Card Captor Sakura Fan Fiction ❯ How to Love an Angel... ❯ About Yue... and Clow's little secret... ( Chapter 5 )

Disclaimer: Not mine… *sniffs*… not yours either! *Bwahaha…*

Let's write some lemon people! *grins* Oh… yeah… big thanks to the FaryMage (and everybody) who's been reading this fiction and reviewing it! Thanks so much for your trouble!

As for the rest of you… meanies who didn't even bother to review ONCE… thanks for reading anyways… ^_~ (but reviews are ALWAYS welcome…)

Warnings: Dunno… I think this in an attempt at lemon… I'm not quite sure it turned out well… you tell me! Hum… Yue grumpiness and let's see… Touya looses his temper a few times so, foul language… nothing impressive though…

 

*Shini* Oh yeah… the story took over me right about here! *sighs* I wasn't expecting this chapter to end up the way it does and I changed it loads of times… The way I see it, things from now on tend to get very sappy and with loads of angst… no more fluffy stuff… ok… maybe a little fluffyness… you wanna kill me already? Sorry… I hope you enjoy it… *sweat drops*

 

About Yue… and Clow's little secret…

 

The first few weeks they spent at their “new” house were pure hell… not that they argued or anything… but moving all of Touya's stuff and explaining to everybody who dared to ask for the gazillion time why they were doing this… and receiving not a few disgusted looks afterwards… stressed them both to no ends…

 

On top of that, Touya learned rather quickly that a stressed Yukito gave place to Yue more often… and a stressed Yuki equaled a stressed Yue… only Yue was much tougher to get along with than his gray haired boyfriend…

 

He still shivered when he remembered the chilling look the angel gave him when he first asked him to help with lifting a box. He had made clear to Touya that Yue most definitely did NOT help with trivial house chores… in fact… Yue did not help AT ALL… his angelical presence being almost too much for a mere human like himself to bear…

 

Touya sighed as he opened the last box they had yet to unpack. It had been three weeks since the beginning of their, his, moving in and still it seemed he had brought stuff for four people…

 

“Maybe that's because I had almost no help…” He thought bitterly. “If Yuki had been here more often we'd be over with this long ago…” he did not notice when he sighed again… a little louder this time, letting go on some of his frustration.

 

“Will you stop mourning already?” A feminine voice demanded from behind him.

 

He didn't even have to lift his eyes to know the angel was there, making another of his, oh so rare and oh so unpleasant appearances.

 

“Well, I wouldn't be sighing as much if someone helped me out for a change…” He accused shamelessly.

 

“Oh… and how does that apply?” Yue asked, truly amused.

 

“Well if I had had any help I'd be finished by now… and not half as tired…”

 

“Hmm… well that's a shame. Next time you'd better bring someone along to help you out… ” Yue wondered.

 

Touya barely managed to stay calm, he grit his teeth “Yes…” his hands curled into fists, “I'd better…”

 

As the brunet went back to his work he saw, unnerved, the angel's lips curve in a faint smile. Something inside him snapped and he spat furiously, “Why are you like this?”

 

“Like what?” Yue answered not a bit moved by Touya's reaction.

 

“Unpleasant! You're always being unpleasant to people… even to Sakura… you always keep her on the verge of tears with your dry answers and cruel comments! Why do you do this?”

 

“This is who I am” he said calmly, and turned to leave the room, apparently not interested in Touya's discussion, but the blue eyed boy moved swiftly and blocked the door.

 

He had already started this, he thought, might as well finish it. “What happened to you Yue? Why are you always so cold? I thought we had achieved a new step in our relationship!”

 

“What do you mean by relationship?” Yue's eyes narrowed. “Your relationship is with that human part of mine… Yukito… not me… I'm not your… anything…”

 

“Not anything? Are you delusional? We've already made love Yue! Of course you're my something! You're my lover!”

 

Yue shivered slightly at Touya's words and turned his back to him, spreading and lifting his wings protectively.

 

“Why are you hiding?” Touya pressed, “Did I say something to affect you and that icy heart of yours?” He was being mean, he knew that… there was no reason to press the angel this much but weeks of frustration were pilling up and tumbling away with his angry words.

 

“I don't have a heart” The angel shook his head vehemently, “The one I had was taken away from me… you know that!” He accused coldly.

 

“Is this still about Clow?!” Touya asked incredulously, “I thought we had already talked past that!”

 

“Oh, it's easy for you to say so!” Yue shouted and his wings trembled slightly with anger. “You petty human! You know nothing about suffering!”

 

“I know nothing?” Touya raised his voice, “I know nothing? Don't be so self-centered Yue… you're not the only one here who's suffered… We've had different lives, it's true… but we both suffered… from different causes, yes… but this is no contest to see who suffered the most! This is a bond… to try and make each other, if not stop suffering, suffer less and help as time heals the wounds…”

 

“You don't know what you're saying…” Yue whispered brokenly.

 

“Oh, but I do… I said I loved you Yue… and it's true, I do. In spite of everything you did to me during the past weeks to make me hate you…I'm not going to hate you… ever. You're more like Yuki then you think… and I'm in love with both of you” Touya assured and approached the angel carefully from behind caressing some of his soft white feathers.

 

“Oh Touya… don't do this to me… don't…” Yue pleaded, “Can't you see I'm already broken inside… I feel so hollow and empty… there's nothing left for you to play with and brake…”

 

“I'm not playing Yue… not breaking either… in fact I would like to try and mend some of your pieces…”

 

“But you can't! You can't!” Yue turned to face him again and Touya saw his tear stained face, the blue eyes shinning with so much sadness and pain… but behind it all… Touya still saw it… small but still there… the little flame… hope.

 

“I'm frightened…” The angel whispered.

 

“Don't be…” Touya muttered back, catching a loose strand of snow white hair and caressing it. “I love you Yue… and you can love me back, just let yourself be…”

 

The angel seemed unsure and his wings wavered for a moment, “I don't know if I can…”

 

“Just let it go Yue… come to me… come to me and we will work anything out…” Touya urged softly, turning to face the angel and circling his hands on the slim waist.

 

“Clow never told me that he loved me… so freely” Yue closed his eyes and rested his forehead on Touya's, each one sharing the other's breath. “I had almost to beg him the first time…” he remembered sadly looking away from Touya.

 

“You'll never have to beg me for anything” the brunette cupped the angel's face on his hands and stared at purplish depths, “Unless you want me to stop loving you… but that, my dear Yue, will be your only wish I won't be able to grant…”

 

“To-ya…” the angel shuddered and Touya knew he'd surrendered. The brunette had won.

 

“Yue…” Touya said between a heated kiss, “Yue… I've had you before… but it was not enough, I was making love to Yuki when you came out. Let me have you this time, from the start…” He kissed Yue's jaw and sucked on it, “Let me make you entirely and truly mine…”

 

“Oh To-ya…” The angel was nothing but a rag doll in his arms, completely submissive to his every will. Touya thought about the responsibility of having this gorgeous creature completely surrendered to him and immediately accepted it. Yue was to be his and no one else's… “I'll take care of you, my love… I won't allow you to be used as a play toy… ever again… I promise…”

 

Yue moaned as Touya peeled part of his tunic away revealing a smooth impossibly white and perfect chest. “So delicate…” he licked a pink nipple teasingly and then bit it lightly as it hardened in his mouth. “Like a China doll… my doll…”

 

Yue moaned and threw his head back panting already, “So responsive…” Touya though, reaching for the blue sash holding his lovers pants, the bulge underneath them making itself obvious, “Maybe Clow really made him to be like this…”

 

As the pants were tossed carelessly on the floor Yue hooked one leg around Touya's waist and rubbed himself fiercely against the rough cloth of the brunette's clothes. Touya searched Yue's lips again and they shared an open mouthed mind blowing kiss.

 

“Oh God…” Touya panted, “You're so beautiful…” Yue smiled slyly, “Too beautiful…” He reached for the tie holding his angel's hair and had to hold his breath for a second as pristine beauty unfolded all around them, touching the floor and framing Yue's face in an almost sinful manner. He felt an urge to cry, “Oh god… please don't let this be true… please let it be a coincidence…”

 

Yue turned heavy lidded eyes to him and efficiently started removing his clothing, “You have way too much cloth covering your body lover…” The feminine voice whispered next to his ear and he felt a warm tongue working on it. He shivered.

 

Swift hands unbuckled his belt and lowered his trousers revealing his hard member covered only by black silk boxers, those taken care of Yue kneeled in front of him and Touya felt terrified when a velvet cheek touched his shaft and rubbed it like a cat. He was torn between pleasure and despair when a warm wetness covered him almost whole and started sucking.

 

“Yue” he moaned but his foggy mind was racing, catching up with the horrible truth. That wonderful mouth left his member and one long limb curled around his waist again. “Aren't you going to take me To-ya? Aren't you going to make me yours?” Yue teased rubbing his own throbbing flesh against Touya's.

 

“Yue I…” Touya tried to speak, he wasn't quite sure if he wanted to do this anymore. This was so different from when Yue had rode him in his father's house. He hadn't been paying enough attention at that time, but now he was… and he was afraid to learn the truth…

 

“Love me master… make me yours…” the angel begged, his wings unfolding and coming up to caress Touya's back. Everything about Yue was so sensual, he was so sexy all the time… Touya couldn't help thinking as he lifted the boy and layed him down on the empty table, he's every movement seemed to scream, his very breathing to say “fuck me, take me, make me yours…” all the time…

 

“Oh god…” He said once again and the gorgeous creature held him with his legs and made Touya enter him in one swift movement without even lubing himself. “Yue…” Touya gasped.

 

“Shh… it's all right…” the angel assured him, “Now move!” he ordered briskly, “Move To-ya for heaven's sake… make love to me… fuck me good!”

 

The brunette felt Yue's muscles clench and he immediately obliged, his hips moving of their own accord despite the tears forming in his eyes.

 

“Harder…” Yue screamed in delight, “Yes! Yes! Right there… Oh… To-ya… fuck me… fuck me HARD!” He laughed and his eyes gleamed unaware of Touya's miserable state.

 

Yue came three times while Touya was inside of him, his cock jerking it's seed but never softening until the third time when Touya finally came with him, the boy's own seed coating him from the inside and dripping on the table and floor as Touya kept thrusting for a while after his climax.

 

Touya was pulled down for a searing kiss and after a while he regained enough strength to carry his spent lover to their room. He tucked Yue in after cleaning them both with a warm cloth and laid down beside his angel.

 

Yue opened tired foggy eyes to him and smiled, “Thank you master” he whispered, “but you could just have left me there… you know I usually find my way to bed on my own afterwards…” He turned around after a moment as if taking his surroundings, “Why am I in your bed…?” he frowned… “You want more?” he mused, “But I'm tired… please… let me sleep for a while… I swear I'll be a good Yue once I'm rested…” He tried to suppress a yawn but failed miserably, “Please master… only five minutes…” He closed his eyes and went to sleep without even looking closely at To-ya's face. If he had, he might have seen the tears.

 

“So it is true…” the boy though bitterly, “you really were made to be his sex toy… Oh Yue… I'm so sorry…” he sobbed, “How could he? His toy… “

 

He curled around his lover and held him possessively, his eyes gleaming with fierce hate and desperate love, “He is not a toy…” He shouted at the darkness, “Do you hear me Clow? He's NOT a toy… no matter what you've done to him… I love him! I love him! You'll see… He'll love me back… he will…! He said he already did…” He whispered brokenly, remembering Yue's words from the night they were at the park. “He loves me… he has to… I love him so much…” Touya was shaking miserably but Yue did not wake up, spent as he was. “You sick bastard!” He kept shouting, “You sick, sick fucking bastard! I'll make him forget you! He'll be mine… you'll see…”

 

…

 

As the moon traveled in the sky it shone over a trembling form, reflecting the endless stream of tears splashing over a fallen angel's form. It didn't hear the rocking form's murmured words but somewhere an eerie voice laughed and it echoed in the night, “Indeed my boy…” it whispered, “We'll see…”

 

TBC