Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction ❯ Losing My Will. ❯ Goodbye Koi ( Chapter 3 )
[ P - Pre-Teen ]
By: dragonfoxloversforever 
Anime/Manga: Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 03.11.2004 | Pages: 1 | Words: 750 | Visits: 245 | Status: Completed
Anime/Manga: Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 03.11.2004 | Pages: 1 | Words: 750 | Visits: 245 | Status: Completed
I want to finish this story so am doing it now!! I hope you all enjoyed it. I tried my best to make it come out right. Here is the last of it
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I lay in the tub and a thought fills my soaked body. I can not go on knowing what has happened. I get up and walk to my kitchen. I grab a knife and then a lighter. I go and write out a goodbye letter to you. My tears fall with every word. My hand writing is shaky.
I go back into the tub iput the note near the tub. I then light up all my candles that have always been used for lovin. I lay back and stare at the knife. I then cut it inot my wrists. THen as blood pours from one i go to the other. I then make a deep cut wound over where my heart was. On my neck you claimed me as yours. I go and cut at it. Now i am bleeding in the tub and my thoughts go over everything that had happened.
I went to surprise visit you. I was excited to see you. A guard lead me to your rooms. I went in to see you in her arms. Both moaning and moving in a dance of passion. Every moan cut at my heart. I thne told myself it was just a one time thing. I wen tout with tears in my eyes and ran into two children two years apart. a son and a daughter. THey had your eyes. It was then i knew you had a family. A real true family. Something you had wanted for a long time. I had thought i had become your family!!
I ran out of the palace knocking guards down. My tears falling and making my vision fuzzy. I ran and rembered all the sweet words you had told me. I then thought of every talk we had. I fall on my hands and kness screaming your name.
You come to talk to me. TO tell me that i don't understand. I told you then you were right. I don't understand why you had to fuck her. THen..THen came the last of the news to shatter my soul. Before the tournament you and she bonded. THe reason being you had fallen in love with her.
I don't remeber what happened next. I know i got up and ran as fast as i coul dto the Ningenkai. I know that as i ran my heart and soul grew colder. Yes...now there is nothing left.
My eyes grow heavy and its hard to stay awake. soon no pain or memories will find me. I will be gone from it all. I happily give my self over to death.
~~Two days later~~
I tried to explain to you everything. I tap on the window and its locked. so is the door. I then go to your human mothers. I had to make you see that while i love her. You are my very life. my everything. All that we had ever shared meant the world to me.
I go and see people al in black and crying. Dread fills me. I go inside and find out from a sobbing older women you had died. You killed your self. I go to where you are and begin to cry.
A framed letter is by the casket. I read it and then take it from there. It was not meant for any one else but me. I go to my room in Mukuro's palace and read your last words.
Hiei,
Aishiteru Zutto koi. I can never forget you. But living a lie is not something i can do. I meant everything i had told you. I gave you all i could.It just wasn't enough. I just wasn't enough. I am leaving to go to wherre you can no longer hurt me. Now you can spen al your time with your family.
Sayanora
Shuichi Minamino, Youko Kurama
Your old lover
Tear gems fell as i held that letter close. I had never wanted you to know. Now that you found out you had died. Oh Kurama...can i live with out you?
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Ok yes i know it sucked so don't bother reveiwing!! Man though i feel better now!!
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I lay in the tub and a thought fills my soaked body. I can not go on knowing what has happened. I get up and walk to my kitchen. I grab a knife and then a lighter. I go and write out a goodbye letter to you. My tears fall with every word. My hand writing is shaky.
I go back into the tub iput the note near the tub. I then light up all my candles that have always been used for lovin. I lay back and stare at the knife. I then cut it inot my wrists. THen as blood pours from one i go to the other. I then make a deep cut wound over where my heart was. On my neck you claimed me as yours. I go and cut at it. Now i am bleeding in the tub and my thoughts go over everything that had happened.
I went to surprise visit you. I was excited to see you. A guard lead me to your rooms. I went in to see you in her arms. Both moaning and moving in a dance of passion. Every moan cut at my heart. I thne told myself it was just a one time thing. I wen tout with tears in my eyes and ran into two children two years apart. a son and a daughter. THey had your eyes. It was then i knew you had a family. A real true family. Something you had wanted for a long time. I had thought i had become your family!!
I ran out of the palace knocking guards down. My tears falling and making my vision fuzzy. I ran and rembered all the sweet words you had told me. I then thought of every talk we had. I fall on my hands and kness screaming your name.
You come to talk to me. TO tell me that i don't understand. I told you then you were right. I don't understand why you had to fuck her. THen..THen came the last of the news to shatter my soul. Before the tournament you and she bonded. THe reason being you had fallen in love with her.
I don't remeber what happened next. I know i got up and ran as fast as i coul dto the Ningenkai. I know that as i ran my heart and soul grew colder. Yes...now there is nothing left.
My eyes grow heavy and its hard to stay awake. soon no pain or memories will find me. I will be gone from it all. I happily give my self over to death.
~~Two days later~~
I tried to explain to you everything. I tap on the window and its locked. so is the door. I then go to your human mothers. I had to make you see that while i love her. You are my very life. my everything. All that we had ever shared meant the world to me.
I go and see people al in black and crying. Dread fills me. I go inside and find out from a sobbing older women you had died. You killed your self. I go to where you are and begin to cry.
A framed letter is by the casket. I read it and then take it from there. It was not meant for any one else but me. I go to my room in Mukuro's palace and read your last words.
Hiei,
Aishiteru Zutto koi. I can never forget you. But living a lie is not something i can do. I meant everything i had told you. I gave you all i could.It just wasn't enough. I just wasn't enough. I am leaving to go to wherre you can no longer hurt me. Now you can spen al your time with your family.
Sayanora
Shuichi Minamino, Youko Kurama
Your old lover
Tear gems fell as i held that letter close. I had never wanted you to know. Now that you found out you had died. Oh Kurama...can i live with out you?
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Ok yes i know it sucked so don't bother reveiwing!! Man though i feel better now!!