Card Captor Sakura Fan Fiction ❯ Testing our love ❯ Who you really are... ( Chapter 4 )

On last Chapter:

` I promised myself to never cry for you. But I can't keep thinking about you... It's starting to hurt, I only see I try to know about you but I simply got no answer. Those beautiful memories, about that innocent love, are part of my present, beacuse I cannot get you out of my mind. But I bet It's time to start thinking about me.'

 

Tought Sakura and fell asleep. She knew that many years have passed, and she needed to go on. Meaning that she needed to start forgetting about her dear Syaoran.

 

Who you really are*

 

---- At Sakura's Room -----
Sakura was sleeping quietly when suddenly someone slammed the door and jumped into her bed.

 

“SAKURA!!!!!” somebody shouted.
”Ahh!!! Who is it?” asked Sakura at the same time she covered herself with th sheets.
”Don't be scared Sakura, it's me... Tomoyo!” said the girl to her friend.
”Oh! Tomoyo don't scare me that way.” Said Sakura.
”I'm sorry Sakura. You need to get ready, I need you to model on the runway to check out the suits I made,” said Tomoyo.
”Ok. Just let me get ready.” Said Sakura and ran to the bathroom.

 

The phone started ringing and Tomoyo answered it.

”Hi there! Who is it?” asked Tomoyo.
”Daidouji-san! It's me, Koji.” Said the boy.
”Hey Koji! I'm glad that you can take the photos at the session today. I need them for the magazine I have to give to the judges. I'm sorry that I interrupted your work.” Said Tomoyo.
”Don't worry Tomoyo. I have enough time to finish my other businnes. By the way you're a good friend of mine, so don't worry.” Said Koji.
”Ok. I'll see you at my office in an hour, and there we will go to the studio.” Indicated Tomoyo.
”Sure. I'll be there. See you.” Koji said.

 

And after saying this, they hanged up. Sakura was ready and Tomoyo suggested they must have breakfast. They went out and in an hour they will meet Koji.

----- In Hong Kong -----
Syaoran was at the studio filling in some papers for the tournament. He was determined to win, no matter what. Then he felt someone was hugging him from the back of the chair.

”Your mother told me that you were here” said a girl.
”I'm glad you're ok, I was worried last night. But you were right, what you needed was some rest.” Said Syaoran.
”Don't worry. And remember I'm always right.” Said Ashura.

“Remember what you told me last night?” asked Syaoran.
”Yes, I do. Why do you say so?” asked Ashura.
”I'm glad you said that. It means much more than you think for me.” Said Syaoran.
”What you're telling me now also means too much for me. You don't show your feelings too much, so when you admit you feel some way... that makes me feel so happy.” Said Ashura.
”That's exactly what I want. I want you to be happy every day.” Syaoran said.

He said that to Ashura and kissed her.

”Ah! I remember why I came. I got you breakfast.” Said Ashura.
”Thanks. You worry about me. And I love it” said Syaoran.

 

----- Back to Tokyo -----
Sakura and Tomoyo are having breakfast at a restaurant and Tomoyo realizes Sakura is not on planet Earth.

 

“Sakura? Are you listening to what I'm telling you?” asked Tomoyo.
”What? Where you telling me something?” asked Sakura.
”Sakura! You're not on Earth right? I've been telling you many things... I realized you weren't paying attention to me when you didn't answered what I asked you.” Answered Tomoyo.
”I'm sorry Tomoyo, I don't know where my head is.” Said Sakura.

“I think I know where is it. Sakura I heard you crying last night, you were thinking about Syaoran again.” said Tomoyo.
”Yes, last night I took out the box where I keep all the letters whe wrote, and that notebook where I wrote the other cards I never sent to him. I can't keep him off my mind, I love him Tomoyo! When I watch you and Eriol laughing and smiling, I only remember those days I was with Syaoran. Since hes not here... I haven't been the same anymore.” Sakura said.
”Sakura, I know what you're feeling. I know you love Syaoran and that you're still waiting for him, but you must not get depressed. You have to know that your life means more than you think, with or without Syaoran.” Tomoyo said.
”But I'm nothing without him. I cannot imagine my life without him.” Said Sakura.
”Then you musn't loose faith. Keep on going, but believe in your dreams. I know you can achieve everything you want. And if what you want is Syaoran, then keep the hope you have on him” said Tomoyo.
”Thank you Tomoyo. You're right. I'll be ok from now on.” Sakura said.

 

----- An hour later at Tomoyo's Office -----
”Miss Daidouji, the photographer is already here.” Said the secretary.
”Thank you.” Tomoyo said.

Sakura and Tomoyo enter the office and met Koji, they talked a while about the magazine and the photos that were going to be shooted. After tow hours they left to the studio where Koji would take the pictures.

”Sakura... you're next.” Said Tomoyo.
Sakura went onto the runway and when Koji was going to take the photo, he felt his heart was running fast. Finally, he remembered he was there to help her friend Tomoyo.
Tomoyo needed to fix some problems and left Sakura and Koji.

”I have to go just for a while. I have to fix some of the dresses.” Said Tomoyo and went out of the room.

Sakura sitted at the couch and closed her eyes. Koji looked at her and tought.

'When I first met her, she looked empty. But know that I see her again, I felt something changed. I saw her smiling and I felt my heart running fast, and a warm sensation ran trough my body'

”Koji?” asked the girl.
”Yes? What is it?” he asked.
”Since when do you know Tomoyo?” asked Sakura.
”I know her since we were five years old. My mother started working at her mother's comprany and sometimes I used to go with her... and she went with her mother too one day and we are good friends since then.” Answered Koji.
”I think you're a good person. I wish we can be good friends too.” Said Sakura.
”I think the same about you. Can I tell you something?” Koji asked.
”Sure.” She said.
”When I first met you, you looked sad. Your eyes were lost and empty. But now, when I was taking the photos, I saw you smiling for the first time... I mean a real smile, `cause you looked happy. I bet this is who you really are.” Said Koji.
”Yes. It's a long story, but to make it short I can tell you I had a boyfriend I'm still in love with, but I haven't heard about him. But I think and my minds starts to imagine things I don't like. But yesterday I realized, I must stop being depressed, and Tomoyo told me that with or without him my life has a great value... and I decided to be the one I used to, I want to be myself once again.” Said Sakura.
”Sakura, you're strong, your soul, your heart and your magic...” Koji said.
”What?!!!!” asked Sakura.
”I know you're the misstress of the Clow. I think that by now you have already sent back the letter I told you about that night.” He answered.
”You... you are that boy...” said Sakura.
”Yes, I was sent to take care of you... and to help you with your training.” Saik Koji.
”Who sent you? Who are you?” Sakura asked Koji.
”Don't be scared... I'll answer your questions at it's time.” Koji said and went out of the room.

Author Notes:
Done! This chapter was difficult to write. Now we know who was the boy that told Sakura about the tournament. But who sent him? Like he said... answers will come when they have to. Please review, it is my first fanfic as I said and I wanna know if you like it.
On the next chapter Koji tells Sakura what has he come for and she'll start her training, but it's time to go to the fashion festival. Syaoran got some problems and has to travel and he will felt something he lost some time ago is near him once again, or is he dreaming about this?