Digimon Fan Fiction ❯ Thy Heart is Thy Mind ❯ Hot and Cold Feelings ( Chapter 12 )

Hope you like this one. I had fun writing this story ... as if you noticed and this will be Kouji's Pov in the chapter. Hope that okay.

Chapter 12: Hot and Cold Feelings

KellyQ

I sat in the passenger set feeling really cold. Why should I feel this way? Even with the heater on; I was not getting the warmth I wanted. Ever since I left the hospital, my body has been a little shaky. What's wrong with me? I don't really feel this way unless Takuya is not around and that's who I want right now. Could that be the reason why I'm cold? I sure do miss him all ready.

"Kouji, are you all right?"

"Yea," I breathed, "just thinking."

"Don't worry you'll see him tomorrow."

Thanks for the boot of confidence, I sighed looking out the window. It wouldn't be the same though. I wouldn't be able to hold him, touch him and he wouldn't be able to do the same. He wouldn't be able to do the same. Is he feeling the same way? Is he feeling cold like I am feeling right now ... and here I am with the heater that's not really helping but drying up my nose. Reaching out I turned it off looking back out the window to realize that we where pulling up to the apartment building.

Sitting on the couch, I pulled the blanket around me even tighter as I stared at the T.V. screen watching some Anime I had no clue about but I didn't care ... just anything to keep mind off being cold. I laid my head down on the pillow as I sighed. This really sucks! Why couldn't I stay with Taku-chan?

"Kouji, are you sure your all right? Try not to worry. People who had this type of operation turned out find."

"It's not that ...." I hesitated not quite sure if I should tell her, "It's just that ..."

"Kouji, what you're going through right now is normal."

How does she know what I'm going through? She's not even going out with anyone ...

"How do you know ..."

"Kouji, I'm more observant than you think ... so it's natural for when two people that are in love feel this way when they are apart."

Why did she have to be so god damn smart? It's true though. When I'm not with my Takuya, I feel cold and sort helpless when we're not together ... like I do right now and to think I'm going to have to deal with this for about four days. Lucky me ... its worse this time than it was before; but why? Could our love really be that strong for each other? I mean, Takuya is the sweetest person I ever met and the last thing I want is to lose him ...

"Kouji ..."

"Huh ..."

"I'm going to take more things to Good-Will. So if you need me. You know how to reach me."

"Fine."

It was good that she was leaving. I did want to be alone. Alone to think about things .... I usually don't like to be alone but his time I sort of wanted it ... I didn't want her sympathy that I'm feeling like this at the moment. Curling up even more I closed my eyes letting the darkness take me to where ever.

T.B.C.

Sorry that this was a short chapter, I'll try to have the next one longer but I'm not sure KellyQ