Fullmetal Alchemist Fan Fiction ❯ Hesitation ❯ Chapter 4 ( Chapter 4 )

Title: Hesitation

Author: Okita Souji & Mikagami Tokiya

Warning: yaoi, angst

Pairing: envyxed, royxed, envyxroyxed

Disclaimer: Definitely not ours. Arakawa Hiromu-sensei owns those cool characters and stories and we just borrow it for our yaoi plot. ^_^ don't own Rewrite too.

A/N: I'm so sorry for the lateness! It's been ages since the last update. I know I've been lazy, but I also got writer's block again… *sigh* Hontou ni gomen na, minna! *bow* At first, I planned it got out on Christmas holiday, but, well…it didn't work out ^_^; Hope you guys didn't forget about this fic already because of the terrible delay.

And thank you so much for all reviewers in ff, aff, and mediaminer! We're so grateful for all of your reviews and critics. I know our grammar still mess up, but we haven't find beta yet -_- So, please bear with us again! So here's the late update! This fic is dedicated to all of you readers! Hope you enjoy it too!

About the song, we decided to put this part in this chapter coz we think it matched Ed's feelings (I hope you guys have your own lyrics translation. If you don't have it and still want to know the meaning of this part of Rewrite, just tell me and I'll send it to you. But, I guess all of you already had it.)

Chapter 4

mebaeteta kanjou kitte kuyan de

shosen tada bonyou shitte naite

kusatta kokoro o

usugitanai uso o

~Rewrite~

The night's so cold because of the big rain just then. The night sky is clear and crimson full moon shines beautifully with its grandeur. There are no sane persons outside at this time of night. But there's a figure that walking along the street, soaked by the rain before. He seems so depressed and oblivious to the world. He just dragging his feet and bowing his head. Subconsciously, his feet have brought him to the slump area where the house he'd been stayed with Envy resides. And then, he's approached by some men. He can smell alcohol from them, but he doesn't care and just keep walking. But his path blocked by them.

"Hey, honey! Would you like to join us for drinks?" one of them asked him.

"Yeah, we can have some fun la~ter too, you know!" said another and they laughed.

"..."

"So, what do you say?"

"..."

"Hey, can ya speak fellow?

"..."

Still no respond, they surrounded him, trapped him between them and the building. One of them came to him and lifted Ed's chin to look at him. They whistled when they saw Ed's face. The drops of water on his face and hair that lighted by the moonlight seemed glowing, made him beautiful and more sexy, plus the way his hair is unbraid and wet. (ho ho ho…very sexy Ed *grin*) And his golden eyes, even lost their bright and looked dead, weren't losing their beauty and seemed prettier by the moonlight.

"Holy hell, he's so gorgeous!"

"Yeah...I think it's our lucky night."

"I can't wait to see this beautiful boy's body." He said in husky tone and lustful gaze.

"Yeah he he he..."

Ed just like a prey that caught by hungry predators. He just stares blankly at them, his face has no expression.

"Do whatever you fucking want..." Ed said in monotone voice. He doesn't care anymore about anything. 'I deserved it after everything I'd done. I'd betrayed Roy. I'd hurt him and he hates me now. I know it's not my fault that Envy raped me, but after several times, I did it willingly. I'm even falling for Envy, even when I know I shouldn't and already had Roy. So, practically, I was dating two persons in same time. And because of that, I also had betrayed Envy by choose Roy than him. Envy must be hates me too now. But the truth is, I can't choose between them, I want them both. And because of that, I lost both. It's my punishment for being greedy.' Ed thought bitterly.

Those ruthless men change annoying laughs and pervert smirks between themselves. They started to come upon him and touch him. One of them, which look like their leader, put one hand on the wall and the other hand started to slip into Ed's tank top. He didn't care, his mind is numb, can't think about anything else. Roy's words keep repeating in his mind. He only jerked a little when the hand slipped into his pants, touching his groin.

"Well, boy, you're just a slut, aren't you?!"

Ed just glared at him. Seeing that, that man pissed and crushed his lips to Ed's fiercely. Ed muffled, but he didn't try to break the kiss. 'I'm just a slut after all. I deserved it.'

"Hey, guys! Who'd given you fucking permission to touch my possession?" a voice asked with husky and calm voice from somewhere. The man stopped kissing Ed and took his hand away from Ed. Ed just stays like that and doesn't give a damn, but in the back of his mind, he knows that he knew that voice. But he feels dizzy and can't think. Those men are looking around to find the voice's owner, but they didn't find anyone.

"Do you know that the punishment for fucking trespassers is death?" the voice's owner spoke again in a cold voice. And this time they knew that it came from above. They looked upside and found a person's sitting on the house roof above them. The leader's just gonna shout to the voice's owner to stay away, but he stopped when he saw the person's profile that illuminated by the moonlight. They're gasped and just standing there, speechless. Ed, who heard their gasped and their frozen states, became curious and he followed their gazes. He tried to focus his eyes. And then, he gasped too, shocked, eyes wide and full of awes and disbelieves. Suddenly, his mind's was filled with his memories about this person and he just whispered one word that instantly came to his mind.

"Envy…"

True, the voice's owner's Envy. He's sitting on the edge of the roof with his usual pose and smirking. Crimson full moon's clear on the background. Its light illuminates him and made his pale skins and erogenous body seem radiant, made him seems ethereal. Emerald hair flowed freely to the front as he twisted his head to look down on them. Amethyst eyes gleams with wrath and evil. He's staring at them for a while and then he came down and landed in front of them gracefully. And that seemed to make them out from their trance states. Meanwhile, Ed just stares at him in shock.

"Well, well, well…look at this fucking sexy bitch, guys. Who the fucking hell are you? And how fucking dare you to interrupt me and said that the slut boy is fucking yours, you fucking bastard! Do you want us to fuck you too, you sexy slut? He he he…" snickered.

"He he he…I think this sexy bitch hungry for cum." Laughed

He just stared at them and sighed.

"Are you deaf or what, you worthless shits? Haah…It's really fucking hard, talked to a bunch of totally brainless stupid fools idiots whom only think with their fucking useless dicks. Hell, you can't even fucking understand what I said before and replied with unrelated words." He said with usual tone, one hand on his hips and the other made gestures on the air.

"What the…" They growled and made stances to attack at him, but Envy ignored them, cut their words and continued his words.

"You're even worse than shits. I should have killed you immediately before than tried to talk to shits like you"

With that said, he lunged at them at lightning speed even before they could attack him. He changed his right hand into auto-mail blade like Ed's and cut all their hands with swift movements. It took one second later for them to fully understand what had happened. They screamed and fallen to ground, moaned in intensive pains. Envy smirked and his eyes showed his wrath. He's walking back to their leader, while he stabbed each man's throat with no mercy. The leader can only gape at him with horror and can't find strength to move, waiting for god of death to come upon him. After killed all those trash, he arrived at their leader at last.

TBC

How is it? Hope you like it! Sorry for the shortness and the cliffhanger, coz I don't want to make you wait too long. I'll try to make it up for next chapter. I hope we could update sooner for the next chapter. Please review, coz the more we got reviews, the more we're motivated to finish it quickly! So, R&R please!

~Souji~