Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Learning to live again ❯ why did you then? ( Chapter 1 )

Note: " " is when i charecter is speaking out loud, ' ' is a charecters thoughts.

Heero's & Duo's apartment

How could you? How could you do that to me Heero? You really don't pay attention to me at all do you, because if you did you never would have done that! Duo yelled.

"Duo, I'm sorry, I just thought that I could surprise you by getting Une to give you vacation time so we could spend some time together and go somewhere. I didn't think you'd be so angry about this, I thought you'd be happy, I never meant to go behind your back, and I didn't know you were working on a case you wanted to stay on. I'm sorry, I just wanted to do something for you."

"You had no right to go in and talk to her at all, and you especially should have thought about making plans without my opinion. It's not just that, but it's also how you walk in, telling everyone we're married, and we're going to take a second honeymoon and that's why I'm going on vacation. Did you ever think to ask me? I'm tired of you always making plans and thinking you know what I want." Duo yelled furiously.

Heero looked at him eyes turning cold, and sad, and walked over to the sink to wash the dishes, and try to cool off before something he'd regret happens.

Duo walks in angry as hell and begins yelling at him some more. "What's wrong with you, how can you just not care about what you did? You really haven't changed have you; you are the same insensitive, uncaring, heartless, controlling, attempt at a human being there is."

"Then why did you marry me Duo? Why?"

"I don't know. I sure as hell didn't marry you to be controlled, talk to myself, or because I like not going out, or because I ……….!, Duo stopped himself, and looked away.

Heero turned back to the dishes in the sink, trying to keep his emotions in check. The hurt he felt at the moment was worse than any of the pain he ever felt. More than self-destructing even. He picked up the knife and began to wash it, trying to distract himself from the hurt and tears forming in his eyes.

"You don't mean that do you?" Heero said with a slight tremble in his words. `Please, please, please don't mean that!' Heero begged in his mind.

"I don't know, I don't know why I did sometimes. I just don't know what I mean. I mean I'm angry, and I don't understand how you could do that. I don't know what I'm saying, its just sometimes I doubt who you are and your love, I just I don't know. Look, I gotta get out of here, we both need time to cool off and think."

Heero heard the soft click of the door closing, and felt his eyes water. He then looked down at the red, blood stained water, as he finally let go of the grip his hand had on the knife, and watched the blood drip from his palm. He turned and looked at the front door, and slowly slid down to the floor, knees pulled up, and for the first time he can remember he cried. Not caring about the blood dripping on his clothes, and the floor. He just sat there and cried. `Duo no please, I'm sorry please, please comeback, I'm so, sorry, I didn't mean to, please. No!'