Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction ❯ The Music of Love ❯ Don't Look ( Chapter 1 )

Don't Look

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One night, Kurama and Hiei had a huge fight. Kurama wanted Hiei to be less protective. Hiei tried to defend himself. Kurama got frustrated and told Hiei to get out. Hiei argued some more, trying to get the fox to see how risky he was. Kurama screamed for him to leave. Hiei left and told him that he wouldn't be coming back!

When you called me up this morning

Told me `bout the new love you've found…

I said I'm happy for you…

I'm really happy for you…

Four nights later, after she had comforted him, Mukuro and Hiei have sex. Hiei decided to stay in the Makai with her. He sends an imp to the Ningenkai with a message bubble, it contains a message telling Kurama it's over and he's now dating Mukuro.

Kurama sends the bubble back with a message wishing Hiei good luck with his new life and love. He looks and sounds jovial, sincerely wishing them happiness.

You've found someone else

I guess I won't be coming round…

I guess it's over baby…

It's really over baby…whoa

After the imp left with the message for Hiei, Kurama fell to the ground crying. He cursed the gods for tearing them apart. His chest hurt from his wrenching sobs and now his heart was a broken mess. He kept hearing Hiei saying how he had always had hidden feelings for her. Now he wanted to act on them. How Hiei said they should of stayed just friends.

Hiei didn't sound like he missed his former fox at all…

He just hopes that Hiei never sees how torn apart he is from this breakup.

And from what you've said

I know you've gotten over me…

It'll never be…

The way it used to be…

So if it's gotta be this way…

Don't worry, baby…

I can take the news ok

But if you see me walking by

And the tears are in my eyes…

Look away, baby, look away…

Kurama and the others, minus Hiei, meet at the park. Yusuke asks Kurama if he seen Hiei lately. Kurama says he hasn't, then excuses himself and walks away. Fresh tears streak down his face when he finally gets far enough away.

He loves Hiei so much. He really thought they would be together forever. They really had something special.

And if we meet on the street someday

And I don't know what to say…

Look away, baby, look away…

Don't look at me…

I don't want you to see me this way…

When we both agreed as lovers

We were better off as friends…

Kurama started to lose weight. He hadn't slept or eaten since the break up. Maybe Hiei was right, he mused, and they should of stayed friends. Or maybe Hiei should of fought harder to help Kurama keep their relationship floating. But now it was too late. Kurama was all-alone now.

Kurama wished he could be in Hiei's warm embrace still, instead of in his cold bed all alone…

He hated himself for it, but he also wished that Hiei was in as much pain as he was…He wished Hiei hadn't replaced him so easily.

That's how it had to be…

Yeah…that's how it had to be…

I tell you I'm fine

But sometimes I just pretend…

Wish you were holding me…

Wish you were still holding me…oh…

I just never thought…

That I would be replaced so soon

I wasn't prepared…

To hear those words from you…

Kurama thinks of Hiei everyday. He still goes on with his normal life, trying to look normal. It seemed no one saw the hole in his chest, right where his heart had been.

Now he regretted starting that fight. Now that he thought about it, Hiei was right- he was just taking too many risks to force Hiei into proving his love. This was what he wanted…now Kurama had to face it.

He was such an idiot, and he never wanted Hiei to see him like this.

I know I wanted to be free…

Yeah, baby, this is how we wanted it to be

But if you see me walking by

And the tears are in my eyes…

Look away, baby, look away…

And if we meet on the street someday

And I don't know what to say…

Look away, baby, look away…

Don't look at me…

I don't want you to see me this way…

Kurama has been getting more and more depressed everyday. He tries to hide his inner pain, but it shines out through his eyes. He had played the game and lost. Lost what mattered most to him in all three worlds.

He just couldn't live without Hiei…He was disgusted with himself for being so stupid, for causing his own downfall.

He feels the tears coming again, and hopes Hiei never sees him crying like this…

If you see me walking by

And the tears are in my eyes…

Look away, baby, look away

And if we meet on the street someday

And I don't know what to say…

Look away, baby, look away…

Don't look at me…

I don't want you too see me this way…

Kurama stopped seeing Yusuke and Kuwabara, as well as his other few friends, after two weeks of life without Hiei. His mother had grown more concerned with her son. He was always somewhat quiet and liked to be alone. But it seemed to her that now her son was craving solitude.

Kurama was glad for one thing. Hiei would never know or see the hurting Youko. That should have helped him with his pride. But nothing did. He was just living through the motions he had long ago memorized; not really caring or living.

How could he with his heart so far away?

If you see me walking by

And the tears are in my eyes…

Look away, baby, look away…

Don't look at me…

I don't want you to see me this way…

When you called me up this morning

Told me `bout the new love you've found…

I said I'm happy for you…

I'm really happy for you…

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