Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Perfectly Broken ❯ Chapter 9 ( Chapter 9 )

Chapter 9

 

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I was warm once again. Duo had returned to me even though he went to meet that girl. The upper hand was mine once again and I had to take this opportunity before it slipped through my fingers. Duo looked up at me once I moved away from him.

 

"Heero, what's wrong? Go back to sleep, it's still early." Duo whined and tired to bury himself in the pillows again.

 

"Duo I have to tell you something important." I pleaded with him and he opened one eye at me.

 

"Can't it wait a little while longer?"

 

"No, it can't." I couldn't wait any longer or I'd lose my nerve.

 

"I love you Duo, or at least I think it's love that I feel for you. It has to be love. I always wanted to tell you, but I was afraid to do it." I sat in bed and told Duo my feelings as bluntly as I could without sounding too desperate. It was now or never, the moment of truth. Duo just sat there next to me stunned beyond reason as to why I would tell him I loved him. "It's true Duo. I feel something for you more than I do with anyone else. I feel connected to you, when you're with me. I can't sleep without you holding me in your arms at night. I miss you when you're away and I was jealous when you went to see that girl!" There, I finally said it.

 

"Oh." Duo said, but didn't look at me.

 

"Oh? Is that all you have to say?" I demanded, searching Duo's beautiful violet orbs for some kind of sign that he understood I was pouring my heart into my confession. He could have said something else besides 'oh' to me! Maybe I startled him too much.

 

"Duo, I want to stay with you. I don't want to leave you, or you to leave me. Please tell me you feel something towards me?" Duo smirked and looked up at me, his face unreadable and his eyes cold. Cold and lustful.

 

"You really love me?"

 

"Yes."

 

"And you'll do anything for me to love you back?" I hesitated, but then thought better of it.

 

"Yes." I whispered out. Duo smiled at me gently and I beamed one of my own at him.

 

"I love you too, Heero. I love your beauty and grace and your perfect body. Let's not wait anymore!" He concluded.

 

"Let's not wait anymore for what?" I asked confused.

 

"To show how much we love each other. Take your clothes off." Duo ordered.

 

"Um... Duo, I don't think..."

 

"Don't you love me?" He demanded fiercely.

 

"I just told you I do."

 

"Then what's the problem. Take off your clothes right now. I want to see all of you Heero." I obeyed and removed my tee shirt and boxers and sat there in all my glory. Duo stripped just as fast and then pushed my shoulders down so I had no choice but to lay down. Duo straddled my hips then leaned forward and kissed me.

 

I wasn't experienced at all, but I was more than willing to learn how to kiss Duo. His lips were soft on my own and then I felt a wetness against them. I opened my mouth to ask what it was and the wet thing entered my mouth. I realized belatedly it was Duo's tongue. He licked the inside of my cheeks and my palette then brushed my tongue with his. I could taste him and he was divine.

 

Duo pulled back after a moment then kissed my cheek, I closed my eyes, not needing to see Duo as he let his lips travel down my neck and kiss me with his talented lips and tongue. It felt so good and I didn't want him to stop and then all I felt was pain. I hissed as I felt teeth sink into my neck. Blood was pouring from my veins and my eyes popped open, alarmed at the sudden change.

 

Duo wasn't the one straddling my hips any longer. It was J.

 

"You thought I was dead my little slut? Well think again. Duo could never love a piece of trash like you. What do you have to offer him? He doesn't want a ravished hole like yours, or maybe he does." J sneered. Terror gripped my heart and froze me in place as J trailed a hand down my naked body and gripped the soft, tender flesh between my thighs hard enough to bruise.

 

I felt as my hands were pulled up and latched to the headboard with ropes and then my legs moved upward and spread apart, leaving me wide and open. The room grew darker, colder and I was suddenly back in J's lab where he used to take me. J smirked at my new position and laughed as I started to struggle against my bonds.

 

"Struggle all you like, but you won't get out of them. Wear yourself out, go ahead! It'll be much easier for us to take you." I looked at J then and saw three figures emerge behind him. Quatre, Trowa and Duo all stood there, naked and their manhoods erect. "Come boys, this honey pot is a beauty to take!" Duo approached the bed first and kneeled between my legs looking me over, then reached out a hand and fondled me roughly. Just as soon as he did it, he stopped and before I knew it, he was mounting me.

 

He drove his cock in hard and deep then began thrusting into me. In and out, in and out, faster and faster and it burned, it burned so much! I could feel my insides tearing apart and bleeding and still Duo continued until he came with a hoarse cry.

 

I didn't realize I was screaming until I saw Duo move away and slink back into the shadows.

 

"Why? Why did you do this to me?! I love you, why would you do this, Duo?! I thought you were different! You were supposed to protect me from this! Why do you hate me? Why why why why?" I cried and sobbed and didn't care when I felt Quatre mount me next. I couldn't do anything and just watched as Duo slowly disappeared into the darkness and J cackling at my misery and pain.

 

I wished for death, but I knew it wouldn't come. Death would leave me in this hell with my heart shattered in my chest.

 

After an eternity, I felt the bonds release me and I curled in a ball and sobbed until I didn't have anything left. My eyes felt heavy and I was sick to my stomach. It was then I felt gentle hands on my shoulder, causing me to tense as I felt the hands shake me a bit. Just let me die I pleaded with them, but they wouldn't let me go.

 

"Heero, wake up. Heero." I heard a voice call to me and felt warm breath against my cheek. I tried to move away, but it wouldn't let me. There were arms holding me from behind and a soft voice was calling my name. Duo's voice.

 

I opened my eyes and took in my surroundings. I was in Duo's room and it was morning. Duo had his arms wrapped around me like he always did and was trying to wake me up. I rolled toward him and looked into his face. His eyes warm and cheerful and squinted at the corners because of his smile.

 

They were no longer cold or lust crazed, they were the real Duo's eyes. The Duo that was my friend. The Duo who took me in, made me his work partner, watched movies and played cards with. The only person who cared about me and rescued me from starvation and now made sure I ate right. He was the only one to truly make me happy.

 

"Hi sleepyhead." He whispered to me. I stared at him a full minute and Duo's face suddenly changed into full blown concern. "Heero? What's wrong?"

 

I shook myself a bit and snapped myself out of it and then made a bold move. Leaning forward, I pressed my face into Duo's bare chest and then latched onto him with both arms.

 

"Just hold me for a few minutes Duo, please?" I whispered desperately. Duo's arms came up around me a second later, one around my waist and one around my shoulders with a hand that cradled the back of my head. Duo's scent surrounded me and I breathed in deeply to fill my whole lungs and felt more grounded with every intake of breath.

 

After an all too brief eternity, Duo asked in a worried voice, "Heero, you're scaring me. Please tell me, what's wrong?"

 

"Nightmare." I whispered to him, but didn't explain any further. I couldn't. Not without revealing everything about myself to him.

 

"I was wondering why you were crying in your sleep." I had been crying? I knew I was crying in the nightmare, but I was actually crying while I was asleep. I burrowed into Duo a little more to block out everything but him and felt as those magic fingers worked their way through my hair. "Don't be embarrassed, Heero. If it was bad one then I'd probably cry too. It's over now."

 

He kissed the top of my head again and it didn't feel so strange now. I welcomed it as a good distraction from my confused mind.

 

Duo rocked me back and forth a bit until I calmed down and I let go of the him reluctantly. I couldn't bear to look at him yet, but felt as he wiped his thumb underneath my eyes, drying my tears. We were quiet for a few minutes neither of us talking. Then Duo reached out his hands and cupped my face so I had to look at him. He searched my eyes for a few minutes before speaking.

 

"Heero, nightmares are bad when you fight them alone, and you can always change them if if remember they're just figments of your unconscious. Don't let them get to you." He softly told me and before I could keep it to myself, my mouth flew open.

 

"And what if they aren't just things from my unconscious mind? What if they really happened? Will happen?" I asked hoarsely. Well I sure told him a lot, didn't I?

 

"Then just tell me about them so I can try and make them stop from happening." I looked away from him. I couldn't do that.

 

"Heero, do you think I'm going to leave you? That I have been using you all this time?" He demanded.

 

"No, I know you're not using me, but I... " I couldn't say it. I tried to change the subject. "Did you have a nice time with Hilde?" Duo frowned at me.

 

"I did. I missed her, but she's just a friend Heero, nothing more and nothing less. I know you're trying to change the subject, but just let me tell you this. I am not leaving you for Hilde. I care about you the most, so don't give me this song and dance that you're okay with me seeing someone else, because I can tell you're not. You couldn't even fall asleep without me here and that tells me you were worried about me. Don't shut me out. Tell me what's wrong."

 

Duo's words shocked me and I continued to look down at the blankets. He had seen right through me. He knew I was upset that he went to see his friend and knew that was why I couldn't sleep without him. I breathed a sigh and looked right at him this time.

 

"Yes, I was upset you went out with Hilde, but I don't know exactly why. I-I care about you, Duo. So much that I couldn't sleep without you here. I can't tell you about the nightmare, though. I'm sorry, I just can't. Maybe someday I'll be able to, but not right now."

 

"Acceptable." Duo ruffled my hair a bit then opened his arms to me. I smiled at this then took advantage of his offer and gave him a hug. "Go take a shower, you're all sweaty." I slid out of his embrace and out of bed and went to get some clothes to put on after my shower.

 

"Oh and Heero." I stopped and looked over at Duo still sitting on the bed. "I care about you too, more than you know." He smiled at me softly as I went out the door, feeling lighter than I had been in that horrible nightmare.

 

I let the water clean off all the sweat and oils on my body and briskly dried and dressed before joining Duo in the kitchen. Quatre and Trowa were nowhere to be found yet, which wasn't too surprising given their nightly activities. I found Duo sitting at the table with a bowl of cereal in front of him. He munched on it happily as he read the paper and then looked up as I approached him.

 

"Feel better?" I nodded and sat next to him, pouring myself a bowl of cereal. I dug in and read the other section of the paper Duo hadn't been reading, which happened to be the comics. I liked reading them. J had never let me read anything so humorous and even after he died I didn't read them, because the paper J got never had them in there.

 

I laughed softly as I read them and caught Duo's glances at me from time to time. He had this soft look in his eyes whenever he looked at me and it never failed to make me feel warm inside. I finished the comics and placed my bowl in the sink after I finshed with my cereal and went into he living room and turned on the news. What I saw turned that warm feeling into instant ice.

 

There on the news was my house and a woman reporter standing outside of it.

 

"This is Sarah Harrison reporting live in front of this house that is in our very own town. Not many people go near it because some say it's cursed and others believe a mad scientist lives in it. Well today our questions will have answers to them.

 

"A few days ago police were called to action when a person named Dr. G said his colleague hadn't been reporting in. It was a bit suspicious since the good doctor was very punctual and thorough in his work and so Dr. G filed a missing persons case. The police arrived on the scene this morning after attempting to locate on any whereabouts on the doctor via his accounts to see if any of them are active. It was found that the accounts were activated for some time, but are no longer with the exception to the stocks that gain interest as well as the continued gain of money from private owners payments for the doctor's services.

 

"The police have searched the house and there are signs that the two people who are living here have been living in it, but not for a while. Dr. J and his assistant Heero Yuy, although neither one was inside the home, it is highly possible that they have gone to another location for the time being. But this station is making it clear, since the warden set this up himself this morning. If neither Heero Yuy or Dr. J claim the house within a month's time, the house will be quarantined. Back to you in the studio."

 

"That was a report on you and your house Heero." I closed my eyes tight as Duo stated the facts very clearly. "Is that what you didn't want to tell me?" I heard Duo's foot steps come closer and stop in front of me. The TV was turned off and I slowly opened my eyes, bracing myself as much as I could for the blows to come, but they didn't.

 

Duo's eyes were still soft but they held a determination in them as well. There was no way I was going to get out of answering these questions.

 

"Why didn't you tell me about Dr. J or that it was his house you lived in? Tell me why?" I steeled myself, but felt the tears well up in my eyes and begin to fall down my cheeks as I looked up at Duo and answered him as truthfully as I could.

 

"Because you would hate me."

 

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TBC...