Digimon Fan Fiction ❯ Treason and trust ❯ Part 19 ( Chapter 19 )
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
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Treason and trust 19
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"Ken...." Daisuke moaned into Ken's mouth, unconsciously grinding his hips against the other boys groin. "Please Ken...listen to me..."
"Get off me!" Ken tried to shove Daisuke aside but the red-haired boy won't let him. They stared at each other with equally determined looks on their faces then Daisuke decided he won't let this opportunity go to waste and leaned in to kiss the other boy once more.
"No. I'll never let you go." Daisuke used his superior weight to hold the other boy down and brought his mouth next to Ken's ear. "I love you."
"Liar!" Ken wriggled under him, desperately attempting to break free but only succeeded in arousing his former lover even more. When he finally sensed the state Daisuke was in he held himself perfectly still, not wanting to draw attention to the growing arousal between his own legs. Damn. Seemed he was not as indifferent towards Daisuke as he thought. "We're done, Daisuke. Get off me. It's over."
"It will never be over, Ken. I love you far too much to let you go. We're sorting this out. Now." Daisuke's hand slid down his side and cupped the other boy's groin with his soft caressing fingers. Ken gasped loudly and tried to bring his legs together but Daisuke held him down and continued in stroking him through the texture of his trousers. "You want me. It's more than obvious, you know."
"Take your hands off me..." Ken was cut short by Daisuke, who pressed his mouth once more against Ken's lips. A playful tongue begged for entrance and before he knew what he was doing, the indigo-haired boy responded to the kiss rather eagerly. When they broke apart, Ken's face was flushed and in his eyes Daisuke sensed an exciting mixture of anger and desire. He grinned knowingly.
"What?!" Ken hissed viciously. He sounded so much like an angry cat, the other boy couldn't help but laugh.
"I love you, Ken. And you love me as well. I can see it in your eyes and what's even more important, I can feel it." Daisuke told him in a soft voice and rubbed their hips slightly against each other. An almost inaudible moan rewarded him.
"Don't deny it. Even if you don't love me anymore, you still want me."
Ken's face reddened in embarrassment and he looked away. Daisuke was right. He loved him, always had. Even when he saw his betrayal. The only reason why it hurt so badly was that Daisuke was the only one he loved with all his heart.
"Am I not right?" Daisuke never stopped for a minute. This was his chance to convince Ken that his love was true, that he loved him despite of what he had done. And that he was sorry. "Please give me a chance, Ken! I can't live without you anymore, I miss you. I miss your smile, your touch. Every minute I'm living without you drives me insane. You're everything to me and when I could turn back time I would do so happily. It tears me apart to see you with 'him'. I need you. Please come back."
His soft whispering voice cut itself through the barricades Ken erected around his torn and battered heart, making its way straight into his soul. He couldn't deny it any longer, couldn't lie to himself anymore.
He looked up and knew there was nothing he needed to say. Daisuke understood him without words and suddenly there were tears in his lovers eyes. "I'm so sorry, Ken! But this night... I was drunk and Taichi... I didn't realise what he wanted to do. And when I finally noticed... it was too late. I know I'm a fool but I admired him so much and when he asked me to stay over..."
"Don't..." Ken placed his fingers over Daisuke's lips silencing his excuses. They looked at each other in slight wonder before Daisuke loosened his grip on Ken and helped him up.
"Forgive me..." Daisuke swallowed hard, not sure if he was allowed to touch Ken but the other boy only flung his arms around his neck and pressed his lips against the soft skin of his cheek.
"I felt so lonely..." Ken murmured against Daisuke's collarbone and brought their lips together in searing kiss. They kissed for more than a minute and Daisuke only backed away because he needed to breathe. He leaned his head against Ken's forehead and smiled hopefully.
"Am I right that you're have forgiven me?"
"Mmmm..." Ken answered his smile and snuggled closer. "Maybe. But I think you still have to make up for all the pain you put me through."
"Then I guess there's only one thing to ask." Daisuke grinned devilishly and when Ken raised one of his eyebrows he continued: "Your place or mine?"
tbc
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Treason and trust 19
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"Ken...." Daisuke moaned into Ken's mouth, unconsciously grinding his hips against the other boys groin. "Please Ken...listen to me..."
"Get off me!" Ken tried to shove Daisuke aside but the red-haired boy won't let him. They stared at each other with equally determined looks on their faces then Daisuke decided he won't let this opportunity go to waste and leaned in to kiss the other boy once more.
"No. I'll never let you go." Daisuke used his superior weight to hold the other boy down and brought his mouth next to Ken's ear. "I love you."
"Liar!" Ken wriggled under him, desperately attempting to break free but only succeeded in arousing his former lover even more. When he finally sensed the state Daisuke was in he held himself perfectly still, not wanting to draw attention to the growing arousal between his own legs. Damn. Seemed he was not as indifferent towards Daisuke as he thought. "We're done, Daisuke. Get off me. It's over."
"It will never be over, Ken. I love you far too much to let you go. We're sorting this out. Now." Daisuke's hand slid down his side and cupped the other boy's groin with his soft caressing fingers. Ken gasped loudly and tried to bring his legs together but Daisuke held him down and continued in stroking him through the texture of his trousers. "You want me. It's more than obvious, you know."
"Take your hands off me..." Ken was cut short by Daisuke, who pressed his mouth once more against Ken's lips. A playful tongue begged for entrance and before he knew what he was doing, the indigo-haired boy responded to the kiss rather eagerly. When they broke apart, Ken's face was flushed and in his eyes Daisuke sensed an exciting mixture of anger and desire. He grinned knowingly.
"What?!" Ken hissed viciously. He sounded so much like an angry cat, the other boy couldn't help but laugh.
"I love you, Ken. And you love me as well. I can see it in your eyes and what's even more important, I can feel it." Daisuke told him in a soft voice and rubbed their hips slightly against each other. An almost inaudible moan rewarded him.
"Don't deny it. Even if you don't love me anymore, you still want me."
Ken's face reddened in embarrassment and he looked away. Daisuke was right. He loved him, always had. Even when he saw his betrayal. The only reason why it hurt so badly was that Daisuke was the only one he loved with all his heart.
"Am I not right?" Daisuke never stopped for a minute. This was his chance to convince Ken that his love was true, that he loved him despite of what he had done. And that he was sorry. "Please give me a chance, Ken! I can't live without you anymore, I miss you. I miss your smile, your touch. Every minute I'm living without you drives me insane. You're everything to me and when I could turn back time I would do so happily. It tears me apart to see you with 'him'. I need you. Please come back."
His soft whispering voice cut itself through the barricades Ken erected around his torn and battered heart, making its way straight into his soul. He couldn't deny it any longer, couldn't lie to himself anymore.
He looked up and knew there was nothing he needed to say. Daisuke understood him without words and suddenly there were tears in his lovers eyes. "I'm so sorry, Ken! But this night... I was drunk and Taichi... I didn't realise what he wanted to do. And when I finally noticed... it was too late. I know I'm a fool but I admired him so much and when he asked me to stay over..."
"Don't..." Ken placed his fingers over Daisuke's lips silencing his excuses. They looked at each other in slight wonder before Daisuke loosened his grip on Ken and helped him up.
"Forgive me..." Daisuke swallowed hard, not sure if he was allowed to touch Ken but the other boy only flung his arms around his neck and pressed his lips against the soft skin of his cheek.
"I felt so lonely..." Ken murmured against Daisuke's collarbone and brought their lips together in searing kiss. They kissed for more than a minute and Daisuke only backed away because he needed to breathe. He leaned his head against Ken's forehead and smiled hopefully.
"Am I right that you're have forgiven me?"
"Mmmm..." Ken answered his smile and snuggled closer. "Maybe. But I think you still have to make up for all the pain you put me through."
"Then I guess there's only one thing to ask." Daisuke grinned devilishly and when Ken raised one of his eyebrows he continued: "Your place or mine?"
tbc