Fan Fiction ❯ Poetry section ❯ Suicide Never Seemed So Easy ( Chapter 32 )

I'll sit and I'll pine
For love that will be like yours
Will you ever be mine?
I'm seeing nothing but locked doors

Fuck, this world is so cold
All the warmth has disappeared
And I've got no one to hold
And everything to fear

Watch the moon fall down the sky
See the sun the rise up in flames
Nothing ever changes, that's a lie
Every single day, another heart someone maims

A broken heart takes forever to heal
Mine is broken twice over
Its getting harder and harder to feel
My heart beating slower and slower

Will it ever end?

See your face, its got smiles more than before
I guess without me you're happy
I guess to you, she's worth more
She's worth more, much more than me

Forget about me, I'll get by somehow
Forget about my heart, I'll tape it up with false hopes
Remember the present, live life now
I'll be here, failing to learn how to cope.

I'll watch you as well as I can from afar
See you in pictures, in love and well
You don't need me; I'm not even a fallen star
I'll retreat, in time, to my fucked up shell

Don't worry about me.

This story will end, someday
But I just wonder, sometimes, if your thoughts are on me
My heart with you, it will always stay
From your hands, it can never be free

Your gentle words, and your gentle hands
They won me over, I fell so hard
Fell onto the softest and most fragile of lands
But I can't get up, despite all your winning cards

You play me, and I let you.

I'll let it all out, but nothing will differ
Except maybe my eyes, maybe not
I'll still love you forever
Even if, by you, in the heart I got shot.

Suicide never seemed so easy.