Gravitation Fan Fiction ❯ History Repeating ❯ Chapter 5 ( Chapter 5 )
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By: Gravity-Of-Love 
Shuichi's (POV)
Anime/Manga: Gravitation Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Drama / Angst | Type: Alternate Universe | Uploaded On: 07.19.2006 | Pages: 2 | Words: 1.8K | Visits: 298 | Status: Work In Progress
Shuichi's (POV)
Anime/Manga: Gravitation Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Drama / Angst | Type: Alternate Universe | Uploaded On: 07.19.2006 | Pages: 2 | Words: 1.8K | Visits: 298 | Status: Work In Progress
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Chapter Five
Shuichi’s (POV)
Taking one last look in the mirror, I smile. Black leather pants, with a red shirt, mostly opened. My hair tied back in a ponytail… I guess I should get it cut. Slipping on my leather jacket, I was ready to go.
As soon as I left my apartment building, Tohma’s limo stopped next to me and I got in. Tohma smiled at me, and Yuki…well, he tried not to look at me. He looked like shit, and I guess it’s my fault. I do feel guilty about what I said to him.
Maybe…no don’t even think about it! Too late… I do want him more than anything. But first thing’s first.
Operation - Ayaka smack down.
I feel an evil smile cross my face.
“Shuichi, what…”I look at Tohma, and just shake my head. Can’t spoil the surprise. He will just have to wait and see.
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The party was being held at a posh hotel. We made our entrance and, as I expected, Ayaka’s eyes flickered from Yuki to me, and back again. I don’t think anyone else noticed, ah…someone did notice. Fujisaki is glaring at her.
I think I need help. I head straight over to him, and lay down my plan. It didn’t surprise me that he agreed to my plan, his eyes flickering with amusement.
“So…as soon as you see her follow me, make sure Hiro’s with you.”I head off to get a drink. As predicted Ayaka joined me, so I gave her a triple JD and a splash of coke. We clink glasses and down our drinks in one. She coughs slightly, but she smiles at me. I guess she thinks she looks seductive, but she just looks like what she is… a fucking whore.
I make her down a few more drinks, before excusing myself. I talk to Hiro for a while, making sure he’s all right. He asks me if I’m all right... I know what he means. He wants to know if Yuki and I will be getting back together.
I decide to tell him the truth. I want him a part of my life again.
“I don’t know Hiro. I said some horrible things to him, things I didn’t mean…I still love him, more than anything, but I’m afraid to let him in my heart again. I don’t think I can handle it to be broken again.”
Hiro puts his hand on my shoulder, and for the first time in a long while, we hug. I can’t tell you how much I’ve missed Hiro’s hugs. I smile at him as we pull away. Out of the corner of my eye, I see Yuki looking at me, and curse. He’s close enough to have heard what I said. I just hope he didn’t, but the way he’s looking at me tells me he heard every single word. Damn. Excusing myself, I make sure no one’s looking at me, then look at Ayaka.
I’m lucky that she takes that moment to look at me, I wink at her and leave the room. Just as I expected, she follows me a moment later. I lean against the wall as she stumbles towards me. I just hope Fujisaki saw her follow me.
“Soooo Shu-chan, fancy a quick fuck? I know you want me, I’ve wanted you for a while now…”It makes me sick just listening to her. But it’s all for a good cause.
“Ayaka, you’re marrying my best friend. Do you really think I would betray him? And to be honest, you’re not my type.”“Awww come on, you know you want me! Hiro will never know… he is a little dense at times. Truthfully, Yuki-san is the one I want… I want you too, but I’m stuck with third best.”
She lunges at me, but I step away, and she falls to a drunken heap on the floor. Movement out of the corner of my eye makes me turn to see Hiro and Fujisaki watching us. Hiro looks a little relieved and angry, Fujisaki looks smug.
I walk away from Ayaka, place my hand on Hiro’s shoulder and walk back into the room. Fighting the grin that wants to spread across my face, I walk over to the drinks table and mix a JD and coke.
Hiro returns, with Fujisaki behind him. The latter looks at me and smiles, I just wink at him. All we have to do is wait, and hope for the best.
A few moments later Ayaka walks back into the room with as much dignity as she can muster, but truthfully, she looks a mess. Her hair is standing on end, and her dress is rumpled. She looks like she‘s just come home from a all night drinking session.
I watch people look at Ayaka in disgust as she wobbles about. I can’t believe how mush she has changed, she used to be such a sweet, quiet girl. But now…well she’s this…this…whatever you want to call her.
I hold my breath as Hiro walks over to the stereo and turns off the music. When he has everyone’s attention, he begins to talk.
“First of all, I want to thank you all for coming…but I’m afraid I have some bad news. Ayaka, will you come here please?”She stumbles her way over to Hiro, and frowns. At least his words have penetrated her drunken mind.
“Ayaka, I think we should break up.” The silence in the room is almost thick enough to choke on.
I’m fighting the laughter bubbling in my throat at the look on her face. Curious whispers spread through the room. Ayaka just stands there, trying to keep her balance as she shakes in anger, her face turning red.
“I saw you try to hit on my best friend. And if I’m only third best, then that’s a good enough reason to call off this wedding…there is another reason. I don’t love you, and I never have. I think I’ve been scared to show the person I love how much I feel about him.” He pauses and Fujisaki looks at me, I nod my head and wink. He smiles, blushing. “Fujisaki, will you come here please?”
Ayaka seems to be rooted to the spot, her face burning redder than a fire engine. She looks mortified. Fujisaki stops beside Hiro, looking up at him. I hold my breath, and hope he’s going to do what he should have done a long time ago.
“I love you.” Hiro says, before pulling the shorter man into his arms and kissing him.
Ayaka screams, literally. I cover my ears, along with everyone else. She sounds like one of those old tea kettles. You know, the ones you put on the stove and it whistles when it’s boiled. She stumbles, and falls to the floor. Kneeling on the ground, she throws a major tantrum, banging her hands on the floor, still screaming. I swear she’s going to burst my ear drums.
“How can you do this to me? You can not dump me, no one dumps me!”
Hiro and Fujisaki weren’t paying any attention to her… neither was anyone else, they seemed to be watching the kissing couple.
When they break apart, they smile at each other. A shriek grabs our attention as Ayaka stumbles to her feet and totters over to Yuki. His face is an unreadable mask. She leers at him.
“Hey, Yuki-san…wanna fuck me?” Oh kami-sama, she is really drunk. Her parents look like they’re about to explode with shame.
“I’m sorry Ayaka…but you’re not my type.”
She has tears in her eyes. Her head whips around the room, and her eyes gleam as she spots me. I brace myself as she stumbles over to me.
“So Shu-chan, now Hiro’s dumped me, you don’t have to feel guilty. You want me don’t you?” I think this is her last desperate attempt to get some attention.
I look at her… I have one more blow and hopefully we will never see her ugly mug again. I place my hand on her face. I hear gasps as people think I’m going to kiss her.
“Ayaka, what happened to your last boyfriend? The one you went out with before Hiro... what happened to him?”
She looks confused, and she blushes as she answers.
“We only went out for a few months, then he came out of the closet. He was gay.”
“Well…doesn’t that tell you something. You go out with guys and they always seem to turn gay… I think you’re cursed.” I hear a few people laughing. “Sorry kid, it’s not worth us dating, I’m already gay.”
I walk away from her. Her parents finally snap out of their daze and practically drag her out of the room screaming.
I feel eyes on me as I‘m pouring myself a drink. I look round to see Tohma and Yuki watching me… I gave them my most innocent smile. Tohma’s fighting not to laugh, and Yuki actually cracks a smile. I guess my innocent smile wasn’t so innocent. Fujisaki also looks at me, mouthing a ‘thank you’.
I’m glad I could make two people happy. I just wish I could make myself happy. Sometimes I think I’m not destined to be happy… I look at my drink, and stare into the dark liquid.
I down it in one, and immediately gasp. Dropping my glass, I double over as pain flares through me. Oh kami-sama, it’s really bad. Blood pours out of my mouth like a faucet, staining the white carpet.
“Shuichi!” Tohma calls, worriedly.
Someone’s arms go around me, but the pain is so intense. My eyes blur and blackness overtakes me. I slip and fall, feeling nothing.
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Chapter Five
Shuichi’s (POV)
Taking one last look in the mirror, I smile. Black leather pants, with a red shirt, mostly opened. My hair tied back in a ponytail… I guess I should get it cut. Slipping on my leather jacket, I was ready to go.
As soon as I left my apartment building, Tohma’s limo stopped next to me and I got in. Tohma smiled at me, and Yuki…well, he tried not to look at me. He looked like shit, and I guess it’s my fault. I do feel guilty about what I said to him.
Maybe…no don’t even think about it! Too late… I do want him more than anything. But first thing’s first.
Operation - Ayaka smack down.
I feel an evil smile cross my face.
“Shuichi, what…”I look at Tohma, and just shake my head. Can’t spoil the surprise. He will just have to wait and see.
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The party was being held at a posh hotel. We made our entrance and, as I expected, Ayaka’s eyes flickered from Yuki to me, and back again. I don’t think anyone else noticed, ah…someone did notice. Fujisaki is glaring at her.
I think I need help. I head straight over to him, and lay down my plan. It didn’t surprise me that he agreed to my plan, his eyes flickering with amusement.
“So…as soon as you see her follow me, make sure Hiro’s with you.”I head off to get a drink. As predicted Ayaka joined me, so I gave her a triple JD and a splash of coke. We clink glasses and down our drinks in one. She coughs slightly, but she smiles at me. I guess she thinks she looks seductive, but she just looks like what she is… a fucking whore.
I make her down a few more drinks, before excusing myself. I talk to Hiro for a while, making sure he’s all right. He asks me if I’m all right... I know what he means. He wants to know if Yuki and I will be getting back together.
I decide to tell him the truth. I want him a part of my life again.
“I don’t know Hiro. I said some horrible things to him, things I didn’t mean…I still love him, more than anything, but I’m afraid to let him in my heart again. I don’t think I can handle it to be broken again.”
Hiro puts his hand on my shoulder, and for the first time in a long while, we hug. I can’t tell you how much I’ve missed Hiro’s hugs. I smile at him as we pull away. Out of the corner of my eye, I see Yuki looking at me, and curse. He’s close enough to have heard what I said. I just hope he didn’t, but the way he’s looking at me tells me he heard every single word. Damn. Excusing myself, I make sure no one’s looking at me, then look at Ayaka.
I’m lucky that she takes that moment to look at me, I wink at her and leave the room. Just as I expected, she follows me a moment later. I lean against the wall as she stumbles towards me. I just hope Fujisaki saw her follow me.
“Soooo Shu-chan, fancy a quick fuck? I know you want me, I’ve wanted you for a while now…”It makes me sick just listening to her. But it’s all for a good cause.
“Ayaka, you’re marrying my best friend. Do you really think I would betray him? And to be honest, you’re not my type.”“Awww come on, you know you want me! Hiro will never know… he is a little dense at times. Truthfully, Yuki-san is the one I want… I want you too, but I’m stuck with third best.”
She lunges at me, but I step away, and she falls to a drunken heap on the floor. Movement out of the corner of my eye makes me turn to see Hiro and Fujisaki watching us. Hiro looks a little relieved and angry, Fujisaki looks smug.
I walk away from Ayaka, place my hand on Hiro’s shoulder and walk back into the room. Fighting the grin that wants to spread across my face, I walk over to the drinks table and mix a JD and coke.
Hiro returns, with Fujisaki behind him. The latter looks at me and smiles, I just wink at him. All we have to do is wait, and hope for the best.
A few moments later Ayaka walks back into the room with as much dignity as she can muster, but truthfully, she looks a mess. Her hair is standing on end, and her dress is rumpled. She looks like she‘s just come home from a all night drinking session.
I watch people look at Ayaka in disgust as she wobbles about. I can’t believe how mush she has changed, she used to be such a sweet, quiet girl. But now…well she’s this…this…whatever you want to call her.
I hold my breath as Hiro walks over to the stereo and turns off the music. When he has everyone’s attention, he begins to talk.
“First of all, I want to thank you all for coming…but I’m afraid I have some bad news. Ayaka, will you come here please?”She stumbles her way over to Hiro, and frowns. At least his words have penetrated her drunken mind.
“Ayaka, I think we should break up.” The silence in the room is almost thick enough to choke on.
I’m fighting the laughter bubbling in my throat at the look on her face. Curious whispers spread through the room. Ayaka just stands there, trying to keep her balance as she shakes in anger, her face turning red.
“I saw you try to hit on my best friend. And if I’m only third best, then that’s a good enough reason to call off this wedding…there is another reason. I don’t love you, and I never have. I think I’ve been scared to show the person I love how much I feel about him.” He pauses and Fujisaki looks at me, I nod my head and wink. He smiles, blushing. “Fujisaki, will you come here please?”
Ayaka seems to be rooted to the spot, her face burning redder than a fire engine. She looks mortified. Fujisaki stops beside Hiro, looking up at him. I hold my breath, and hope he’s going to do what he should have done a long time ago.
“I love you.” Hiro says, before pulling the shorter man into his arms and kissing him.
Ayaka screams, literally. I cover my ears, along with everyone else. She sounds like one of those old tea kettles. You know, the ones you put on the stove and it whistles when it’s boiled. She stumbles, and falls to the floor. Kneeling on the ground, she throws a major tantrum, banging her hands on the floor, still screaming. I swear she’s going to burst my ear drums.
“How can you do this to me? You can not dump me, no one dumps me!”
Hiro and Fujisaki weren’t paying any attention to her… neither was anyone else, they seemed to be watching the kissing couple.
When they break apart, they smile at each other. A shriek grabs our attention as Ayaka stumbles to her feet and totters over to Yuki. His face is an unreadable mask. She leers at him.
“Hey, Yuki-san…wanna fuck me?” Oh kami-sama, she is really drunk. Her parents look like they’re about to explode with shame.
“I’m sorry Ayaka…but you’re not my type.”
She has tears in her eyes. Her head whips around the room, and her eyes gleam as she spots me. I brace myself as she stumbles over to me.
“So Shu-chan, now Hiro’s dumped me, you don’t have to feel guilty. You want me don’t you?” I think this is her last desperate attempt to get some attention.
I look at her… I have one more blow and hopefully we will never see her ugly mug again. I place my hand on her face. I hear gasps as people think I’m going to kiss her.
“Ayaka, what happened to your last boyfriend? The one you went out with before Hiro... what happened to him?”
She looks confused, and she blushes as she answers.
“We only went out for a few months, then he came out of the closet. He was gay.”
“Well…doesn’t that tell you something. You go out with guys and they always seem to turn gay… I think you’re cursed.” I hear a few people laughing. “Sorry kid, it’s not worth us dating, I’m already gay.”
I walk away from her. Her parents finally snap out of their daze and practically drag her out of the room screaming.
I feel eyes on me as I‘m pouring myself a drink. I look round to see Tohma and Yuki watching me… I gave them my most innocent smile. Tohma’s fighting not to laugh, and Yuki actually cracks a smile. I guess my innocent smile wasn’t so innocent. Fujisaki also looks at me, mouthing a ‘thank you’.
I’m glad I could make two people happy. I just wish I could make myself happy. Sometimes I think I’m not destined to be happy… I look at my drink, and stare into the dark liquid.
I down it in one, and immediately gasp. Dropping my glass, I double over as pain flares through me. Oh kami-sama, it’s really bad. Blood pours out of my mouth like a faucet, staining the white carpet.
“Shuichi!” Tohma calls, worriedly.
Someone’s arms go around me, but the pain is so intense. My eyes blur and blackness overtakes me. I slip and fall, feeling nothing.
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