Digimon Fan Fiction ❯ Venom of Love ❯ Darkness V.S. Light ( Chapter 3 )
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Sorry it took so long to get going with this story; I had a writer's block but here it is.
Chapter three: Darkness VS Light
By KellyQ
( Takuya Pov )
I looked down at Kouji. He looked so lifeless right now it's all most like he was all ready dead; but I'm not going to let him die! Kouji means too much to me! Yet in a way it's good that he's out cold, that way I can hold him and say anything I want and he wouldn't know; that's the cool part. But I shouldn't really be thinking that way; he has to live; he has to live long enough to know how I feel.
"Takuya, my feet hurt." Tomoki complained tarring me from my thoughts.
"All right," I said as we all came to a halt; a whole bunch of sighs came from behind me, "You guys can rest here. I'm going to stout ahead to find the antidote."
"What? Are you crazy," Izumi yells from behind, "you just can't go out there all by your self! You know very well that going off is not safe! Even Tomoki knows better than do that!"
I just continued walking as she continued to scream at me. I didn't care; saving Kouji was my main focus and having someone come with me meant that I would have to worry about their safety along with Kouji and I couldn't risk that; even if it meant tying them to a tree so that they wouldn't follow me.
I looked behind me to see they would follow me and to my surprise they didn't. I was glad though. This would be my chance to tell Kouji how I feel about him without the fear of the others saying it's wrong for me to love some in the same sex. Yea. You figured it out that I'm gay; big deal ... I shouldn't really be saying that because I don't know if Kouji is that way. That's the one thing I'm worried about. What if he hates me even more that I jumped into the battle and telling him how I feel. Would he hate me? Would he ignore me?
I sighed. Why was love so complicated? Why do people think there's a right way and a wrong way to love? Why can't people just listen to their hearts instead of listening to people around them? It just angers me! Taking another step I stopped to hear running water. I closed my eyes listening where it was coming from. Now come to think of it, I'm getting a little thirsty myself.
( Kouji pov )
Why is my back becoming wet? Now my body feels like its being waved like a leaf. What the hell is going on? Wait, is that Takuya talking?
"Kouji, just hold on a little longer ... please ... I know that I sad some bad things to you in the past. But it's over, I'm not mad at you anymore ... please! Please wake up ...."
I'm sorry Takuya but I don't know how; I can't anyways because I'm too weak. Weak, that's the last thing I wanted to be was weak in front of the others especially in front of you and for some odd reason I feel safe as you hold me in the water. I wanted so much to hold him too but my strength has decreased dramatically that I don't think I'll be able to stand none less see.
Takuya? Where are, I can't hear you! Takuya, please .... I'm so cold ... it's so cold! Takuya ....
( Takuya pov )
"Noo! Kouji, don't do this to me! Please! Just hang in there a little longer! I'm all most there!"
Kouji's breathing has gone shallow and his pulse has gone weaker! Damn it, Kouji! Why do you have to do this to me? Do you have fun hurting me? Seeing me suffer to the point that I like a bad dog with his tail between his knees? 'Cause it's working and I hope that ... huh? I turned my head when something caught my eye. It was a white flower in a shape of cup, walking up I noticed that it had liquid inside. This is it, I thought looking done at it. I lied my Kouji down and reached for the flower; and something sharp drove into my thumb.
Damn thorns, I thought sucking my thumb. Blood is not the most delightful teats in the world. Taking more account on how I was going to take the flower.
"Takuya! Kouji!"
I turned my head to see the rest of the gang coming up; Bokomon was the first to pick up his passé to a run.
"You found it!"
Of course I did! It's the only flower here!
"Now what?"
"He needs to bath in it," Bokomon answered, "the closest town is just half a mile."
( Kouji pov )
Mmmm. What's that smell? I'm wet again! Takuya where are you? I can't find you! Why won't you answer me? I'm scared, Takuya, I have no clothing on and my body feels like I'm stung by a thousand bee's! It hurts!
"Kouji! Please, try and relax! Please!"
Takuya! I hear you but I don't see you where are you? Takuya!
( Takuya pov )
I just sat there holding his hand as Kouji lied there in the water mixed with the medication; his face mixed with pain. I really wanted it to end quickly so that Kouji was not any pain. Bokomon said that it was to be expected but my Koi's eye sight was gone, he was not going to be able to see and digivaling would cause risks.
Why? Why did that Digimon had to do it to my Kouji! My koi! I could feel my body tense up making my heart race. I lowered my head as I felt my body sink lower to the ground. Kouji, I'm so sorry ... I'm sorry .... I can feel all eyes on me but I didn't look up. I didn't want to look up to see the sorrow in their eyes.
TO BE CONTINUED …