Card Captor Sakura Fan Fiction ❯ Healing a Broken Heart ❯ Feelings show up ( Chapter 4 )

Disclaimer: Card Captor Sakura is CLAMP's creation, unfortunatelly...

 

Notes before reading:

*Some parts will be from the character's point of view.
*Character's age:
Eriol - 23 Sakura - 21 Tomoyo - 21 Syaoran -23

 

- Feelings show up -

 

Eriol rested on his bedroom, remembering his last conversation with Ukyo.

*Flashback

“So you thought that maybe she could break the curse... didn't you?” she asked without taking her eyes from the window.

 

“You don't know how it is like to kiss someone you feel attracted for... and not being able to feel it. Having no sensations, and that everytime that you start feeling something, a hug, a kiss... that feeling is taken away from you.” Said Eriol and sat at the edge of the bed.

*End of flashback

He thought Sakura could break the curse Ukyo's sisters placed on him. Ukyo had a sister named Asuka, he met her when he was living on England. They both fell in love, they dated around 2 years before he went to Japan for university.

Asuka lived alone in an apartment and everything between them was ok, until Ukyo went to visit her sister and met Eriol. When Eriol saw her he fell in love with her, and Asuka was no longer attractive to him, he stayed at their house and met their parents, both Askua and Ukyo were sorceress, at night he went to Ukyo's room for sessions of passionet sex. Few months before they broke up, Asuka realized Eriol was no longer caring about her, he had no time to see her, so she started thinking he was dating someone else. One night she followed him and found out that indeed, he was dating someone, but what she didn't expected, was that her sister was the other girl. Eriol and Ukyo were kissing on the front door of his house, Asuka was on the other side of the street and started walking towards them to get an explanation, but when she was crossing the street a car hit her and she was dying, Eriol and Ukyo realized what happened and broke their passionate kiss, Eriol went to Asuka and hold her, and with her last words she casted a spell on Eriol, so he could never feel love again.

”Damned Asuka, she screw up my life.” Eriol was really upset he could never felt love again, because before he was cursed, he really fell in love with a girl for once in his life.

-At Syaoran's Place-

”I told you Sakura, it's normal to hate someone that played with your feelings.” Tomoyo said to her concerned friend.

”But I want to see him dead Tomoyo! That's not normal, at least not in me.” Screamed Sakura desperately, afraid of her new feeling.

”Ok. You have a point. But you'll recover from this, you won't die, you'll survive.” Said the girl to her friend, in a serious tone, she didn't sound sweet as always.

 

“I'm sorry Tomoyo, I guess you're right, I cannot allow me to die for someone like him. He's not that worthy. Well, let's talk about another stuff.” Smiled Sakura to her childhood friend.

*Tomoyo's POV*
”So, how's your foot?” I asked changing the conversation theme as she begged for me to do.

”Great. I can finally walk on both my feet. All thanks to Syaoran's care.” She smiled, she looks so different than whenever we talked about her relationship with Eriol... I guess that just like him, she was not really in love with him.

'I guess it happened again like with Yukito, Sakura's heart got confused again.'

 

“Is there something wrong Tomoyo-chan? You're not paying attention to anything I say” Sakura took me out of my thoughts.

”Yeah, sorry. But I'm starting to remember you told me you wanted me to do you a favor.” I answered. `Uff, thanks God I remembered that.'

”You're right. I almost forgot. Can you take me to the market? I want to make a delicious dinner for Syaoran.” She smiled and I noticed a little blush in her cheeks.

”Sure.” I answered, I needed to please her, she couldn't do everything. Even though her feet was better, it was not completely ok. “Let's go.”

Sakura asked me to check if there was no sign of Eriol around, she was scared he had followed me, but my bodyguards made sure there was no sign of him on my to Li's home. After making Sakura be sure there was nothing to be scared of, she got on the passenger seat and we headed to the nearest market to find out everything for the dinner she planned to give to Syaoran. We bought everything to make a delicious pasta and a sweet chocolate cake for dessert. An hour later we were back at home, and I helped her fix everything for the romantic dinner.

 

“We'll I guess everything's ready for your romantic dinner with Li.” I teased Sakura.

 

“What? It's not a romantic dinner Tomoyo!” she shouted nervously, I knew her knees were shaking, maybe she hadn't realized it yet, but she's starting to feel something forr Syaoran Li.

 

“Sure Saku, whatever you say” I said.

 

“What do you think? Me, thinking about men, when someone broke my heart recently?” She was right, someone broke her heart, but that was not a good excuse for her heart stop looking for a new person to love.

 

“I only tell you what you don't realize Saku-chan.” I needed to tell her the truth, she was falling in love with Syaoran but she didn't knew. I swear I wanted to scream `You love him girl! Don't deny it!'. “Mmm... whatever you say won't change the fact that it's a romantic dinner.”

 

“Romantic dinner?” Sakura and I froze when we heard a masculine voice behind us. But it was not any man's voice, it was Syaoran Li's.

 

We turned around and faced Syaoran. Sakura was red about the fact he heard the last two words I said. He was looking at us like if we were some kind of freaks. And I knew I needed to leave, If not I was going to screw up everything.

”Well, long time no see Li!” I said to break up the silence in the kitchen.

 

“Yes. It's nice to see you're ok.” He said and went to the glass backyard door.”Hey Buster, how are you?”

'What?!! He didn't cross a word with Sakura, he went to talk with the dog... wait... a dog? When did he got one? I have to ask Sakura later. Mmm... I guess he is just as shy as Sakura.'

 

“Oh! Look, it's late and I have to go. Eat well.” I went to where Syaoran and his dog, and whispered a few words to him. “Sakura made everything for you, just enjoy.” And I went out.

 

*End of Tomoyo's POV*

Sakura was at the kitchen, she was still frozen. Syaoran letted Buster in and both went to Sakura.

”Sakura? Is anything wrong?” he asked and she looked at him. Remembering there was a dinner ready to be served.

 

“Yes. I mean, no. I'm sorry. I...I prepared dinner for you.” She said now having courage enough to face his amber eyes. “Want to eat some?”

 

“Sure.” He said and pain went away, she was scared he would reject her.

 

Sakura served dinner for them. She started with some salad, then came the pasta, she gave some to Buster, who devoured it. After eating she gave him a slice of the chocolate cake. During dinner they talked about Syaoran's day, and how Sakura got the idea of making dinner for them. Now that they were having dessert the room was quiet.

 

*Sakura's POV*

'Fuck I don't know what to say. All conversation themes I had on mind are finished. Wow, he's really cute. I wish I could lick that chocolate he has in his upper lip. But... what am I thiking about? A man broke my heart, If I had a relationship with Syaoran he could do the same Eriol did. I really don't want that. But there's something about Syaoran that makes me feel so, comfortable.

 

“Thank you.” He said looking at me, he was smiling.

”What?” I asked not understanding what he said.

”Thanks, for the dinner.” He said once again and I smiled for him. “It's late, we have to go to sleep.”

'What? Sleeping early on weekend? Well... guess Syaoran has to work tomorrow too.'

 

“Yes, you're right.” I said.

 

We cleaned up the dishes and he took Buster out. I saw him from inside the house, cheking every perfect move he made, looking at his perfect body `What am I thinking about, It cannot be.' I went up to my room and opened the balcony's door. The city view was awesome, I could see a beautiful silver moon. `Syaoran-kun. What? Why am I thinking about him, he's just a good friend.' I started thinking about Syaoran, whenever he came to my mind I felt something... something I can't explain, just an amazing feeling.

 

“Syaoran...I wish you could hold me...” suddenly I felt someone was wrapping his arms around me, and I felt warm.

 

*End of Sakura's POV*

 

“I also want to hold you.” Syaoran said to Sakura in a whisper.

 

She turned around to face him, the moonlight lightened their faces for each other, his eyes were soft, his cheeks were pink, his messy hair, everything about him was more than perfect. He admired his emerald eyes, those eyes made his heart beat go up. Her angelical face was prettier than ever, her hair was dancing thanks to the wind that entered the room by the balcony opened door.

”Syaoran-kun” she said softly.

”Sakura” he said with a tone that indicated he was deeply in love. “Let me be the one... that takes care of of you.”

 

Sakura took her eyes away from his and got closer to him, hiding her face on his chest. He passed his hands trough her hair, again feeling it's softness.

”I... I don't know...I don't want my heart to be broken again.” She said concerned, she really wanted pain to be away, and even if Syaoran made her felt so secure, she didn't wanted to make the wrong decision again.

 

“Let me show you I care about you...” he made her face him, kissed her forehead and looked into her eyes. “I love you Sakura.”

Her eyes widened, she didn't knew what to do or say after his confession. He got his face closer to hers until he felt her hot breath, tasting it, trying to hold himself from tasting her lips, he didn't wanted to pressure her.

”Syaoran-kun...I... I love you too.” And that was all he needed, he pressed his lips against hers and finally tasted the sweetness of her kiss. She hugged him tightly and before she knew it, she was kissing him as desperately as he was. They were there, under the moonlight, letting themselves love each other, tasting their lips. They're toungues were dancing, their lips melted into a passionate kiss. Sakura was scared, but something inside her said she should let herself go and enjoy every moment of this new chance to love an be loved. He wrapped his arms around her waist, and lifted her up, she wrapped her legs around his and he took her to his room, there he let her tiny figure rest on the bed.

At that moment many toughts came to Sakura's mind. She was confused, what was she going to do, she never was like that with Eriol, even if they were going to get married she never let him take her to bed, what was different with Syaoran? Could it be as Tomoyo said? Was she falling in love with Syaoran?

 

Author Notes:
Hey! I'm sorry again for the long update, I am working on other things, problems and now the fact of getting prepared for school. I already have the next chapter that I'll be updating soon. Hope you liked it.
Kajime