Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction ❯ Requiem for Dark Love ❯ Overcoming lust ( Chapter 2 )

 I awoke with a jump to find myself in the same designated room I was in before. Everything looked the same.

 

 

 My head was killing me; I could hear my heart pounding in it. My mind searched over the events that happened while I was conscience.

 

 

 "Lets see, I was just about to fly over the trees, and someone wrapped their arms around me, and then I wake up here," I thought out loud. "Hmm, I guess I got to cocky with my plan that I forgot the ogres charging me. Damn, how could I have been so stupid?" My wings had somehow contracted back into my body, or fell off or disappeared I had noticed when I reached around to feel for them. "Interesting."

 

 

 I propped my weight on my right elbow, when an astonishing finding was made. My eyes went straight to his when I caught sight of him sitting at my waist level on the side of the bed.

 

 

 "I'm glad to see that you have wakened," he said with a warm smile, his magnificent hair framing his lips. "You are alright, aren't you?" he asked with concern.

 

 

 "Empz...." was all I could muster out. I was shocked, dumbfounded. I didn't know what to do. I was at a loss of words.

 

 

 He chuckled then proceeded, “Rest now and I will come for you later," he said unforcefully but with a commanding tone.

 

 

 He just turned the corner and out of sight when I felt all alone. I felt naked, afraid, helpless. What I would have given for anyone!

 

 

 "KURAMA, don't leave me!" I pleaded it at the top of my lungs.

 

 

 Even though we were only acquaintances, having met abruptly in the stair case, I yearned for him. I was still a little quaky being around someone I didn't fully know, and yet trust, but he had been nothing but nice towards me, and I needed him now. I needed him more then I needed anything in my life.

 

 

 After many silent moments concentrating on the doorway, I knew he wasn't coming back. He doesn't care...He just left me! HE DOESN'T CARE! "He doesn't care!" I chocked back, turning my head from the door and shutting my eyes, letting my thoughts get the best of me.

 

 

 "I'm all alone, no one cares. I have nobody. Where am I? I hate this place..." I began with my self pities. "God! Why did I ever have to go hiking? Why did You do this to me? I'm all alone....."

 

 

"I'm here for you, Ryan."

 

 

 A deep rich sensual voice filled my ears brushing back my hair. Every nerve on my body was stimulated with this vocal pleasure. With tears of joy filling my eyes, I whipped around and stared into the great vortex of Kurama's eyes.

 

 

 "You came back," I blurted out like a little school girl.

 

 

 "You asked me to," he replied in his deep alluring voice. "What do you need?"

 

 

 "I...I don't want to be alone..." That did it for me. I could not hold back the roaring storm any longer. Tears escaped my eyes for the first time in years. It felt good to cry, to let loose.

 

 

 I was so transfixed with myself that I hadn't realized that I had clung onto Kurama's white shirt and was sobbing hopelessly into it. He was holding me compassionately, cupping my head to his chest and his other hand resting along my back.

 

 

 It felt awkward, but so right.

 

 

 "Kurama I...*sniff*...I just don't want to...*sniff*...be alone. I'm so scared...*sniff*...I...."

 

 

 "Shh, don't worry. I'm here with you. No more tears."

 

 

 He took my face in his hands and used his thumbs to wipe away my pain. He was searching me with his eyes through mine. I wanted to break the connection, but my body, and his, wouldn't let me. It was mentally painful letting him discover things about me through my eyes. I felt embarrassed yet enraged. Why is he doing this?

 

 

 "So much sorrow, so much pain," he stated.

 

 

 "Kurama!" I faintly whispered as I fell into his arms and eventually was washed into a silent slumber.

 

 

 His sweet embrace held me for, how long? I do not know, but when I woke up, he was still holding me. We had, or he intentionally, laid down with one another and fallen asleep, I in his arms. It felt so wonderful when I awoke. His soft, yet hard body was pressed up against my backside. His chest was broad and muscular. I couldn't take it any longer; I had to see it for myself.

 

 

 I turned around with the most carefulness I could muster. His left arm was now under my head while his right was loosely draped over my hip. He looked like a god. Such smooth skin, such red lips. He had removed his white shirt before sleeping. His tanned chest was in sync with mine as we breathed together.

 

 

 He definitely works out. I concluded in my head with a chuckle. I had to do it. I had to feel him. I had to submit myself to run my greedy fingers over his silky skin. Shaking a little, I lowered my hand on his collar bone. Lifting it a little so that my fingers were the only thing that touched, I slid them lower and lower. Still continuing lower, I closed my eyes, feeling so excited and wonderful. I let my fingernails now only touch him as I pictured his perfect body in my mind.

 

 

 "Em, you know how to tease me my goddess."

 

 

 Shocked and frightened, I quickly retracted my wanting fingers off of his body. To embarrassed to look him in the face, I slowly opened my eyes and glanced at him. To my surprise, his eyes were still closed.

 

 

 "Please Ryan, caress me more."

 

 

 He's talking in his sleep.

 

 

 Not wanting to deprive my urges, and apparently his, I placed both of my hands on his breast. With my fingernails, I gently scratched downward. To my excitement, Kurama shuddered with pleasure.

 

 

 Kurama let out a small growl and tightened his grip on me. Forcing me to him, I could feel how much of a man he really was, and this excited me in a foreign way. I was pressed completely up against him. Our mouths were only centimeters apart. I was embarrassed, I was confused, I didn't know what to do.

 

 

 "Ku...Kurama?"

 

 

 With another growl and silencing my voice, Kurama plunged his head forward catching me in a lustrous kiss. Not knowing what to do, I let him proceed. He bucked his hips rapidly against mine, making both our warmths clash in an invigorating way, and with every meeting, his became harder and harder.

 

 

 Working his way down from my lips and nestling on my neck, he started inching his hands up the back of my shirt. He bit down on my neck causing pain and pleasure, and incidentally caused my eyes to bullet open. Amazed at what I saw, I could do nothing but reach out and touch it. Running through his hair were silver highlights, a big contrast to his natural amber roots. Something wasn't right. It struck me that Kurama was still sleeping while all this was going on. Even if it was what he wanted, I would have felt horrible if he woke up and found me moaning under him. It just wasn't right.

 

 

 "No Kurama," I commanded softly.

 

 

 "Grr."

 

 

 He backed off, but he still held me tightly pressed against him. He was silent again with the innocent face. I looked everywhere, but the silver highlights had vanished.

 

 

 Not wanting to leave Kurama, but wanting even more to leave the building, I knew I had to leave while he was asleep. Being more careful then the last time, I wiggled with little problem out of Kurama's grasp. Creeping off the bed and to the doorway, I looked back at the form of him.

 

 

 Something about him intrigues me, but I just can't place my finger on it!

 

 

 The curtain over the window was still pulled back and it was night again.

 

 

 Excellent, I'll have the cover of darkness.

 

 

 With that last final thought I left, but not without one last word. "Thank you Kurama."

 

 

 I turned and walked with a purpose out the doorway and to the right to the staircase I knew that would lead me out.