Fake Fan Fiction ❯ Boarding School ❯ Condolences ( Chapter 12 )

 

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Ryo was crushed. Sitting down on the bed he gave in to his despair and wept openly. He'd never felt for anyone the way he did for Dee. He would've done anything to take away the other boy's pain, but all his efforts had seemed to have had the opposite of his intended affect. And now he might've ruined things with Dee forever.

 

The blonde had never been in a relationship and therefore he didn't know that arguments were something that was routine for any couple. All he felt at the moment was that he'd just damaged his relationship with Dee beyond repair- and he didn't even know how it had happened.

 

On the other side of the door the dark haired boy stood listening to his lover's sobs. God, he really could be the biggest ass in the world when he wanted to be. Hearing Ryo's weeping caused his own emerald eyes to sting with regret. The boy had meant well, why had Dee decided to take out all his frustrations on him?

 

He stood there debating what to do. It was breaking his heart hearing the blonde's stifling cries, but he was still tired and angry and worried that if he walked back into the room he'd just end up venting more of his anger on the boy. The last thing he wanted was to dig deeper into the wounds he'd already caused him. But… Ryo sounded so terribly hurt.

 

Ryo suddenly heard the knob on his door being turned and quickly wiped at his tears, hoping no one had accidentally heard him crying and come to investigate. Looking up, he was surprised to see Dee standing in the doorway.

 

“I'm sorry,” the dark haired boy said in a quiet voice.

 

“Dee…” the blonde whispered, fresh tears flooding his eyes at the sight of him.

 

“Oh Ryo!” he cried rushing over to him and kneeling before the blonde to wrap his arms about him. “I'm sorry… I'm so sorry,” he repeated over and over, running his hands comfortingly over his back and shoulders.

 

As much as Ryo was relieved that his lover had come back and welcomed him, he was also upset that the other boy had taken his anger out on him. Which tapped into the blonde's own anger.

 

“Why did you yell at me, Dee?!” he said between sobs. “And why didn't you tell me about your past?” he added in a quieter voice.

 

“I don't know,” Dee replied, the guilt at Ryo's pain consuming him.

 

“Well you should have!” the blonde yelled, but his tone wasn't as stern as it was pouting.

 

Dee leaned back and stroked the golden locks from the boy's eyes. “You're right, love, I should have,” he said softly, wiping away a stray tear from Ryo's cheek.

 

The other boy found himself a bit placated by Dee's endearing term and allowed himself to settle into his embrace. Ryo's tears began to subside and his breathing settled into an even rhythm.

 

Now that the blonde had calmed down, Dee found that holding Ryo in his arms was having a predictable affect on his libido. Yet it was more than that as well. His insides still felt twisted with guilt and he wanted to show his lover that he was truly sorry, and truly appreciative of his love. He wanted to make up for the anguish he had caused him and replace it with pleasure.

 

“Ryo,” he whispered sensuously, “Let me make it up to you.” As he spoke, he kissed along the boy's pale cheeks, licking away his leftover tears until his mouth finally met those two rosy lips.

 

“Dee,” the blonde sighed, feeling a flood of desire suddenly rush through him, exhilarated that his lover had returned to him and that everything seemed to be alright. More than anything he wanted to reaffirm the connection between them now, so he let the dark haired boy slowly lower him down to the bed, all the while never letting go of his lips.

 

Soon Dee had divested both himself and Ryo of their shirts and their heated skins were free to explore each other. Dee's hands wandered over the blonde's torso freely and marveled at the boy's open and breathy responses. All his earlier timidity had vanished and the dark haired boy reveled in his lover's candid and honest reactions. And it fueled his desires as well.

 

For a moment Dee paused to drink in the sight of the other boy sprawled across the sheets, his neck and face flushed in arousal. Then Ryo gazed up at him with heavy-lidded eyes and begged, “Touch me.”

 

“Oh Ryo…” he breathed in reply and captured his lips in a searing kiss as he slipped off the boy's pants with eager hands. With his lover's body now completely bare, he began an excruciatingly slow decent down his chest, tongue grazing one firm nipple before venturing further. Then he kissed each rib until his path took him to the graceful line of the blonde's smooth hips. As his jade eyes glanced up to gage his lover's response, he saw the boy's chest rise and fall in heated breaths, his muscles taut with anticipation, and his onyx eyes meeting his to convey all the trust and love he felt racing in his heart.

 

The blonde let his fingers slip through Dee's silky ebony locks as the stray hairs tickled his stomach. The breath suddenly caught in his throat as the other boy's hands pushed apart his thighs and his kisses fell just inches from his aching manhood. He'd fantasized about sinking his shaft into the warm recesses of someone's mouth, sliding it between two soft lips, but he'd never really thought anyone would actually do it to him. Now, as Dee placed one teasing kiss over the tip of his throbbing erection, he silently prayed that the boy would fulfill his secret wish and engulf him.

 

Somehow, Dee could almost feel Ryo's hidden yearning in the way the boy's fingers played in his hair, the way his breath hitched in his throat with every movement of his lips, and Dee wanted to draw out the moment between them for as long as possible. The dark haired boy knew that the heavy suspense would only make the instant of gratification that much more intense, so he let his breath caress the sensitive skin of his shaft until it twitched in eagerness. Longing to taste his partner, Dee took the tip of his tongue and leisurely worked his way from the base of the boy's stiff cock to its now-weeping slit.

 

“Nuhh!” Ryo cried, lifting his hips ever so slightly in an attempt to further Dee's ministrations. Ignoring such demands, the dark haired boy repeated his action and then curled his tongue to lick the dripping pre-cum as it threatened to fall into the wispy blonde curls adorning Ryo's groin.

 

“I think you like that,” Dee said, and the other boy could hear the smile in his voice. He nodded and pleaded, “More.”

 

Deciding to acquiesce to the blonde's request, he licked his lips and bent his head to take all of Ryo in his mouth in one swift movement.

 

“Dee!” Ryo cried in a choked whisper, afraid to cry out louder, but finding that he wanted to scream his rapture at the top of his lungs. “Oh God…” he murmured, writhing beneath his skilled lover's purposeful mouth. Although he couldn't explain why, Ryo felt that the oral pleasure his partner was giving him now was somehow even more intimate than having actual sex with him. Something about the fact that it was the other boy's mouth and tongue working his hard cock seemed more personal and more immediate than the coitus they had previously shared. And, dear lord, was Dee good at what he was doing!

 

Almost too good, actually; Ryo was already feeling his orgasm coming on- quicker than he thought possible. He tried to collect himself enough to warn Dee, he parted his lips to tell him, but even as he did so, his climax ripped through him and all he managed was, “Dee, I- uhhh!” before he sent his seed spilling down the boy's throat.

 

Dee, of course, had been quite prepared, recognizing signs of the blonde's ascent immediately and relaxing his throat in order to drink him down. Watching the other boy cry out in ecstasy had done wicked things to his own arousal- not to mention the sensual satisfaction he derived from tasting the evidence of his lover's powerful orgasm on his tongue. It was too much for him to bare, he needed Ryo badly- /now/.

 

“Dee,” he heard the blonde whisper as the boy squirmed out of pants. “I'm sorry,” he said.

 

“What, why?” Dee asked in reply, leaning over to look into the boy's dark, glazed eyes. All the while the dark haired boy was stroking himself to ease off the overpowering lust coursing through his body in an attempt to give his partner a moment to recuperate before he pushed things further.

 

“I- I didn't warn you before I came,” Ryo said shyly.

 

Dee grinned down at him, amazed that the boy could always embed deeper and deeper into his heart with his honesty and innocence. “It's ok, babe, I was ready,” he told him, then paused. “But now I really need you, Ryo,” he said candidly. To emphasize his point he brushed his straining erection against the blonde's groin, causing his lover's eyes to widen.

 

“Now?” he asked, a looking a little worried.

 

The dark haired boy continued to smile at his reaction. “Yes, love, now,” he rocked his hips enticingly, biting his lip as he held on to his resolve to move at Ryo's pace. As much as he adored the boy's innocence, he had to admit that he was a bit surprised at Ryo's reluctance. Was it really so strange or frightening that he would want to take him after witnessing the blonde's own climax? Moreover, why should Ryo be hesitant when he already knew now what to expect?

 

When the other boy didn't reply, Dee moved down to kiss him. He'd meant it to be gentle, but the feel of his partner's warm, inviting mouth soon had him panting with need. He repositioned himself behind Ryo, leaning both of them onto their sides, and then hooked one arm under the blonde's leg nearest him to put his lover at a convenient angle.

 

“Dee, what-?” the blonde began to ask, though he never finished as the other boy latched his mouth onto the sensitive crook between his neck and shoulder and started to suck and nip at his skin.

 

When he could feel Ryo's body relaxing into his touch, Dee quickly licked his hand to reach down and coat his own cock with the moisture and hoped it would be enough. He made a mental note to get adequate lubrication, but for now it would have to suffice. The dark haired boy was fit to burst, every moment he endured was an exercise in torment as he pressed against his partner's taut ring of muscles. More than anything else on earth he wanted to ram himself into that tight entrance, but he knew the other boy would need time to adjust to his girth, so he took things as slowly as he could, nearly drawing blood as he bit into his lip to hold himself in check.

 

Oh, yesss, he thought as the tip of his cock slipped inside. Ryo's soft moan of protest at the invasion threatened to bring tears of frustration to his lover's eyes. Barely realizing his actions, Dee bit down onto the blonde's shoulder, panting hard as he pressed his member slowly, cautiously within the boy's unyielding body.

 

“Uhh, Dee!” Ryo groaned in objection, the sting from the other boy's teeth not exactly soothing him.

 

But Dee was reaching his limits and when he heard the blonde's moan he mistook it for a cry of pleasure and, almost without thinking, he pushed his entire length deep inside the boy.

 

“Ahhh!” Ryo cried, grimacing.

 

“Oh, God! Ryo, you feel so wonderful!” Dee told him, his voice breathless and his own tension somewhat placated by the feel of the blonde's tight passage caressing him.

 

Ryo managed to relax a bit at his lover's sweet exclamation and when the other boy began to pump into him with sure, steady strokes, he felt a thrill streak through his body. Again and again, Dee seemed to hit that magical spot inside him that sent a keen, driving pleasure through his system. It astonished him that his partner was capable of bringing him to such rapture after he had been in so much pain just moments before.

 

Dee was now loosing himself, his mind slipping away as he felt his lover open to him. Ryo felt like nothing short of heaven. The dark haired boy slipped his one arm from under the boy's thigh to grip his ankle and lift it higher into the air so he was able to penetrate him even deeper. Ryo allowed him to do so, his own mind adrift on the waves of ecstasy flooding through him and eager to accept all that Dee wished to give him.

 

“Oh yes!” Dee exclaimed as he crashed into the blonde's slender body, his release imminent. “Yes! Ryo!” he gasped as his orgasm fell upon him with mind-blowing force. His body shook with his climax and he spilled his semen deep within his lover before collapsing back into the sheets. He didn't even have the energy to withdraw from the boy's body as he lay there in post-coital bliss.

 

Ryo, however, feeling a bit raw, moved to slide Dee's now flaccid member from within him. The blonde had discovered that he loved hearing his partner's cries and moans of pleasure almost as much as he enjoyed feeling aroused himself. Turning over (rather stiffly) to face his lover, he gazed down into the boy's contented face. He really is so beautiful, Ryo thought. And he's all mine, he added to himself, smiling.

 

Realizing that the raven haired boy had slipped off to sleep, he settled in comfortably next to him. His body was worn out and exhausted not only from their sexual encounter, but from the emotional ups and downs of the day. All he wanted was rest.

 

Ironically, however, he dozed for quite sometime before sleep fully claimed him. Elated as he was to have amended things with Dee, he began to see that their relationship would not be easy. Or, rather, that relationships in general were not that easy. He was well aware of the difficulties inherent in friendships, even between family members, but he had romanticized about the bonds between lovers and overlooked the fact that they were not immune to the hardships in other relationships. Although this revelation wasn't exactly welcome, it didn't necessarily discourage him either; it was simply a fact he had to get used to.

 

Moreover, as Ryo was somewhat of a worrier, the boy found his mind wandering into unpleasant matters, wondering how things would turn out with Aaron and if his hunch about the reasons behind the boy's expulsion were correct. He let out a long breath and hugged Dee closer to him. As long as he had him, Ryo was sure he could get through whatever lay ahead. Repeating this in his mind, he gradually drifted off to sleep, unaware that his thoughts paralleled those of his lover as Dee had laid with him the night before.

 

Tomorrow would bring what it may…

 

 

***I realized after reading some of the reviews that Dee had been a little mean lately (although the guy is going through a lot and Dee certainly has his dark side!) and putting Ryo thru a lot, so I hope this chapter makes up for it a bit! And these boys better enjoy it too because I plan on putting `em through a hell of a lot more! *Bwhhahaha!* Don't worry, I won't torture them… much! ^_-