Fruits Basket Fan Fiction ❯ Love lies in the darkest places ❯ Bury my love ( Chapter 2 )

Chapter Two

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Okay Warning…Story gets worse.

The rain, that was pissing down outside seemed to match my mood. Not that I ever seemed happy that is. But today seemed even worse.

I held a cup of that goddamned tea in my hand, sitting at the table, and was dripping water all over the floor.
Shigure kept wincing at me, but my glaring just seemed to shut him up. Not my fault it rained on the way home from school. And there no way in hell I was going up to my room to get changed or dry.

Not while…HE was still in there.

Ritsu.

The most annoying person ever. He was so fucked up. I know I couldn't talk, but no one, should ever be that remorseful.

I really couldn't stand him, every time he said sorry I felt like shoving my first into his chest and ripping his heart out.

Now THAT would make him sorry.

As I was sitting there with thoughts of blood running though my head, I sipped my tea, and watched the puddle of water grow under me. Poor floor.

I don't know why the hell Ritsu was even in there.

Shigure had mumbled something about Ritsu coming over, dripping wet, from the rain, for a visit, and screaming about being sorry. After he had run around the room for an hour, Shigure finally poked him. Too hard it seemed as he was knocked out. So Shigure decide to let him rest. And since my room could be used, he had placed him there. In my bed, of all the fucking places.

Damn that fucking dog!

He knows I can't stand him! I think he gets off in tormenting me. I glared at him even more.

Shigure this time must have deicide his floor was more important, then my pissed off.

"It's a bit wet don't you think? Why don't you get changed" he smiled at me. I glared at him again. He sighed laying his book down. "Don't be mad, just go get changed. Ritsu is asleep, he wont annoy you." He smiled again and I scowled. Now how could I ague with that?

Besides, it was cold too.

I laid the cup down and stormed up the stairs. I could hear my shoes squish with water I walked, and it wasn't a good sensation. As I pasted Yuki's door in the hallway I paused, the water soaking the upstairs floor. I just stared at the door for a while, wondering what I'd do if he was in there. What would I say to him?

I hesitated, my fucking instincts telling me to open the door. Just to glimpse his face. I felt my hand move and cursed. I couldn't even control my own body now.

Damn you Yuki!

My wet hand left a mark on the door nob as I slowly turned it, careful to not make any sound, as the water soaked the floor.

I slowly pulled the door open just a crack, so slight I could barley see. I hear a noise, and couldn't see Yuki. I slowly opened it a little more and peered in.

My heart stopped.

There was Yuki, My beautiful wonderful Yuki, on the bed. His hair caught the sunlight, shinning almost silver, my beautiful Yuki.

Kissing her.

Torhu.

The sharp pain that stabbed though my heart, almost caused me to cry out, and give myself away. I felt my eyes fill with tears, and it was too hard to stop them, when it felt like someone was slowly stabbing hot pokers into me.

For a moment I forgot to breath. My whole body went into shock as Yuki's hands stroked Torhu's hair. Then only one thought came to my head at that moment.

I'm going to kill you.

No…not you…both of you.

My cold feeling was replaced by hot anger. My hand tightened on the door nob, so hard I was sure my knuckles would bleed. My mind whirling with so many thoughts.

I love you…I don't want to.

I want to hold…I want to kill you.

Yuki. My love…I…I fucking HATE you!!!!!

I felt my hands shake so bad the door was moving, I quickly shut the door, not caring if I had made a sound or not. I couldn't see over the red haze in front of my eyes.

I must have stormed down the hall way because before I knew it I was in my room, slamming the door, hard. I felt a hand clutching at my chest and I realised it was mine. As if I was trying to stop my fucking heart from shattering into a million pieces.

Yuki.

All I could see was him kissing someone else. Loving someone else. When I feel so fucking much for him. Yuki…

Damn you…you make me feel so…

A noise broke me from my thoughts. When I had slammed the door I had woken Ritsu. I saw him sit up, look around, his fair falling over his face. Damn beautiful. So much like my Yuki.

That name brought on a fresh wave of pain, and my hand clutched tighter.

I hate you!!! This shouldn't feel so bad!!!

Hot tears coursed down my cheeks, without me even realising it. I kept cursing in my head.

Yuki. I'm going to kill you, you and Torhu. I'm going to slice you up, into little pieces and send them to your love. I'm going to see how you feel, when someone rips out your heart.

I'm going to love it Yuki.

I'm going to love watching you die, just as much as I love you….

I heard a soft noise and my eyes flew open. I suddenly noted that I had been whispering my thoughts and that Ritsu was looking at me wide eyed. I fixed him with my eyes; as he was standing there with something close to fear.

"What did you hear?" I hissed. It wouldn't do to have the rest of my family know about this. Oh no. Not until I lest had Yuki. Or maybe killed him…and make Torhu watch.

Now that thought made me feel better.

Ritsu shook his head. "N… Nothing I'm sorry…. I should go." he moved forward trying to get past me and into safety.

I advanced on him, my anger growing. He knew. He knew. He couldn't know.

No one. Must ever know.

Yuki. You will be mine.

Ritsu was looking at me wide eyed as I stopped in front of him. I reached out and smiled, a soft smile. I stroked his hair softly. "Don't worry" I whispered and for a moment it wasn't Ritsu that was before me, it was Yuki.

Yuki's hair I was touching. Soft sweet. It was his eyes that where wide and scared. His beautiful eyes. It was his skin that I marked when I drew my fist back and punched him. Watching as he fell to the floor with a soft cry of pain.

And it wasn't Ritsu that I pushed to the ground and held down.

It was Yuki.

It wasn't Ritsu that tried to scream or push me off, as I slowly wrapped my hands around his neck, squeezing the last of his life out of him.

It was my Yuki…So sweet in death. As he lied there so still, his pale skin a little blue.

And it wasn't Ritsu I dragged out of the house, and into the forest.

And it wasn't him I buried, in the forest, his blank dead eyes, that I covered in layers of dirt.

It was my Yuki.

Later that night I was sitting at the table. Yuki had decided not to join us, as he was feeling off again. While I don't see how he was sick I was almost thankful. I don't think I could sit there, if he was there with us. Just seeing Torhu was bad.

But no. I had to wait.

Her time would come…

I was twisting noddles around when Shigure asked me where Ritsu was. I just smiled a little bit, looking at him, informing that he had left.

"I hope you didn't to anything" he sighed. I laughed softly, which caused Shigure to look at me strangely. "Don't worry, he was fine, he just home" My laughter stopped as I started eating again and conversions went on. As normal I drowned it out, my mind wondering to where Ritsu was…

Yes…He was.

He was home….