Digimon Fan Fiction ❯ Treason and trust ❯ Part 20 ( Chapter 20 )
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
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Treason and trust 20
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Of course it was Daisuke's place. Neither of them wanted to go near Osamu again at least not when they had something better and far more interesting to do. They barely made it to the apartment and stumbled inside Daisuke's room while Daisuke tried to undress Ken without breaking their kiss and Ken tried to wrap himself as tightly as possible around Daisuke's body. But finally they managed to get rid of all their clothes and fell down on the bed.
"D...Daisuke..." Ken arched his back into his lovers touch and the red-haired boy closed the gap between them and pressed his lips against the soft skin on Ken's neck. He let his hands trail slowly down the wonderful body laying under him, caressing every part of it with great relish. "Please..."
"Please what, Ken-chan?" Daisuke pushed one of his knees between the other boys legs. Ken opened up to him immediately and Daisuke moved on top of him, a mischievous smile on his face. "What do you want me to do, Ken?"
"Stop teasing me! I'm not in the mood..." Ken gasped in surprise when Daisuke pushed one of his fingers into his opening, moving it slowly and gently in and out. A second and third one followed rather quickly. Daisuke stretched him carefully before he buried himself to the hilt into the tight heat of Ken's body in one swift motion but as soon as he was inside he stilled every movement.
Squirming in despair when his lover didn't move Ken gazed at Daisuke with a slight exasperated look. "Daisuke...I can't stand it anymore..."
"First you have to tell me what you want..."
"For heaven's sake, Daisuke! When you're not moving within the next two seconds I'll... I'll..."
Daisuke laughed and pushed his hips slightly forward before he withdrew almost completely and thrust back in. Ken moaned and wrapped his legs around Daisuke's waist wanting him nearer. His lover buried his head into the soft strands of Ken's hair enjoying the wonderful smell of the other boy's skin while he continued on thrusting deeper and deeper. He closed his hand around Ken's erection and let his finger's playfully run over the smooth skin in his grasp.
A stinging sensation flashed through his back where Ken was digging his nails deep into his skin and Daisuke was all too happy to comply. He stroked Ken's member fast and almost rough and soon they reached their completion. Daisuke sighed and fell over his friend.
"Ken?"
"Hmmm...?" For the first time in weeks Ken felt sated and content and now he was nearly asleep but Daisuke needed to know where he stood.
"Have you forgiven me yet?"
Ken grinned at him and flexed his muscles. Daisuke, who was still inside of him, blushed furiously and grew instantly hard again. "Maybe..." was all Ken had to say before Daisuke started to move again.
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Several hours later...
"Are you going back to him?" Daisuke asked, laying completely spend and exhausted but unbelievingly happy next to his lover and toying with one of Ken's indigo coloured strands. They have talked for nearly two hours now and Daisuke had tried to tell him everything but soon he had to realise that there things he couldn't remember. Ken didn't mind. But this one question was bothering Daisuke for quite a while now.
The other boy sighed and turned his head to look at him. For a long moment it seemed he wouldn't answer but then he said: "Yes."
"KEN!" Within seconds Daisuke was on top of him and pinned him down. "You can't go back! I won't let you!"
Slightly frightened by this sudden outburst Ken stared at him but when Daisuke won't do anything more than to hold him down he relaxed visibly and continued: "I'm going back because he's my brother. Even after all the things he has done I still love him and I think I always will. But I'm coming back to you."
"K...Ken...?" Daisuke couldn't believe it. "Are you sure? I won't press you into something..."
Ken silenced him with a kiss. When they broke apart he smiled sadly at him and placed his hand on Daisuke's cheek gently stroking with his thumb over the other boy's lips. "It's not easy for me but I need to talk to him at least this one more time. It will take some days to sort it out but I need him to know that I can't stand his lies anymore and that the way he treats me makes me sick."
"Why? Don't get me wrong I'm more than happy that you finally feel up to tell him what a bastard he his but why now? You still haven't heard everything what happened between Taichi and I..."
"You don't need to tell me all the details, Daisuke. I'm not stupid and I know my brother. And even if I don't know exactly what happened I can imagine it." He patted Daisuke lightly and cuddled deeper into his embrace. "I've been rather unfair against you but there is one thing I know for sure."
Daisuke opened his mouth to ask but Ken slung his arm around his neck and dragged him into another kiss before he admitted: "I can't live without you. I need you. If you want me."
"If I want you? How can you even ask? Of course I want you!" Daisuke kissed him again and again, hugging him so tight to his chest he nearly crushed the other boy's ribs. "I love you more than my life!"
"Don't be stupid. As long as Osamu is involved it's more than possible that there 'really' is a danger to your life. You still don't know him. The things he is capable of..." Ken shuddered when he remembered all the things his brother had done but there was no way in hell he would Daisuke tell about it.
"When you're frightened I don't want you to go back. Maybe you should tell him about your decision on the phone." Daisuke swallowed hard, knowing his next words would annoy Ken. "And then we should call the police. My parents need to know it, too. I mean when you're leaving here with us..."
"Call the police and I'm gone, Daisuke." Ken warned him in a tone which allowed no contradiction. "I'll deny anything you might tell them. I don't want foreign people to poke their noses into our life, acting as if they knew everything. They don't understand. He's my brother, Daisuke! I can't notify him. I simply can't. All I want is to forget."
"Why bother to explain anything to him? Osamu won't change, Ken. He'll hurt you again. Why can't you admit the truth? He's not worth your protection or care. He's...."
"He's my brother." Ken interrupted him harshly and did his best to hide the tears which suddenly filled his eyes. "Osamu hurt me. He abused me. But he will always be part of my family. A part of myself. Would you notify your sister? Or your parents?"
Daisuke sighed in defeat and placed a soft kiss on Ken's forehead. "Don't cry, Ken-chan. Please don't. I won't say anything. It's your decision."
"Thank you, Daisuke." Ken snuggled closer. "You won't regret it."
"I'm not so sure. What when he hurts you again? When you're not willing to notify him why can't you simply stay here without telling him where you've gone?"
"I can't let it go without even trying to make him understand why I'm leaving." Ken tried once more to explain his reasons to Daisuke. "I know you cannot understand it but I love him. And what's more there are things I simply cannot leave behind. In the moment I walk out of their lives, it's over. It's not reversible. My parents won't talk to me anymore and Osamu... Heaven knows what he will do."
"I'm coming with you." Daisuke felt a little bit offended when his lover shook his head. "No. I'm doing it on my own. I have to."
"But..." Looking in Ken's determined eyes he knew he stood no chance. "Alright. But promise me to be careful. I don't want to lose you again."
"Don't worry. This time I won't let him get between us," Ken stated in a firm voice which revealed nothing of the panic he felt inside. "I'll be back at the end of the week and then we'll talk with your parents. I promise."
tbc
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Treason and trust 20
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Of course it was Daisuke's place. Neither of them wanted to go near Osamu again at least not when they had something better and far more interesting to do. They barely made it to the apartment and stumbled inside Daisuke's room while Daisuke tried to undress Ken without breaking their kiss and Ken tried to wrap himself as tightly as possible around Daisuke's body. But finally they managed to get rid of all their clothes and fell down on the bed.
"D...Daisuke..." Ken arched his back into his lovers touch and the red-haired boy closed the gap between them and pressed his lips against the soft skin on Ken's neck. He let his hands trail slowly down the wonderful body laying under him, caressing every part of it with great relish. "Please..."
"Please what, Ken-chan?" Daisuke pushed one of his knees between the other boys legs. Ken opened up to him immediately and Daisuke moved on top of him, a mischievous smile on his face. "What do you want me to do, Ken?"
"Stop teasing me! I'm not in the mood..." Ken gasped in surprise when Daisuke pushed one of his fingers into his opening, moving it slowly and gently in and out. A second and third one followed rather quickly. Daisuke stretched him carefully before he buried himself to the hilt into the tight heat of Ken's body in one swift motion but as soon as he was inside he stilled every movement.
Squirming in despair when his lover didn't move Ken gazed at Daisuke with a slight exasperated look. "Daisuke...I can't stand it anymore..."
"First you have to tell me what you want..."
"For heaven's sake, Daisuke! When you're not moving within the next two seconds I'll... I'll..."
Daisuke laughed and pushed his hips slightly forward before he withdrew almost completely and thrust back in. Ken moaned and wrapped his legs around Daisuke's waist wanting him nearer. His lover buried his head into the soft strands of Ken's hair enjoying the wonderful smell of the other boy's skin while he continued on thrusting deeper and deeper. He closed his hand around Ken's erection and let his finger's playfully run over the smooth skin in his grasp.
A stinging sensation flashed through his back where Ken was digging his nails deep into his skin and Daisuke was all too happy to comply. He stroked Ken's member fast and almost rough and soon they reached their completion. Daisuke sighed and fell over his friend.
"Ken?"
"Hmmm...?" For the first time in weeks Ken felt sated and content and now he was nearly asleep but Daisuke needed to know where he stood.
"Have you forgiven me yet?"
Ken grinned at him and flexed his muscles. Daisuke, who was still inside of him, blushed furiously and grew instantly hard again. "Maybe..." was all Ken had to say before Daisuke started to move again.
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Several hours later...
"Are you going back to him?" Daisuke asked, laying completely spend and exhausted but unbelievingly happy next to his lover and toying with one of Ken's indigo coloured strands. They have talked for nearly two hours now and Daisuke had tried to tell him everything but soon he had to realise that there things he couldn't remember. Ken didn't mind. But this one question was bothering Daisuke for quite a while now.
The other boy sighed and turned his head to look at him. For a long moment it seemed he wouldn't answer but then he said: "Yes."
"KEN!" Within seconds Daisuke was on top of him and pinned him down. "You can't go back! I won't let you!"
Slightly frightened by this sudden outburst Ken stared at him but when Daisuke won't do anything more than to hold him down he relaxed visibly and continued: "I'm going back because he's my brother. Even after all the things he has done I still love him and I think I always will. But I'm coming back to you."
"K...Ken...?" Daisuke couldn't believe it. "Are you sure? I won't press you into something..."
Ken silenced him with a kiss. When they broke apart he smiled sadly at him and placed his hand on Daisuke's cheek gently stroking with his thumb over the other boy's lips. "It's not easy for me but I need to talk to him at least this one more time. It will take some days to sort it out but I need him to know that I can't stand his lies anymore and that the way he treats me makes me sick."
"Why? Don't get me wrong I'm more than happy that you finally feel up to tell him what a bastard he his but why now? You still haven't heard everything what happened between Taichi and I..."
"You don't need to tell me all the details, Daisuke. I'm not stupid and I know my brother. And even if I don't know exactly what happened I can imagine it." He patted Daisuke lightly and cuddled deeper into his embrace. "I've been rather unfair against you but there is one thing I know for sure."
Daisuke opened his mouth to ask but Ken slung his arm around his neck and dragged him into another kiss before he admitted: "I can't live without you. I need you. If you want me."
"If I want you? How can you even ask? Of course I want you!" Daisuke kissed him again and again, hugging him so tight to his chest he nearly crushed the other boy's ribs. "I love you more than my life!"
"Don't be stupid. As long as Osamu is involved it's more than possible that there 'really' is a danger to your life. You still don't know him. The things he is capable of..." Ken shuddered when he remembered all the things his brother had done but there was no way in hell he would Daisuke tell about it.
"When you're frightened I don't want you to go back. Maybe you should tell him about your decision on the phone." Daisuke swallowed hard, knowing his next words would annoy Ken. "And then we should call the police. My parents need to know it, too. I mean when you're leaving here with us..."
"Call the police and I'm gone, Daisuke." Ken warned him in a tone which allowed no contradiction. "I'll deny anything you might tell them. I don't want foreign people to poke their noses into our life, acting as if they knew everything. They don't understand. He's my brother, Daisuke! I can't notify him. I simply can't. All I want is to forget."
"Why bother to explain anything to him? Osamu won't change, Ken. He'll hurt you again. Why can't you admit the truth? He's not worth your protection or care. He's...."
"He's my brother." Ken interrupted him harshly and did his best to hide the tears which suddenly filled his eyes. "Osamu hurt me. He abused me. But he will always be part of my family. A part of myself. Would you notify your sister? Or your parents?"
Daisuke sighed in defeat and placed a soft kiss on Ken's forehead. "Don't cry, Ken-chan. Please don't. I won't say anything. It's your decision."
"Thank you, Daisuke." Ken snuggled closer. "You won't regret it."
"I'm not so sure. What when he hurts you again? When you're not willing to notify him why can't you simply stay here without telling him where you've gone?"
"I can't let it go without even trying to make him understand why I'm leaving." Ken tried once more to explain his reasons to Daisuke. "I know you cannot understand it but I love him. And what's more there are things I simply cannot leave behind. In the moment I walk out of their lives, it's over. It's not reversible. My parents won't talk to me anymore and Osamu... Heaven knows what he will do."
"I'm coming with you." Daisuke felt a little bit offended when his lover shook his head. "No. I'm doing it on my own. I have to."
"But..." Looking in Ken's determined eyes he knew he stood no chance. "Alright. But promise me to be careful. I don't want to lose you again."
"Don't worry. This time I won't let him get between us," Ken stated in a firm voice which revealed nothing of the panic he felt inside. "I'll be back at the end of the week and then we'll talk with your parents. I promise."
tbc