Final Fantasy - All Series Fan Fiction ❯ It Couldn't Be True ❯ Possibilities ( Chapter 15 )
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Title: It Couldn't Be True
Pairing: Seifer x Squall
Warning: Yaoi, Lemon, Angst, Language, more can be added...
Rating: NC-17
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It Couldn't Be True
Possibilities
Squall opened his eyes to see that he was in his own quarters. The lamp in the corner of his bedroom was shining dimly on its lowest settings and the black curtains were open for the moonlight to shine through.
'Was it all a dream? Everything? Seifer...' The brunette raised his hand to run through his shaggy brown locks, pushing them out of his face only to fall back into his silvery pools that suddenly widen in alert. He looked over to his side and to the floor to see a figure huddled in a ball, like they were hiding from something that frightened them.
"Who.."
"Squall..." The voice was soft but familiarity of it hit Squall in an instant.
"Seifer?" The head lifted up from the crossed arms that were resting upon the raised knees.
"Yeah." Squall moved to the edge of the bed.
"What are you-"
"What do you think of me, Squall?" Squall blinked. He didn't know what was going on. Maybe all that other stuff was not a dream and this was...
"What kind of question is that?"
"Would you rather prefer that someone else took my place...or I leave you? Leave Garden and never come back? Be gone, die-"
"No! What the hell is wrong with you? Seifer, what...ugh!" Squall growled, tripping over his words. "Why would you think that?"
The blonde shook his head and stood, revealing the tight abs and the beautifully chiseled chest in all its glory, staring at him. The small brunette could not help but notice and admire the man before him; the man that was always there in his life, one way or another.
"Do you not think this is real? The situation? ...Seifer is in trouble." Squall shook his head and stood up abruptly, not understanding what his counterpart was trying to say and growing upset every passing second.
"Seifer? You're Seifer! But how can you be in trouble?" Green eyes sparkled in the moonlit room, shining and staring into Squall's now blue and confused ones. Seifer moved closer to the shorter man and cupped his left cheek in his right hand.
"Squall. I'm not the one you should be after. I'm talking about the real Seifer." He smirked. "You dolt." A frown appeared and Seifer smiled.
"What's going to happen to him?"
"You can feel his pain. You can feel his happiness. You can feel his anguish and sorrow, his torment and frustration. Can't you feel his love? What about your own? What about the love you hold for him?" Squall stepped back, a little fear showing in his eyes.
"My love?"
"Do you care for him? Seifer?"
"I don't hate him...you..."
"I know you don't but you don't have exactly friendly feelings toward Seifer. You have more."
Squall turned around.
"I grew up with him. He's like a brother, sort of. A pain in my ass too." Squall tensed as strong arms wrapped around his waist and pulled him against the warmth.
"What do you feel? Does this feel wrong? Do you want me? Do you have that desire? Do you feel something deeper than just friendship and rivalry? I know you do, because I wouldn't be doing this if you did not like it. You wouldn't let me, but here I am..."
Squall was baffled.
"Seifer needs you. He's in trouble and if you do not realize that he's a good guy now, wanting to be your friend, wanting friendship in kind, then your going to loose him in every which way possible."
"But- "
"Dagen."
"Dagen?"
"He is going to do everything to keep him away." Squall pulled away slightly and turned around, still in the older man's embrace.
"Why?"
"Help Seifer. Tell the truth and you won't loose him." He smirked. "You won't loose that flicker of joy and happiness of having him near. That possessive nature that you have over him when someone picks on him. You won't have that urge to fight and better him, knowing that when you do this, you feel alive because," Seifer dipped down and lightly brushed his lips over the smaller brunette's, running his tongue over those dry lips, moistening them and hearing the small delectable moan escape Squall's throat. "He brings out that feeling in you. You want more from him than you want yourself to know. He is your life. What if Seifer was never here? How would your life be?"
Squall stared at Seifer and processed all those questions that made throat dry.
"Seifer.." Squall's voice barely audible.
"Save him and you'll save yourself."
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AN: Yes, I know chapters are short. But the next chapter is about 3 pages long, something for you all to enjoy and the story will start to pick up on our many relationships...heehee More interaction between the two stars of the fic!
Oh and thank you to everyone who has reviewed! I'm glad that you like it so much and I will try to get longer chapters or have them coming out faster!