-Lost

December 29, 1993 Karu Fire Garden

Botan remained within the circle of fire urns, gaze still transfixed upon the starlit sky, too lost in her thoughts of Kurama to realize she was no longer alone.

Golden eyes focused on ferry girl, the lean form of Atsushi hidden in shadow as he remained still as stone. The man at arms had sensed the faint trace of demon energy within the girl, even as she had tried to hide her own ki from being detected, and followed with silent footsteps. He suppressed his own spiritual energy as he entered the garden then remained in the dark beyond the girl's sight, knowing what it was he had to do. But the ethereal voice of Botan had stopped him in his tracks and he stood, listening intently, mesmerized by the light now visible within the princess. Did the girl have any idea that her power was greatest through her voice? Is that why the youkai had been able to claim her? Because he saw the truth before anyone else? Did he plan to use her for that power? Or did he desire the ferry girl for something more nefarious?

He studied the girl more closely when her voice had died out, noting the look of longing and the sense of great sadness and love within Botan, even as the light began to fade. Doubt began to creep in Atsushi's mind about his mission. There had been no hesitation and no coercion to sing such a song. So was it possible that the demon called Kurama returned such affection without condition and that was why she sang of him? Because he was suffering just as badly as she was? The man at arms shook his head. I must stop doubting my mission. Youkai are evil and must not be allowed to contaminate the bloodline of Reikai.

Botan began to move, heading back down the path that led out of the garden, the spell broken, and Atsushi stalked forward, knowing he could not delay his mission any longer. He whispered a series of chants, a thick mist instantly permeating the entirety of the fire garden, choking out the flickering flames of the glass-like trees and the man at arms sensitive hearing picked up the sound of the deity's steps go silent. He moved forward cautiously, still worried about the threat of discovery when he at last spied the silhouette of Botan and he came to a stop to her left, finding the girl frozen in her spot, completely affected by the paralyzing mist of Atsushi's own design.

The man at arms shifted to stand before Botan, finding her eyes closed and he felt a tinge of regret for what he had to do. I am sorry, my lady, but I cannot disobey my king. Reaching out with a gloved hand, Atsushi gently tugged the fabric of the kimono then night shirt off the female's shoulder. The bonding mark now exposed, the green haired male opened his gloved hand and hovered it over the healed wound. Tendrils of blue light undulated downward, invading the mark and Atsushi made a grabbing motion with his gloved hand and drew it upward is if he were pulling an invisible thread. A sliver of purple light emerged from the center of the mark, surrounded by a column of blue ki and the man at arms let out the breath he'd been holding. So this is what a concentrated form of youki looks like.

With great care, Atsushi wrapped his gloved hand around the purple sliver of ki and closed his eyes. The energy was complex and strong but soon he copied the unique signature and opened his palm, the tendrils of blue guiding the purple light back into the mark where it was absorbed once more. Eyes now open, the man at arms carefully pulled the fabric back up over the girl's shoulder and scooped her into his arms, vanishing from sight to reappear instantly in Botan's room. He lay her upon her bed, leaning down to whisper in a monotone voice. "When you wake up, you will remember nothing... Do you understand?"

"I... understand..." The drugged voice of Botan replied then went silent as Atsushi rose and backed away, disappearing from sight to leave the girl alone to her rest, reappearing outside the king's quarters. He made a fist, lifting it to knock gently at the door, opening it at the sound of his lord's voice,

"You may enter."

Once inside, Atsushi stood at attention as Norio approached and spoke in a low tone.

"It is done then?"

"Yes, my king. I have the information I need and will implement the second and third phase of our plan once we have left for Matsu."

Norio lifted his hand, patting the smaller male on his left shoulder, flashing him a paternal smile. "You've done well, Atsushi," The king lowered his arm back to his side. "Why don't you get some rest, soldier. We will discuss the next phase of the plan when we have left Karu."

Atsushi bowed. "Yes, my lord." Turning, the younger male exited the room and headed down he hall to his own quarters,entering them quietly as he marched over to bed and lay down. He was wore out from the use of his secret ki, knowing his mission was still incomplete and he felt regret for what he had done. Closing his eyes, the man at arms sighed, thoughts of what was to come spinning in his head until sleep claimed him and his mind grew silent.

January 1, 1994 Karu Palace front courtyard

Botan walked with her paternal grandparents down the golden carpet that led to the royal carriage of Matsu. The three of them came to a stop and the two older reigens turned to face their granddaughter.

"It has been a pleasure to get to know you, Mitsuko," Mayumi said with a small smile. "I do hope that you will come to visit us in Matsu soon. Though I understand you wish to return to your duties with Koenma."

"It have enjoyed my time with you grandmother," Botan replied in a gentle tone, not wanting to show how eager she was to return to Ningenkai and Kurama. "I am sure I will visit the capital someday soon."

"When you come to Matsu we will make sure that you are treated well and we'll show you all the things your father created during his time with us."

Botan smiled, knowing from her father's journals of his love of building mechanical devices. "I would like to see what he made, grandfather, and I want to thank you for the journal and the photo albums. I know so much more of my father than I ever knew before."

Norio smiled warmly. "We will talk more of his life when you visit us next time, Mitsuko. For now it is time for goodbyes," He stepped forward, wrapping his arms around the ferry girl, pulling her into a gentle hug, voice full of emotion. "I do love you, child, and I hope you have a good journey."

Botan blinked in surprise at the hug but returned it, feeling the strength of the king's ki, finding it much like her own and some of her reservations melted away. "I love you too, grandfather, and I wish you the same."

Norio pulled back and looked down at his grandchild. "Goodbye, Mitsuko."

Botan watched as the king turned away to open the door to the carriage before helping Mayumi inside as she called out softly, "Goodbye grandfather... goodbye grandmother..."

The king looked at Botan and smiled then shifted his gaze over at Torvald and Avaron, acknowledging them with a farewell nod that was returned by the duke and duchess before entering the carriage and closing the door behind him.

Botan waved goodbye as the carriage pulled off and headed towards the far gate, the caravan following close behind and so she remained until the gate was closed and the silence met her ears. It had been a long week plus with her father's family and though she was glad to have met them, she was more than ready to head south and into Human World.

"Well, that was an interesting week, wasn't it, Botan?" Kasumi asked as the servants turned and began to head back into the palace.

"It was... interesting... and I'm glad I got to meet my father's parents, but now I think it's time I return to Koenma's then back to Ningenkai."

"I understand," Kasumi replied. "So you'll be leaving tonight then?"

"After dinner, yes." The ferry girl answered, walking with her aunt towards the massive engawa. "I don't want to just run off without spending a bit more time with everyone here."

Kasumi smiled. "I am glad to hear it, Botan. I am sure my parents want to send you off properly."

Botan looked over at the lady. "So you're staying here then?"

"For a while," The older female answered, climbing up the steps of the engawa. "It's been so long since I've been in my home province that I find myself longing to remain. The memories here are much more... pleasant than in the south."

The deity understood Kasumi's reasoning, given what Enma had done to her. "I don't blame you for staying, everything is so beautiful here. I wish the south was as bright and wondrous but I think perhaps it was created in a way that no soul would find tempting enough to want to remain in."

Kasumi turned her head, studying the girl with impressed eyes. "Yes, that was my thought as well," she said softly. "And it's also why I wish to remain among the beauty of Karu." The lady shifted her gaze back to the hallway as they entered the palace and the two women went there separate ways until it was time for Botan's departure.

January 1, 1994 Karu Palace Water Garden

"Do you have everything you need with you, Botan?" Kasumi asked as she watched the ferry girl sling a purple backpack over her shoulders.

Botan mentally checked off everything she decided to bring home with her and nodded. "Yep! The rest of my stuff can stay here until I return so for now I should be all set and ready to go!"

"Are you sure you should leave in the dark?" Avaron asked, drawing the ferry girl's attention over to her. "I worry you may have trouble finding the way home."

"I'll be fine," Botan replied with a bright smile. "I have the stars to guide my way and if I run into any trouble, I will turn around and come back to Karu, so you don't have to worry, okay?"

"It will be hard not to worry, granddaughter," Torvald said with serious eyes. "You are all that is left of Mizuki and we do not want to lose you."

Botan met the duke's gaze, voice confident and light. "You will not lose me, grandfather. I'm going home, not running away. I will contact you when I arrive at the southern palace so you know I made it safe."

"Please see that you do," The duke replied then stepped forward to embrace his only grandchild. "I want you to know it was wonderful to have you here, Botan, and I look forward to our next visit. Til then, take care of yourself and know that we love you very much and want you to live a long and happy life. Even if it is far away, you will always be near our hearts, granddaughter."

Botan returned his hug tightly, feeling joy at the support and the love her grandparents held for her. "I had a wonderful time here and I will come back to visit soon. You are in my heart as well and I wish you all the best."

Torvald smiled, loosening his hold, stepping aside as Avaron moved up to hug the ferry girl.

"You are a treasure to us, Botan, never doubt that. Be safe and know we will be waiting to hear from you. Goodbye, my granddaughter."

The younger woman returned the hug, smiling softly when Avaron let go and backed away. "I will be safe. Goodbye grandmother." She turned at the sound of Kasumi's voice, blinking when the lady held out a book for her.

"Give this to Koenma, will you? It holds information he might find useful in the months ahead."

Botan took the proffered book sliding it into the side pocket of her backpack then returned her aunt's hug.

"Goodbye, Botan. You take care when you get to Ningenkai, alright?"

"I will, Aunt Kasumi. Goodbye."

The lady smiled and moved back, allowing the girl room as Botan held out her hand, an oar materializing out of thin air.

The ferry girl slid on sideways, slowly lifting off the ground and into the night sky.

"Goodbye, Botan!" The three nobles called out at once as they waved in farewell.

"Goodbye!" Botan shouted with a smile as she returned their wave then steered the oar around 180 degrees before she sped forward, the land of Karu rapidly fading as she flew off, heading for the southern border of Reikai and the Gate of Judgment.

January 1, 1994 Southern Palace

Botan entered the main building of Koenma's Palace, finding comfort in the familiarity of her surroundings as she followed the hall that led to her cousin's office. She punched in the code, the large doors opening to reveal an empty desk. Of course Koenma was nowhere to be found. It was past his bedtime after all. Sighing, she went over to the desk, pressing the video comm button. The large screen directly opposite from her flared to life and the ferry girl imputed the correct sequence of commands, the face of Abverden appearing and he greeted her in the proper manner.

"Good evening, Miss Botan. We've been expecting to hear from you. I trust all is well?"

Botan understood that her family was probably asleep, though she was a bit disappointed none of them had waited to hear from her in person before heading to bed. "Yes, Abverden, I am fine. I made it safely to the Gate of Judgment and will be resting for the night before traveling to Ningenkai. Will you please let everyone know I'm okay and to not worry over me?"

"Of course, my lady. I will tell them in short order and I wish you a safe journey. Goodnight, Miss Botan."

"Thank you Abverden and goodnight."

The servant gave a bow of his head before the screen went blank.

The ferry girl shut off the screen then turned and exited through the side hall, traversing down the well lit corridor and out into the courtyard. Her eyes fell upon the ever blooming cherry blossom tree and she smiled, walking forward before coming to a stop before the trunk of the tree. Botan reached out, resting her palm against the bark, closing her eyes as she felt the pulse of Kurama's power and heard the joy in the tree's voice as petals fell like rain around her. "It is nice to see you, too." She whispered before moving away and down the pathway that led to ferry girl quarters. Once in her room, Botan slid off the backpack, resting it on the large dresser to her right then shuffled over to her bed. The journey had been long and her body felt weary, though her mind was still active with thoughts of returning to Kurama and it took some time to calm down enough to settle in, falling into the arms of sleep as she dreamt about the kitsune and the life they would share when they were together once more.

January 2, 1994 Minamino Residence late morning

Kurama lay on his bed, a far off look in his eyes as he stared up at the ceiling. His birthday had come and gone, his nights remained alone and the kitsune had yet to hear anything from Botan. The lack of communication hurt deeply, adding to the depression and frustration already festering in his wounded heart. Koishii... why haven't you come back to me? He thoughts were consumed with images of Botan and the time they spent together and the redhead found himself rising, heading over to his acoustic guitar. Kurama lifted it off the rack and shuffled over to the chair at his desk, motions automatic as he sat down. He began to tune the strings by ear then closed his eyes, playing finger style, the sound resonating to match the soft and mournful voice of the fox spirit as he began to sing:

Still...

falling...

breathless and on again...

Inside today...

beside me today...

Around broken in two...

'til your eyes shed into dust...

Like two strangers turning into dust...

'Til my hand shook with the weight of fear...

His features tightened, the sliding along the strings as he changed chords audible and he felt himself shake for a second, reacting to the lyrics as he continued to play, too absorbed in his pain to sense his mother watching him from the hallway.

Shiori had heard the sorrowful sound of her son's voice blending with the melancholy cry of the guitar and her heart hurt for him. She knew Shuichi was missing Botan terribly and that they had not spoken to each other in nearly two months. He never brought up the discussion of their parting, reassuring everyone that he was fine. But you're not fine, son, are you? Despite not understanding Shuichi at times, Shiori well understood heartache and one would have to be completely deaf not to pick up on the mournful sound of her son's voice. Music had always been Shuichi's outlet for expressing his emotion and today was no exception. Yet there was something... deeper going on with him... it was as if he were... fading away... Worry took hold of her heart and features and she made a motion for Kazuya and Suichi to stay in the kitchen, climbing up the stairs to ask him if he was alright only to come to a dead stop at the sight of raw emotions of fear and pain crossing Shuichi's face as his guitar grew muted and his voice took over once again:

I could possibly be fading...

Or have something more to gain...

I could feel myself growing colder...

I could feel myself under your fate...

Under your fate...

It was you... breathless and torn...

I could feel my eyes turning into dust...

And two strangers turning into dust...

Turning into dust...

His fingers slowed, stilling the strings as his eyelids fluttered open, a heartbroken look on his face that quickly vanished when he felt a pair of eyes staring at him. "Hello, mother." He managed to say in an even tone, betraying none of the torment that gripped his heart.

"Hello, Shuichi," Shiori returned, treading carefully as she asked, "Is everything alright?"

"I was just practicing... a new song..." He answered as he stood up to walk over to place his acoustic gently on the rack, his back still to her as he forced his will to silence the cry of pain that wailed in his mind. "I'm sorry if I disturbed you."

"You didn't disturb me, Shuichi," Shiori countered, stepping inside her son's room, a thought crossing her mind as she spoke in a softer tone. "It's just... I know you miss Botan... and I wonder if... if there's something you haven't told me... about the two of you... you didn't... break up did you?"

Kurama blinked at his mother's question as he turned to face her. "No, mother. We love each other as much now as we ever have."

Shiori studied her son. Shuichi was highly intelligent and gifted in the art of conversation. So, it was quite possible he was concealing the truth from her. But something told her that her son believed the words he spoke. And I will not argue with him about it. Still, it didn't feel right to ignore her son's pain. "Your voice was full of sorrow, Shuichi. You are hurting inside... do you want to talk about it?"

The kitsune smiled inwardly. Genuine concern was a maternal trait that human females often displayed for their offspring. And I cannot fault her for that. Because, in truth, he was hurting inside. Kurama let his walls come down a bit, letting her see a bit into his soul. "I... miss her, mother," He admitted, moving to sit down in his desk chair. "When Botan was with me I felt... happy and warm inside. Now she's gone and I feel... sadness and I hurt most of all, here," He whispered, resting his hand over his heart. "I know she will come back to me. But the waiting is... tormenting..."

Shiori listened, her heart hurting for her son. "I understand, Shuichi. To be apart from the one you love is painful. The separation can be agonizing but you are strong, loyal, and devoted to Botan. She would be a fool to not come back to you but I suspect that perhaps she misses you as well."

Kurama nodded slowly at his mother's words, catching sight of movement out of the corner of his eye and his gaze shifted over to the window, snowflakes visible as they lashed against the glass. "I do believe you're right, mother. I will wait forever for her if I have to. But I do think she'll contact me soon."

Shiori saw the distant look in her son's eyes, knowing he was thinking of Botan and needed time to himself. "I think so, too." She turned to exit the room, stopping when Shuichi called out softly,

"I love you, mother... thank you for talking with me. I will try not to worry you as much in the future."

"You are welcome and I love you too, Shuichi. I am your mother so I will always worry over you but I believe everything will work out alright in the end, don't you?"

"I do, mother..."

Shiori smiled. "I'll be downstairs if you need anything, okay?"

"Alright."

The human female exited the room, leaving Kurama alone to this thoughts and he sighed, his mask of reserve slipping as a forlorn look taking its place. He believe the ferry girl would return to him soon but not soon enough for his heart. Botan, where are you love?

January 2, 1994 Southern Palace early afternoon

Night gave way to light as the bright rays of the sun swept over the southern quadrant of Reikai, the warmth slowly pulling Botan into a waking state and she turned her head to her right, studying the alarm clock, bolting up when she saw the time. It's 12:30 already?! I guess I was more tired than I thought! She rose up out of bed and went to her closet, pulling out a pair of light blue jeans, pale blue undergarments, and a lilac turtleneck sweater with matching socks then headed into the bathroom for a shower.

Now cleaned up and dressed, Botan walked over to her backpack, drawing out the book that Kasumi had given her then headed out and down the stairs, smiling and greeting every ferry girl along the way until she at last reached Koenma's office. The deity found the toddler lord at his desk, perusing over an open file, his features a mask of concentration and part of her felt bad for interrupting him. But she didn't want to linger too long in Reikai. I have made Kurama wait long enough for my return as it is. "Good morning, Koenma!" She called out cheerfully, giggling a bit when the spirit prince jumped and snapped his head to the side.

Jr's irritated features shifted into a surprised look as he spoke. "Botan? When did you get here?"

"Last night," She answered as she stepped over to the desk, holding out the book for him to take. "Your mother asked me to give this to you. She said it would help you in your search for your father."

Koenma quirked an eyebrow as he accepted the unassuming book, laying it on the desk near his now closed file. "Thank you, Botan. I'm sure it will but why don't you tell me about your visit to the north. How was Karu?"

The deity filled her cousin in on all the details and Koenma listened intently, his youthful features tightening at the mention of the King and Queen's reaction to Botan's preference for Kurama. "Given what you've told me, I'm surprised they left Matsu to come see you. Are you sure you're alright?"

Botan tilted her head at his response. "Why wouldn't I be?"

"I don't trust anyone from the capital," Koenma admitted as he tapped his fingers against the desk, features thoughtful. "That the king and queen came all the way to see you was good but I worry they won't let you go and do what you want so easily. Which is why I think it's a good thing for you to head to Ningenkai and stay for as long as you want."

Botan smiled. "That was my plan, though I still want to keep my job if I at all possible."

"Of course you can keep your job. I just know that you miss Kurama and I know he must miss you as well, so spend as much time with him as you wish. Your position will remain open until such time as you are ready to return."

"Thank you, Koenma," Botan said with a happy smile. "It means a lot that you would do this for me."

"You're welcome, Botan." Koenma returned. "So when do you plan on leaving?"

"That eager to be rid of me?" She replied in a teasing tone.

Koenma gave a small smile. "No... I just want to make sure you're prepared before you head into Ningenkai."

"Well, I do need to unpack a few things before I leave but most of the stuff I need is already at Kurama's so I shouldn't have much to carry."

"Ah... well, you best get to it then. I wish you a safe journey, Botan," The spirit lord paused, voice softening to one of concern. "You will be careful, right?"

Botan was puzzled by his continued concern but nodded. "I'll be careful, Koenma and I'll contact you when I reach Kurama's."

"See that you do," Koenma replied then added, "Please tell Kurama I'll come visit him soon and check on his progress with training the youkai."

"I will tell him, Koenma, sir," she paused, covering her lips as she giggled. "Oops... sorry... I'm still getting used to the fact that you and I are related."

Jr. smiled, waving it off. "It's alright, Botan. I'm still getting used to everything too," He looked down at the book, pulling it closer to him. "For now, goodbye and good luck."

"Goodbye, Koenma." She returned before pivoting around, leaving the way she had come, making her way back up to her room. Botan walked over to her belongings, unpacking the contents as she placed the photos of Kurama and her friends on the dresser. She unzipped the side pocket, drawing out the black velvet pouch containing the jewels she had found upon the shore, remembering the note tucked inside for Kurama. This was her present to him and she was excited to see what her lover's reaction would be when she gave the gems to him, knowing how much the kitsune admired priceless artifacts.

A sudden heaviness pressed down on Botan's senses and she gasped, her grip slipping from the bag in her hand and the pouch landed on the ground with a muted thump, the force sending the bag sliding just under the dresser before her. She tried to turn; tried to run but her body would not obey, the psychic assault permeating her consciousness, overriding the light within her and her world grew dim. Kurama, help me! Botan's mind screamed in fear and desperation, even as her eyes closed, unable to stop herself from falling into the darkness that awaited. She collapsed forward only to go still as a pair of arms wrapped around her.

"I'm sorry, Miss Mitsuko," Atsushi whispered, his words laced with power as he spoke. "But you must sleep for a while. Sleep... and forget..." The girl grew limp in his arms and he lifted her up and over his shoulder. The trip to the south was easy enough for the man at arms. As a former member of the SDF, he had the ability to travel vast distances in mere seconds. A most useful skill for what he was about to do. Heading over to the French Style doors, the green haired man opened them and stepped out onto the balcony, vanishing then reappearing on the far end of the road that led away from the Gate of Judgment towards the main portal that opened into Ningenkai.

Atsushi studied the space before him, sensing the strong pull of a different realm, focusing on the various fluctuations and his features grew determined. He had calculated the information perfectly, his mission nearly complete, save for one last piece and the man at arms slid Botan off his shoulder to lay her gently onto the ground. Crouching down, he pulled the fabric of her sweater to the side, the mark exposed and Atsushi lifted his gloved hand, drawing out the sliver of purple ki that was Kurama's just as he had a few days ago.

Walking past the prone form of the ferry girl, Atsushi opened his gloved hand, the fragment of youkai energy hovering in the air and the man at arms gripped the edge and turned it, sliding the ki sliver into the invisible barrier, a flash of white light bursting within before rippling at light speed in all directions as the youkai energy was absorbed. Atsushi backed up, admiring his work. The mission is complete, my king. He thought, shifting his gaze over to Botan, clear skin visible where the mark once was and he let go of the breath he'd been holding, believing the girl to be free of youkai influence now and he walked back over, grabbing the deity and carefully slung her over his shoulder once more. Time to return to your true home, Mitsuko. And with that, the two vanished.

January 2, 1994 Minamino Residence early afternoon

Kurama, help me!

Botan's cry of fear exploded in the kitsune's mind, ripping through his heart and he dropped the book he was holding. A faint pulse of energy throbbed at the mark on his shoulder than faded, the sense of the ferry girl's ki gone and he jumped up, racing into his bathroom, yanking the fabric of his long sleeve white t-shirt aside. Clear skin was now visible where the bonding mark once was and Kurama shook his head, backing up in disbelief. Something had happened to the deity. Something that frightened the kitsune into action.Botan! His own mind cried in fear as a wave of panic roared through his veins and the redhead bolted to his closet, sliding the door open before crouching down to snatch a pair of white sneakers. Slipping them on, the redhead rose up then reached out to yank a dark blue hoodie off the hanger. Stuffing it over his head and down his lean torso, Kurama ran over to the window and opened it, jumping out and onto the first floor roof then vaulted down onto the ground and he sped off towards the closest portal that would take him to Reikai.

January 2, 1994 Kogotai Park about 5 miles from Kurama's house

Dark gray skies greeted Kurama as he entered the woods of Kogotai, drawn to the pulse of Reikai energy, knowing he was close to a portal that led into Spirit World and he raced forward, undeterred by the pelting of snow that bit at his exposed skin. He exhaled sharply, a cloud of mist exploding past his lips as he skidded to a stop along the blanket of white that lined the ground. The kitsune marched past the large Takura Maple and steeled his will as he reached out, attempting to pass through only to gasp when a current of electricity shot up his arm and coursed through the entirety of his body. He grit his teeth, ignoring the pain as he pressed forward, bound and determined to force his way into Reikai.

A sudden burst of energy coiled around Kurama's form, crushing him like a vice as he was lifted off the ground and slammed into the massive trunk of the nearby maple, the boughs shaking from the violent impact. Air exploded from Kurama's lungs, cutting off his cry of agony, the electrical current continuously circulating through his system, robbing him of his consciousness and the red head fell forward, tufts of white puffing up into the air as he crashed face first into the snow and his body grew still, even and the snow continued to fall and the day grew dark.

January 4, 1994 Ningenkai- Kangen Hospital

It was pain that woke up the kitsune, a throbbing ache in his brain and he reached up in an attempt to clutch his forehead only to frown at the feel of something attached to his arm. His eyelids fluttered open and Kurama turned his head, brow furrowing at the IV taped to his forearm. The scent of cleaning agents and antiseptic overwhelmed his sensitive nose and he dropped his arm back down, understanding lighting up his features as he sighed, staring up at the white paneled ceiling. I'm in a hospital. Understanding soon gave way to confusion. His body should have healed itself by now. So why was he in a hospital?

"I see you're awake. It's about time." A familiar voice spoke in the darkness.

Kurama snapped his gaze to his right, wincing at the flash of pain that traveled from his head to his neck, blinking at the sight of the spirit lord leaning against the wall. "Koenma? What are you doing here?"

"Hello to you, too, Kurama," Koenma returned as he pushed off the wall and slowly approached the kitsune. "As to why I'm here... well... you're one of my detectives... and the one my cousin chose to be with. How could I not try to help you?"

"Help... me?" The redhead repeated, his eyes widening and a look of alarm took hold of his features as he remembered Botan's cry for help. Botan! His mind cried and he bolted upright in an attempt to get out of bed only to collapse back down as his muscles seized and he hissed in pain.

Koenma frowned at Kurama's attempt to sit up, voice soft but insistent as he reached out to adjust the medical bed so the kitsune could lay upright. "Easy, Kurama, don't strain yourself too hard. You've been through a lot."

But Kurama waved off the concern, his own heart filled with worry and uncertainty about his beloved ferry girl. "Where's Botan? What's happened to her?" He asked, studying the spirit lord expectantly.

Koenma pondered how to explain what he knew. "I cannot say with certainty the full details of what happened to Botan," He began as he sat down in the nearby chair. "What I do know is that she returned to the palace two days ago after spending time in Karu. I thought she would head to Ningenkai to be with you but when I didn't hear from her I sent Ayame to check up on Botan. She found you near the portal, unconscious and unresponsive. Her attempt to heal you was unsuccessful so she contacted me and reported your precarious physical state. Since you were in a bad way, I told her to take you to the nearest hospital so you could be stabilized."

Kurama listened, a confused look marring his handsome face. I've been out for two days? How is that even possible? "I don't understand. My body should have healed itself by now. Why did you have to bring me here?"

Koenma's features turned serious. "When Ayame tried to heal your injuries, she sensed a rather unusual type of ki circulating in your system that was preventing your body from healing itself. I figured that human medicine was advanced enough to at least keep you from dying and it turns out I was right."

"An unusual ki..." Kurama murmured, his eyes narrowing, recalling a similar incident that happened to him not too long ago. "So that's what it was..."

"That was what?" Koenma asked as he studied the kitsune. "Do you know what attacked you?"

"Not what... who..." Kurama began, the mental fog lifting as his mind began to piece the puzzle together. "Someone of Reikai origin tried to kill me by sabotaging the barrier between Ningenkai and Reikai. Someone who knew I would sense Botan's distress and come to her aid."

"But how?" The spirit lord murmured. "To do that, they'd have to know exactly when you'd attempt to enter Spirit World. How could they possibly know that unless..." His voice trailed off, a dark answer coming to him then, his reaction not lost on Kurama.

"Unless what?" Kurama asked, though he suspected he already knew what his boss would say.

"Unless they had a sample of your energy," Koenma replied. "If they had that, they could create a defensive barrier that would repel you from entering Spirit World. But how did they manage to get a sample from you?"

"They didn't get it from me," Kurama said in a deceptively soft tone.

"What?" Koenma asked, a shocked look taking hold of his face when he watched the kitsune pull back the fabric of his hospital gown near his shoulder, revealing unblemished skin where the bonding mark should have been. "No.. they... they didn't..." His voice trailed off, horrified as he realized what had been done to the ferry girl... and the kitsune.

"I am not sure how they achieved such a feat," Kurama said as he pulled the fabric back up over his shoulder. "But they took my ki from her and used it to not only prevent me from entering Reikai but to try and kill me off," He paused, studying this boss intently. "So tell me, Koenma, which of Botan's kin did this?"

Jr. frowned, not liking where the conversation was headed. "I understand that you are upset, Kurama, but I am still in the process of figuring out what happened myself. I have no evidence that ties anyone to her disappearance."

"But you have suspicions do you not?"

The reigen's features turned grim. "Yes..." He admitted. "And given what is known, you will be unable to enter Reikai to assist in finding her."

"I may not be able to get to Spirit World right now but I won't sit idly by while Botan is being held against her will." Kurama growled, flecks of gold appearing in his normally placid emerald pools.

"What do you plan to do, Kurama?" Koenma asked.

"Isn't it obvious?" The kitsune replied. "I'll ask Kuwabara to cut through the barrier and find Botan myself."

"That won't work," Koenma countered. "The barriers used in Spirit World are much stronger than the Kekkai barrier he cut through with his dimension sword. Any direct attack will fail as the barrier instantly reseals itself."

"Then what do you suggest I do?" Kurama threw back in an even tone that belied his irritated features. "Just let whoever took Botan get away with it? I can't do that... I won't do that..."

"I'm not suggesting you forget what's happened, Kurama," Koenma answered. "But you can't enter Reikai right now to find Botan so let me do it for you."

"Do it for me?" Kurama repeated. "What do you plan to do, Koenma? Negotiate with whoever took her? If they were willing to do this to me, what will they do to you?"

"You let me worry about that," The spirit lord replied, rising out of his seat. "You focus on recovering your strength," He paused, voice more business like. "I trust you still have the detective kit Botan used during the Sensui case?"

"I do."

"Good. I'll contact you when I've found out new information." Jr. made to leave only to stop as Kurama called out,

"So tell me, Koenma, just who do you think took her?"

The king of the south hesitated to answer. If I tell him now, it will only upset him further. But if I don't tell him the truth, he'll know I'm lying. His mind countered and he sighed inwardly before speaking. "Someone from the North. Someone very close to Botan. Someone... who would not approve of her relationship with a demon," He moved to the door, tugging it open. "I have to go now. A nurse is coming to check on you and I don't want any... complications."

Kurama watched Koenma leave, his anger rising at the situation he was now in. So it was someone in her family was it? That narrows the list of suspects. But who would do such a thing? And how do I bypass the killing barrier to reach you, Botan?

January 4, 1994 Reikai- Matsu Palace

Atsushi waited patiently outside the massive courtyard of the Matsu Palace, the darkened skies illuminated by pinpoints of light. In the three days since their departure, the king and queen had yet to arrive home, still traveling by carriage and the man at arms could not blame them. There was much beauty in the land beyond the borders of the capital. If they wanted to take their time in returning home, that was their prerogative. The sounds of metallic hooves met his ears and Atsushi turned his head, golden eyes focusing on the approaching caravan of carriages. The lead carriage stopped and the door opened, the tall form of King Norio exiting first, followed by the queen, and the man at arms stood at full attention, his voice full of reverence as he greeted them. "Good evening my king and queen. I trust your trip from Karu went well?"

"About as well as could be expected," Norio replied, nodding to his wife as she walked by the two men, her ladies in waiting close behind. The king waited for her to pass before he asked, "How is Mitsuko?"

"She is well, sir," The smaller man answered, following the king as they walked up the steps of the massive deck and through the open metallic doors. "I managed to purge the demon's influence from her body and use it to seal him out from Reikai. He should present no problem to us now."

Norio let go of the breath he'd been holding, his shoulders relaxing at the news. "You've done well, Atsushi," He said, walking side by side with the man at arms, heading toward the winding staircase. "I trust you've made the arrangements for Mitsuko's comfort."

"She's currently in stasis, as you requested, sir," Atsushi answered as he climbed up the stairs. "She will remain so until you wish for her to awaken."

The two men approached a heavily guarded door and the soldiers saluted their king then parted, allowing Norio to pass and he stopped in front of the door and reached out, his hand pressing against a black tablet, the screen coming alive, highlighting his palm with a neon green color before the lock audibly clicked and the door slid open. Norio peered inside to find his granddaughter within a glass cocoon. Various monitors on the side kept watch over her vitals, indicating she was still alive but in a form of stasis, her body as still as death and the king frowned, upset with himself and his own choice. But it could not be helped. She would have returned to Ningenkai and become the wife of a demon. Their children would be tainted and my line ruined. I cannot allow it. I won't allow it. His thoughts grew concerned, knowing the girl would be missed by her lover and by the one she worked for. Even if the youkai is stopped from entering Reikai... Koenma has free passage anywhere in the realm. If I ban him from the North, that will all but signal I have Mitsuko. But I can't have him poking his nose in my family's business, either. So what can I do to avoid being discovered by him?

"My king? Are you alright?"

Norio blinked at the sound of Atsushi's voice but recovered quickly enough as he replied, "I'm fine, Atsushi. I'm just tired from traveling is all," He turned to study the man at arms, voice more serious. "Have you tried to break the seal on her memories?"

"No, my lord. I was waiting for your arrival before I proceeded with the next phase of your plan. Do you wish for me to begin, sire?"

The king hesitated for a few seconds before he answered. "You may begin your work, Atsushi, but I don't want any damage done to Mitsuko's psyche. Is that understood?"

"And if I cannot break the seal?" The man at arms asked, backing up as the king walked towards the open doorway.

Norio paused, looking one last time at his granddaughter. "Then we will move on to the next part of our plan." He said softly as he entered the hallway and the door closed, leaving the comatose ferry girl alone in the darkness. Botan remained still, her mind consumed with a peaceful quiet where memories faded and time lost all meaning.

Another chapter completed. The next chapter will definitely fast forward and merge with the main YYH plot. The song Kurama sings is called Into Dust by Mazzy Star and was written in 1993, believe it or not. If you liked this chapter and want more of it, do please review. I need all the motivation I can get.