Digimon Fan Fiction ❯ Say the Same ❯ The Quaternary Apportionment ( Chapter 4 )

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Say the Same

The Quaternary Apportionment

 

It was hard to say who was more startled. Small though Koushiro may be, at full speed he packed a wallop. Having had the wind knocked out of him, Taichi coughed as the impact forced him back some. As for Koushiro…he felt like he had hit a brick wall. Taichi wasn't exactly soft. Rubbing his nose, he looked up at Taichi who was staring back at him.

 

“I'm sorry,” Taichi said as soon as it stopped hurting to breathe. “I know you said leave, but I just had to—”

 

Then before anyone present in the hallway had a chance to think, Koushiro reached out and grabbed the lapels on Taichi's shirt. Jerking him downwards, Koushiro stood on his toes, and kissed Taichi.

 

It only lasted half a second, which was how long it took Koushiro to realize what the hell he was doing. Quickly, he released Taichi's shirt and settled back down on his feet.

 

**Well,** his mind told his heart, **we fucked up.**

 

**Wait,** his heart told his mind.

 

“Um…” Koushiro began to stutter as he tried to discreetly back away. “Uh…Tai, I like you. I mean, I think I like you. I mean…”

 

**Bloody hell,** Koushiro thought in one last burst of clear thought. **What have I done? What AM I doing? RUN!**

 

Koushiro turned on his heel, but didn't make it anywhere.

 

“Nuh-uh,” he heard Taichi say at the same time he felt Taichi's hand on his arm. “No way, you finish this before you run away.”

 

Koushiro found himself looking at Taichi but then, Taichi's face was descending on his, and then he had an extreme close-up of Taichi's eyelashes. Koushiro couldn't believe what was happening, what he was feeling. Well, he knew *what* he was feeling, but knowing that those were Taichi's lips touching his was quite different from believing that Taichi was kissing him. Then, Taichi pulled away, but he didn't go far.

 

“'Shiro?” he asked gently.

 

Koushiro looked at Taichi's face, and found himself suddenly being able to read human emotion as easily as he read computer code. Taichi was excited, he was worried, he was asking a question, and he was answering one. Koushiro, himself, was saying many things through his eyes. Fear and desire, longing and apprehension, both wrapped into one intoxicating blend that made Taichi anxious to quell the both of them, and Koushiro unable to think. But it no longer mattered, because his heart and mind were one, and even if they weren't, his body was absolutely certain.

 

Taichi leaned towards him once more, and this time Koushiro responded. With a desperation he never thought himself capable of, Koushiro pressed his lips against Taichi's, not even conscious of when he began thrusting his tongue forward to meet Taichi's as it traveled along his lips. His arms threw themselves around Taichi's neck as Taichi's arms curved around his waist, hoisting him upwards. His legs parted willingly as Taichi slid a leg through, providing Koushiro a resting place as his back met the wall.

 

“Koushiro! Taichi-kun!”

 

The shit effectively scared out of them, Koushiro's unsteady feet met with the floor and he slid down the wall a bit, grateful for it's support as Taichi had jumped a mile away from him, only to have his back hit against the wall opposite.

 

“Koushiro!” his mother's voice traveled up the stairwell. “I'm leaving now for my cooking class! I left some fresh aojiru for you in the fridge, okay? Koushiro?”

 

“Y-yes, mom, I hear you,” Koushiro called back in as steady of a voice as he could.

 

“Alright, bye, Koushiro, bye, Taichi-kun!”

 

“Bye!” Koushiro and Taichi echoed, and then they heard the front door open and close.

 

Silence.

 

And for a few more moments, silence. Just until they were very confident that Koushiro's mom had left and wasn't about to come back.

 

Taichi breathed a huge sigh of relief. “Man, that was close!”

 

Koushiro laughed breathlessly. “Not close enough,” he said, and reaching forward, he grabbed Taichi's shirt and pulled Taichi bodily into his room. Once they were inside, Koushiro closed the door and locked it before looking back at Taichi. Taichi smiled at him, but they didn't touch each other again.

 

“It was enough, you know,” Taichi said after a moment. “Just to be near you.”

 

“What?” Koushiro asked, not understanding.

 

“Or at least that's what I thought. I figured as long as I could be near you it wouldn't matter if you talked to me or not.”

 

Koushiro frowned and knitted his eyebrows. “Well, it's not enough for me! I want more than your friendship, I want you to stay with me forever. I've become a very selfish and irrational person, you know, and it's all your fault. Yours and Tentomon's.”

 

Puzzled, Taichi tilted his head to the side. “Why?”

 

Now, Koushiro walked forward and buried his face into the front of Taichi's shirt, so that his voice was slightly muffled. “Because you guys are the ones who made me realize I wanted more than what I had. I didn't want you to come here just because it was convenient for you.”

 

Now Taichi understood. Moving his arms, he slid them back around Koushiro's waist and pulled the shorter boy into him. “I see, but I wasn't just coming here because it was conveniently close to my work. That's just the reason I gave you.”

 

“Why would you—”

 

“I didn't think you'd accept the real reason.”

 

“Which is?”

 

Taichi leaned down and kissed Koushiro's forehead. “I like you, a lot, and if I was using anything as a convenience it was that my work was close enough to your house for me to be able to use that as an excuse to come here and see you.”

 

“Tai…” Koushiro began, “I never thought I'd say this but…you think too much.”

 

Taichi began to laugh. “And I never thought to hear you say it!”

 

Koushiro grinned and looked up at Taichi. It was only a matter of seconds before their lips met once again. Koushiro couldn't help but grin.

 

“What'cha grinnin' for, huh?” Taichi asked. His kiss effectively halted, Taichi got his revenge by pinching Koushiro's sides, which set Koushiro's grin flaming into laughter.

 

“I'm just…” Koushiro let the sentence trail off, not sure how to put it into words. “Happy,” he decided at long last. “I'll take the here and now, so even if you leave me one day, Tai, I'll always have this.”

 

“What are you talking about?”

 

“I mean when you go off to college.”

 

Taichi raised an eyebrow in annoyance. “Weren't you listening? I told you I'm going to the college in the next district. It's twenty minutes from here. I'll still be living with my parents, you know…”

 

Koushiro gave Taichi a bizarre look as (for the first time in all his many, short years) the math wasn't adding up right in his mind. “I thought you said you were going to have to find another job, since you were leaving here!”

 

“No, I was saying I'll have to find another job, not get a new one `cause I'm going far away. I mean, I'm hoping to get two jobs, to help support myself, buy a car, and to maybe move out one day. I don't wanna live with my parents forever, y'know!”

 

Koushiro felt like kicking himself. Of course those were the reasons! Why hadn't he thought about all this rationally before? Or, at the very least, just *listened* when Taichi was talking to him? He had been worrying over nothing! And even more, Taichi seemed to like him as much as he had realized he like Taichi!

 

“Damn it,” Koushiro said aloud then.

 

“Huh?”

 

Koushiro grinned and looked at Taichi. “Nothing, never mind. I guess, it's just…love makes fools of us all.”

 

Taichi laughed and said, “Don't quote difficult stuff at me at a time like this…” as Koushiro leaned up to kiss him again. This time, nothing forced them apart.

 

Once again, Koushiro felt himself dissolve into the warmth that was Taichi, and as he closed his eyes, all his senses felt heightened to an intense degree. The feel of Taichi's body against his, of Taichi's hand sliding over his own, of Taichi's hair (soft despite its resemblance to a porcupine) under his fingers, of Taichi's lips and tongue, moist and hot, pressing against his own. And there was Taichi's heartbeat, frantically beating against his own, the two meeting in a cadence only known to those in love.

 

When Koushiro felt Taichi begin to unbutton his shirt, his eyes opened to look directly at Taichi, but he did not discourage him, and when his shirt lay on the floor, Koushiro first slid off Taichi's school jacket, and then began unbuttoning the shirt. His fingers trembled, from his nervousness, from Taichi's fingers sliding sensually over his bare skin. It tickled, and underneath, there was a feeling of a different kind, sending goosebumps all over his body.

 

Then Taichi moved them backwards until he was able to sit upon the bed and Koushiro followed with no hesitation. It never even occurred to Koushiro to protest. Taichi was, after all, his fearless leader, and besides that, his fearless lover, and Koushiro would follow him anywhere. Taichi didn't lay back, but instead encouraged Koushiro to sit upon his lap, which he did, and Taichi crushed the small body to him. There was just something about the way Koushiro fit so perfectly in his lap that really turned him on, and Koushiro could tell.

 

As Koushiro shifted over his lap, Taichi began to kiss down Koushiro's neck, sweeping his tongue across the smooth skin, pale from all its days indoors. Above him, he could hear the soft sounds that issued from Koushiro's mouth each time he suckled the area underneath Koushiro's ear.

 

Koushiro couldn't do much else besides move over Taichi, his erection pressing against Taichi, created the most erotic friction Koushiro had ever felt. Thus far, anyways, as he felt Taichi's hands, which felt as hot as fire and impossibly large as they made their way down his back and under the hem of his pants.

 

“Taichi,” Koushiro whispered, and he felt Taichi's hand stop.

 

“Too much?” Taichi asked.

 

Koushiro pulled away to look at Taichi. They stared at each other for only a moment before Koushiro became impatient and pushed Taichi back down onto the bed. “No, no, not too much! I want to ask, what do I do now?”

 

“Huh?” Taichi began feeling panic for no real good reason.

 

Koushiro felt himself blush to the tenth degree. “I mean, I want to have sexual intercourse with you!”

 

Taichi burst into laughter. “You make it sound so technical!”

 

Koushiro frowned even as Taichi began tugging at his belt. “Well, what would you call it then?”

 

Taichi shrugged. “Does `making love' sound too corny?”

 

“It's better than @$=^#^=$@.”

 

Taichi froze in shock to hear the word come out of little Koushiro Izumi's mouth. So shocked, that his brain had to censor it.

 

“Tai?”

 

“Uh, yeah, making love, that's fine.”

 

Koushiro grinned and began pulling off his own belt, seeing as Taichi's motor skills seemed to have malfunctioned. When Taichi noticed this, however, he came back into play and grabbed at the front of Koushiro's pants, unbuttoning them and sliding his hand inside. Koushiro gasped to feel another person's hand on him for the first time.

 

“Do you have something we can use as lubricant?” Taichi asked as he watched the extremely pleasing vision of Koushiro moving against his hand, eyes closed from the pleasure.

 

“What?”

 

“Lubricant,” Taichi restated. “I need something slippery.”

 

“Slippery…oh, I know!”

 

Koushiro slid off his lap and ran for the door, opening it and running outside. Taichi sat up, and after a few moments, Koushiro returned with a bottle in hand. One the door was closed and locked once more, Koushiro held the bottle up proudly. “This is what you need right?”

 

Taichi held a calm façade while in his mind he freaked. “Um…why do you have a bottle of KY?”

 

Koushiro grinned. “I know what you're thinking, and no, that's not right! I used it for the Computer Club. Do you remember when we had that fundraiser last month? Well, remember all the bubbles? We didn't buy the bubble solution pre-made, we made our own, and as it so turns out, KY is a secret ingredient for great bubbles.”

 

“You lie.”

 

“I'm serious,” Koushiro said as he walked forward to stand between Taichi's knees. Handing Taichi the bottle, he leaned down and whispered in Taichi's ear, “So, where do you want me to put it?”

 

Taichi immediately catalogued the phrase and sultry tone to use for future reference on lonely nights. “Well,” he began, “it'll be easier to use if these weren't in the way.” Reaching forward, Taichi began sliding Koushiro's pants down over his hips.

 

Koushiro was grateful when Taichi leaned forward and begin sucking at his stomach since it meant Taichi couldn't see his face. It wasn't that he'd never been naked in front of anyone before, but that he had most certainly never been naked before anyone in this type of situation, or in this condition. As Koushiro felt his pants pool around his ankles, Taichi began pulling at his boxers, all the while kissing downwards. Koushiro didn't have much time to worry about the prying fingers at his backside before he felt Taichi's tongue against his erection. Even though the cloth, Taichi's tongue felt like fire and Koushiro thought he would cum right then.

 

Soon, Koushiro was completely bared to Taichi, but before he could become too embarrassed about the situation, he felt Taichi's tongue on his bare erection. Koushiro gasped and thought he would cum right then. Quickly, Koushiro grabbed onto Taichi's shoulders for support. Taichi ran one of his hands along the underside of Koushiro's thighs to encourage him to lift a foot up onto the bed. Once Koushiro did, Taichi wet his finger with KY and placed them at the entrance.

 

“'Shiro,” Taichi said, giving the belly in front of him another kiss, “this is probably gonna hurt some. Let me know if it's too much or you want me to stop, `kay?”

 

Koushiro nodded and closed his eyes when he felt Taichi's finger press against him. The first finger was definitely uncomfortable, but it didn't hurt. Taichi slid the finger as far as he could but still it didn't hurt. Really, Koushiro was more embarrassed than anything else.

 

**I'm standing here with my erection in Tai's face and Tai's finger up my ass…oh Great God of Technology, what IS this madness!**

 

Koushiro lost track of his thoughts, though, when he felt a second finger slide in alongside the first. Still uncomfortable, but not altogether painful. Or at least not until Taichi stretched his fingers outwards. Koushiro gave a slight hiss of pain.

 

“Are you okay?” Taichi asked.

 

Koushiro nodded. “It's fine. I mean, if @$=^#^=$@ can come out, surely I can take you in.”

 

Once again, Taichi was nearly undone by the heinous blasphemies issuing from the little red-headed boy in front of him. “Okay, that is SO not romantic…have you always been this way or is this just an `as of late' thing?”

 

“I've always been this way,” Koushiro said with a bit of a gasp as Taichi's fingers began feeling rather good inside him. “Did you think I wouldn't be?”

 

“Well, you never talk!” Taichi replied, increasing his movements. “How was I to know?”

 

“Ah—! Mm, exactly,” Koushiro said. “I'll be sure to speak aloud more often then.”

 

“I'll be sure to listen.”

 

Koushiro smiled but then he winced when Taichi added a third finger, but it didn't preoccupy him much as Taichi had been sweeping over a very sensitive place within him. In fact, each time Taichi touched it, Koushiro felt himself draw dangerously close to cumming.

 

“Does that feel good?” Taichi asked, noting the heavy panting above his head. He looked up to see Koushiro's face as he began to rub harder.

 

“Ah, no…” Koushiro began.

 

Taichi grinned and grabbed Koushiro's arousal with his free hand.

 

“Ah, wait, Tai—!” and it seemed then as if Koushiro choked on his words. Taichi felt the smaller boy tremble violently and then there was the feeling of something wet on his cheek, neck and chest.

 

“AH!” Koushiro shouted, horror apparent on his face.

 

**Cute!** Taichi thought and though he kept the comment to himself, he couldn't help the grin that spread across his face. At this moment, Koushiro pulled away from him.

 

“Tissue!” he shouted, as he ran around the room. “We need tissue! We need to clean that!”

 

As enjoyable as watching Koushiro Izumi run around buck-naked was, Taichi was beginning to become impatient. Standing up, he grabbed a hold of Koushiro's arm and pulled him back to the bed. Pushing Koushiro down onto it, Taichi then settled himself down between Koushiro's thighs.

 

“Don't worry,” Taichi told him. “I was gonna use this if you didn't have any kind of lube.”

 

“What?”

 

Koushiro watched as Taichi unbuckled his own pants. Even if he wanted to (and he certainly didn't), Koushiro could not help but stare as Taichi pulled his erection out. As to be expected from a boy larger than him in stature, Taichi was also larger than him in this way, and Koushiro quickly calculated the ratio of Taichi's three fingers to what Taichi was currently holding with those same three fingers.

 

“I suppose we can use the lube,” Taichi said, and he pulled a finger along the cum on his chest. “But what to do with this?”

 

Koushiro burned as he watched Taichi lick at his finger. “Um…tissue…”

 

Taichi laughed. “Get the lube.”

 

Koushiro began patting the bed around him until he located the bottle; when he held it up, Taichi merely grinned and told Koushiro to put some on him. With hands trembling from pure excitement, Koushiro spread the slippery substance over Taichi, making notes through his hands of the firmness and textures. Taichi reached over and grabbed one of Koushiro's pillow, placing it under the younger boy's hips. Koushiro lay back against the bedspread, and though he was willing, he felt a blush creep into his cheeks to hold his legs open as he was.

 

Taichi grinned and burned the image in his mind a moment, before bending over Koushiro. Engaging this red-head in a kiss, Taichi began pulling at the smaller boy's erection. Almost immediately, Koushiro began to purr with pleasure. Then, Taichi pressed his arousal against Koushiro and pushed in.

 

Koushiro tensed immediately and Taichi gently whispered to him. When the muscles around him loosened, Taichi pressed his way in once again.

 

“Oh!” Koushiro said when Taichi was seated as deeply as he could be. The intrusion, made easier through the preparation Taichi had given and the lube, was painful nonetheless and Koushiro's eyes watered. He gave a light gasp when he felt Taichi withdraw and then press back inside.

 

“Are you okay?”

 

“I'll be fine,” Koushiro whispered.

 

“You were always so tough.” Taichi smiled and he began kissing the spot underneath his ear as he increased his pace.

 

“Ng!” Koushiro tried to muffle the sounds that seemed to desperate to make their way from his mouth with his hands. Taichi's movements inside him brought on curious mixes of pain and pleasure, neither overpowering the other, but combining into a potent sensation that made his tongue loose.

 

Taichi's hands began to wander. “I thought our agreement was you talk more, and I listen?”

 

“Mm, no, Tai!” he said when Taichi began prying his hands from his mouth. “Ah! Ah!”

 

Taichi held Koushiro's slim wrists down on the bed as he continued to press his way inside of Koushiro, the movements became almost a backdrop as he stared down at Koushiro's face. To feel the smaller boy pressed underneath him, the heat they created, and to see the sweet look of ecstasy on the face of the one he'd come to love so much afforded Taichi an ecstasy all his own, enhanced by the physical pleasure of taking and giving. And when he heard the materialized sounds of their joining, Taichi could hardly keep quiet himself.

 

Koushiro found his pleasure spiking with each sound he uttered aloud. Something in the action enhanced the feelings blazing through him. That someone could touch him and produce such a reaction, that that someone could be Taichi, brought him to a level of awareness he never thought possible. Opening his eyes, he looked through a haze at Taichi. He etched the sounds, feelings and sights into his memory. Even if he and Taichi really *did* stay together forever, he still wanted to remember this moment forever.

 

It suddenly occurred to him to buy his own Victor Everio for that specific reason. If to always have these moments, Koushiro felt he could very well become interested in filming.

 

But he didn't have more time to muse upon the matter before he felt Taichi begin moving over the bundle of nerves inside him with every other stroke.

 

“Tai! Gods, yes…!” Lifting his head, Koushiro brought his lips to Taichi and kissed him fiercely, all his love, all his desperation, all that he had was put into the kiss, and when it was broken it was only because his pleasure had seized him, for one white-hot moment, blinding him from everything else not associated with his sense of touch. Vaguely, he was aware of the stream of hot liquid inside him that signified Taichi's own release, and then of Taichi's large, burning body laying upon his as the pleasure robbed him of his strength.

 

For a moment they merely lay in the aftermath of their actions, the satiation they felt making them drowsy…and Taichi heavy. Fortunately, Taichi seemed to realize this and drudging up what strength he had left, rolled himself over and laid upon the bed. Koushiro gingerly stretched his legs outward. His backside felt sore, but the sensation heartened him. Pushing the pillow away from underneath him, Koushiro tentatively drew closer to Taichi.

 

Taichi grinned at how cute Koushiro could be, and he reached out his arm to pull his lover closer to him. Taichi felt every need satisfied as Koushiro snuggled against him.

 

“So,” Koushiro began after a moment, “when do I get to do that to you?

 

Tai froze. “What?”

 

Koushiro laughed. “I'm just kidding!”

 

Taichi thought for a moment, and Koushiro noticed.

 

Sitting up, Koushiro asked, “Would you? Would you seriously ever let me?”

 

At the last moment, Taichi chickened out. “Maybe, when you're at least as tall as me.”

 

“Aw, shit, that'll never happen!”

 

Taichi grinned. “But until then, this is alright, isn't it?”

 

“Until then,” Koushiro said.

 

“Until then,” Taichi echoed, and he stole another kiss.

 

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Yes, yes, I got the reason Koushiro's mum leaves out of the Cheap Excuse Bin. So sue me!

 

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