GetBackers Fan Fiction ❯ The Merry Month of Fuyuki Fanfic! ❯ Day 8: Sugar Water ( Chapter 8 )

8.

Title: Sugar Water
Author: Christina/AquaianGoddess
Rating: ANGST AND SMUT AND GAY.
Pairing: Shido/Emishi
Summery: Emishi can't shut up.

Warnings: Back to the gay! Oh, and Emishi POV stream of consciousness smutty angst. It's not really supposed to make a lot of sense, I guess, but, uh, stuff. I was listening to Cibo Matto while writing this, and her songs don't make any sense EITHER and that's the excuse I'm sticking to.

Disclaimer: GetBackers isn't mine, I just like to borrow them and torture them for a bit. 

        I know that I'm only a form of release, that Shido doesn't really care for me, not in the way that I want, but still he's here and touching me and I have my hands buried in soft black hair, softer than it looks, really, and oh God this is really happening isn't it oh God oh God oh God, Shido. Arching into his hands now, it's not like I can stop myself, they feel wonderful against my skin, a little rough, a little smooth over my hip now and he still hasn't kissed me on my mouth yet, no not his style, not if I'm just a temporary fuck and oh God his teeth are on my neck and he's biting down as his hand curls around me- OH! Yes, yes more of that please, shit Shido you feel so good, I don't even know if I'm saying this out loud or if you even care that I'm talking, it's not like you've ever listened to me before and ohmyGod right there, right there please don't stop I don't want him to stop I don't want to ever stop I want him to look at me please please please just once see me as something other than an annoyance other than someone he can use and set aside and oh God he's sucking me off and I'm crying now because it feels so good and I want this so bad, but not like this, not like this. Oh Shido you have no idea how I feel do you and and and don't stop, I beg of you because this is my only chance to see you this way and you're so beautiful Shido, don't laugh at me you are I'm not joking around right now and now your lips are on mine and you're reaching for something else but oh God you're kissing me and its better that I expected hoped dreamed, you're better than everything I ever imagined and now you're stretching me with your fingers and you're talking but I can barely make out what you're saying over all the noise I'm making, ha I never shut up, just like you said, even talking in my sleep and during sex and you're kissing me again, your tongue's in my mouth and I'm loving every second of it and AH shit shit , you're huge Shido, you know that? No not don't stop, it's alright, I'll be fine, don't pull away from me, please, you always pull away this is the closest you ever let me get let me stay by your side, Shido, even for a little while. I know this is a one time thing, really I do, you just can't work off all the energy from that battle, you were magnificent and I just wanna hold on to that, just for a little while, this is my only chance please please please oh God you're fully inside me now and I feel like I'm going to burst and I'm crying again and you must thin I'm so ridiculous but you're licking the tears off my face, before you bury your face in my neck again, murmuring against my skin as you move and I-I-I-I-!

 

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