Fake Fan Fiction ❯ Insatiable Heart ❯ Indecisiveness ( Chapter 3 )

~~Fake and all the characters belong to the wonderful Sanami Matoh. I'm just gonna borrow them for a bit! I'll return them . . . *Smiles sweetly and walks to Van, where it's moving suspiciously and the side door pops open with Dee all tied up, trying to escape with Ryo. I push him back in and just wink at them both as I drive away laughing.*~~

Title: Insatiable Heart

Pairing: Dee x Ryo
Warning: Yaoi, Lemon, Humor, Action, Romance Angst,

Language, more can be added . . .
Rating: NC-17
Reviews: Most Definitely! Please leave as many as you like!!!

Insatiable Heart

Chapter 3: Indecisiveness

"Ya know, Ryo. I think that you shouldn't let that dork weasel his way into our lives. He only wants you for one thing and he'll keep coming back until he gets it. I only believe that that jerk is gonna use you. You shouldn't let him get to you like you do."

"Bikky, Dee is my partner and also my friend. I can't just push him away and I like his company. Why do you dislike him so much?"

Dee stood in the door way as Bikky and Carol were already munching on their dinner as Ryo had served them and Ryo was fixing up their plates.

"The guy is bad news! Can't you see it? All he does is paw at you! Plus Dee is stupid."

"The brat needs a beating." Dee finally said, announcing that he was there, leaning up against the kitchen door frame.

"Dee!" Ryo said surprised but the said man just walked in and grabbed his plate that was sitting on the counter and sat in his seat.

"Bah! I think I'm gonna barf." Bikky wheezed, holding his stomach after looking at Dee for a few seconds.

"Well don't do it over here!" Carol replied as she pushed the blond's head in the other direction with distaste since she was trying to eat her food. Ryo sat down next to Dee and leaned over to Bikky.

"Are you feeling all right there, Bikky?" Ryo heard Dee snort and Bikky glared up at him.

"It's the pervert."

"How about the brat."

"At least I don't go pawing at everything that walks to get laid!"

"Bikky!" Carol and Ryo said in unison.

"Yea, but I don't-" Ryo clamped his hand over Dee's mouth before another word was spoken.

"Not another word from both you! I honestly can't understand why you insist on ripping each other apart with all these insults. Why can't you two just get along? I would like to have dinner with everyone without a fight breaking loose. Is that so much to ask?" Ryo removed his hand from Dee and started to chew at his food.

"Fine then, Cal and I will just go to her place since me and the jerk can't coexist." Bikky shoveled some food into his mouth and Carol just remained quiet. Ryo looked over to the small blond.

"Do you know if that would be all right with Carol's mother?" The girl nodded his response instead.

"Mom said that he was more than welcome to stay. He's usually polite around her but that's only because he doesn't have to stay around her for more than a minute or so." Cal pushed her plate away, indicating that she was done and was just going to relax a little at the table.

"I see. Well, I suppose that is fine. Make sure you have your things so you can go straight to school in the morning but you have to remember to call me before you leave, understand?" Bikky nodded and wolfed down the rest of his food and stood, grabbing Carol plate and his own and headed to the sink. He was going to start washing them but Ryo told him to leave them.

"Don't worry about the dishes Bikky. I'll get to them as soon as I'm done eating. Go have fun and make sure you go to bed on time." Bikky grinned at Ryo and thanked him quickly before running off to his bedroom and grabbing his things. He said good bye to Ryo and started for the door. Next in line was Carol.

"Thank you so much for dinner, Ryo. Have a good night. You too Dee!"

"Goodnight Carol."

"Night Cal." Dee said then sulked into his chair and continued to eat his food slowly. Ryo heard the door close and he turned his eyes to his partner.

"What's wrong Dee?" He continued eating but when he got no response, he glanced back to Dee to see him staring at him.

"Do you believe what Bikky is telling you?" Ryo raised a golden brow at the question.

"What are you talking about? What is he telling me?" Ryo stood up from the table and put away the leftovers in the refrigerator and started to wash the dishes while Dee was watching every move that he made.

After a moment, Dee stood up and dumped whatever he had left on his plate in the trash and moved to stand beside Ryo. Since the other man had his hands in the water, he figured he would dry the dishes and he started on his task.

"I mean what he tells you about me. When he says that all I want is to have sex with you and leave because that's all I'm good for." Ryo heard the tone of voice that Dee was using and wasn't liking it one bit.

"Dee I have my own thoughts on what I think of you and I know what Bikky thinks about you too. I'm not going to let a little mind like his persuade my decisions about you." Ryo finished washing the last dish and dried his hands as Dee continued to work at the last remaining ones.

"So when he says that, you don't think what he could be saying is partially true?" Ryo turned to face him and started straightening up things when there was nothing that really needed to be straightened up...

"Dee you should not worry what Bikky says, he's just a kid who likes to pick fights with you." Ryo said nonchalantly as he wiped at the counter top. Dee finished and whirled around, walking up to Ryo and turning the other man around.

"I know you care a lot about Bikky. He's practically your son and I know you will do whatever you think is best is for him and that might be the thought that he should have a mother and not two fathers." Ryo's eyes widened but Dee continued. "I know you still think that you're straight but I'm telling you that what I want from you isn't just to fool around in bed. I want you to be with me, to love me as I do you. If you think all my advances are just to have sex then you're wrong. I want you in my life and I know that you like me too. A lot." Ryo was slowly backing away from Dee but it was hard for him to get any further because he was stuck against the counter while Dee was almost on top of him but not in the way that he would've been familiar with.

"Dee, I have to try to sort out my feelings. I'm still thinking. You can't force me to decide what I want now when I need time." Dee shook his head and took a step back.

"I know and I've been waiting. I just don't want you to get any ideas that people like Bikky may put in your mind. Please just know that I'm for real. Okay?" Ryo just nodded and he watched as Dee retreated into the living room and took a seat on the couch. He wanted to think that he might've known what he wanted from Dee but Dee was right. He was letting people put idea's in his head. Ryo was really thinking that he was just going to use him and leave him. But he said that he wasn't. He . . . oh my god, did he say that he loved him?

Ryo was wringing his hands while he was still in the same spot he was in before when Dee left him.

Dee was waiting in the living room, just watching tv when Ryo came walking out of the kitchen a few minutes later.

"Eh, they got a movie on right now. Care to join me before we crash?" Ryo glanced at the man who just said that he was in love with him.

"Um, sure." Ryo came to sit down on the couch and crossed his legs hugging one of his large pillows. It was a horror movie and Ryo was just watching but his mind was running. He chanced a glance at Dee to find him staring right back at him. The man smiled sheepishly and scratched the back of his head.

"Movie not too interesting, eh? Didn't find it that much interesting either . . . so what's on your mind?" Ryo froze and just stared at him. The man was unfazed by this but he still shifted a little closer and the blond man just stayed where he was, looking ahead of him. A hand went under Ryo's chin and made him face beautiful green eyes and those eyes kept getting closer and closer. He didn't dare move a muscle and he felt lips caress his own softly. They were soft and tempting. The hand on Ryo's chin traveled over to his neck and rub the skin under his thumb, eliciting a tender moan from Ryo.

It was all so slow, so much . . . love. Ryo wanted more. That was what his body was telling him and that was why Dee was surprisingly lying on his back with the blond ravishing his mouth, dipping his tongue into his mouth and dueling his against his tongue. It was also why Ryo's hand was running up and down Dee's side and the other hand was sliding and gripping those silky ebony locks. Ryo didn't know what he was doing now. He was just reaching on his feelings, his emotions and he was not thinking logically.

Ryo's body was resting on top of Dee's and both could feel their passion poking each other but it seemed like Ryo was willing to take this whole relationship now one major step forward.

Dee's lungs screamed AIR! And at that moment, Ryo's lips decided to take a detour down his neck and started to nibble roughly on the sensitive skin there. Dee was moaning, loving the feel of the man, that he wanted to be with since the moment he met him, taking him like this. His conscious wouldn't leave him alone though and after he was sure that Ryo had left a mark on his neck, he gently pushed Ryo up. They were panting hard. Never had it gotten that hot and heavy before and he could see what it had done to Ryo. The sight of the man looking like how he did before him made him moan lightly in his throat. His lips were swollen red from the long passionate kiss they shared. His shirt was wrinkly, his hair disheveled and not to mention the prominent bulge that was in his pants. Why was he stopping this man from taking him and kissing him some more? Oh, right. His conscious. 'Fucking Asshole!' Dee thought nastily.

"Ryo." He sounded so out of breath and he didn't blame himself. He had not been with someone for over a year. God, it has been so long since he last made out with anyone.

"Dee." Ryo whispered huskily and the other man wanted to beat himself up for stopping. He was quickly losing the reason why he was stopping himself from this beautiful bliss.

"Ryo, Jeeezus. That was fucking hot! You don't know what I want to do to you right now. You don't know . . . " Ryo was starting to regain his surroundings and his situation as his breath was returning to him. "I want you but are you sure? Do you know what you feel for me? Do you know..." He swallowed the lump that suddenly formed in his throat as Ryo diverted his eyes from him and ran a hand through his blond tresses.

"Maybe it's time to go to bed." Ryo stood up and quickly walked to the room. Dee was stunned from that sudden retreat but he hopped up and made it to the bedroom before the door was closed and lock...

"Ryo." The man was taking off his shirt and wiggling out of his pants only to find a pair of white silky pj pants and slipped them on. He turned around and blushed.

"Dee . . . " Dee shifted from one foot to take a step forward.

"Aww, so does that mean I get the couch?"

"Oh. Um, no. I suppose not. There's no reason for you to sleep on something uncomfortable when we have work tomorrow. You can sleep in my bed." Dee grinned and watched as Ryo scooted in underneath the sheets and Dee went to the same side and hoisted a leg over the other man's legs. Dark eyes snapped up to his own as Dee raised his hand to cup the blond's cheek and lowered his mouth to Ryo's and kissed him softly.

"Good night Ryo." He moved away before he could really get his partner nervous or something. Dee settled in on his side and there was slight rustling as Ryo got comfortable too. Before Dee drifted off to sleep, he heard a soft voice.

"Sweet dreams, Dee."

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