Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction ❯ Nymphetamine ❯ You: My anit-love ( Chapter 7 )

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Nymphetamine

Begin Chapter Six: You: My anti-love

Without you, the seeds root, the flowers bloom, the children play. The stars gleam, the poets dream, the
eagles fly, without you. The earth turns, the sun burns, but I die, without you.

I let my fingers scrape the edge of the abandoned well. Small, thin like slivers of wood entered my pale skin and I winced every time. I had not missed this well as much as I thought I had. I had left the door open, in the back of my mind hoping that someone would see it and try to stop me. Foolishly thinking that maybe I had a choice to say yes or no. “Sometimes Sunari, it's okay to say no.” I smiled at the tears I shed and sat down upon the well, my feet dangling inside.

“I might not be able to return…” I whispered back to her, and her soft, feather like hands graced my cheek.

“Don't think about such things until the time has come.”

I heard the soil crunch softly. I was not completely oblivious. This new visitor had been keeping tabs on me for some time now. For any signs that I might return and if so, make his mark on this already broken heart. I let my hand fall down hard upon the well. I turned around, my hair cascading down my back. “It's so nice to see you…Sesshoumaru-Sama”

He looked different. It was not his hair, nor his facial features. Perhaps it was the years of age he had put on, or the change in attire of which he wore. Perhaps it was his attitude though that hardly seemed likely. Maybe it was many things, but I would always be to absent minded to ask him.

“I felt you touch ground in Tokyo the other day. I suppose I never thought you would actually be here.” I shrugged my shoulders slightly, keeping my golden eyes on the floor. This was not how I had envisioned my death and making a move down the well would be a suicide attempt. There was no one in the world who believed I was sincere. I killed Kagome out of sport. That's what they all believe. “You're not foolish enough to jump down that well are you Sinner?”

I let my gaze wander up his taut stomach and chest before they finally reached his face, his golden eyes a reflection of my own. I smiled softly. “You're a demon Sesshoumaru, but it would take you five seconds to reach me at that distance, while it would only take me two point seven seconds to be exact to throw myself in. Either way you look at it, you're still not fast enough.”

The wind blew a callous remark his direction and yet his face remained the same. “Even if you were right Sunari, in this life time or the last I will kill you.”

I shrugged my shoulders. “When I have finished my business I will dispose of myself however I please. However, I will not fall to your sword Sesshoumaru. You may believe what you want, I will not tell you otherwise. If it helps you sleep at night then yes, I killed Kagome because she was in the way.” I laughed. “Funny though. I'm the one who received the jewel shard.” I pulled the purple jewel from my pocket.

Sesshoumaru eyed it wearily. “Yet you did not receive the last wish.”

I smiled softly, my reflection glinting off the jewel.

“No. That went to someone more special then I…” I put the jewel back into my pocket and mentally cursed at myself for not sensing Sesshoumaru's move faster. He had made it within an arms length of me in a period of seconds and before I moved my body shook. I was still not at a safe enough distance from him but it had given me the time to run out the door. Quickly, I jumped up on the roof and waited for him. The situation I was in was rather troublesome and I was thankful that `mom' was not home.

“You are rather stubborn. I can see that it causes you pain to look at the jewel. Somewhere inside I think you killed Kagome for a reason unknown to us. However, it does not matter. You killed her and that's the problem.”

I turned around to face him. He was just to smart for me. I was not in the mood to fight him and knew that he was stronger then I was by a long shot. I sighed. Taking a step back I heard something in the roof crack. My eyes widened and I let the roof carry me down until I felt my head smack against the well and all went black.