Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction ❯ Memoirs of the forsaken(Unloved) ❯ Hear me out ( Chapter 1 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
Forsaken-This is my first story so please do review.
Yusuke-It sucks!
Forsaken-You haven't even read it yet!
Yusuke-Yup! And it sucks already
Forsaken-*Hits Yusuke with a mallet*
Yusuke- @.@
Disclaimer-Forsaken does not own YYH in anyway. But does own her OC's.
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Has the thought ever crossed your mind as to what keeps you alive?
Well sure there is your heart, lungs, brain and that sort of thing.
But as in what keeps you alive, your soul, spirit, someone or something that keeps you moving from day to day;
from every sunrise to sunset, only to do it all over again.

If you have what is it that keeps you on this earth?
Have you ever asked yourself what would you do if you lost that something?
Could you keep on living in a world where there is nothing left for you but a cold sadness
hat would forever haunt you as long as you remained ‘alive’?

Well of course you haven’t stopped to think about what that certain thing is.
Most people don’t stop to think about that sort of thing. People, us human beings;
no living creatures tend to avoid that kind of thing. It doesn’t matter if you or mortal, immortal, human, demon, god,
goddess; these sort of things just don’t pop into our minds during the day.

We tend to keep to the happier things in life,
because in reality we avoid what we are afraid of. Anything that has a connection with death or
even revolves around death is avoided; or for the most part it is. Most are afraid of death so they don’t want to think
about it and like to think they will never die. I used to be one of those people.

Yes even though I never knew it I was afraid of the thought of dying or seeing someone I knew die.
The past few years in my life have changed that part about me completely.
If they hadn’t I wouldn’t be thinking of such a thing now.
I have seen many die and in a way have even died myself.

As confusing and unbelievable as it may sound I am dead but yet technically alive.
Yes I am still breathing and walk among the world of the living,
and I am sitting here at this very moment breathing as I watch the day come and go.
You want to know how I am like this;
I am like this because I have lost everything that gave me the will to live but something that
I don’t even know what, refuses to let me die all the way.

The things I found out that keep us wanting to live are in our very soul and spirit,
imprinted within all of ourselves. I lost myself those many years ago...............................
And this is my story.........................
The lengendency of the Orgins.
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Forsaken-How was that.
Hiei-Hn.
Forsaken-Please review.