Crossover With Non-anime Series Fan Fiction / Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction / Fruits Basket Fan Fiction ❯ Sometimes you just... ❯ Loss Of A Friend ( Chapter 54 )

A/N: I just recently lost two friends I trusted with my world, so obviously I write about it in poetry (what else would I do?).

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Loss Of A Friend

I really don't know what to say

No one's ever made me feel this way

I've never wanted to impress you more

Yet still my heart lies on the floor

I try so hard to give you my all

But you push it away and I start to fall

I'm falling deeper, falling fast

Was it not supposed to last?

You take for granted all that I do

Everything I put myself through

I'd do anything to keep this alive

I even hide away my pride

Uncertainty has made me wait

With my heart and mind in constant debate

Paranoia starts sinking in

Shaving my walls to be so thin

One little push, one more mistake

May end up making me, not bend, but break

Breaking my heart, breaking my mind

I'm losing all that I've worked hard to find

Am I just destined to lose in the end?

To lie without a hope or a friend?

It seems to be that way thus far

Each time my heart gains a deeper scar

This collection, it grows

But no more room shows

I can't seem to bear it, can't seem to stand

My heart won't stop bleeding as it lies in my hand

It's crying so loudly, a deafening sound

Otherwise, it knows, it'll never be found

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The friend that I wrote this for says I'm “playing the victim.” Isn't that just sick? I mean, I even stated in the poem that I was willing to give my dignity even to save the friendship. It seems that every time I get attached, the person leaves me… *sigh* In guess all that's left to say is “please review.”