Card Captor Sakura Fan Fiction ❯ Testing our love ❯ Buried Love... Present Memories ( Chapter 3 )

On last chapter:
'Sakura, I haven't seen her in years... I suppose she must be ok, she's the Clow misstress, she's powerful. I still miss her. But I cannot be weak, Sakura is part of the past, I must focus on the tournament.

Said the young boy, turned around and enter his house.

Buried Love... Present Memories
---------At Tomoyo's Place------------
”So you're going to be on a tournament! It's been so long since the last time I made the costumes for your battles with the Clow cards. This time is going to be better.” Said Tomoyo.
”Yes. It was long time ago, I wanna thank you for all your support back then. You were always by my side, worried about me, and never lost faith in me. I'm glad your still here with me.” Said Sakura.
”Thank you Sakura. You're my best friend, I will be there whenever you need me. By the way I wanna ask you something.” Said the girl.
”What is it?” asked Sakura.
”Would you let me do your fighting suit for the tournament? You know you need one.” Asked Tomoyo.
”Well... I... think it's ok.” Said Sakura.
”Oh! You're going to look beautiful!” shouted Tomoyo

Tomoyo went to her bedroom and started making designs for Sakura's battle suit. Sakura went to her room, she will stay at Tomoyo's apartment a few days, she was going to help her friend, the fashion festival was near. She went to her room and took a little pink box.
She opened it and there was a picture of her and Syaoran, he was holding her and they both looked happy.

”Here we looked happy, at that time we were together. I was so happy that you loved me too, but then you went away, we started writting letters, but suddenly one day you stopped answering them... I tought it was because you were busy at school and maybe you would answer later. But I waited years to hear about you. Nothing happened. I know you miss me the same way I do, you haven't forgotten about me. One day you will come for me... I'm so sure of it, and that day we will be together again, and you'll stay with me and I'll do my best, to always see a beautiful smile on your face.” Said Sakura holding the photograph next to her.

She was going to put the photo on the box, but it slipped from her hands and many letters where now spread all over the floor. She picked them up, and saw a little notebook, a letter was below it. She took the notebook and stared looking trought it's pages.

Arpil 21:
You haven't answerd my last letter. I keep all day thinking about you, things here are OK including me, well maybe I'm dreaming. Hope you can answer me soon. I need to hear how you've been doing.

October 16:
It's been almost 7 months since my last letter, also the last time I wrote in this notebook. There are no news about you. I promised myself not to cry, but I can't hold it anymore... I miss you so much, and not knowing about you makes me worry too much. I called you home, but everytime it's the same answer... you're not around. Maybe your busy, maybe you're not around at that time, but that's weird. Is it normal that you're not there whenever I get to call you? What is it? I need to know about you... but I simply don't get any news on you. So what I can do now is just wait...

She closed the notebook and put it back in the box. She hided it in the deepest part of her closet and went to sleep. She covered herself with the sheets and closed her eyes. Her heart was weak, especially when she remembered him. Sakura promised herself that she would never cry for Syaoran, but no matter how strong she said she was, this time she simply lost her strenght and tears started to fall down her cheeks.


------- Somewhere in Hong Kong --------

”Syaoran, don't you think you must stop? I think it's enough for today.” Said Ashura.
”No. I must keep on training.” Answered Syaoran.
”I know you want to keep on training, but if you haven't noticed, I'm tired. I cannot help you by getting exhausted. Don't you think so?” asked Ashura.
”Just a little more.” Answered Syaoran.

He started fighting with Ashura and suddenly she felt into the floor. Syaoran immediately went to help her.

”Ashura! Are you ok? Please, answer me.” Shouted Syaoran
”Don't worry. I'm ok, I just need to rest.” Answered Ashura.
”I'm sorry I didn't heard you. I don't want you to get hurt because of me.” Said Syaoran.
”I know I made the right decision the day we met.” Said Ashura.
”Yes? And what was it?” asked Syaoran.
”Falling in love with you... I love you Syaoran.” Answered Ashura.
”I... I love you too.” Said Syaoran.

He got her on his arms and took her back home. She putted her in the bed and kissed her forehead. She went to dreamland quick, she was really tired. Syaoran got out and went to his room. He sitted and looked trough his window. It was such a beautiful night, he looked on his desk and found them.

'These are Sakura's letters' he tought.

He got one on his hands. The envelope looked like it was never opened.

'This was the last letter I got. One of many I haven't opened yet. But I bet it's time for open them, or at least open this one, the last memory or new I got about her.'

He opened it and started reading.


Dear Syaoran:
It's been 5 long months, and I haven't heard anything about you. I suppose you must be very busy with school. I have been calling you home, but whenever I call, they just tell me your not around. Is it that you don't want to talk to me? Have you forgotten about me? I miss you so much, I need you here.
I don't know how can I wake up everyday. I sometimes think I'm dreaming, and I want to wake up, to see you next to me.
Everybody here misses you and Mei Lin. Tomoyo invited me to go to the beach next vacations, I think we'll have a great time there. I've been doing good in school. Let me tell you I got an excellent grade in math. Can you believe it? MATH!
Eriol came to visit Tomoyo last weekend, we went to have some fun at downtown, and to the amusement park where we fought against void. Do you remember? It was fun. It looks like Tomoyo and Eriol friendship went to next stage. I'm happy for them.
I hope you can answer soon. You haven't answered my last letters. We both know mail is sometimes a crap. I want to know how you've been doing. I'm getting worried about you. Tomoyo said I shouldn't cry, she told me that for sure you must be ok. That I musn't get sad beacuse you love me. Knowing that makes me feel better. But I still miss you. I wish I could be with you. I promised myself I will cry no more, because I know you will come for me one day, we must be patient. No matter waht we are going to be together.
Sincerely
Sakura

P.S. Remember I love you too. Never forget.

 

He putted it the envelope and hide them again. But he suddenly thought, and went back for them. He got out and put them in the trash.

”That was the last letter I got from you my dear Sakura. But now everything has changed, and if I want to keep going. I must leave you in the past. I still think about you sometimes, but it hurts... so this is the best, for us. This love is part of the past.” said Syaoran to himself. And went back home.

---- Back in Tokyo-----

` I promised myself to never cry for you. But i can't keep thinking about you... It's starting to hurt, I only see I try to know about you but I simply got no answer. Those beautiful memories, about that innocent love, are part of my present, beacuse I cannot get you out of my mind. But I bet It's time to start thinking about me.'

 

Tought Sakura and fell asleep. She knew that many years have passed, and she needed to go on. Meaning that she needed to start forgetting about her dear Syaoran.

 

Author Notes:
Another chapter is done. Here we got to know about Syaoran and Sakura's past. I think Syaoran is mean, but many people do that when they want to forget about someone. My boyfriend used to. I hope you liked it. On next chapter Sakura will start her training and we'll know about that fashion festival. Sayonara.
Kajime.