Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction ❯ Internet Romance ❯ Internet Rendezvous ( Chapter 1 )

Internet Romance

Disclaimer: I don't own Yu Yu Hakusho

Author's HINT: Read the author's note at the end...it may ease any insanity you get from this chapter, oh, and it will give a little warning.

Chapter 1: Internet Rendezvous

"Screw you Hiei! Go fuck off!"

"Hn."

"Back at ya shorty." Yusuke slammed the door and left his house behind as he ran down the street.

"Hiei, why did you have to say such things to Yusuke? You know he's still upset about Keiko's death."

"Hn."

"Is that all you have to say shrimp? You just hurt my best friend and now you're gonna pay!" Kuwabara growled at Hiei before summoning his spirit sword.

Kurama stepped in between his two feuding friends and held his hands up to keep them from attacking. "Kuwabara, go and take care of Yusuke. Make sure he doesn't do something rash."

Kuwabara glared at the little fire demon and then left the room following Yusuke. He ran down the sidewalk after his friend, following the flaring energy that came from him.

Back at Yusuke's house, Kurama was glaring at Hiei. "You should know better than to bring up that subject. Yusuke feels guilty enough about her death without you bringing it up every chance you get." He frowned in disappointment at the koorime. "I thought you had learned how to act. Apparently I was wrong. Goodbye Hiei." Kurama left the house and followed after Yusuke and Kuwabara, planning on helping out anyway he could. He left Hiei standing in Yusuke's living room by himself, feeling as bad as he could. He really hadn't meant to say what he had, and now he regretted it more than anything else in his life.

"Flashback"

"Kurama, can you find Hiei and then you two come over to my house? We have a new mission and Koenma says he needs to tell us what our mission is and then he wants to know what we're going to do. Kuwabara is already over here and now we just need you two."

"Very well Yusuke, I'll retrieve Hiei and we'll be over there soon."

"Thanks Kurama," Yusuke said, his voice staying plain and emotionless. "See you later."

Both teens hung up the phone. Yusuke went back into the room and sat with Kuwabara, while Kurama left his house in search of Hiei. He found him sitting up in a tree in the park.

"Hiei, come, we have to meet at Yusuke's house. Koenma has a new mission for us."

"Hn."

"Hiei," Kurama continued in a warning voice.

"Must I come to these stupid meetings with that stupid Spirit Detective and that annoying baka?"

"Yes you must Hiei, and if you don't come willingly, I'll drag you there myself." He gave Hiei a smirk that said `You know I'm not lying' and turned to walk away. "Coming Hiei?"

Hiei scowled and `hnned' again, shutting his eyes and pretending to fall asleep.

"Alright, you've left me no choice." Kurama sighed before jumping into the tree next to Hiei. He threw the shocked fire demon over his shoulder like a sack of potatoes and jumped out of the tree, landing gracefully on the grass before making his way down the street.

"KURAMA! PUT ME DOWN YOU STUPID SON OF A BITCH! LET ME DOWN NOW GOD DAMNIT! I SAID PUT ME DOWN!" Hiei kicked Kurama in the chest but Kurama merely laughed deeply and continued on to Yusuke's house. Hiei continued hitting him and fighting to get loose until they reached their destination. Kurama knocked gently on the front door and stood still, waiting to be let in. Hiei was pouting red-faced on Kurama's shoulder, as Yusuke opened the door and allowed them in. He didn't even crack a smile at Hiei's position as they walked by, but just followed them silently.

"Yo shorty…HAHAHA, Kurama's finally trained you to be obedient, huh?"

Hiei glared death at Kuwabara and resumed his struggles to get loose and his insatiable cursing. "GOD DAMNIT KURAMA IF YOU DON'T LET ME FUCKING KILL HIM, I'M GONNA FUCKING KILL YOU AND THEN FINISH HIM OFF! DAMNIT LET GO OF ME-oomph!" Kurama dropped Hiei onto the floor and moved to sit in a comfortable armchair. Kuwabara burst out laughing and fell off the couch, tears streaming down his face.

Hiei huffed and got up, advancing towards Kuwabara, drawing his katana as he went. He stopped by the laughing teen and moved to slice his head off. Yusuke grabbed his arm and stared emotionlessly at him. Hiei growled and tried to jerk his arm free, but to no avail, Yusuke's grip was too strong and was almost enough to cause Hiei pain. He quit struggling and glared up at Yusuke. "I won't kill him…this time." Kuwabara, by this time, had noticed Hiei's position and had backed away. Yusuke released him and moved to sit down, away from the others. The room became awkwardly silent, filled with a heavy tension.

It wasn't long before Botan appeared in the living room, her usual cheery, perky self. "Hiya guys. Koenma has a new mission for you and…" she fell silent as she glanced around the room, noticing the way the team of Spirit Detectives sat and how tense everyone was. "Did I miss something here? You're acting like someone just died."

Yusuke visibly tensed and quickly turned his face away to hide the look of pain that flashed unhindered across his face. Kurama noticed his actions, but didn't say anything, not wanting to bring up painful memories once more. Hiei was still too mad to do anything about it and just stared at the wall, not seeing anything. Kuwabara didn't see Yusuke's actions, but knew what he must have been feeling. He cleared his throat to try and ease the silence and then finally spoke up. "What about the mission Botan?"

"Oh…oh yes…the mission." She coughed lightly and pulled out some files. "Yes, the mission. This time Koenma only needs a little of your time. This demon isn't as powerful as others, but he is tricky. No one has been able to catch him and Koenma is worried about the trouble he can, and already has caused. He needs you four to capture him and bring him in if possible. If not, then just get rid of him, Koenma doesn't care exactly what you do as long as he's taken care of. ASAP."

"Do we really need all four of us? I could take of this demon by myself, and if I required any backup, Kurama could easily accompany me. The last thing I need right now is a stupid baka, and a depressed Spirit Detective to slow us down."

Kuwabara growled quietly as a warning, while Kurama looked shocked at what had just come out of Hiei's mouth. "Hiei!" Kurama squeaked, sounding appalled.

"It's the truth. Yusuke needs to get over that stupid ningen's death. Nothing can come from him sulking except a demon killing anything and everything in his way. She was nothing important to the rest of the world and Yusuke needs to grow up. Get over it Yusuke!" Hiei glared at Kurama and Kuwabara, daring them to speak up. He then turned his gaze to Yusuke who looked back at him with that same emotionless face. "God damnit Yusuke, get a fucking life and grow up…bastard. Keiko is dead, you hear me! D-E-A-D…dead!"

Yusuke didn't even blink at Hiei's comment and continued to just watch the others emotionlessly. Kuwabara jumped up and grabbed Hiei by his collar. "Take that back you evil son of a bitch." He looked at Yusuke before turning back to Hiei. His voice lowered dangerously and his eyes became murderous. "Don't ever say anything like that again."

"Hn."

"Kuwabara, put Hiei down. We need to concentrate on the mission and fighting the demon, not each other," Kurama said getting up and moving to separate the two fighting teens.

"Just cut it out, all of you. I'm sick of hearing you fight about me. Stop it for once and just…" Yusuke trailed off and sighed, maintaining the same emotionless look.

Kuwabara dropped Hiei and frowned, before sitting down in his place once more. Hiei glared at Yusuke as if he had committed a crime against him. "You want us to stop fighting?! You want us to stop fighting. I can't believe this is coming from a depressed moron, who, might I add, lost a girl who didn't like him anyway. That's right, Keiko never really like you. You'd be surprised what one can discover when reading minds." Hiei smirked as a look of disbelief took over Yusuke's face.

Yusuke's eyes filled with anger. Kuwabara jumped up and grabbed Yusuke's arm to keep him from attacking the glaring fire demon. "Kuwabara, let go," Yusuke said, in a dangerous tone of voice.

"Yusuke, you can't attack Hiei," Kurama said, getting up and taking hold of Yusuke's other arm.

Yusuke glared death at Kurama and pulled loose from both of his friends. He faced Hiei and used everything he had learned with Genkai to keep his temper under a semblance of control. Sadly it worked and all he could do was shout.

"Screw you Hiei! Go fuck off!"

"Hn."

"Back at ya shorty." Yusuke slammed the door and left his house behind as he ran down the street.

"Hiei, why did you have to say such things to Yusuke? You know he's still upset about Keiko's death."

"Hn."

"Is that all you have to say shrimp? You just hurt my best friend and now you're gonna pay!" Kuwabara growled at Hiei before summoning his spirit sword.

Kurama stepped in between his two feuding friends and held his hands up to keep them from attacking. "Kuwabara, go and take care of Yusuke. Make sure he doesn't do something rash."

Kuwabara glared at the little fire demon and then left the room following Yusuke. He ran down the sidewalk after his friend, following the flaring energy that came from him.

Back at Yusuke's house, Kurama was glaring at Hiei. "You should know better than to bring up that subject. Yusuke feels guilty enough about her death without you bringing it up every chance you get." He frowned in disappointment at the koorime. "I thought you had learned how to act. Apparently I was wrong. Goodbye Hiei." Kurama left the house and followed after Yusuke and Kuwabara, planning on helping out anyway he could. He left Hiei standing in Yusuke's living room by himself, feeling as bad as he could. He really hadn't meant to say what he had, and now he regretted it more than anything else in his life.

"End Flashback"

Yusuke ran. He didn't care where he went or who saw him. He just ran. Keiko was dead and he still blamed himself for it, even though nothing could have saved her. Tears gathered in his eyes, but he impatiently swiped his arm across his face to keep them at bay. His feet carried him to Keiko's gravesite unconsciously. He stood facing the headstone and couldn't stop his tears from falling any longer. He still couldn't escape the guilt, the pain of losing her, the consuming thoughts that he should have saved her. He should have been there. He should have been the one to die, not her. Not Keiko.

He had known for a long time that Keiko didn't love him and he knew that in return, he didn't love her either. Instead, both cared for each other in a brother sister manner and their bond was as such. Every time he saw something that was linked to their past, to their childhood, he couldn't stop the pain that it brought, couldn't stop the sadness that came over him. Keiko is dead. She wanted to see me happy. I couldn't even do that for her. I couldn't even find the happiness I want so much. The happiness I need so much. I couldn't find it. She died without her wish coming true, and it's all my fault. All my stupid fault.

Yusuke's POV

The tears kept falling. They kept coming even after Kurama found me. I was still standing in the same place when Kurama walked up the hill to the burial spot. He just stood there next to me, offering me the comfort of his presence. He didn't know about me. Not the secret only Keiko knew. Not the secret I kept from everyone. No, he didn't know it, but if he did know, I'm not sure he'd be willing to come and help me now. I don't know what I'd do if I didn't have Kurama near me.

He put his arms around me and pulled me into a hug. I kept crying, right into his shoulders. He made soft comforting noises while I let go of my emotions and allowed them free reign. My sobs soon quieted, even though my shoulders still were shaking with all my feelings. I didn't move away from him, not even when I was completely calm. No, I just stayed right there, where I was cared about, at least a little. When I felt I could at least look him in the eyes without breaking down again, I pulled back and finally sat down, pulling my knees up to my body and trying to protect myself that way. I think it was time I told him the truth, whether the consequences were good or bad.

General POV

Kurama sat down next to Yusuke and put an arm around his shoulder to let the other boy know he was there for him. Yusuke sighed and turned sad eyes toward Kurama.

"There's something I need to tell you." His eyes betrayed his fear but he knew he had to get everything out.

Noticing the look, Kurama nodded and whispered softly so as not to worry his companion further. "Whatever it is Yusuke, I'll be here for you."

"I know Keiko didn't love me…I didn't love her either, at least not in the way Hiei thinks. We were brother and sister to each other. We could tell each other anything. She had this one wish during her life when she realized that there wasn't anything between us." Yusuke paused, not sure whether or not he could continue.

"Yes, Yusuke?" Kurama asked quietly, his hand moving down to rub Yusuke's back delicately.

"She wanted me to be happy." Yusuke's face turned into a grim look of self inflicted anger. "She wanted me to be happy, and I couldn't even do that. I couldn't be happy."

Kurama gently prodded, knowing that this was hard for Yusuke and that he wouldn't answer if he didn't want to. "Why couldn't you be happy Yusuke? You seem happy to most everyone else."

Yusuke gave a bitter laugh. "Of course that's how it looked. It's how I always look. I hide every feeling I possess. I'm always lying to anyone who doesn't care enough to look deeper. And apparently, Keiko," Yusuke's voice broke. He choked back a sob. "Keiko was the only one who cared enough, to look deep enough to see everything I'm hiding. Not even Hiei can see what I'm hiding, but she always could. She knew what I was hiding the moment I figured it out."

"What is it Yusuke? What are you hiding that no one else knows?"

Yusuke laid his head on his arms and tried to suppress the tremble that passed through his body, shaking him to the core. "I'm gay, Kurama," he said, not looking up from his place. "I like guys, and that's why I can't find happiness."

Kurama sighed, relieved. "Is that's all that's bothering you Yusuke?"

"Is that all?" Yusuke cried, sitting up and facing Kurama with an unbelieving stare. "How can you sit there and ask me 'is that all?' I've held that secret for years now. Always wondering who would listen, who wouldn't care about it, and who would. Keiko was the only one who knew. She didn't care about it and helped me in so many ways. I felt I had to keep it from everyone else because I was always afraid of rejection. Always."

"Yusuke, I could never reject you. And certainly not for this."

"Why not? Why are you different from the rest of humanity? Why don't you hate me for this? Why don't..." Kurama put a finger over Yusuke's lips to quiet his on going questions.

"I can't hate you for something that we share Yusuke." Kurama gently pressed his lips to Yusuke's in a comforting, reassuring kiss. Just to prove that what he said was true.

When Kurama drew back, Yusuke's mind began racing. "You...you're gay?"

The other grinned. "Yes Yusuke, I'm gay. I told you I wouldn't hate you for anything, and I meant it. Even if I was as straight as they come, I would still stay friends with you. Nothing would change."

Yusuke wrinkled his nose up. "But..." He fell silent as though he was thinking of something and then his face changed drastically. "Ahhhh, I'm so stupid. Why didn't I see it before? How could I not have seen what was right in front of my face the entire time?"

"What do you mean Yusuke?" Kurama asked, enveloping the other teen in a hug with a smile.

"I noticed signs. You put out signs I should have noticed miles away, let alone up close. I just never thought you would ever be like me. I guess that's why I never figured it out. I didn't think it was possible."

"Now that you know, are you happy?"

"No, truthfully I'm not." Yusuke sighed and then hugged Kurama back fiercely. "I can't be happy until I fall in love. That's how it's been. I realized that when Keiko confronted me at first. I have to find The One."

"Could you try and be happy?" Kurama asked, pulling away and leaning back to look into Yusuke's face. "For me?"

A shadow of a smile flickered across Yusuke's face and he nodded to Kurama. "Hai, I'll try."

"Promise?"

"Promise."

Kurama smiled and hugged the other again, pulling him in close and holding him for dear life. Besides making Yusuke feel safe, it made them both feel cared about. "Do you want to stay here Yusuke?" Kurama asked in a soft, caring whisper.

Yusuke shook his head. "Staying here brings back memories. Memories only make me sad now. I promised to be happy. As long as I have you, I think I can manage that." Yusuke kissed Kurama on the cheek and then pulled back, blushing lightly.

Kurama smiled. "Are you ready to see the others now, or do you need some time before you see and talk to them?"

Yusuke sighed. "I don't know if I can forgive Hiei for what he said about her. I really don't. We were so close and for him to just say something like that about her, I don't know if I'm ready to talk to him yet."

"I know Yusuke, but if you don't talk to him now, do you think you'll ever?"

"Yes, I do. I will talk to him, but I can't right now. There's too much inside me that wants to hurt him, make him pay for what he said. But I don't want that. I don't want to hurt Hiei." He sighed and finished in a soft, almost inaudible whisper. "I never want to hurt him or anyone I care deeply about."

"Alright, we won't talk to Hiei. You can when you're ready, and not a moment before. Are you ready to go?"

"Yeah, I guess I am." Kurama got up and reached a hand down to Yusuke. The teen still on the ground looked at the hand uncertainly and then smiled at Kurama. Taking the hand and squeezing it, Yusuke got up and took his place beside Kurama. Nodding, Kurama pulled lightly on Yusuke's hand and began leading him away from the grave and back to his house.

When the two finally made it back to Yusuke's house, the owner of said house was decidedly calmer. He was able to really think about Keiko without crying now. He could even smile about happy times with her, even those after she found out and they broke up. Opening the door, Yusuke stepped into the house and flicked on a light switch near the door.

"Do you want me to stay for awhile?"

Yusuke smiled. "Thanks Kurama, but I think I'm okay for now."

Kurama smiled in return. "Alright Yusuke. We'll talk more about you tomorrow, ok?"

"Deal. And who knows, maybe I'll even talk to Hiei."

"Only if you want to." Kurama leaned forward and took Yusuke into a tight hug. "Stay happy for me, you hear?"

"Promise." Kurama smiled and gently kissed Yusuke on the lips. The other wrapped his arms around Kurama's waist and held onto him tightly, not wanting the light contact to end, but knowing that it had to eventually. He flicked his tongue over Kurama's lips before pulling back. "I'll see you tomorrow Kurama. Thanks for everything."

"Anything for you Yusuke. Goodnight." Kurama turned and walked down the path to the street and then turned, walking in the direction of his own house. Yusuke smiled and shut the door, taking a calming breath. Things may work out for the better after all huh? He decided to get online and chat for a little bit before going to bed. Now to see who's on, he thought logging onto AOL Instant Messenger. No one, figures. Oh well, I'll just go into a chat. See if I can find anyone to talk to.

Blacknight21 has entered chat Depression 101

FireDevil: Yo

Blacknight21: Hey *depressed voice*

FireDevil: Need to talk??

Blacknight21: U could say that

FireDevil: i'm listening

Blacknight21: *sigh* i guess i'm just not ready to move on, u kno?

FireDevil: *nods* i kno the feelin...wut happened to u??

Blacknight21: death of a close friend..u?

FireDevil: *sigh* i have one word for you...love

Blacknight21: let me guess, u cant find the person u want?

FireDevil: no, i've found him, but they dont kno

Blacknight21: ouch, i guess that could bring u down,

FireDevil: yeah, u could say that

Blacknight21: why dont u just tell him

FireDevil: i dont kno if hes gay or not

Blacknight21: your gay?? heh *wry grin* join the club, for me tho i cant seem to fall in love with any1, i just dont want to get too close

FireDevil: is it because of the death?

Blacknight21: yea, i dont want to get too close again and then turn around and lose them

FireDevil: u loved the person?

Blacknight21: yea, but only like a sister, she knew about me and respected and even helped me through it all

FireDevil: sounds like a sister to me.

Blacknight21: you have a sister?

FireDevil: yes and no

Blacknight21: ???

FireDevil: *sigh* its complicated

Blacknight21: i have time, and i want to understand u

FireDevil: really?

Blacknight21: yeah, i guess, getting close to someone, u kno

FireDevil: *grin* alright. she's my sister, but only my half sister.

Blacknight21: shes still blood tho

FireDevil: yea, but we're not close, she doesnt know about me

Blacknight21: *surprised look* why not??

FireDevil: thats complicated 2, it's all for the best that she doesnt know about me, it would only hurt her to know me

Blacknight21: i see, i guess i can get that, lifes is a dangerous thing

FireDevil: i kno that only too well

Blacknight21: same here, i've lost so many people to life that i sometimes wish to die

FireDevil: i only want to die when i see the one i love, u kno...2 much pain to deal with

Blacknight21: understood, u just want to rip your heart out cuz it hurts 2 much, yea?

FireDevil: yea, basically

Blacknight21: i've had that feeling a lot lately

FireDevil: your in love then

Blacknight21: i dont want to be

FireDevil: its 2 late, your hooked to whoever it is

Blacknight21: *sighs* i kno, i just dont want to be hurt, he hates me, i can tell u that rite now

FireDevil: how do u kno

Blacknight21: everything about him in the way he acts around me, its always cold and uncaring, u kno, and today...

FireDevil: yea??

Blacknight21: lets just say that i dont care to even see him rite now

FireDevil: that bad??

Blacknight21: understatement of the century

FireDevil: u serious??

Blacknight21: yes *sad voice* regretfully i am

FireDevil: do u hate him

Blacknight21: i've tried to, but i cant, i care 2 much about him

FireDevil: then u need to try and tell him

Blacknight21: i dont want to be hurt so i keep quiet

FireDevil: keeping quiet will slowly kill you

Blacknight21: wut about u??

FireDevil: wut about me?

Blacknight21: u need to tell the one u love 2

FireDevil: i cant do it

Blacknight21: and y not?

FireDevil: i know he doesnt hate me, but i just dont think i'm ready for it

Blacknight21: never been in love before??

FireDevil: *shakes head* never, i'm not used to it

Blacknight21: u still need to just tell him

FireDevil: your one to talk, u need to do the same thing

Blacknight21: i cant either

FireDevil: y not??

Blacknight21: he hates me, i thought we went over this

FireDevil: u dont know that for sure

Blacknight21: i do, after today, its a clear indication that he hates me, i didnt think any1 could ever say something like that to me, u kno

FireDevil: wut happened??

Blacknight21: its personal but i'll say that it had to do with my 'sister'

FireDevil: ???

Blacknight21: he just said some things that really got to me, thats all

FireDevil: no, thats not all..

Blacknight21: your rite, its not, but i cant really say anything more

FireDevil: y not? i want to help u

Blacknight21: i know, but, i guess this is something i can only talk about with 1 person now

FireDevil: who's that

Blacknight21: a really close friend...he's been really good to me lately, ever since it happened, and even before that, hes always been there for me, u kno?

FireDevil: do u love him?

Blacknight21: ???

FireDevil: the one your talking about, do u love him?

Blacknight21: i..i dont know

FireDevil: sounds like a conflicting heart

Blacknight21: *confused thoughtful look*

FireDevil: u dont really kno, do u

KissedRoses has entered chat Depression 101

KissedRoses: hey

Blacknight21: yo

FireDevil: wuts up?

KissedRoses: not 2 much, just really thinking now

Blacknight21: thinking hurts

KissedRoses: ??

FireDevil: i think its best if u dont ask, its complicated

Blacknight21: wut he said

KissedRoses: i've got time

FireDevil: *sarcastic voice* dont we all

KissedRoses: *mild glare and eye roll* i didnt ask for help from the peanut gallery, thanx much

FireDevil: excuse me??

Blacknight21: kool it, jeez, i'll give u the short version, me depressed over guy and death, him depressed over love and how life sux...u??

KissedRoses: i guess u could say the same, just a little more complicated

Blacknight21: do tell, we have time

FireDevil: i'm willing to listen to further misery

KissedRoses: *shrugs shoulders* i suppose, however to make things even, how about a trade, question for question

Blacknight21: sounds fair, i'm in...u?

FireDevil: i suppose so

KissedRoses: good, glad we agree, i'll go first, both of u ask me a ?

FireDevil: who r u?

KissedRoses: srry, i never give out my real name online

FireDevil: *muttering and pouting* figures

Blacknight21: y are u so depressed?

KissedRoses: my two closest friends just had a fight...one was really stupid and the other too emotional.

Blacknight21: life sux...ok, my turn, ask away

FireDevil: who r u really?

Blacknight21: *sweatdrop* i dont give out my name online..srry

FireDevil: this is not fair...

KissedRoses: why are u depressed??

Blacknight21: thats easy, death recently, close friend, insensitive jerk for a friend who i happen to love apparently...you kno, the norm

KissedRoses: of course *blinks* the norm...alright Devil, sense u seem so curious, wuts your real name??

FireDevil: *mocking voice* i dont let my real name out online

KissedRoses: *rolls eyes* smartass...

FireDevil: *smirks* u kno it

Blacknight21: are u ever going to tell him??

FireDevil: *silence*

Blacknight21: well???

FireDevil: i-i dont kno, i might...i think i will someday

Blacknight21: *nods* then i'll do the same

KissedRoses: *confused look* wut??

Blacknight21: its complicated

KissedRoses: i have time

Blacknight21: well...

FireDevil: to put it shortly, we both love someone, but are afraid to tell them, any questions??

KissedRoses: it seems we all have that problem

Blacknight21: ???

FireDevil: ???

KissedRoses: i'm in love as well, but have yet to admit it.

FerryMistress has entered chat Depression 101

FerryMistress: *happy voice* Hiya boys!!!!

Blacknight21: ??

FireDevil: ??

KissedRoses: ??

FerryMistress: *really perky voice* i think that everyone in this chat needs to lighten up u kno??

Blacknight21 has left the chat room

FireDevil has left the chat room

KissedRoses has left the chat room

Private chat #14305570724 has been opened

Blacknight21: wut WAS that thing??

FireDevil: i'm all for satan

KissedRoses: agreed *visibly shakes* that was wrong

Blacknight21: tell me about it, no one should be THAT perky

FireDevil: that was inhuman...i kno some1 like that, she always has gotten on my nerves, close to the point of killing her, u kno

Blacknight21: only 2 well, i kno some1 like that 2

KissedRoses: dido...perkiness should be a sin, especially some1 that perky

FireDevil: *nods* anyway back to wutever we were talking about

Blacknight21: Roses was about to tell us about his/her love life

FireDevil: ah yes, the juicy part of ones life

KissedRoses: first of all, i am a guy, and from wut i can tell, both of u r 2, yea?

Blacknight21: *nods* rite

FireDevil: correct

KissedRoses: and by guessing further, i'd say your both gay, correct?

Blacknight21: *nods* rite again

FireDevil: yes, and if u have a problem with that, screw u. got it?

KissedRoses: testy much, damn. but no i dont have a problem with something thats true about me as well.

Blacknight21: *nods* i had a feeling

KissedRoses: *nods and smiles* of course

FireDevil: y is it that i'm the last to kno, huh?

KissedRoses: he figured it out, u didnt, simple as that

FireDevil: u kno, i'm beginning to like u less and less

KissedRoses: oh, how shall i survive without your love *sarcastic voice*

Blacknight21: ok ok kool it pleaz. your acting like little kids, which i hope your not, rite

KissedRoses: 17 almost 18

FireDevil: 18

Blacknight21: 17, glad that we kno we're all mature adults *slightly sarcastic voice* now, pleaz continue wut u were saying

KissedRoses: the short version is basically that i love both of my friends...u kno, the 2 that were fighting

Blacknight21: ouch, thats gotta hurt

FireDevil: sounds like a soap opera to me

KissedRoses: and how would u know wut soap opera drama is like? hmmm??

Blacknight21: *rolls eyes* here we go again

FireDevil: wut exactly r u trying to say, might i ask??

KissedRoses: nothing much, *coughs* girlyboy *cough cough*

FireDevil: *glares fire* excuse me?? *dangerous voice*

KissedRoses: *innocent look* nothing, i just had something in my throat, thats all

Blacknight21: ??

FireDevil: u are so lucky i cant find u

KissedRoses: oh really, and y is that?

FireDevil: i could make your death quick and painless, but then again, i could easily draw it out and make u wish for death to come

KissedRoses: i've lived through worse, but whatever u say

Blacknight21: ahem...*clears throat* i dont mean to interrupt but....

FireDevil: *angry voice* wut??

Blacknight21: u 2 are acting like your married

FireDevil: *falls off seat*

KissedRoses: *falls off seat*

Blacknight21: wut its tru

KissedRoses: *sweatdrop* thats hardly the point

FireDevil: *glares* u are soo lucky i dont kno who u are

Blacknight21: that rite there teaches u 2 to learn how 2 get along

FireDevil: ?? *swirly eyes*

KissedRoses: *nods* yes i suppose i can see the logistics of that

Blacknight21: of course

KissedRoses: of course *agreeing, nodding*

FireDevil: *sarcastic* of course...can we pleaz find something else to talk about now... i'm getting bored enough to fall asleep

Blacknight21: ...

KissedRoses: no ones stopping u Devil

Blacknight21: *snicker* *cough, cough, cough*

FireDevil: *glare* do u have something to say??

Blacknight21: no at all, *grin* but your doing it again...shall i bring out the wedding bells, or will u learn to get along

KissedRoses: i-i-i-....

Blacknight21: *smirks* yes???

FireDevil: *flustered* i do not now nor will i ever marry a guy with a s/n of KissedRoses...

Blacknight21: u never kno...u 2 could be meant for each other

KissedRoses: *falls off chair*

FireDevil: *falls off chair*

Blacknight21: thats exactly wut i'm talking about...u 2 are so very much alike *enjoying torturing the others*

FireDevil: *glares* can i kill him now???

KissedRoses: *nods* no objections here

Blacknight21: i have an objection...but if u 2 wanted to be alone....

FireDevil: finish that sentence...and die...

KissedRoses: *nods*

Blacknight21: awww how sweet....your getting along now...u make such a cute couple...

FireDevil: *glaring yet again*

KissedRoses: if u will so kindly remember, i have someone/someones that i am already attached to

FireDevil: as do i, thank u very much

Blacknight21: *snickers* yea, yea, yea, all right, but it was fun to tease u guys...even made me laugh

KissedRoses: *grin* i'll admit even i found it amusing

FireDevil: *nods* it was funny now that i think about it, but that DOESNT mean i like being teased, got it??

Blacknight21: alright fine, no more teasing...all around might i add...now back to wherever we were in this ? thing, yea?

KissedRoses: *nods* it was my turn, so ask me a question

FireDevil: do they kno u like them??

KissedRoses: ah, well, ummmm, not exactly.

Blacknight21: what??? u cant mean that u havent told them yet either???

KissedRoses: *nods* wut can i say, i dont think they would like me, u kno

Blacknight21: *sighs* it seems we all have issues about telling those we love that we love them, ya kno?

FireDevil: *nods* we have issuses, thats all there is to it.

KissedRoses: issues, i'd say we just have fear problems, we all just need to tell the one/ones that we love that we love them

Blacknight21: easier said than done thank u very much

FireDevil: agreed, and from my end, its looking damn near impossible to tell him anything

Blacknight21: true, hate is keeping me from the one i love

FireDevil: uncertainty from mine

KissedRoses: all of the above i suppose from mine

Blacknight21: life sux, but there aint much we can do about it

FireDevil: *nods* we shouldnt complain about things we cant change

KissedRoses: theres no point in it. why whine when we could be having fun, or relative fun?

Blacknight21: exactly

Blacknight21: well guys, i dont know about u, but i gotta go. i've got things to do tomorrow and i need my sleep

FireDevil: k...talk 2 ya when i can

KissedRoses: nite...

Blacknight21: peace out

Blacknight21 has left the chat room

FireDevil: i should go 2, talk to ya later?

KissedRoses: yea, talk 2 ya later, cee ya

FireDevil: k, nite.

KissedRoses: nite

FireDevil has left the chat room

KissedRoses has left the chat room

Three computers were turned off and three boys got ready for bed. One taking a shower to rid himself of the day's sadness, one just going straight to bed, and the last reading a book for awhile before finally going to bed. Lights were turned out, silent wishes were made, and soft sighs of sadness and wistfullness were given. Then all was silent as the world waited for the dawn and a new day.

Author's, monotonous, ever boring, completely useless, note: Sorry to say this, if you can't figure out who's who, then I'll personally hunt you down and shoot you for being so ignorant. I'm sorry, because anyone reading this should know the characters well enough to figure things out. If you can't, try and guess. Sorry also about the OOCness, I don't think I could help it. I hope it'll get better, but I'm not making any promises. *looks around* Don't mind the ramblings of my mind...they're just there...now what was I saying again. Ummmmm...nope dont remember. Oh well. My point is, review or else...i dont update without 20 reviews for this story because I like it so much. Chao.