D. N. Angel Fan Fiction ❯ Forbidden Love ❯ Prologue: Satoshi's Thoughts ( Prologue )
[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]
Disclaimer: I DO NOT OWN D.N.ANGEL OR ANY OF THE CHARACTERS!!!!
A/N: Absolutely no talking in this chapter, it’s mostly based off of facts and Satoshi’s thoughts. Please R&R. This is my first fan fic and I want know how I’m doing (even though I decided to make the Epilogue a bit morbid).
Ciao! X0X0 -Hèléne-
Prologue:
Satoshi’s thoughts
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He hated it.
Sitting there next to the window, watching Daisuke day in and day out while he had fun with his friends. This was the life of Hiwatari Satoshi, a genius of such, and an honors graduate from Oliver University at the mere age of 13. Life wasn’t good for this young supreme commander, it was stressful and tiring. Most of the stress was caused by dealing with Dark and Krad, but mostly Krad.
It hurt too.
He never grew up with an actual family, except for an adoptive father who never visited him, so he never knew what it was like to have someone that cared. The only person that show that he cared was the person he couldn’t be near, their families just somehow had to be mortal enemies. He could never have a normal life. It definitely sucked to be Hiwatari Satoshi. On one side, he dealt with the fan girls, always on the prowl, always giving him their confessional letters, yeah he could except them if he wanted to, but he hadn’t the time to waste on them. To him, every minute wasted is a minute wasted not catching Dark.
An then, there was Daisuke the only person he could care to call a friend, the only person that could speak to him in a friendly tone of voice, showing no fear. Unlike the fan girls, Daisuke wasn’t hesitant and that was one thing that made him happy. He was afraid though, he didn’t want to hurt Daisuke. Krad would make comment in the back of his head about killing Daisuke and Dark, that was Krad’s main purpose and that’s all he wanted. To kill Daisuke, and let “Satoshi-sama” watch as he bleed to death, slowly, and Satoshi was going to make sure that never happened.
Since Satoshi figured out that Daisuke was Dark he developed an understanding for his actions but never understood why Daisuke ever cared for his well-being. Just about every time there was a heist, the next day Daisuke would always make sure Satoshi wasn’t hurt, and he especially would if he and Daisuke had an encounter with Krad, because the battle with Krad were always long and grueling, but it was mostly a fight for your life. If Daisuke and Dark didn’t fight back, they would surly be dead as soon as they gave up. Battles like these always left Satoshi tired to no end.
He felt hollow.
Satoshi felt like a soulless shell, to him there was no will to live, but there was Daisuke, he cared too much about him, and knew that if he needed too, he would most definitely take his life so that Daisuke would live and be happy without him. But this depressed Satoshi, but thinking on further he decided that he would have to do it in the end. He need to tell Daisuke how he felt, because with this last feeling he was better off dead without it, and he knew that. The only person that ever believed in him was the only person, he knew, that he could love, and he was a boy. Satoshi knew this and it scared him, so much that for once he hadn’t a plan and he didn’t know what to do about it.
He was confuse.
He was scared of himself and confuse about what to do, but even more he was confuse about whom he was and what he felt. He was also confused about his sexual orientation. He didn’t know if he was straight, bi, or just plain gay. That was a fact he didn’t know or understand for the longest of times, but then he wasn’t afraid to admit that he was falling in love with another boy. In love, but knowing that this love is forbidden, and in the middle of a 400 year old feud. This love scared him, but he needed to embrace this feeling, because it was all he had left that was real.
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A/N: I need opinions!!!! I'm new at this and I want to know how well I did and if I should continue...
Satoshi: Wow, what a way to try and xpress my emotions
Me: Yeah I know
Satoshi: Where's Dai?
Me: trying to cook
Satoshi: WHAT?!?!
BOOM!!!!
Me: WTF!?!?! YOU EXPLODED MY KITCHEN AGAIN!!!!!
Daisuke: Oops....*sweat drops*
Satoshi: *glares*
toodles!
A/N: Absolutely no talking in this chapter, it’s mostly based off of facts and Satoshi’s thoughts. Please R&R. This is my first fan fic and I want know how I’m doing (even though I decided to make the Epilogue a bit morbid).
Ciao! X0X0 -Hèléne-
Prologue:
Satoshi’s thoughts
----------------------------
He hated it.
Sitting there next to the window, watching Daisuke day in and day out while he had fun with his friends. This was the life of Hiwatari Satoshi, a genius of such, and an honors graduate from Oliver University at the mere age of 13. Life wasn’t good for this young supreme commander, it was stressful and tiring. Most of the stress was caused by dealing with Dark and Krad, but mostly Krad.
It hurt too.
He never grew up with an actual family, except for an adoptive father who never visited him, so he never knew what it was like to have someone that cared. The only person that show that he cared was the person he couldn’t be near, their families just somehow had to be mortal enemies. He could never have a normal life. It definitely sucked to be Hiwatari Satoshi. On one side, he dealt with the fan girls, always on the prowl, always giving him their confessional letters, yeah he could except them if he wanted to, but he hadn’t the time to waste on them. To him, every minute wasted is a minute wasted not catching Dark.
An then, there was Daisuke the only person he could care to call a friend, the only person that could speak to him in a friendly tone of voice, showing no fear. Unlike the fan girls, Daisuke wasn’t hesitant and that was one thing that made him happy. He was afraid though, he didn’t want to hurt Daisuke. Krad would make comment in the back of his head about killing Daisuke and Dark, that was Krad’s main purpose and that’s all he wanted. To kill Daisuke, and let “Satoshi-sama” watch as he bleed to death, slowly, and Satoshi was going to make sure that never happened.
Since Satoshi figured out that Daisuke was Dark he developed an understanding for his actions but never understood why Daisuke ever cared for his well-being. Just about every time there was a heist, the next day Daisuke would always make sure Satoshi wasn’t hurt, and he especially would if he and Daisuke had an encounter with Krad, because the battle with Krad were always long and grueling, but it was mostly a fight for your life. If Daisuke and Dark didn’t fight back, they would surly be dead as soon as they gave up. Battles like these always left Satoshi tired to no end.
He felt hollow.
Satoshi felt like a soulless shell, to him there was no will to live, but there was Daisuke, he cared too much about him, and knew that if he needed too, he would most definitely take his life so that Daisuke would live and be happy without him. But this depressed Satoshi, but thinking on further he decided that he would have to do it in the end. He need to tell Daisuke how he felt, because with this last feeling he was better off dead without it, and he knew that. The only person that ever believed in him was the only person, he knew, that he could love, and he was a boy. Satoshi knew this and it scared him, so much that for once he hadn’t a plan and he didn’t know what to do about it.
He was confuse.
He was scared of himself and confuse about what to do, but even more he was confuse about whom he was and what he felt. He was also confused about his sexual orientation. He didn’t know if he was straight, bi, or just plain gay. That was a fact he didn’t know or understand for the longest of times, but then he wasn’t afraid to admit that he was falling in love with another boy. In love, but knowing that this love is forbidden, and in the middle of a 400 year old feud. This love scared him, but he needed to embrace this feeling, because it was all he had left that was real.
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A/N: I need opinions!!!! I'm new at this and I want to know how well I did and if I should continue...
Satoshi: Wow, what a way to try and xpress my emotions
Me: Yeah I know
Satoshi: Where's Dai?
Me: trying to cook
Satoshi: WHAT?!?!
BOOM!!!!
Me: WTF!?!?! YOU EXPLODED MY KITCHEN AGAIN!!!!!
Daisuke: Oops....*sweat drops*
Satoshi: *glares*
toodles!