Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Flower Fields and Chestnut Hair ❯ Suki da, Duo ( Chapter 10 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

Author: Makiko Igami
Title: Flower Fields and Chestnut Hair
Rating: NC-17 (for more upcoming lemons)
pairings: 1x2/2x1 (HeeroxDuo), very slight 1xR
Disclaimer: I do not own Gundam Wing. (Wish I did... $.$) But I don't so I am a poor person who has to live from her parents' money.
Warnings: Crossdressing, yaoi, Lemon (Non-Yaoi and Yaoi in later chapters), sap, fluff, or whatever it's called...
Summary: Heero is sent on a mission to meet a girl. Duo is on a mission too... What will happen after they find out that their missions will bring them together?
Notes & comments: This is the first story I post while I do not really know what will happen in upcoming chapters. I just noticed, I suck... It doesn't come out like I want it to... But I'm still in training... *sigh*
I still tend to write on train... I apologize for *any* misspelling or misunderstanding.

"..." spoken words
/.../ Duo's thoughts
[...] Heero's thoughts
*...* emphasis
{...} Author's comments
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Beams of sunlight woke Heero early the following morning. He was curled up in a tight ball clenching his knees and feeling some cold wetness on the pillow he was lying on. He must have been crying last night. As he remembered what he had been dreaming about he was only surprised to find himself able to cry for he couldn't shed a tear the first time it happened.

Everything in his nightmare had happened in slow motion. Pressing the button that would destruct the base he had been placing explosives onto the last day, fire breaking out, everything crumbling down, the mobile suit that released a chain reaction by falling onto another one, breaking out of the base's ground and hitting the apartment house nearby. He watched again in shock as he heard the little girl's voice, "O-nii-san, are you lost?"

[I've been lost since the day I was born...]

He could see that little puppy wagging his tail in joy on this sunny day as he started climbing his lap only to run back to his master, the little girl with her bright blue eyes. He still could smell the fading scent of the buttercup she gave him. He watched in horror as the house she lived in crumbled down, hit by the force of the falling mobile suit.

"O-nii-san, are you lost?"

[...since the day I was born...]

His mind replayed the horrible scene over and over again and the girl changed several times. Once she was Relena, then again that little girl, then she was Mariemaia, sometimes it was just a random girl that he had seen once but most of the time the girl had grown and he found himself looking up into Duo's bright indigo orbs from where he was lying on that soft green grass.

"O-nii-san, are you lost?"

[..not anymore...]

Still he had to watch in horror as the house crumbled down, destroying everything that was in it. He saw himself standing in front of the ruins the next day, looking around, searching for something. When he found it he picked it up and carried it away, eyes as cold as ice, not showing any emotion. He didn't want to look down, scared to see what it was since it didn't feel like a little dead puppy but was heavier and had a braid. He didn't want to look down even if his life depended on it. It had nearly freaked him out yesterday when he saw Duo crying and he was barely able to contain himself to not cry along. So he had cried in his sleep without anybody noticing, not even himself.

[Hm... The girl in my dreams changed into Duo *again* ... It would be funny if it wasn't that sad.]

Trying to move a little he found his whole body aching from the uncomfortable position he was in. He moaned silently when he disentangled his arms around his knees. Thus he chose to have nice hot and steamy shower to wash his tension away and tumbled into the bathroom.

He relaxed as hot water surrounded him, the streams of water massaging his tensed muscles. He closed his eyes and wished he could wash away the sadness as easy as his tension. He wished that Duo could forget his horrible past. He wished war had never happened.

[But I wouldn't have met Duo if it hadn't been for the war... and he would have suffered either way. Kuso!]

Still a bit tense he stepped out of the shower and started to dry himself. The moment he was about to put on his school uniform he noticed it wasn't there. After a short brain storming he remembered he forgot it in Duo's room the other day because he was too distracted by other things at that particular time. He sighed out loudly as he heard the shower in the other room.

[Guess I have to sneak in again... I think I'm gonna make it a habit.] {1}

He grinned at his last thought and left his room, dressed like he was in just a white towel.

Luckily no one was in the corridor and he quietly let himself into Duo's room. He could see his uniform lying on a chair as if Duo had been planning to give it to him as soon as he was finished with his morning procedure.

Heero gulped. Duo was in the shower right now, wasn't he? So what was he doing, just yet?

Heero couldn't stop his feet to walk right to the bathroom's door, even his fingers disobeyed his orders and silently opened the door and he found himself poking into the steamy room.

Slightly afraid and ... excited he stared at Duo's slender figure behind the shower's curtains. But he heard no sounds coming from the wet cell on the other end of the bath room. He couldn't even make out any movements that indicated that Duo was doing something with himself.

A little disappointed Heero sighed inaudibly and left the bathroom as silently as he sneaked in, grabbed his school uniform and went to his own room to get dressed.

~z~

As soon as they arrived at school, Heero stayed a little closer to the disguised boy than he had the week before. He actually enjoyed the chattering of Duo's friends and was happy that Duo smiled again. Again he wished they could stay here forever without being distracted by anything that had to do with war and fights and all the bad things they had had to go through in the past.

Still laughing and talking they entered their classroom and Heero immediately caught the sight of Jean who was looking at them. He shot a glare into the blond boy's direction, pulled Duo a little closer, holding his waist possessively and kissed his forehead. Duo stopped talking and simply stared at his friend in honest surprise. Oblivious to him Jean just turned around and talked to his friends again.

"Why did you just do that?" he mouthed without making a sound, knowing that Heero would read his lips.

"Cover," was the only reply that came and Duo relaxed, though he felt a little bit disappointed. He started to like the little caresses that Heero offered him. This morning he had almost reluctantly opened the two plaits that Heero had braided for him, feeling as if he was breaking a very precious object to Heero, like his laptop for example. But his efforts hadn't been in vain. Chestnut hair surrounded him in thousand little waves and as he met Heero this morning he could almost see a smile playing around the Japanese boy's thin lips. Suddenly Duo noticed that they both were behaving very strangely during this mission. They discovered facets of their beings they hadn't shown before and some of them seemed extremely odd. Like Heero being tender. Or himself being quiet once in a while. And now Heero had kissed him! In front of everybody! Like they were a real couple. He was quite good at acting as a boyfriend. Duo slightly wondered why that was so and made it through the lessons before lunch almost without paying *any* attention to what the teacher said.

~z~

For lunch he and Heero went outside again to have some quiet time together. Duo wanted to talk about their relationship but he was too hungry. Even he couldn't speak with all the food in his mouth. Hungrily he took another chicken leg and chewed on it, cleaning his finger now and then when they became too sticky.

Heero stared at Duo with growing excitement. His own meal long forgotten he watched as the long-haired boy sucked on his fingers. Just when he felt that Duo could see that his trousers were becoming too small he cleared his throat, making Duo look at him with wide eyes and one finger in his mouth.

"Could you please stop that?" he growled.

Duo pulled the finger out of his mouth and stared back, not knowing what Heero meant.

"What? Sitting here? Eating? I won't do that! I'm hungry! I have to eat. I'm a growing boy! Just because you put yourself on diet doesn't mean I have to..."

"What you do with your fingers," Heero interrupted the eruption of words coming out of Duo's mouth.

Duo just looked at him for a while, still not getting what he meant.

"Huh? Oh, you mean cleaning them! Why should I stop? It tastes good and I have to clean them."

He looked inquiringly at Heero who was now staring at the ground trying to hide his pink cheeks behind his messy hair.

Recalling how much fun it was to tease the stoic boy, Duo grinned evilly as he said, "Why? Would *you* like to do it?"

Instead of an answer Heero just grasped the wrist of the hand he had been cleaning before their little conversation and forced the index finger into his mouth, sucking on it gently.

Duo just stared at his finger as it disappeared in Heero's mouth, feeling the rough but still soft tongue licking it until it was clean. Shocked he watched as Heero moved on to the middle finger giving it the same treatment. The Japanese boy had his eyes closed and seemed to enjoy this very much. Duo blinked several times but the image didn't change. Then he blushed.

"Hee... ro... Wha... Why?"

Heero opened his eyes, looked into wide indigo ones and stopped his caress for a second to answer the question with a tiny purr.

"Because I like to."

Then he closed his eyes again and sucked again on the delicate flesh. {2} He cleaned every tiny spot that was covered by the sauce from the chicken until he only tasted Duo's skin in his mouth. Being content with his ministrations he moved on to the next finger and started over again.

Duo's eyes got bigger and bigger the longer he watched, feeling the blood rushing through every vein in his body and then concentrating in his groin. If he hadn't been this shocked by Heero's actions he would have been ashamed of his body's reaction. This was *Heero* sucking on his fingers! His best friend! He shouldn't be aroused by that. It wasn't meant to be seductively, he just wanted to clean the fingers.

But his fingers stayed longer in the warmth of Heero's mouth than they needed to. When Heero started with his index finger again Duo slapped his hand away, panting.

"Stop that," he managed to say, holding his hand protectively.

Heero's look was seductive and innocent at the same time. "Why?"

"Because..." Duo blushed deeper, "...because it's... it's... It's endangering the mission!"

Heero faked his confusion and sighed audibly.

"I thought I was ordered here to act as your boyfriend, wasn't I? That's my mission, right? So what's wrong?"

Duo looked around to see if anyone was watching them, which would explain what Heero was doing. But he saw no one. He lowered his gaze to the ground.

"It's just... Well, I... You..."

Duo couldn't find the right words to explain why Heero was distracting him this much. Suddenly something make `click´ in his head and he just got what Heero was trying to tell him.

"I was distracting you licking my fingers. Ain't that so?"

It was rather a statement than a question, so Heero looked down, being slightly ashamed. "Hn."

In his mind Duo replayed the last days, every second they had been together and found that he had done things that would have turned him on if he was Heero. Then he remembered the conversation they had the day before, Heero's uneasiness and his eyes widened in realization.

"You dreamt about sex... with *me*?"

Heero's head spun around in shock as he exclaimed, "*NO*!"

Duo's eyes showed shock as well and Heero chose to survey the ground once more.

"No... Not really... It started with a girl... just like it did usually... and then... the moment I was about to..."

He could feel Duo's incredulous stare.

"It was a nightmare then..."

Duo almost screamed.

"`Then´? What do you mean, `then´? Heero!"

He grabbed Heero's face, cupping it with both hands and forced the Japanese boy to look at him.

" What about `now´? Tell me!"

This second the world seemed to stop spinning, when Prussian blue eyes melt into blue violet. Heero couldn't resist. He had to taste these delicious lips again.

He moved quicker than one's eye could see, caught the back of Duo's head and crushed their lips together.

Totally shocked Duo stiffened and didn't react in *any* way to Heero's kiss. He just sat there, his hands still cupping the other's face and stared at him in surprise.

Heero frowned, suddenly sad. Why didn't Duo respond to his kiss like he did the first time? Doesn't he like it? What was he doing wrong this time?

Just when he was about to give up he felt Duo relax and lean into the kiss, shyly responding to it.

Encouraged he started nibbling on the lower lip, like he had done before and found it was one of the best things he ever tasted. Still not out of breath nor ready with his ministrations he stuck out his tongue experimentally and traced it along the soft line of Duo's lips. His hands started rummaging through the soft locks on the back of Duo's head while he felt the hand on his cheeks retreat and soon he felt Duo's arms around his neck, pulling him closer.

When Duo opened his mouth as well he could almost taste him although he wasn't yet able to. It was a thrilling thought just to feel this present offered to him and he was almost too overwhelmed to accept it. But then he carefully pushed his tongue into the sweet cavern that had opened up to him. He could taste everything. Duo, the chicken he ate and after a while he could taste himself, too. All the while he felt Duo's tongue mapping his mouth just like he did. Heero couldn't help but moan lightly as he ran his hands up and down Duo's spine, feeling soft fingertips digging in his own hair, ruffling it in a loving manner. The throat he memorized with his tongue was producing little purrs as he pulled them closer, wanting this kiss to last forever. But soon they were out of breath and had to part, panting heavily.

"Duo... I... I... suki da, Duo."

Still out of breath Duo stared at him, eyes about to pop out of his head. He was shocked.

To be continued...
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{1} Koji Nanjo is *still* disturbing my thoughts. But he has great quotes. I use them often... ^_^;; ("Where did that image come from? I certainly didn't need *that*." One of my favorites.)

{2} I'm still talking about the fingers. No hentai yet. *hehe*
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Okay, and now I'm going to bed. I just hope you like this chapter. I thought I couldn't finish it now since my mind got distracted massively by Koji Tamaki and Hikaru Midorikawa. But thanks to my notes I was able to write down what I had in mind. Oyasumi! Please R&R!