Dragon Ball/Z/GT Fan Fiction ❯ The Downward Spiral ❯ Chapter 4

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

DISCLAIMER: EXPLICIT DRUG USAGE
Morning came and I found this beautiful vision of a woman was still in my arms, I smiled looking at the clock it was about 9AM I decided It was time to get up and did as quietly as I could so to not wake her, I walked out the door and down the stairs to find goku sitting at the the kitchen table arms folded on it with his head in his arms "goku?" "Oh hey mornin' trunks goten get back yet?" "I thought he was asleep he's not home?" "no he's been gone all night would you mind calling him and askin where he is for me I don't know his cell number?" "uh sure thing goku" ohh goten what are you doing? well I'll call him I guess it's none of our business he's a grown man now, but I'll still call best friends have a right to worry I dailed his number on my cell it rings twice and he picks up "Goten?" I ask "no this is james who is this stop calling here" I was about to hang up when I heard an argument between "james" and someone else I heard "comeon give me my phone" "fine!" "Hello?" he said thankfully it was goten "oh chibi it's me trunks where have you been you didn't come home last night" "what? ohh right don't worry I'm fine I'm at James house you remember him from high school" I did and I remember we used to buy weed from him "what did you guys do all night" "ummm well I baked cookies, he made koolaid and we made fun of jeffy nothin new" "haha you always did get him red in the face, but cookies and koolaid goten did you" he walked farther away from goku so not even saiyan hearing could aid him "did you light up goten? I thought we were past that time in our lives?" "yeah we got pretty blazed" "why would you do that ten just catchin' up with old friends?" "look trunks I was depressed OK and I'm sorry but you are the last person I want to talk to about it no offense" "come on you don't mean that were best friends you can talk to me about anything" " no no I can't trunks we are best friends OK nothing will change that I just need some time away away from my family away from everything even you I need to clear my head" "by getting high clear your head by getting high goten?!?" "maybe bye trunks" he hung up before I said goodbye

It made me sad to have to be like that with someone I love but I have to let him go I can't live like this anymore I can't pretend to be so content with being just his best friend I'm done with the games I'm done with it I can just let all my frustrations out or I can forget about that james can help me their "Hey 'ten what do you want to listen to?" he said holding his albums why he still has a record player I don't know "I don't care anything" "alright then how bout a little tool?" I lit up for a second "put on undertow that's a great album" "sure thing" I hear it then the screeching sound of rusted metal followed by some brief guitar then Maynard started singing

It took so long to remember just what happened.
I was so young and vestal then,
you know it hurt me,
but I'm breathing so I guess I'm still alive
even if signs seem to tell me otherwise.
I've got my hands bound,
my head down, my eyes closed,
and my throat wide open.
"fuck yeah I love this one" "yeah i think it's about being molested though great song" I was singing along to it now I just needed to vent my frustrations the way only metal can
"Do unto others, what has been done to me,
Do unto others, what has been done to you?
I'm treading water,
I need to sleep a while.
My lamb and martyr, you look so precious.
Won't you come on up closer,
close enough so I can smell you.
I need you to feel this,
I can't stand to burn too long.
Release in sodomy.
Oh, for one sweet moment I am whole."
"you have a great voice goten I wouldn't say as good as Maynard but you still can sing" "shut up" I was blushing and laughing at the same time I loved singin' james and trunks knew that but I haven't sang in front of anyone since it happened you know since I began having these feelings these urges for trunks i've been to scared to sing that I might get too caught up in the moment and pour my soul out to him inadvertently I hadn't realized it but thinking about trunks I had been crying i wipe away my tears praying to every god that he hadn't seen me cry but alas I was not that lucky "hey buddy ten are you OK shit"

he shut off his record player and removed the needle from the vinyl " goten whats up buddy I'm here what's going on why are you crying?" i wipe my tears "I'm n-not c-cc-crying" he saw right through "jest tell me what's wrong your freakin me out man" I can't take it anymore "you have any stuff?" "what kind of stuff goten you don't meen... do you?" "yes I'll tell you whats wrong only if you promise you'll give me something to make me feel better" "no no goten weed is one thing but i'm not gonna let you do that it causes nothing but more pain" "please james I need something please" I was begging "FINE!!!! now tell me what the fuck is wrong with you" I sat up on the couch and curled up my knees in my arms and i said "trunks" "what what about trunks did you guys have a fight is that what all this is about ten?" "NO!!" "then what" "I I I " then I just silently said it but I don't think he heard "what was that?" concern showed in his eyes now more than anger "Dammit Ive fallen in love with trunks OK happy now can I have some blow now?" "wait you and trunks?" "NO he doesn't know and he never will OK" "I I had no idea how long have you uh known that goten" "I loved our friendship but about a year or two ago now I knew it was more to me at least I began being tantalized by his beautiful eyes, OK so I have to keep this bottled up in me all the time just pretending to be happily his best friends watching him with woman knowing he could never return my love that is why I hurt every day please James please just help me forget help me take the pain away please" I was begging at this point tears flowing freely " and what is my "help" gonna do goten what the fuck will it do you can't just keep it bottled up forever you need to tell him and no matter what you take the pain will never go away unless you do that" "I did my part now you do yours james" "fine here fuckin enjoy destroying yourself I'm outta here goten don't destroy my house while I'm gone." I looked at him I felt terrible but I knew this was my last option he already had the blow lined up probably was for him and a straw next to it I picked up the straw and proceeded to snort my first line of coke It hurt my nose like crazzy but I kept going till all the coke was gone and I felt strange hyper, I felt good.

I wish I hadn't given him the coke but he really pissed me off, god goten I know why you came over last night now not to reminisce you wanted to forget about him you wanted to get away I'm sorry to say buddy but if your in love all the coke in the world won't take the pain away sure you might forget the pain for a bit, you might even feel good but it will still be their, I wish I could help you I know you goten I wish I could just do something to make you feel better, I guess I could talk to trunks don't worry I wouldn't tell him your secret I would never do that to you but I'm worried you might do something something you might regret, I may not be the brightest guy in the world, I may be a dealer but I'm still your friend and I know you need help, please don't be mad I only want to help you.

I finally felt happy in his arms but he seemed completely distracted now I could feel him though and I knew he was worried for his friend goten "trunks it'll be alright OK" I kissed the top of his forehead almost motherly "I don't know what to do D it's goten he left home now I find out he's doing drugs im so worried about him" "listen goten must be going through some sort of pain right now but you are his best friend he need's you right now I am here fore you whenever you need me trunks I really do like you a lot I might even.. well anyway go find him help him trunks" "your the best D I lo.. I mean I really like you too" hmm did he just slip or did he almost say my god he did he almost said he loved me my heart was fluttering for joy maybe I really do love him I know It's been 1 night and we did nothing more then kiss last night, and this morning, and most of the day but still I have never felt so strongly with any emotion since the sadness of losing my father. you know what I do love him I know it I't feels so right with him hehe my father would be so proud his own daughter in love with a member of the royal house of vegeta.

I was hyper more so than any sugar high I had as a child which is saying something, I was also hot and extremely horny Jeff walked down stairs looked at me and laughed "doin a little blow their ten you got some on your nose" using my longer than average saiyan nose I licked the coke off my nose "hey you wanna fuck?" I wasn't even playing this time I was horny "no thanks goten" "please jeff just fuck me" "I said no um wait here" he left and then came back with a box he opened it and held out a needle "whats that?" "this goten is heroin" while he held a lighter to the spoon I watched the substance melted "you wanna try ten?" I was nervous but said "Sure" "okay then he pulled out a rubber band and a needle he put the band on my arm and it contracted my arm lightly he looked for a good vein and found one easily as I've never done this before he poured the liquid from the spoon into the syringe and told me not to move just relax I did and he stuck the needle into the vein he found and shot the substance into my blood stream I tensed up at this but then relaxed felt my eyes go back far into my head I felt nothing and everything he did himself and that is how I shot up heroin the first time to be honest I really like it...

I walked into my house thinking maybe I shouldn't talk to trunks maybe I'll just try to help goten out then I saw him "shit" he was high out of his mind dammit jeff why would you let him shoot up fuck that is it I'm gonna talk to trunks I'm not letting goten ruin his life over this, I thought first thing in the morning but after seeing goten I have to talk to him as soon as possible I ran out the door knowing the faster I get to trunks the better...
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well here is chapter 4 a bit shorter than the others but the next chapter should more than make up for that enjoy review , I hope ya'll enjoy the story It's very personal to me alot of experiences taken from my own experience and thrown into the dragonball world, I know its been mainly trunksXDaika chapters for the first few well this is your first glimpse into goten somewhere near the middle still falling towards the bottom PEACE